“After what your dad did to our family’s name is there more harm you want to do to it? Hyun do you want us out of the village and get our land taken away by the landlord?” my mom shouted once we entered the room.
“But amma it was not her fault. She is being framed!”, my sister said.
“Do you think it was your dad’s fault either? We all know he was framed and his only mistake was to go out to investigate. He was accused of something he didn’t do and when we fought back, he was murdered. But none of us could get his name clean off the accusation.”, she said while her eyes got filled with tears. My sister went and consoled her.
“So, do you want me to lose without even a fight? No amma I am not going to do this and let down appa.”, I said and ran away from the house.
At that moment I ran away from all the emotional turmoil I was forced into once again. All these memories once buried deep inside should stay there. It makes living tougher once they resurface themselves. People in our era are becoming more inhuman year after year.
They just want to earn respect even if it costs an innocent’s life. Our king was not able to handle these matters and hence he is being removed under the name of a promotion. People like us have expectations from the new prince but I think it's all in vain because soon enough he will be showered with money and luxuries in exchange for righteousness and his principles.
I was sitting by the river which had drowned in itself the ashes of my father, his last memory was in these waves. On nights like these, it was tough to be strong and hold on to the smile. when I see other kids going out holding hands with their dads or when I see their dad threatening the people who make fun of them, I miss my appa.
He was the pillar of our house. Without him, it always feels like there is nothing to hold onto. But life goes on and so did we. Crying by the riverside is the safest place to cry. No one comes here at night, it's just me, my tears and my dad.
“memories why are you so stubborn,
We can’t let you go,
And to you, we can’t hold onto.
Memories why do you stay,
Like a ghost who has an unfinished mess,
And you do nothing but lay deep down.
We wait for your voice to be heard out loud,
But all we get is a silence with a deafening howl…” I said out loud and I was struggling to find the next line, so I started looking at the waves. They always help.
“why can we not understand the message beneath,
Why do we hear just a howl?
Why can we not see what you do to us,
By igniting the fire every then and now.
It's because of your dear memories that we cry,
We let it out, that fake smile.
You help us know what being strong means,
You help us grow flowers from the unwanted weeds.”, I heard someone complete my unfinished poem.
I looked behind to see a shadow. There was a man standing wearing all black clothes. Even his face was covered with a black cloth. If he didn’t have the royal sword, I could have easily confused him with a thief.
“What kind of a gentleman are you to eavesdrop on a lonely girl’s thoughts?”, I asked.
“And who said I was a gentleman young lady?”, he said.
“Then you must not do poetry. It is an art that suits gentlemen.”, I said.
“I think poetry is just an art. First, you put these barriers on art and then complain of discrimination yourself.”, he said with a laugh.
His voice was soothing but his personality was mysterious. His attire and way of conversation were not promising enough but none of those things scared me. I felt pretty comfortable with him.
“A little girl like you shouldn’t be out here in dark all alone.”, he said.
“First of all, I am not little, I am 21 years old and second thing is that me being alone out here is none of your concern.”, I didn’t wish to sound rude but people who think like this often get on my nerves.
“You are fiery and it is not always good.”, he said and sat on the rock beside the shore.
I ignored him and we both sat there watching the waves in silence. After a few minutes, his presence started to bother me.
“Why are you here at this time? Plus, I have never seen you here before and I visit this river every week.”, I asked.
“I came with the new prince today morning only. But the palace walls suffocate me so I came out for some air and found this place.”, he said.
“Do you come out to breathe in the fresh air with your face covered?”, I asked again. He laughed.
“No, but I cannot show my face or all the handsome faces will start to seem worthless to you.”, he said and laughed again.
What a self-obsessed person he is. But his laughter was something very attractive. The moon was shining brightly in the sky and the stars were twinkling innocently, that’s when I realised it was late now. I was about to stand up to leave but I couldn’t make up my mind if I should greet him or not.
