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43. Is He Gone?

Author: Mythphilia
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-18 04:35:32
"What now? We wanted to find him but then he came to us. Do you still want to keep looking for him?" Feng Shao politely asked while he was busy setting up a place where he could sleep. It had gotten dark and the moon was no longer of much help. The fire which had been burning all this time had burnt out.

"We will still proceed to the next village. Or do you want to stay in the jungle all the time?" Lui Xian conversed from across him. He was also preparing his part. They had long eaten the fish and exhausted all the topics they could think of.

"No, I want to stay in a proper room this time." Feng Shao shook his head and begged the other to stick with his plan. Lui Xian couldn't help but laugh at his companion's antics.

"Lui, if what Huo Ling said is right. Are you going back?" Feng Shao inquired in a low tone, his hands were clutched tightly, he feared to be alone again. Even though he had promised he wouldn't return until he got the bandit but now what.

'He might leave again.'
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