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Author: C. Hazlewood
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Elelira POV

“You love me?” I whispered hoarsely, not believing what I was hearing. “How? You barely know me, Alpha.”

He presses his lips together, his face stressed and anxious. “I wish you would call me by name,” he softly says, his thumb still tracing my cheek, making sparks dance on my face.

I huff, not dramatically, but just a soft expulsion of air at his hypocritical request. I have asked him not to call me Lira plenty of times and he never listened.

Surprisingly, the nickname doesn’t bother me as much as it did before. It actually makes my heart race a little when I hear him say it, especially when I don’t realize he is near. Before, the nickname brought me dread. Now, it makes tingles erupt inside me.

Funny how much can change in such a short time when you leave the bond open. It chases away the resentment and dread completely, overriding everything with longing for him. My mate.

He knows. He knows we are mates. He said he didn’t feel it, but Val was right. Killian can f
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We're going to get some sweet, progressive chapters in before sh1t hits the fan.

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Loyda
I am loving there calm chapters, because I know the storm is coming. I just hope they are able to build on their love enough before all the drama so they can withstand the storm together
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I'm ready for the shit covered fan
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Brittany Mosco
I’m ready for some drama.
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