“Greeting people is considered a sign of a good upbringing.”, he said staring at the waves. How did he know what I was thinking? Did I say that out loud? How else could he have known?
“I was about to greet you if you would have just stayed quiet.”, I said hiding my embarrassment.
He just smiled still staring at the waves. His jawline was very prominent and anyone could have sensed that he is blessed with good looks.
“It’s getting late and I should leave now. Goodnight and take care sir.”, I said and stood up. I bowed and turned around.
“At least tell me your name.”, he said.
I didn’t stop and kept walking. To make it seem like I didn’t hear him I started humming a song loud enough for him to hear. I heard him laugh again. And I kept walking till his laughter couldn’t be heard anymore. When I reached home my mom and sisters were already sleeping and the door was not locked.
I entered and locked the door and went to the room I share with my two sisters.
“Hyun, is that you?”, Kang asked still sleeping.
“Yes, go back to sleep.”, I said and went to bed.
The next morning the sun seemed to be too bright as if shining on us and warning us that the day of the hearing is just 48 hours away. My mom was still against us going out for any kind of a justice hunt but I and my sister were stubborn.
Today was the day for the official welcome of the prince and we had an excuse to be out for a longer time. Mi So and I decided to go for finding clues while Kang managed her event. I needed to be present just for the poetry presentation that too just for going on the stage once during the introduction. Fortunately for us because of the prince’s love for poetry, the first event was the poetry presentation.
“Hyun I will announce your name on the second number and you just come up on the stage once the poem is finished and I will introduce you as the poet. Once your introduction is done go down and meet Mi So behind the palace wall. At the gate of the palace, you will find Suang Li who will take you to the ceremonial room. He knows the guards there.”, Kang said. I and Mi So nodded.
“Then let’s go, the event will start soon.”, As saying this Kang went out of the house and I followed her.
There were a lot of people and Kim Soon was there too. He was sitting in the very front with the elites. Just by looking at him, my blood boiled.
Kang pulled me with her backstage. Soon after the drumroll began which told us all that the prince was here. The prince climbed up to the throne and sat down. He looked like a statue of arrogance sitting on that throne with his head up high and straight stature. His face had this serious expression and he didn’t acknowledge any gifts from the elites.
The cheering crowd was still excited not getting bothered by his attitude. I was busy justifying the prince being a jerk when I heard Kang Joon make the announcement for the first poet to come on the stage. The first poet was Kim Ji Ah, daughter of Kim Soon. She is one of the beauties of our village and is a spoilt brat too, but her confidence, looks and money overpower her nature.
She recited her poem which was based on love at first sight and the whole time she was looking at the prince with that fake blush sparkling on her cheeks. And while she was looking at the prince all the other unmarried village guys were busy admiring her features. She bowed down to the prince and I swear I saw her wink at him. But the prince just ignored her. She had that astonishing face which clearly showed rejection is tough to handle.
“Our next poet is Nam Ji Hyun, and as usual on her behalf, I will be reciting the poem.”, Kang Joon said.
She recited the poem and I must say she was amazing. As soon as she completed reciting my poem the crowd went crazy and cheered. Even the elites were applauding. I looked at the prince and for a second my breath hitched, he was smiling and that really was a sight worth looking at.
“I would like to call upon the stage the true owner of the poem, Nam Ji Hyun.”, and this was the call for me. I went up the stage and the crowd applauded once again.
But there was a change of reaction on the side of the elites. They stopped applauding and the expressions on the prince’s face changed. I was about to say thank you when the prince stood up and the crowd went all silent.
“What kind of an artist are you?”, he asked.
“pardon my lord but I didn’t get your question.”, I asked. He smiled that creepy smile of his which clearly meant there was trouble.
“What kind of an artist allows her work to be presented by someone else and stays there sitting and doing nothing at all.”, he said.
“My lord she is suffering from...” before Kang Joon could finish her sentence the prince motioned for her to stop. She bowed down and stood behind me.
