Louis POV
Another day in the same school, can't I graduate already? I still have a full year to endure. Isn't the world cruel enough? It had to have Laura too, now let me introduce Laura, she's the Queen Bee of the school and I don't mean any cute yellow bee.
She's been tormenting me since we were in kindergarten, it's like hate from first sight that's been ongoing for twelve years now.
She doesn't allow me to have many friends, if anyone is seen being nice to me she'll spread rumors about them until they stop talking to me. She's tall, skinny, have the perfect blond hair, she looks like a top model.
Today is no different we have gym together and she always takes the opportunity to body shame me.
My ribs are practically showing and still, she calls me fat, how am I fat?
I usually get dressed inside the bathroom stall or wait till everyone is done but sadly today I was late. My English teacher kept us after the bell so he can give us an assignment.
I walked into the locker room and went to a corner, maybe if I'm quiet enough no one will hear me and say anything.
I took my large hoodie off me and was about to slip my PE uniform when I heard her voice, too nasally, too high...
"Well well look if it isn't the fat bitch herself," she says in a cold voice.
I hug my self hiding my body from the show but she doesn't relent.
"Don't you have any will to stop eating?" she says again.
When I don't reply or give her any reaction she does the thing she always does, she pushed me hard enough to make me stumble.
I backed back and hit the locked edge leaving a big bruise on my shoulder.
She snickers again, having her mission accomplish before she leaves me there hardly standing with tears gathering in her eyes.
Why did it have to be me every time...
My t-shirt doesn't cover the bruise, not wanting to be on the show I put my hoodie on again. When my coach told me to take it off I told him it was that time of the month and I'm cold, he just nodded not wanting to know any more details.
Even with my period excuse, he made me do laps with the rest of the class and even play a basketball match, do you know how hard it is for someone as short as me to play basketball.
After the time was finally up I was exhausted every bone in my body hurt, and I was slightly dizzy. I'm skipping on food again but now I'm kind of regretting it.
I don't shower in school, I did that once and Laura stole my clothes, I had to walk in some random clothes the whole day.
I tied my short hair in a low ponytail and added done of deodorant, this would have to do until I reach home.
After a very long, tiring, exhausting day, I finally made it home. Mother wasn't here which was awesome, I made a very small bowl of ice cream with a banana up to my bedroom, I needed the sugar, couldn't take it anymore before I pass out.
I ate my barely-there snack and then took a hot shower, my body still hurt and my bruise is getting even worse.
I took a small nap after my shower then woke up to do my homework. Finally, I had to eat dinner, I ate only a few bites before saying goodnight and running upstairs.
I turned on my Ipad and headed to the little website, Rebecca promised to talk to me tonight.
Me: "helloooooooo...."
Rebbeca: "Good evening little girl"
Me: "Uhhh...how are you?"
Rebbeca: "I'm good thank you for asking, and you? How was school?"
Me: "I no wanna tawk bout it"
Rebbeca: "Why kitten? What happened?"
Me: " Uhhh...nothing gottaa go nighty"
Rebbeca: "Freeze little girl. Now tell me what happened"
Me: "uhh...nothing...just tired"
Rebbeca: "Okay kitten how about we video chat? I can tuck you into bed"
I thought about that for a second, video means she'll see me, but I really want to be tucked in for once.
Looking at what I'm wearing right now it's my hello kitty pajamas set, it doesn't hide the bruise very well, I went under the covers and clicked the Video Call button.
"Kitten," Rebbeca says in a cute voice, even her voice was beautiful. She had full makeup on and she seemed to be sitting on a desk.
"Hi," I say shyly and hide under the cover.
"You are beautiful baby girl," She says again and I turn to a new shade of red.
"You too," I say losing my words.
"Thank you kitten now bedtime," she says, she did what she promised me to, she talked a bit to me and even hummed a lullaby until I fell asleep.
Rebbeca POV
I was having one of those nights where I had way too much work to even leave my office. I was still drowning in my own ideas and thoughts going from one design to another, one paper to another.
I was getting frustrated when I received a notification from the little, even with how busy I was she still didn't leave my mind the whole day.
I tried to talk her into video calling me, I just imagine her as a cute little thing. She accepted to video chat with me with a promise of me tucking her in.
When she finally called me I saw the cutest face ever, her hair was short and blond, her eyes were the cutest baby blue.
Every time I called her beautiful she would blush to a pretty red, I loved making her blush. I was attached before but now I'm all sold to the pretty kitten.
I promised to tuck her in, I sang her a few lullabies until she finally closed her pretty eyes and went to sleep. She moved a bit and sucked on her thumb while asleep, I was about to end the call when she moved again.
Making the blanket fall from her and showing her arms, I saw a nasty purple bruise on her arm going down from her shoulder, I saw red someone hurt my baby.
