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Letting go Chapter 34
ChristianThis may not be the moment for this discussion, but everything inside of me burns to finally know the truth and what she’s hiding but my brain tells me to drop it for now and I have to agree. As much as I want to know the truth, I need to keep us safe right now, and to do that I need to concentrate. And don’t even get me started on her leaving once this storm is over. Are you kidding me? She’s just going to up and leave? Leave Tom? He’ll be devastated! I don’t want that for him, for either of them and if I’m being honest with myself I don’t want her to go either. I’m not sure what’s going on with me but all I know right now is that since this storm kicked in I’ve felt a lot toward Molly and I’ve admitted feelings I have for her to myself that I never wanted to feel or admit. I’m not sure what to do with how I feel, all I do know is that unless she tells me what she’s hiding I’ll have to bury them because I’m not going through another untrustful relationship again and I mos
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Molly It takes several seconds to calm myself down enough to function but still, I'm shaking like a shitting dog. Hearing Tom call my name was a massive help, to know that he's ok brings me some much-needed sense of peace. He's running in our direction from the storm shelter but he's still a bit away from us screaming both mine and Christian's names. I catch movement to his left and see the Tornado still going, still tearing through everything in its path and taking no prisoners. How many lives will be destroyed because of that thing? How many people will lose their lives to it? "Don't look at it, Molls." Christian gently squeezes my waist reminding me that I'm still somewhat sitting on his lap. "It's gone, we're ok, everyone's ok." His words are gentle but firm and I try to believe in them but still, my heart aches for those that won't be as lucky as us. "Shit, sorry I'm still sitting on you like a sloth. Let me get up so you can move. I must have hurt you when I landed on you."
Letting go Chapter 36
MollyIt doesn't take long for the house to come into view, well, what's left of it anyway. the closer we get to it the more heart-wrenching the sight becomes. The house is completely destroyed. Where there once stood a house is now a pile of jumble. The Tornado tore the whole thing apart and it's devastating to see.Loud sobs drag my attention away from the house and to the sight of John holding a crying Ruby in his arms. Her sobs are gut-wrenching to hear and clearly, it's not just me feeling that way as all of the boys suddenly start swarming around her until they are all wrapped in one massive hug. She's not my mom nor is this my home and yet I feel devastated so I can't even begin to imagine what it feels like for those guys."It's ok my darling, we will rebuild." John is so gentle and sweet with Ruby. "I dont know if I can do it again John, this is the second time that we've had our entire home destroyed since we've lived here!" Her voice is rising but it's full of pure devastat
Letting go Chapter 37
Christian I storm through the fields and all the debris that's fallen out of the sky while cursing to myself. I keep going until I reach one of the old storm-proofed barns that we now use as a gym and don't stop until I'm inside and throwing all my anger at the old leather punch bag that's hanging down from the ceiling by a chain that's properly older than me but that thing holds well, they dont make them like that anymore. My knuckles are throbbing in just a few minutes which is my own stupid fault for not wrapping them but at this moment I dont care. "Chris." I dont stop unleashing my anger when I hear Jack's voice, I keep going while the sweat rolls down my head and body and I'm panting with every breath that I take. "Chris, talk to me brother, what's going on?" Jack soon appears at my side, a deep look of concern across his face. "I'm fine!" I grunt out the words even when they are a big fat lie and unluckily for me Jack knows me too well and the new look on his face is callin
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Christian "Molly, what happened?" Tom runs past me and quickly reaches her instantly checking out her hand. "I was just checking to see if anything looked like it could be saved and I slipped." "I think it may need stitches." Tom looks straight at our Mom, she used to be a nurse so she knows more about this kind of stuff than any of us. She walks over to Molly and winches when she sees the cut across the palm of Molly's hand. "Oh sweetheart, that's a nasty cut you've got yourself there. Let's get you moved out of that rubble so I can take a better look yes?" Molly nods but then gives Tom a scared look that instantly makes me want to comfort her. I let out a huff and stomp over to her just as Tom is about to pick her up. "I've got her." I don't wait for him to answer me instead I put an arm under her legs and another around her back and pick her up. "You're doing a really good job of trying to get yourself hurt today ain't you?" She gives me a pissed-off look which I find cute as
Letting go Chapter 39
Molly I can't deal with this anymore so it's now or never. It may not be the time for this conversation but it's happening. I may be leaving soon but still, this conversation needs to happen for Tom's sake at least. I may be gone soon but I don't want anything left behind that he will be left to deal with. Christian looks a little lost but we both know that his suspicions of me are burning away at him. "Molly, you don't have to do this baby girl, It's no one's business." Tom comes to stand at the side of me and takes my hand in his giving it a supportive squeeze. I squeeze his hand back and give him a reassuring smile. "It's ok, Tom. Maybe it's time that it stopped being a secret." Tom has told me from the beginning that I shouldn't have to keep a secret like this to myself, and certainly not when I'm being blamed for something that I didn't do. "This is your chance to ask whatever it is you want to know, Christian. I will tell you the truth about whatever you ask but make the most
