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Chapter 83
Life is starting to feel like a blur. I accepted to give Ivan a chance, But I feel lost. I had reasoning behind my existence. But now I don't know my reasoning. I am an alpha I should be strong um, but I feel weak. I thought that I could forget about Landon and Jayden and just move on. The harder I try, the worse I feel. I know what needs to be done, but it will put everybody and danger.
I wanted to escape to a place that we would all be able to be safe and live a life that is without fear. I'm not sure if that is possible for me, I would be running from those that I love. The whole point of everything was always to keep Jayden safe, without him there is no point into anything I need to find him even if it kills me, I have to bring him back to where he belongs.
I'm not sure of what the pack is going to see of me as. I don't really care, though I can't be the alpha I need to be. Not caring what anybody thinks. This is what has to be done for me to be able to
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It can't be true. She couldn't have done all this. She is the only person who Landon has that he loves. I become confused on how the world has become. I know families have their issues, but my family, we would have never betrayed each other. No matter what the cost would have been.Ivan has no reason to lie. What I am curious about is why she would give it to him. She would have known that I would figure it out, eventually. Is she trying to blow her cover? Or is something worst coming? I hate all the deceit that is happening. I will not stand for it. If she wants to play this game, then fine. I will play until I find Jayden and he's with me.I look at Ivan with a Stern face, “do not speak of me being here tonight and what we talked about.”He looks at me. I can see that he's worried, but he does not admit it he shakes his head and, says, “yes alpha”!I don't know what's going to happen, but what I do know is I will find Jayden. She
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I am waking up by the sun shining through the window into my eyes. I can feel anger consume me. But I do not react. I hold it and bury it. I need to act like nothing is wrong. I hear a knock on my bedroom door. It surprises, me not sure who it may be.“Who is it” In gently tone“It's Mary, sweetheart. With your breakfast, I offered to bring it to you today. I figured that we could talk about what will be our next step.”As she is walking over and placing the tray on my bedside. I say to her,” We will just have to wait and see what the next steps are."“Well, alpha, I think it's time that you establish what our next steps are. The pack is waiting for you to lead them you need to lead them.”I make myself seem weak as I respond, “I don't want to lead them into destruction. I don't want anybody to get hurt, Mary. What am I to do?”“You are the Alpha. You must determine what is right fo
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My senses have improved dramatically, but something else that I have noticed is my anger. I feel my blood boiling inside me. Trying so hard to control it, I don't want to blow my cover. I don't want Mary to know what I know. If she gets any idea that I am up to something, my plan could go very wrong. So wrong that I actually might kill her.She thinks the first move should be me naming my mate as my 2nd in command. Usually, packs have male alpha's and the females are their Luna. In this case, it's very much different, since the female is the alpha. I want to avoid making it official with Ivan. I don't love him. I'm aware that I should since he is my mate, and I'm met to be with him, but I feel nothing.I was always told once you find your mate that the bond is unbreakable. But the bond that I have is nothing. When I look at him, all
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He pushes me inside his grip, making me feel uneasy. Everyone's staring, wondering what my move will be, but I do nothing. I let him push me to the bedroom, not knowing what he's about to say. I'm nervous. It has been almost a month since I have seen him last. I watch, I'm waiting to see his lips move, wanting to hear what he has to say. “Lilly, I have looked everywhere for him. I can't find him. He is gone.” I watch as he falls to his knees crying in despair, my heartbreaking for him. And my body builds up with anger, knowing that his mother is making him feel this way. I ran over to him and let him sob in my arms. Not knowing what to say, I know that I can't tell him what I know. If he found out that his mother had been behind all this, I'm not sure what he would do. “Landon, I'm so sorry that all this had to happen to you. I wish I could take away all your pain.” I feel bad for Landon, but I will not jeopardize saving Jayden just to make him fe
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