No wonder she didn't want to tell me about her day, but this end now, she's gonna be mine. Tomorrow I and she are having a long chat.
She won't dare to hide her being hurt from me again, I'm going to take care of her.
I clicked the end call button and decided to leave my work for now.
I had other things to think about, mostly about my future baby girl.
Soon, really soon she'll be mine.
Rebbeca POV.The whole day I was waiting for Lou to be back from school, I saw the bruise but I need to know where it came from and how to protect her from having another one. Was it by mistake? An accident? Or did she self harm? My princess won’t harm herself in any way or form, I’ll do the impossible to keep her safe. Even if I had to put mittens on her hands and carry her around, she’s mine now.I couldn’t concentrate the whole day at work none of my designs felt good or okay, I had so many papers in the bin that it started to overflow. I stopped using my tablet for the day when I almost broke it after drawing a false line.My assistant and friend Alice walked in and saw yet another rage between me and the damn papers. I won’t be able to do a thing for the life of me today, I need to check on my little, I need to make sure she’s okay.“What’s up Bitch?” she asks walking in my office uninvited.“I’m in a bad mood Alice, leave” I say through gritted teeth I don’t want to yell at my f
Louis POV.I can't believe I have a mummy now, I can't believe I have rules too. I'm going to be the best little ever, she'll love me forever.I went to sleep with her talking to me and woke up to my alarm as usual. I looked at my phone and saw a message from mommy, we decided to share phone numbers last night so we can text.Mommy: Good morning princess, have a nice day.I smile at my phone, I never had anyone to tell me good morning or call me princess. I got ready for my day, putting my clothes on quickly and getting ready for my day, a nice day.I skip breakfast, mommy doesn't have to know about it, I'll eat something at lunch, I left the house and walked toward the school. It takes me around fifteen minutes to reach the school, I could use the workout. I don't mind school, I'm actually good at school, my favorite class must be Fashion, our school offers us different out of the curriculum classes.My first few hours passed quietly, next I have Fashion and I can't wait, our teache
Rebbeca POV.I had a busy day today, I only messaged my baby girl once today, she sent me a message with an adorable selfie when I was in a meeting. I wanted to tell her how cute she looks but the work couldn't wait for now.We're launching the new winter collection, it's taking a lot of work and time. By the time I was finally done working and ready to go home I noticed that my princess didn't message me back. Maybe she's busy with homework, I let it slide and get to my car and to my home, I was thinking about her the whole way home.I changed from my day dress and heels to a hoodie and no pants, I got comfortable in my bed and called her so we can talk before she goes to sleep.I called her and waited only for my call to my denied, I tried again but it was denied again. I was starting to panic thinking something must have happened, I spammed her phone with messages needing to make sure she's okay."Kitten, you okay?" "Princess pick up your phone" "Baby don't scare me like this are y
Louis POV. Damn Laura, she and her minions got me yet again into troubles. I didn't dare telling mommy this time, I don't like standing in a corner, I felt stupid.I wish she was here to hold me, but she can't, ughhhh...I don't feel like going to school today, I want to skip seeing Laura even if it's just for the day.How can someone be this pretty from the outside but hideous in the inside. I won't lie she might have a perfect body and skin, but her heart is coal black as is her soul.I had detention yesterday, all cause of her. Came home late, was late doing my homework and hardly got any time to talk with mommy before bed.She says she's sending me a gift, I don't like accepting gifts knowing that I can't send her anything back but it was in my rule to accept anything she sends.I heard my mother voice from downstairs telling me to get ready, ughh.Not feeling like going to school I did the only think I could think about. I faked being sick, I'm not going and mom won't make me go
Rebbeca POV. I was so mad at Louis that I sent her to bed, she can't just lie to me and get away with it.That little girl need to learn that lying is a big No-No in our relation, she just should be grateful that she's not in arm reach or her bum would have paid the price.I need to find ways to punish her even while away, a simple go to bed isn't enough, but that's all I could came up with.I sighed and rubbed my eyes again, I'm exhausted, I was worried about her the whole day only for her to be lying to my face.I kept turning in bed unable to find a position to sleep, maybe this thing between us wouldn't work. Maybe she need someone closer to her or just someone who's....ughh I don't even know anymore.I closed my eyes finally getting some well needed sleep. I woke up to my phone ringing, expecting it to be Alice, who else would call this early I answered the phone without even looking."Hello" I said my voice still rough from the sleep."Mommy I sowwy" I heard Lou voice, she was
