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The Essence of You
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2021-04-26 15:22:04Sophie
I woke up exhausted. I had completely forgotten about Charlie. He somehow managed to get on the bed and woke me up by licking me on my nose. His sandpaper-like tongue made me giggle.
I grabbed him and cradled him against me while laying on my side. "Morning Charlie! You're such a cute baby."
The door to the bathroom opened, Logan was coming out with nothing but a towel wrapped low around his waist. The sight of him looking so sexy still makes me blush. I smiled and covered myself with the blanket up to my nose to hide my complexion.
He chuckled and leaned over to kiss me. "Morning beautiful."
"Good morning. Why are you up so early?" I sat up and leaned against the headboard, taking Charlie in my arms.
Logan narrowed his eyebrows in disbelief taking Charlie in his right arm."The fuck Charles! I told you, get your own woman, boy." He places Charlie down. I couldn't help but laugh, he was so cute. It amused me how he wa
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