I was walking down the main street of Rome, looking around. I had to admit that this city captivated me with its beauty, but all the people here were strangers and that overwhelmed me. The thought that I had to make friends again, from the very beginning, terrified me.
No. I decided to stay away from everyone else this time, in case my mother wanted to move again. Why would I need to worry myself unnecessarily? My heart was already broken, and I didn't want to break it into more pieces with another break-ups and disappointments. All I wanted now was to get through high school, finish it and start my own life when I reach the age of majority, preferably away from my mother and her paranoia. And for now I will stay aside, alone, without friends, it will be better for everyone this way.On the way I stopped at a nice, cozy cafe, about two hours away from the hotel.Tired of walking around, I went in mainly to rest a bit. I took a table by the window and sat there sipping cappuccino, which tasted much better than the same coffee bought in Californian coffee shops, which was another plus. I stared at the window, watching people walking down the street, and for perhaps the first time in my life, I wondered if any of them were a wizard or a sorceress, and if so, if they had to do what I did - to always run away from something and be careful about everything they do - are they as homeless as I am?I sighed and took a sip of my cup of coffee. After looking out the window again, I saw a tall, well-built guy, about 19 years old, with dark eyes and black half-long, wavy hair, falling slightly over his left eye. His complexion was milky white, which was quite strange, as his features suggested that he was rather Italian. This young man wore dark navy blue jeans and a white shirt with the first four buttons open, revealing a torso with an equally light skin, and he had a black leather jacket on top. I couldn't just take my eyes off him - this guy had some kind of magnetism that just wouldn't let me do that. For the first time in my short life as a sorceress, I felt as if someone had cast a spell on me.Then suddenly this boy also looked at me and was doing it for a long time. When he passed the coffee shop, paused for a moment and turned towards me, giving such a charming smile that for a moment it took my breath away. Then the mysterious stranger left, quickly disappearing into the crowd.A small sigh escaped from my chest, for I knew you only ever meet such guys once. Besides, even if I met him again, closer acquaintance with this guy would not make sense - I had just lost someone whom I loved very much and was not going to experience it for a second time, and it certainly would have happened, because knowing my mother, we won't be here for long. Even if we break the California record, something will eventually thwart our plans to stay permanently - if not a meddlesome mortal, then some demon or a vengeful sorcerer, as happened many times when I was little.~~~~~~~~~In the late evening I found myself at the hotel. Of course, my mother had a fuss, but I wasn't going to be polite.- I will go where I want, when I want and come back at what time I like it.- I replied, locking myself in the bathroom.- Honey, you can't act like this. Don't forget that I am your mother and I decide everything and take responsibility until you are of legal age!- mother shouted through the door.- Is that why you're ruining my life?- I screamed, sobbing.- I had to break up with the boy I loved because of this damn moving! It's all you fault! I hate you!- I added, then sat down on the bathroom floor, leaning my back against the door, crying that day once more.I felt anger rise in me at my mother and everything she did to me. I hated that paranoid personality that was telling her to run away at the slightest hint of danger. But what I hated the most about my mother was that she stayed with me in California for so long that I had managed to build a life for myself there. If we had escaped from there as quickly as from previous places, I might not care too much, because I wouldn't have had time to forge strong ties with anyone.~~~~~~~~~I only left the bathroom after my mother had finally gone to sleep. I didn't feel like talking to her about my sadness because I knew she wouldn't understand me. For her, my love for Johntahnan was a typical crush that teenagers of my age have been going through every now and then, so I will get over it eventually.But I knew what I felt - I loved Johnathan and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, even though he was mortal. It is true that relationships with humans were not completely forbidden, but also not advisable, because sorceresses lived even several thousand years. However, there was a way for that - one ritual was enough, and the mortal became just as long-lived - all he had to do was truly love the sorceress and be willing to spend his life with her for the ritual to work. While in California, I was already gathering the courage to tell Johnathan who I really am and what needs to be done for him to spend his life with me. I even planned a ritual, collected all the things needed for it... And thinking about it, my heart was torn again with a dagger. I leaned my hand against the wall and put the other against my chest, pressing down on the spot where I could feel my heartbeat.When I finally got to my bed and lied down with the duvet wrapped around me, I chased away all my sad thoughts, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to sleep. I didn't know why, but my thoughts suddenly focused on that mysterious stranger I saw through the cafe window that day. Am I falling in love? Impossible, after all I still loved Johnathan, I could feel it clearly. So it must have been an infatuation, very strong one, but I was hoping that this one would just disappear soon. I really didn't want to get in closer relations with anyone, at least not until I graduate and will be free from my mother.The next day I woke up early in the morning, but my mother was gone, I only found another note saying that she had gone to the outskirts of the city to see the house she had found for us. She was probably going to buy it right away and enroll me in some school, because my papers were gone.I sighed heavily because I didn't feel like going to high school here. While we were still in California, Johnathan got me a place in a high school he went to himself. I was glad that I would join him after the holidays, but unfortunately, fate had other plans for me and I landed in Rome, Italy.I wasn't feeling very well that day, so I stayed at the hotel. I spent most of the day lying on the bed, staring at the TV and watching some shows or parts of soap opera's. Then I started flipping through channels mindlessly, not even looking at what was being broadcast. Finally, I turned off the TV and tossed the remote on my mother's bed.As I lied down there, staring at the white ceiling,
The next day we checked out of the hotel and in the same rented car we drove to our new home. It was located on the outskirts of the city, right next to the forest. Its back was already slightly hidden in the branches of forest trees.The house was painted white and consisted of a ground floor and two floors. It looked like a 16th-century mansion, had beautifully carved columns that supported a canopy covering a large porch, which in turn had three wooden chairs and a stylishly matched table, all of which looked like antiques. The front door was made of oak wood with beautiful floral ornaments carved on it, and in the center there was a golden knocker and the door handle was the same gold, and it looked like a blooming rosebud. In the middle of the square with the driveway there was a lovely fountain with a carved angel holding a jug in his hand and the water was pouring out of it. The entrance gate, as well as the entire fence around the house, was made of black painted metal.
