"To love is something special. It's not a come-and-go, Love only passes you once But for real.
To love is when you only think of where you will be. To love is like a miracle difficult to explain."Enrique Iglesias~It's time for the main race and so far the Starling high students have won the 400-meter relay race and 1000 meter race from the information I got from Josh and now it is time for the last which is the 1500 meter race which Jack is participating in her. I notice that Jack other runners are bigger and taller (not that Jack's not tall if you get what I mean.) They look fit and as well as terrifying to me, more terrifying than Jack is on the field I think.
You've carried on so long,You couldn't stop if you tried it.You've built your wall so highThat no one could climb it,But I'm gonna tryWould you let me see beneath your beautiful?Would you let me see beneath your perfect?Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl I wanna see inside Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?Labrinth~ "Keenan." His mouth goes into an 'o' sigh and gives me frightened eyes. "Aww Someone's no
"Let me love you and I will love you until you learn to love yourself.Let me love you out of numbness, don't be afraid girl let me help."Neyo~ Taylor's POV. As we approach his office he begins to speak, breaking the awkward silence that has weighed between us for the past seconds. "Remember I told you I wanted you to meet someone real close to me today right?" He opens the door to his office. "Yea, what about it?" I ask as he shuts the door. He let go of my hand and I walks out from behind him to see a gingered haired guy with the familiar figure I slowly puts together as I see
"To love is when you protect her from the rain and the wind.To love is when you hug her and you forget the time/ (weather?)To love is when you realize your feelings.." Por Amarte~ Enrique Iglesias~ "No, Miss Paris, you can't go in." My ear catches the thin fading voices from outside. "Get out of my way, stupid!" The door flings open and we pull away as Paris walks in, looking like one ready to murder someone and she glace at Rory angrily with a red cheek which I fear might e
"A relationship without trust is like having a phone with no service. And what do you do with a phone with no service? You play games." Crazy feeling~ Our ride to the dinner was bumpy and we almost didn't make it there. Rory kept stealing glances all the way and even though I'd asked him to stay focus because he might hit someone, he ignored and kept glances at me so I decided to move to the back seat even though Rory protested against it and that was where I stayed till we arrived where we were being awaited. When we arrived, I tried to get down along with Rory, but the car was locked and so I have been trying for the last two minutes. "Come on!" I groan, clearly frustrated and annoyed at nobody
"For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it." Ivan Panin~ Twenty minutes later Rory pulls over in front of a big, white beautiful mansion and Rory help me out of the car and we walk inside. On our way, Rory told me he wanted to show me his house and wanted me to spend the night with him and after fifteen-minute of argument I gave up because I knew there was no way I could win with him.
"We have to recognise that there cannot be relationships unless there is commitment, unless there is loyalty, unless there is love, patience, persistence."~Cornel WestForty minutes later "Thank you so much for coming." Bethany runs and hugs me like a close friend would, even though we barely know each other as I step into the house."I need your help.""I know, you told me that over the phone." I remind her and when her eyes sadden, I ask. "What's wrong?""Yes, please help me ask her what's wrong with her because I am not a magician that reads mind." I hear the angry voice alongside the footsteps coming downstairs and I look behind her to see Keenan looking anything but angry.Bethany turns to him, with a glare. "Magicians don't read mind idiot!"He shrugs careless
“Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.”~Dons The past week has been hell with the preparation for the wedding. After officially breaking his engagement with Paris, he announced our engagement which some paparazzi say is unlike him and others say it must be love and I can't agree more. Although I told Rory I wanted a small wedding one with a few guest and families, Rory being his normal show off self said he wanted something that won't be forgotten so quickly. I want a jaw-dropping wedding, eyes popping kind of wedding because it only happened once I'm a lifetime love. I smile to myself remembering the words he said to me this morning as I send the last invitation which is for Mycole and Keen
“It should be a privilege to be able to say "I love you" to someone. It shouldn't be something people say just because they feel like it. A privilege that is earned. They say you have to earn the right to be loved; no, love is unconditional, if you love someone, they don't have to earn it. But. The right to tell someone that you love them? That has to be earned. You have to earn the right to be believed.C. JoyBell C.~Next morning.There is a loud noise coming from downstairs and I take a look at my alarm clock to see it's just 6:00 a.m. My head falls back into bed trying to force myself to sleep again, but who am I kidding even I know there's
"And that, of course, is the message of Christmas. We are never alone. Not when the night is darkest, the wind coldest, the world seemingly most indifferent…” ~Taylor Caldwell"Remember there is always enough love to go around, especially today," I say smiling at the little kids looking at me, their smile widens and it warms my heart.I had discussed my Christmas plans for this year with Rory a week ago and I told him how I wanted to change the tradition of only celebrating with family which was just the three of us. I wanted something different, something new something that was more than just us. Rory then asked what I had in mind and I told him about reaching out to at least three orphanages this year and he was more than happy to support me all the way throughFlashback to a week agoThe snow falling on the trees as I star