Louis POV. I was home alone, something I don't really like but now having mommy I don't mind it. She said she'll video call me most of the day which is awesome, it's like she's right here with me.I had my onesie on, my teddy there with me and her perfume on me, now I'm starving, I skipped toward the kitchen and for once decided to have some lunch, I was mostly, halfway through my little space. I made a cheese sandwich first, I dropped some butter on the counter and heated some tomato soup, it splashed in the microwave but I left it.I sat on the chair and started to eat my food, my phone rang a video call from mommy. I opened the phone in a hurry and squeaked."Hiiiiiiiii mommy," I said with my mouth filled with food."Lou, chew" she orders and I close my mouth and chew my food, "Now swallow" she orders again and I do that."Hello Principessa," she says with a smile now."Hewo mommy," I say again, she smiles at me again, she's sitting on her desk yet again, I can't see much from beh
Louis POV.I just got so angry, so angry, my mother came from work while mommy was driving home. She just started yelling at me for no reason, simple yelling and screaming. I had enough from her and went upstairs to my room, Mommy Rebbeca had to call just then. She saw me yelling and crying, I don't know how to let my anger out, this is the only way. When she asked what's wrong, my emotion crashed, they all did and I started to cry, sobbed my heart out. I just wanted hugs and cuddles, but mommy was too far away to cuddle and hug me. I just felt like shit and I had to take my onesie off, this is the one she got me, it had her smell on it.After my bath, I came to bed in my own PJ, I got under the covers with a big pout, I wanted my onesie back. She raised a brow at my pouty face, she was now in only a loose T-shirt and no make up, her hair in a messy messy bun, not the fashionably messy, this one was really messy. "I wanna onesie" I pout making her coo at me. "I'll get you some ext
Lou POV.Mommy said she's busy, she can't even reply to her phone busy. How can she be so busy, maybe she's just avoiding me. Did she have enough with me already, I did try to be a good girl, I promise I did but it's hard sometimes and she's so far away. Last night I had my onesie back on, if she left me this is the only thing left for me with her scent on it, I still got the whole perfume bottle but the onesie means the world to me. I didn't sleep much either, just turning around in the bed, kicking my covers, I'm too hot and too cold in the same time. When finally the morning came I was as grumpy as ever, I got up and threw and an oversized hoodie on me with my leggings, I didn't bother with my hair putting it into a messy bun. I didn't put any make up either, my black circles were showing. In simple words I looked like the walking dead, I felt like them too, walking toward the school with zero to minus energy. The first classes passed in a haze, I didn't even lift my head during
Louis POV."Dear Tyson, it was nice knowing you but if you get my ass in troubles again I'm killing you." I hit sent on my phone, me and Tyson are now friends. He said there's no better way to make a friend but getting into troubles with them. He's a big trouble maker, I don't see the magic of that but I went with him on it. Vodka taste bad, it burned all the way in then made mama go all crazy on me, I threw up too much that day which isn't fun either. Now that all is forgiven, not forgotten, my bum stands witness to the cruelty of mommy's hand. I was back at work with her, she said someone wants to meet with me, a client of my own. I never had a client before and have no idea if I can do whatever this client wants me to do. Mama said she'll help in anything I need, she said even Aldo would land me a hand when needed. When I think about Aldo and how he got Laura into that outfit I always giggle. At least that plan was successful and mommy didn't find out it was me, I wonder what
Rebbeca POV. It's summer now, the weather is too hot to stay inside all day. Instead we were invited on a da out in the sea on my friend yacht. I got Lou a swimming suit, sunscree, a hat and sunglasses. She told me she can swim but I don't trust her enough to jump in the ocean, the pool is enough for her. She didn't argue much still excited about getting on a yacht to begin with. Lukcy her this friend of mine have a little boy, she'll get a play date with him. The boy is older then Lou in little space and a lot more naughty. He's the one who always jumps around, get in troubles, draws on the walls. But he's also an adorbale angel when he wants to be, maybe Loulou can be a good influence on him. He needs a friend to play with, he probably just act out to gain his daddy attention. My friend is a buisness guy, he's almost always busy and although he makes time for the little guy but it's still not always enough for Tyson. Marcello is gonna join us on our day out today, he's a great
Louis POV. I've read what they said about me, from being a minor, sleeping my way up with mama, they even said I act all strange, and I'm too dependent on mama. The one who told them all these stuff knew a bit about me and clearly hates me. I could think of one person with those traits. After my morning break down, mama tried to calm me but I couldn't even if I wanted to. I just couldn't help crying, it all hurt so badly, I wanted to die. Ohh did I mention that my own mother called me too? She called me a slut, se was so sure that I've slept my way through with Rebbeca. She said I had no talent what so ever to be chosen for this opportunity, she called me a good for nothing shame bringer. That was what pushed me to the edge, she's one to talk... Rebbeca did her best to calm me but when I didn't she wrapped me in a blanket and gave me a bottle. I never tried it before, just sippy cups, it tasted yumy. I drank the whole thing, it also gave me something to do beside crying, it what h
