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Chapter 82: Bad Lucky Charm
I DON'T know how someone can be described as having “luck” in life. Is it true that being obscenely wealthy equates to being lucky? Is it fair to say that someone incredibly blessed you since you grew up in a loving family? Is it a hallmark of great good luck if someone endowed them you with physical beauty or good looks from birth?
I possess all the characteristics that one would associate with being fortunate in life, yet I do not consider myself to be a fortunate person, but a bad luck charm to anyone who comes into contact with my presence. Apparently, I didn’t bring any good fortune to anybody else; instead, I only brought ill fortune.
I knew well that I was the luckiest child in the world in the view of others because I had a father who was a senator, a loving mother, and a luxurious lifestyle. And although I agreed with them on that point, we cannot quantify our fortune in monetary terms.
My face
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Live Suicide Chapter 83: Oblique Sinner
AS LONG as humans exist, they will continue to commit sin in the world, regardless of the circumstances. As long as the human continues to exist, they will continue to experience suffering in the world. Thus, death is the only place where people may find serenity.My sin and my desire to commit suicide are inextricably linked.I was to blame since I was the one who ordered my father to take from people’s wallets. I was the reason dad he did this to the people who loved, trusted, and had great respect for him.My entire mouth was agape as I grinned. “I am the actual corrupt official in the government, not my father. All the money my father stole from the government was used to purchase my pleasures, not his,” I thought to myself as I locked my gaze on the smartphone.My father would not have committed a grave sin if it weren’t for me. I realize I didn’t actually order him
Live Suicide Chapter 84: Suffocating Orders
WHY are we obligated to heed our parents’ commands at all times? Why do our father and mother often use their authority over us? Is it our duty as children to follow our parents, even if it means going against our will?I am aware that our parents seek our salvation, which is why they use the commandment, which we must fulfill for our own welfare. However, with the quantity of target market they ordered us, it’s already too congested.When parents are too strict with their children, their children’s affections begin to wane for their parents. Rather of creating a happy family, it leads their family to disintegrate.I close my eyes firmly and force myself to calm down. What task did dad assign to our aides? Why am I relegated to a wheelchair for transportation? As of yet, I haven’t turned into a wretched slob. I am still capable of standing on my own two feet.It felt as though
Live Suicide Chapter 85: Same Frame of Mind
WHEN my father told me that, I felt like my heart was racing. Suddenly, the thought occurred to me that whatever he was doing, good and bad, was still for my benefit....He did not want to ruin our family, but his image would be ruined in the eyes of the public if the truth about dad stealing money from the government was discovered.And that’s something I don’t want to happen.At no point in his life did father do something detrimental to other people because he cared more about the well-being of others than he did for his own. Nevertheless, his family was still more important to him than anything else, and he was willing to shatter the trust that some people had placed in him because of his previous actions simply to protect us.I let out a sigh. The events of the day have left me completely befuddled, and my head is reeling from the stress. I had stage 4 cancer, my father had stolen en
Live Suicide Chapter 86: Plane Tickets
THE chirping of a bird outside my window let me know that the sun had risen in the east and it was time to get up and see it. My morning routine includes getting out of bed and stretching my body to keep my physique healthy and productive throughout the day. “What a pleasant start to the day! Before this, I had never had such a severe case of the headaches. I’m in an amiable mood,” I remarked as I reached out with my hand. After half an hour of vigorous exercise, I decided to sip some freshly squeezed orange juice to soothe my tension. After that, I washed my mouth and brush my teeth because I was concerned that my mouth would stink and that my teeth, which I had maintained for a long time, may break. I had just been out of the restroom for less than five minutes when there was a knock on my door. I answered the door, and the face of our helper appeared in front of me. “Good morning, sir,” he said, “your father and
Live Suicide Chapter 87: Fight Flight
HOW did he pull it off?I believed he was a typical father in our family and a senator for many, but I was mistaken; he was a monster. This is something I’m not sure how he came to be capable of doing.I understand we are wealthy, but it is not enough reason for him to undertake such a deed. He astounded me with his actions.Because of what Dad said, my pulse raced quicker and my ears seemed deaf for a moment. Because of my inability to process what my father had told me, I began to question my sanity.My mind refuses to accept what is occurring right now. How did he get international airline tickets? How did he gather everything we needed to go abroad?How did he manage to purchase a new property in a different nation just a few days ago?Despite my reluctance to accept it, I know he did it because he was getting preferential treatment from every
Live Suicide Chapter 88: They Have Arrived
MY BRAIN lost the capacity to fathom. I still have a hard time contextualizing what I’m reading right now. As my mind stroll to another realm, I dropped my smartphone on the ground and put my hand in my mouth.“Is this really true? This isn’t a joke, is it?” Introspectively, I pondered this question. In spite of their repeated assurances, I still couldn’t believe that they were coming to pick me up at my house tonight, even though I had envisioned it in my head before.The occurrence that I had constantly requested earlier in the conversation with father came to fruition in the actual world. I’ve lost count of the number of times I hoped Live Suicide would pick me up tonight, since we’re leaving tomorrow morning for a trip overseas.And now, they are now on their way to pick me up and bring me to my last resting place. I need to make a list of the things I’ll need to
Live Suicide Chapter 89: Ride In
IN ORDER to avoid waking anybody who was sleeping below, I moved gently, approached the enormous door and opened it without making a sound at all.The maids’ room was on the first level of the home, so I had to be extra cautious since a single mistake might result in a disaster. When they heard a noise in the living room area, our assistant brains immediately went to the conclusion that a burglar had entered our home, despite the fact that our house was well-locked and protected.My body pushed its way through the little crack in our door, despite the fact that my body won’t fit. I shut the door behind me as I left.I took a deep breath and wiped the back of my palm over the bridge of my nose since cold perspiration was already trickling from my forehead. “Shit... I got out of the house too,” I thought to myself as I struggled to leave our home, which turned out to be one of the most difficult thi
Live Suicide Chapter 90: Curious Cat
I GOT inside the vehicle and couldn’t help but feel scared since I was about to ride in one of the most expensive automobiles on the planet. When I scratch the automobile, I feel like my life is not enough to pay for it.The man re-entered the driver’s seat and examined me in the rearview mirror. “Are you good with that?” he said, and I responded with a firm nod of my head and a wide grin.“Yes. I’m fine here, thank you,” I told him and turned away from him. When I looked at him, it felt as if his eyes were devouring the soul of my body.Azrail began driving, and I shifted my sight elsewhere. While I was looking out the glass window, the lady in front spoke abruptly. “What’s up, Zacheus?”I drew my gaze to her. “Yes? Do you have anything to convey to me?” I inquired, frowning. This is the first time I’ve heard h
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