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2022-03-20 08:28:42**CAMILLA RENÉE**
TUESDAY EVENING.ST JOHN'S HOSPITAL.They all crowded him, his teammates that is peering into his eyes with several questions and with Paula laying her filthy hands over his skin, it was making my blood boil.The room was over crowded anyway.I slipped away through the same corner, exiting the room with a final gaze at Dylan who might I add barely noticed anything.****Being self aware of Dylan's condition, my heart was no long hitting against its cage, the room wasn't spinning anymore so I felt much better.I glanced at the clock hung over in the receiption, it's way over closing hour and my books I'd need were back in school.Since Dylan is in good condition, I'd just take a cab back there. Should still have change in my back pockets.I dug into it retriving a few notes which should be more than enough to get me there.Before that, I got to the cafeteria to get aRelated chapters
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Firstly, I want to thank everyone who read this book with me. Honestly I didn't think it'll make it this far at all. it's my book but even I admit it's not that very good ｡◕‿◕｡ But even at that, I got support and I'm super happy. it makes my day reading the comments and for the mistakes and errors, I'll edit the book in my free time. it might take a while because of the word count, but I'll get it done. Thank you for finishing it despite the errors. You spent money on it ʘ‿ʘ It makes my day. If you're into a fast paced enemies to lovers, then you might want to check out my new book "A VOW TO HATE" I assure you, it's splended. Thank you for reading! So much love from my end, C.
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