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2024-10-29 19:42:56I am so frustrated with Ivan right now. I just want to smack him. He made me believe that Sam was in real danger. He could have told me that Sam was fine. I was so worried. That he was dying when in reality he is just fine damn it Ivan.
"Why wouldn't you tell me that it was a code that Sam was okay Ivan, damn it I was terrified."
"Lilly, if I had told you, then you wouldn't have wanted to be with me. I needed to fully heal, and I knew that if I had told you the truth, that you wouldn't have let me fuck you."
Hating him but listening to him talking about us fucking has my pussy getting wet for him again. God, I hate this fucking mate bond. It is too much to handle. God, I could take him again right here, right now, fuck. I focus on my anger instead of trying to control myself.
"Damn Ivan you can't just let me chose to be with you, instead you have to trick me to be,"
"Lilly, really, you wouldn't have touched me if you knew that Sam was fine, you wou
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