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LXXXVII. Dreams Suspended

Author: Ane Daniels
last update Last Updated: 2022-01-29 22:17:36

Other than his training, Oneil is also up for knowing more about the Antareses. This is something that he cannot tell to others, especially to Essi. She might freak out if she will find out that he took this troubling path. He also have no one in his house that he can tell with  about this. Sometimes, he couldn't help but wonder if he had any friend.

"You have one. But he's married already. And he moved to St. Tropez to start a new life," Gwyneth told him when he randomly asked. "Unlike Essi, you had many friends. But all of them are gone to deal with their own lives. You're left with no one."

"But do I at least have someone that I can trust and tell my problems to?"

Gwyneth shrugged. "You were so inclined to Grant's most basic principle. He taught you that you cannot simply entrust your personal problems to others. You cannot just show to others that you're weak."

Hearing that kind of principle is no more profound to him. He expected it and has

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