“You don’t seem to have any physical issues and you work in one of the highest known positions which means you are pretty normal. Then I don’t want to hear any excuses. If you have a true love for art and you respect it, I would like you to recite your poem yourself or else you will be punished for mocking such a serene art form.”, the prince said.
The whole crowd started talking to each other because my condition was no secret. But no one dared to take my side because we all knew the rumours about the prince could be true as well and the rumours clearly said that the prince can be ruthless. I looked at the crowd and I could feel my heart racing. My eyes went to the front row where Kim Soon was staring at me with that wicked smile. This worsened my condition and I could feel my head go all dizzy. The silence made me more nervous and the next thing I know everything went black.
I could hear the soft murmurs coming from around but I couldn’t decipher what was going on. I tried to move and open my eyes but it seemed pretty impossible to do so. I tried harder and I could feel the eyelids separating and bright light entered my sensitive eyes and made me shut them again.
“Kang she is up.”, I heard my little sister shout.
I blinked a few times to get my eyes to normal and I saw a familiar roof. It was good to realise I was at home. But I couldn’t recall what happened.
“Hyun, how are you feeling now?”, Kang asked sitting beside me.
“I feel better. What happened? Did I faint again?”, I asked. She nodded.
“Remember the prince asked you to recite the poem and you fainted again.”, she said. All the events came running down and I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment. That stupid jerk made my life miserable again.
“I hate him.”, I said.
“We have bigger problems in hand than hating someone who won’t be affected by our hatred.”, Kang said.
I looked at her confused and she pointed towards the sangeon stamp and I realised tomorrow I have to prove myself innocent and we haven’t solved even a bit of the case. I stood up and asked Kang to follow me. But before we could even step out an annoying voice came again.
“Oh, my darling Hyun, how are you feeling now?”, saying this Kim Soon entered our house.
The last person I wanted to meet right now was standing in front of me with a smirk etched on his face. How bad I want to wipe that smirk off. But his presence was not what made me worried and angry it was the royal order he had in his hands that made me all anxious. God knows what new trouble this human curse has brought upon us.
“These are the king’s orders for you.”, Kim said.With every word his smile grew bigger and bigger and so did my worries.“What does it say?”, Kang asked. She was also very worried.“Your sister has yet another punishment on her hands. She disobeyed the king and didn’t show respect for the art of poetry and as said by the king she is being punished. She will be working as the king’s mother’s caretaker and will be paid accordingly. She has been removed from her post in the royal department. And she has to stay at the palace till late.”, he said.My whole world came crashing down. That jerk took my job from me. I worked hard day and night to earn that job and then I worked hard day and night to get promoted and he just crushed my career in a few minutes with his bare hands.“And he has also ordered that if you fail to prove yourself innocent tomorrow you will have to leave his province with or without your family.”, saying this he handed me the royal order and left humming to himself.I
As I walked away from the palace, I saw a group of people standing there with lanterns. I walked closer to find it was Suang li, his parents and my two sisters. As soon as they saw me Kang came running and hugged me tightly.“Where were you?”, she asked in anger.“We were all so worried. It’s so late.”, Li said.“I am sorry for worrying you all, but I needed some air to clear up my mind.”, I hugged my sisters who were literally on the verge of crying.That was when I realised that I was pretty late today. It didn’t seem this late when I was with the mystery guy.“Let’s all go in and sleep now that Hyun is back.”, Li’s mom said.We all went back and greeted each other goodnight. My sisters thanked Li and his parents for coming out so late. They smiled and went into their house. The moment they left I knew I was in huge trouble because your two sisters glaring at you is not at all very comforting.“You are so dead.”, Kang said and went inside our house.Mi So just glared at me and then
