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Chapter 53: It Is What It Is
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I HAVE been looking at my phone for a few minutes since my brain is still processing what happened. I can’t believe Live Suicide is true, not because I don’t want it to be true, but because it’s for my benefit if it’s true. I just have a hard time digesting the events.
“I can finally give my family justice,” I thought to myself. I gave a sour grin as I glanced at the four coffins in front of me. “I can bring justice to your death, Mom, Dad, Sister, and Stephen.”
I have no other ambition but to bring justice to my parents because it is not right that they died in vain. I know they can’t believe they’ve passed away and let alone that justice hasn’t been served in their case.
They died remorsefully, but the perpetrator of their deaths lived happily in the world while spreading lies? That’s not fair.
If they perished aboard the ship
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