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Lilitu: The Memoirs of a Succubus Chapter Eighteen: Familiars
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Last Updated : 2021-09-09Lilitu: The Memoirs of a Succubus Chapter Twenty: Schadenfreude
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CHAPTER TWENTY-ONELoretta Wolstenholm, Professional Masochist“Lace me up. Come on.”The show would begin soon, and I was backstage helping Loretta prepare. She had undone the buttons of her dress, revealing the twelve hoops pierced into her back: six on each side, forming two lines between her tiny wings. The ends of a scarlet ribbon hung from the top pair.“Loretta,” I said, crouching to examine the holes. “These hoops ... ”“It’s like a corset,” said Loretta. “I have to be completely detrimented if I want to do this right.”“Detrimented?” I asked.“You know. Like, I have to try me best.”“I think you mean ‘determined,’” I said. Or demented, I thought, but I was beginning to wonder if Loretta was more right than she knew. Either way, she was so enthusiastic that I couldn’t refuse her. I reached for the ribbon and looped it through the top left hoop.“That’s it,” grinned Loretta, watching my progress in the glass.I squinted and moved the ribbon through the othe
Last Updated : 2021-09-09Lilitu: The Memoirs of a Succubus Chapter Twenty-Two: Christmas with Demons
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWOChristmas with DemonsThe night following my visit to the Boudoir, I flew to Matilda Swanson’s countryside home. I didn’t know whether she would remember me, but I needed a ritualist’s opinion, and I obviously couldn’t ask Salem or Mr. Pervis for their input.When I arrived, I found coaches parked outside and a smiling servant boy waiting by the door. As I approached, the gargoyle above the door lowered its stone body down between us like a snake from a tree. “Password?” it crooned.“Shenanigans,” I said.“Many are afoot tonight,” the gargoyle said wistfully. He retracted back up, and the boy opened the door for me.I stepped into the entrance hall to find nude and semi-nude figures sprawled across the floor and furniture. I recognized the incubus twins from the Beard Society, their arms around a short, round succubus. All three were asleep. Several lilitu sat in a circle in a corner, smoking hookah. Further on, Matilda stood at an easel, painting what lay befo
Last Updated : 2021-09-09Lilitu: The Memoirs of a Succubus Chapter Twenty-Three: The Orchestra of Souls
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Last Updated : 2021-09-09Lilitu: The Memoirs of a Succubus Chapter Twenty-Five: The Iron City
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