As soon as I was upstairs, a sigh of relief escaped from my mouth. I couldn't watch my mother being so excited about all of this. I was suffering all the time and she didn't seem to care at all.Once in my room, I threw myself on the bed and closed my eyes. I didn't even change, just lied down in my clothes, because I didn't care if my new long, dark green dress was creased. Only the corset bothered me a bit, but I was too tired to take it off. Suddenly a soft clatter could be heard, so I slowly got up from the bed and went to the window, because that was where the sound was coming from. As I guessed, the oak branch tapped lightly on the window, moved by the wind. I looked longingly at the rustling forest and sighed softly.- I'll take a walk...- I decided, throwing the window wide.With the agility of a cat, I stepped onto the windowsill, then jumped down onto the branch that initially swayed heavily, but that old oak was really strong. I walked nimbly down the branc
September did not fill me with joy, because I had to go to a new school. It meant a new environment, new people, who mostly knew each other from elementary and middle school, because the high school my mother enrolled me in was not far from those schools, the only ones in the area. Walking down the corridor during a break, you had the impression that everyone knows everyone here quite well. Everyone looked at me as if I was UFO, but it was probably mainly "thanks" to my unusual outfit. With a slight dissatisfaction, I stated that there aren't many goths in this school and there aren't many different subcultures of one or another type in general. Mostly you could find here Italian football fans, school team players and their cheerleaders, and a whole lot of rich kids - self-righteous girls with the appearance similar to a Barbie doll and types of guys picking up girls for expensive brands of clothes, phones and, of course, cars. There were also some typical nerds among all of this.
In the first two months of school, I never spoke to Oliver - on the contrary, I avoided him. Yes, I wanted to know why seeing this boy made me feel strange, but didn't have the courage to talk to him. Besides, I was afraid that would also want to be friends with him. Besides, I preferred to avoid meeting with Oliver to stay sober-minded.My studies were pretty good, and Luna was helping me. Soon, with her, I took the highest place in the class in terms of grades in various subjects. History and literature became my favorite subjects at school. My mother was proud as a peacock, especially when people in the area started praising my school achievements.I was pleased with these successes as well, but persistent thoughts about Oliver haunted me day and night.- "Could I fall in love with him?"- I thought while lying down in my bed in the evening.-"No, it's impossible. There's only room in my heart for Johnathan.”- I shook my head, staring at the moonlight shining t
The following days of November passed for a kind of hide-and-seek between Oliver and me. When I glanced at him, he didn't even bother to look my way, but I always surreptitiously eavesdropped on my classmates talking that Oliver was looking at me more and more with some unreadable expression on his face. At the end of the month, it became one of the hottest rumors in school, and I didn't like it at all. Sometimes I was affected by my mother's psychosis, and that made me not like drawing too much attention to myself. All in all, it was a pretty good defense mechanism since I was a sorceress, and sometimes did things that would seem very strange to others, and to keep doing them safely, I couldn't allow people to follow me around and care too much about what I'm doing, especially after school.And there were quite a lot of these weird things I did. First of all, on the night of the beginning of each season, my mother and I performed rituals to ensure the favor of the spirits cari
The next day, after the unfortunate incident with me, Laura, and Oliver, things got a little awkward in my classroom. Some people stood behind Laura, especially her closest friends, and the rest laughed at her secretly. I tried not to worry about it and reassured Luna that I was completely okay and didn't care. Of course, my words did not fully convince her, because Luna, unfortunately for me, was one of the people with a very sensitive intuition. If something was wrong, it was hard to hide from her, because Luna sensed your emotions as well as I did, even though I could see the auras around everyone and it gave me a lot of advantage.Anyway, that day people forgot everything for a while, because a Natural Sciences Competition was announced. Yes, the natural sciences may not have been my favorite, I liked Literature much more, but as a sorceress I felt everything around me much more intensely, especially nature, therefore such subjects as Geography, Chemistry, Physics and Biolo
Oliver did not return to school until December 10. That day, from the morning, I was looking for an opportunity to talk to him calmly, away from prying eyes. Unfortunately, because we didn't have any lessons together and we were in different classes, there weren't many such opportunities at school. I was only glad that Oliver began to pay attention to other girls and even talked to some of his female classmates. I was hoping that the rumors would fade away a little now, and was grateful that Oliver took our earlier conversation to heart. But I still wanted to talk to him again, ask what was happening, why he did not participate in the final of the competition, and was on leave from school for the second time, despite the fact that the school year has only just begun.However, as mentioned before, meeting Oliver alone at school was not easy. It wasn't until Luna and I left to go home, already losing hope, that I saw Oliver saying goodbye to his classmates and taking a different