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Chapter 79: Pain Killer
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I OPENED my eyes and grabbed my head due to the excruciating agony I was experiencing. I cautiously got out of bed and bent down on the floor because I was still in so much immense pain, so I repeatedly slammed my head against the top of my bed in an attempt to mitigate the pain.
I pushed myself to rise despite the fact that my legs were withered like a flower, since I wanted to take a painkiller. I notice that the painkiller I’m taking is taking the edge off of the discomfort I’m experiencing today, rather than the meds the doctor recommended for me. The medication didn't have an impact on me last night. Nonetheless, this is what occurred the following day.
I glanced at the wall clock and saw it was only three a.m. and I had only slept for approximately five hours, yet I awoke instantly with a headache. I could hear soft moans as I could finally stand up straight. “Ugh... My head is throbbing. Where is my analgesic?”
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