The next morning even doing daily chores was not easy for any of us. No one knew if I will ever return to this house again. The neighbours were all out and were looking at me with so much love that I felt the need to stay. I was feeling less scared but more anxious now. My mom was crying since last night and we had to ask Li’s mom to look after her.Kang, Suang Li and I left for the palace. We entered the gates and the higher authorities were already there waiting for the king to arrive. I was asked to stand on the other side with two guards in my front and two behind me.Kang and Li being the witnesses were escorted into the room by two royal guards. All the eyes were keenly judging me and I was trying my best to ignore their scrutinizing stare. I was just begging my heart to stay in control for today.The king entered the courtroom area and the announcement of the king’s arrival was made. Everyone’s eyes were on the gate and for the first time, I was feeling relieved by the king’s e
Once I reached home everyone was celebrating. My family was celebrating my win and others were celebrating Kim’s defeat. His family was taken in by the guards for interrogation and the whole village was excited to see who will be the one to win the prize. Search for Kim was a hot topic in our village and for the surrounding villages as well. Kim had a lot of side businesses and one of them was fooling people into taking loans. He was trusted by many and that is what he used in his favour.I was sitting inside the house beside my mom and she was sleeping peacefully now. I was just waiting for the sun to start going down into the mountains and for the rays to get dimmer and dimmer. Li’s parents came and congratulated me and I gave them the gift box my mom prepared for them as a token of thanks. Winning this wouldn’t have been possible without Li. Kang also deserved something great as she helped me and always stood by me, and so did Mi So. I thought I will go and buy them gifts the next
“These are your quarters”, the guard told us and kept our luggage in front of a house that was three times our house in the village.It had a garden in front which connected all the other quarters together. There was a small fountain in between four quarters. The palace was indeed beautiful. The guard asked us to enter our house. We were allowed to stay here till our house was built again. It would take a month or two and till then we were staying in this beautiful place. My sisters ran inside like we never saw a house ever before.I thanked the guard once he helped my mom in entering the house. The house was indeed very pretty and all of us wondered if the quarters were this beautiful then how beyond the heaven beautiful the rooms inside the palace would be.“Have you seen any of the rooms in the palace?”, Mi So asked me.I preferred hiding the truth from them about the night I jumped into the room through the window. I replied with a no. “How is that possible, you work here!”, she e
The next morning, I was escorted to the king’s mother’s chamber by a guard. His mother was suffering from paralysis as well. Her whole body was paralyzed, unlike my mom who could still use her upper body. Taking care of my mom I already knew what all things are to be done and what protocol is to be followed.I entered her chamber and I was enthralled by the beauty around me. There was a big chandelier in the middle of a huge room. Our 10 quarters put together would make a room this big. My eyes literally popped out of the socket after taking in the charismatic view. There were huge curtains around the bed and the bed was placed on a platform. At one side of the room, there were musical instruments lined and kept in proper order. The guard must have noticed me looking there.“This is her personal musician’s stage. She loves music and the live music plays here when she wants to listen to it.”, he said.To say I was astonished would be an understatement. In the place where we couldn’t ge
I had a high fever the next day and I didn’t remember what happened the day before. My sisters told me that Lord Lee brought me home. I remembered meeting Lee but I had no memory of the events that followed.I was given a half day off on my very second day at work. I was standing at my garden door when I heard my sisters squeal. I ran inside to figure out what the commotion was about. I was amazed to see that the king was standing at the door. Behind him were all the servants and guards who were looking much more bewildered. The king’s presence made everyone so nervous that none of them moved a muscle to welcome him. I stepped ahead and bowed to him.“My lord, what brings you here?”, I asked politely.“I told you not to be too formal. I just came to monitor the quarters and heard about your health so I visited.”, he answered.I welcomed him inside and as his steps fell into the house my sisters came out of their trance and bowed. They ran inside to make a place for him to sit and to p