Check out my book Hell Of A Marriage if you want to know what happened to Keenan.“You leave home to seek your fortune and, when you get it, you go home and share it with your family.”~Anita Baker"We know that though she's gone, her memory still lives on and we are assured that she's now resting in the bosom of the Lord." the priest officiating the funeral session says, after reading out the Bible and everyone replies."Amen," in unison."Ashes to ashes, dust to dust," he concluded and made a crucifix sign on the casketRory steps forward and drops the flower in his hand into the already lowered casket and then steps back, his eyes swimming in unshed tears. Taylor takes his hand into hers and gives it a reassuring squeeze, this is indeed a trying time for him and he needed support more than ever.Their honeymoon trip was cut short after they got a call that his mother, Melinda Gate, fell from the stairs of her home and died and they had to cancel the rest of three weeks they had ahea
"Damn, you're certainly my nightmare!" Rory ~Rory chose an old Gate's mansion in Scotland for our honeymoon. He had concealed the place we were supposed to have our honeymoon from me and only revealed it on the plane to Scotland a week later.I was surprised, curious and excited about our trip like a little girl because I had only been able to travel to a few places I wanted to. Places like China, France, Nigeria, and Australia and all those trip were on official bases with Keenan. I had never been able to come to Scotland since. Those feelings however were nothing compared to the ones I developed when I saw our cottage on arrival at our destination.The old mansion was magnificent and I couldn't help feeling giddy as we got down from the car. It felt like a fairy tale came alive."Mrs Gate, we've reached our destination," Rory announces in a Scottish accent as if he were my guard and he gives me his hand.I decided to play along, "Oh, thank you," I blush and accept his hand and he t
"I want all these things too. I want to wake up close to you, make love to you at night and also in the day. I want to call you mine in the face of the world, I want your beautiful moments and times when you feel insecure. I want you to be mine forever, body, mind and soul. I want to own you, and I want you to own me too. I want you to be my wife, the mother of my future children. I want a lot of things, but most importantly, I want you."Rory John Gate~.The teardrop from my face at the doctor's last words and I can't help the rasped cry that leaves my mouth and I take to my heel, running as fast as my legs can take me out of the hospital, past the host of reporters and onto the side of the road. I have no idea where I'm running to, all I know is I have to get away from here as far as possible. I just keep running and not stopping for any reason even as my breath grows faint, I just need to get out of the hospital, the state, country and if possible the world."Taylor!" I hear Keenan
“If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to.”Anonymous~Rory's POVFour years ago Flashback "Let her go." Ginger said, hurrying over to me as the door shut, "you don't need her.."She was wrong, I needed Taylor I needed her like the air I breathe, I needed her 'cause I realised I was dead without her."Come, let me help you get cleaned up." She took my hand and began pulling me with her towards the bathroom, but I yanked it away from her hand and stepped back from her."What you need to do is help yourself out of my house an
“You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.”Anonymous ~Rory regained consciousness at the early hours of the day and the first faces he sees aren't those he had expected, nevertheless, he is happy to see Phoebe at the side of his bed with her hand in his. She's resting her head on the side of the bed and she seems to be sleeping.On the other side of the room is a long resting chair and on it is Jack, Keenan and his father Henry, each preoccupied with their own assignments. Jack is wearing white long sleeves and brown trousers, his eyes are fixed on his wife as his right fingers roll the ring on the left ring finger, Keenan who's wearing a red T-shirt and a blue Jean seems to be watching something on his laptop which is currently sitting on his laps. Henry's head is resting backwa
"The act of forgiveness is the act of returning to present time. And that's why when one has become a forgiving person, and has managed to let go of the past, what they've really done is they've shifted their relationship with time."Caroline Myss~Keenan's POVWhen I return to the hotel an hour later, I do not see a trace of Rory in the hotel room after searching everywhere he could have possibly gone to, I know I was crazy to think Rory wasn't going to do something crazy like visit Taylor again.Every time I think that he's changed, he manages to prove to me that he is still the same stubborn and crazy bastard I've known him to be all these years.Why is he so stubborn?! Why can't he just listen to me for once in his goddamn life?He's in love, and desperate, you will do the same if
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief... and unspeakable love."Washington Irving~Her eyes flare angrily, but there is still surprise and awareness that I know the truth about Reign now. "Reign will never be your daughter." she spits out in disgust before going upstairs and the men drag me out."Let me go! Hey! Let me go!" I struggle and I yell at the men who were pulling me out of my house, but they don't listen to me, neither do they stop until I am brought outside the gate. Without uttering a word to me, they return inside and shut the gate to my face.I slam my hand hard on the gate yelling "Taylor!!!" at the top of my voice, and "I know you can hear me, we can talk about this, we need to talk about this please!" but no one se
"When I gaze deep into your mind, I am met with the beauty of a thousand diamonds. As I let that love and beauty flood over my body, I knew that there was nothing that I would ever trade our relationship for."~AnonymousI see who had taken her focus and concentration is none other but Keenan.He's standing, having a casual talk with Dad and looking like he's getting the thrill of his life from whatever their conversation is. Beside him is a beautiful, black woman, whose hands are wrapped around his and I'm not sure if it's from fear or the fact that she's nervous but still, she's not the type of woman he'd go for. She's is wearing an orange mini gown and she seems to be having the time of her life too and once in a while Keenan would look down at her with a smile I know so well. Scratch that, she's his type in every way.Why haven't I seen the lady before?