Rebbeca POV. You gotta love a little but the worst part must be the crying, all littles would cry when are hurt or want your attention. That's just my little being bratty, but not today, she's not sick either. Today's tears are the real kind, she's sobbing her heart out into my lap, I tried to tell her it's nothing, that's it's okay but she wasn't listening. I pulled Lou up making her straddle my lap while she cried, I was petting her back and drawing circles on her back. She turned from full on sobs to sucking on my neck, it's when I moved her enough to give her one of paci which she spat right away. "Loulou" I say in a comforting voice while she went back to sucking on my neck. I forced her off and gave her a paci she spit it again. "Louis" I say raising a brow at her. "I nu wanna be willte anymore" she said between sobs in her little voice, I'm supposed to believe her now. "Louis it's okay honey, shushh" I try to calm her but to no use she kept crying. "Louis you're gonna g
Louis POV.Today is the day, today's the show, we woken up really early. Rebbeca said she need me to be big for today and help her, I agreed, little Lou can come out the second the show is over. I tried telling her since I'm big I don't need my pull-ups today but she just laughed and still put me in them. Well that wasn't fair but she wouldn't listen and my bum was still sore from the ruller, she really doesn't mess around when it comes to punishment.She dressed me in shorts and a Tshirt today, while she had a sundress with sandals on. Marcello drove us as usual, me and him are friends now, he's the one who's helping me with my Italian. We got there before the audience, before the paparazzi and before everyone. Alice was running around screaming orders back and forth, everyone was busy. There was a lot of noise all around, Aldo ran straight to mama when he saw her saying something in Italian. "First lesson in Fashion buisness baby, something always goes wrong" Aldo said dragging
Louis POV.The fashion show was something I never experienced before, it was like a dream for me, to sit down and watch the whole thing. I loved it, I didn't like the cameras turned to me so much, but mama didn't mind or care. After the whole show, Aldo suggested we go shopping, I wanted to go shopping with him, we've been spending so much time together. He said he's going to buy me some things that would make mama eat me alive. He was all about telling me about sex, he didn't mind or care but he did made me promise him not to tell Alice or mommy about it. When I asked if I'll cause him any trouble be said he's too good to be kicked out, the most mama would do was slap him on the bum and he loved it. I loved how silly he is, I could act like a little around him, he loved when I went into my little space around him. He even encouraged me to use my paci, the whole team didn't mind me being a little, everyone had their thing and if being little is mine they didn't mind. We had model f
Rebbeca POV.It's been almost a month since Lou moved in with me, yes a full month, it was filled with games and mischief, she and Alice made great friends. I didn't have to punish Lou much, apparently, a reward is all I have to say to get her to do something, it's not all sexual although she really enjoys that. But a new stuffy, chocolate, kisses, later bedtime, they all work perfectly with her. She spend most of the day along with Aldo or Alice that girl really got some talent, she did help to put the final touches on the summer collection along with us. We have a routine now, from waking up to work, to spending the day with me and Aldo, some of my clients now know the little girl, they knew she belongs to me. Marcello driving us around, she even learned some Italian now, we had a fashion show to see today, Louis's first. I dressed her up a little for the occasion, she doesn't do well with high heels so we stick to flat shoes, for now, the weather is more on the warm side allowing
Louis POV.That was so sexy, I loved every part of it, except when I fell asleep right afterward, we did kiss a bit later but I was too tired to keep my eyes open. I ended up falling asleep right away in her arms, I felt a paci being placed in my mouth which I took happily, I only woke up to her shaking me awake and telling me it's time to wake up. "Good morning Kitten it's time to wake up now" she says in her mommy's voice, I open one eye while the other refuses to fully open. She went to get my clothes ready for today, while she worked, I moved in bed turning around and yawning like a lazy cat. The second I moved I felt how warm the diaper is, I haven't gone to the bathroom before bed, I had an accident. I spat the paci out and tried to skip to the bathroom and take it off on my own, but mommy had other ideas, she had me pinned on the bed while she changed me, I started crying, I hate having accidents. "Don't cry kitten, I'm done baby" she said putting a pull-up on me for the day
Louis POV.Mama was mean, she wouldn't tell me what sex or sex toys are so I went and searched it on my Ipad, she did give me an Ipad with internet connection. The things I saw, I wish I could unsee, I wanted to take my eyes off. I was so embarrassed and shy from a screen pictures, I must have gained mama's attention somehow she looked at me, straight to my soul, she knew I was looking at things I shouldn't be. I tried to exit the websites but I couldn't, I did my last resort and sat on the Ipad to hide it from her, she simply lifted me off the sofa and took my Ipad, I was so scare she'd slap or hit me with the looks she's giving me but instead she doesn't. She just scolds me for what I'm searching but she didn't really have to punish me, what I saw was enough of a punishment. Instead she asked why I searched for what I did well it's obvious, she wouldn't tell me and I wanted to know. Instead of a spanking as I was expecting she said if I behave for the rest the day, I would get a r