4 hours had passed and Lee fell asleep on the floor and I was sitting alone wondering how can he sleep in such a dirty place being a prince. But he seemed really tough and flexible being a prince of such a big kingdom. He was looking at peace sleeping on that floor and he had a fairly light smile on his lips which could easily be confused with a rather blank expression at any time. His hair was pretty long and was falling to one side. That is when I noticed a very faint scar on his forehead. It was nearly invisible. This guy was full of mysteries and as I was getting to know him the mysteries became more and more intriguing.I heard a woman cry out loud and I snapped my gaze from the handsome face to a very gruesome view. I ran towards the gate and saw two guards beating a pregnant woman with belts. She was on the floor begging for the life of her child. I looked around to find there was nothing that I could use to save the poor woman. Then I heard someone say ‘pshhh’. I looked to the
“Who are you? You are not our throned prince!”, his words echoed in the courtroom. People looked at him ghastly.“What is the head saying?”, “Is this the right time to joke?”, “Has he lost his mind?”, all sorts of questions started to pop out of the different corners of the room. I was looking at Ethan scared. How is he going to manage the situation now?“What did you say?”, a voice roared in the room. We all looked at the owner of the voice. It was Aiden. His eyes held so much anger that even I felt a shiver run down my spine.“He is not your brother, young prince.”, the head replied faking respect.“Huh! So, you are saying I don’t recognize my own brother?”, he replied sarcasm dropping off his every word. The head hung his head low but he still had a smirk on his face.“But I deny to accept him as our prince. He is someone else.”, the head stood up to his point.“Speak for yourself! Don’t involve the other court members.”, another voice boomed. It was Ethan.“Does anyone else refuse
After an eventful day and a restless night, I woke up to the sound of royal sirens.“Unnie, come fast!”, Mi So yelled in my face. She grabbed my hand and pulled me with her to the door.“What is happening now?”, I asked trying to cover my ears.“The king of the Gyeonggi province has declared war.”, she said.A war! I could feel my heart beating fast. This is the change Fate made for us. Because I don’t remember reading about any such war in my history class. We reached the door and there Kang was standing holding a royal order in her hand.“What is it?”, I asked.“Reinstatement order.”, she replied in a low tone.“Reinstatement! Of whom?”, I asked. The sirens were getting louder and louder.“Yours.”, she said barely audible. I took the royal command from her hand and she looked at me with tears in her eyes.“This is for me. They are giving me my post back?”, I said smiling. Kang sat on the floor and started crying. Mi So who was happy after listening to my news was now confused.“You
The night went by, faster than I thought. The next morning my sisters were more excited than me. They were busy thinking it was a fresh beginning oblivious to the realities of my destiny. Since the day I met Fate I couldn’t help thinking, will I ever be able to make a fresh start? Will this cycle ever end? Or will all my efforts of living a happy life will result in ending at the gates of north heaven’s palace?“Wake up now, please!”, I heard Mi So.“I am up.”, I answered her hidden command. She came inside running and jumped onto my bed.“Why are you so happy?”, I asked ruffling her hair. She made a face showing her disapproval of my actions making me ruffle her hair more.She pushed my hand away and said, “Today you will start your job again, so we are all happy.” I sighed.“Well it's still not my real job.”, I said. “Hyeongje! A job is a job. And till the time it helps the house and the person you are doing it for, it is a good job.”, she said smiling.That made me realize my sist
“The head? As in the head of the cell?”, I asked still struck by the words that left his mouth. He nodded.“The head who tortured us?”, I asked again.“Yes, the head who made this all happen.”, he said irritated now.I could feel the anger rising inside me because it was true Lee was gone because of him and now I have to deal with this heartless god. I felt myself clutching my fists tight in anger. I looked up to see Lee staring at the river in front of us.“But why do we have to kill the head?”, I asked.“Because that is what heaven has ordered us to do.”, he said now looking at me.“How can we kill someone without knowing the reason?”, I was still not satisfied with the idea of killing someone.“Are you always this annoying or is it something special today?”, he said clearly irritated. I ignored him. We both were silent for a while staring at the river.“You can confess that even you don’t know why we need to kill the head.”, I said.“I am the one who re-planned his destiny, why wou
We were out of the cell and I could see my two sisters standing at the entrance with huge smiles glued to their faces perfectly indicating that they have seen me come. Mi so came running and jumped into my arms. I held her tight and hugged her with all the force I had in me. We were both crying. She was crying because she missed me and I was crying because I still couldn’t get over the murder I did. Kang followed with tears in her eyes too and she hugged us tightly.“Caused enough trouble for a lifetime, didn’t you little sis.”, she said with a hint of worry and laughter at the end.Mi So stepped down but she refused to let go of my hand. She did really miss me it seems. I looked up at Lee who was smiling at us, gracefully being in his character.“You should go home now and rest. I will see you tomorrow.”, he said and kissed my forehead lightly.For a moment I was taken aback and the kiss almost felt real. He lightly shoved me at the end making it clear that it was an act. I laughed n
The night was silent. None of us uttered a word. He was getting back into his real self and I was still comprehending the events and making myself believe that it was not a dream. Somewhere deep in my heart I still believed Aiden was the act not the character of Lee. Maybe he just likes these eras because he can be himself. And if that is true, I need to make this stupid prince believe that Lee is far better than Aiden. The sun was up and shining bright and Lee was walking by the door of the cell impatiently.“Why are you so restless?”, I asked.I got an angry look as the answer. I shrugged my shoulder and sat down quietly in the corner. He was the one tiring himself for no reason, why should I be bothered?“Can I ask you something?”, I asked. He looked irritated but he nodded nonetheless.“Does Lee actually exist in this era or is it the additional character to fit you in?”, I asked.“He did exist but he died early in the past. I just manipulated the lifespan to fit in. But once we g
It was dark all around and I could hear some whispers around me. It seemed as if they were calling me, but they took a name not known to me.“Macy, Macy, wake up.”, they said in chorus. I tried to open my eyes and all I could think of was, who is this Macy? Is there someone else here with me?“I can’t open my eyes. I just can’t”. I panicked. Then I felt a warm hand on my shoulder. Trying to calm me down.“It’s okay. Don’t panic. It is all good and you are fine.”, a voice said. That voice seemed too familiar but yet I couldn’t remember who did it belong to.“But my eyes. they feel glued to each other.”, I said.“Don’t try too hard to open them. Feel the power inside and try to open your eyes by feeling at peace on the inside.”, the voice said.I calmed myself down and relaxed the muscles of my eyes. I tried to calm my thoughts, and my fears and I started thinking about something peaceful, Lee.“Try opening them now.”, she said.I did as I was told and finally light entered into my eyes
None of us said a single word that evening and soon the moon was up shining brightly and trying to fill our dark lives with some serene light. I was still taken aback by the events that occurred today and I was looking at the moon through the small window present in the cell where the head’s wife was killed. Lee was changing his bandages and cleaning up his wounds again using the ointment box that one of the guards got for him. So much had happened and there was not a single message from the king. The gate opened and the head entered again. I squirmed under his angry gaze. He went straight towards Lee and bent down to look at his now bandaged hand.“After such a long wait, your brother finally gave you to me for one whole day and one whole night.”, he said gravely and then laughed.“The little surprise of the day is over and I hope you two are over it, because a new surprise awaits you,” the head said looking at Lee and me.His face showed an expression that clearly said no mercy! I w
4 hours had passed and Lee fell asleep on the floor and I was sitting alone wondering how can he sleep in such a dirty place being a prince. But he seemed really tough and flexible being a prince of such a big kingdom. He was looking at peace sleeping on that floor and he had a fairly light smile on his lips which could easily be confused with a rather blank expression at any time. His hair was pretty long and was falling to one side. That is when I noticed a very faint scar on his forehead. It was nearly invisible. This guy was full of mysteries and as I was getting to know him the mysteries became more and more intriguing.I heard a woman cry out loud and I snapped my gaze from the handsome face to a very gruesome view. I ran towards the gate and saw two guards beating a pregnant woman with belts. She was on the floor begging for the life of her child. I looked around to find there was nothing that I could use to save the poor woman. Then I heard someone say ‘pshhh’. I looked to the