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Molly Watching Amy heading our way is the last thing I need right now. the last thing any of us need right now. She looks like she's ready to rip Christian a new asshole and while part of me wants to watch it unfold and enjoy it for how he's been towards me the other part of me just wants to hide away and forget about this awful day. But I do also want to see what pathetic shit she's going to come out with now. The bitch is crazy! "CHRISTIAN!" She keeps screeching his name as she continues her stomping. That girl has got to be out of breath by now, surely. "Stop fucking screeching will you? I'm not fucking deaf!" Finally, she stops the screeching but I have a feeling that it won't last long. "Why would you do this Christian?" She comes to a stop right in front of him, she slams the palm of her hand hard on his chest wedging the piece of paper between his chest and her hand. "I'm in the middle of something here, Amy so get in line!" Jack bursts out laughing at Christian's comment w
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Christian I swear it feels like it's been hours since Amy turned up here and yet she and Tom are still going at it like cat and dog. Of course, Jack is more than happy to stick his two-pence worth in. "Christian, are you really going to let your brothers speak to me like this?" Is this bitch for real? "Amy be grateful that Zoe isn't here, you'd already be out cold!" It's no lie. My sister has met Amy several times and never did like her much and now, well now she hates her with a passion. "Zoe wouldn't have the guts to stand up to me, same as that hoe that you've been shacked up with!" Tom stops his ranting and at the same time we both seem to realize that she is talking about Molly "What are you talking about bitch?" She lets out the most annoying laugh I have ever heard before looking over my shoulder. "Well clearly your bitch of the month regrets how she behaved towards me last time or she wouldn't have walked away like a scared little bitch. She caught me off guard last time, it
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Christian Just a few minutes later we arrived at the house and my brothers helped bring in the babies and the bags then put both of my boys in their bassinet that's been set up in the living room while I got Molly comfy on the sofa then they joined us for a cup of coffee and we chatted as I kept watching the time and wishing it to hurry up so that all of our children can be here together. Our future as a family looks amazing and I already know that we are going to make the best memories. Our children will grow up knowing that they are loved and cared for and will never be in need of anything ever again. It still shocks me to think about where I was a year ago and where I am now but I wouldn't change a thing... well, if I could change something it would be Molly's last name, she would be my wife until our last breath and maybe we'd even have another baby or two but even if that time doesn't come I'm still going to enjoy every single moment of my life with my little family and foreve
Letting go Epilogue part one
Molly"They are so beautiful, Molly dolly." Tom cooes over the little bundle in his arms as he walks around my bed and takes a seat next to me. "I agree, little heartbreakers in the making here," Jack says as he stands over by the window with my other son in his arms. "You were so incredible, baby," Chris whispers in my ear as he sits on my other side and gently plays with my hair. I've always found it soothing and Chris knows this."Who do I have?" Tom asks not once taking his eyes off his nephew. "This is Jacob and Jack has Jonah." Jack walks over to us while rocking Jonah in his arms smiling so hard that his face has to be hurting but he doesn't seem to care. "Cute names." Both Chris and I nod agreeing. I love the names even if I didn't pick them. A little while ago I discovered that Chris has never got a say in what any of the other children were called. Of course, he loves all of their names but still, his opinion wasn't even considered so I told him that he could pick both the t
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Christian“So what do you want, Amy?”“We’ll mostly I want to apologise to you and your family for everything I have done but first I want to ask you something. Is… is that any chance of trying again, Chris? I miss my family and I want you all back.” That I was not expecting and for a moment it threw me, which of course she takes as me considering it.“We can start again, Chris. You me and the kids. We can move house if you want. I’m better now and clean and I have no plans of going back to who I was.”“Amy, that’s not going to happen.”“But I thought… won’t you even consider it?” Fuck why does she have to do this? Even after everything that she has done to everyone I still don't want to have to hurt her in any way. Am I stupid for thinking that way? properly but it is what it is. She was once my wife regardless of what she has done. "No, Amy. I'm sorry but I don't need to consider it because it isn't happening."But why, Chris? We were great together once.""We were Amy and when we f
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Molly "Amy?" She gives me a nod and a smile that seems genuine which is worrying in itself. "What are you doing here, Amy?" Ruby comes to stand next to me looking seriously pissed and I don't blame her, Amy has tried to destroy her life in more ways than one. I'll give it to the girl, she has some serious balls to come back here after everything that she has done. "I know I shouldn't be here but there is some stuff that I need to say to all of you and I really hope that you will allow me to, even if I don't deserve it." She looks like she's being genuine but I really don't trust her. “Why should I let you anywhere near my family?” Ruby moves so that she's pretty much standing in front of me and covering my body with hers. Which brings her attention to my stomach. “You're pregnant!” If this was anyone else the look of shock on her face would have me laughing but as it is I just want to hide my baby bump from her. I nod but don't say anything. For a moment a sad look covers her
Letting go Chapter 101
Christian"It feels like it's been forever since we've had a chat just you and me. How's things going at the bar darlin'?" My mom sets a cup of coffee down in front of me on the kitchen table and then sits next to me with her own. Brody is at school while both Sophie and Katie are taking a nap and everyone else is either on the farm or at the pub. "I know, Ma. The bar is going great but things have been crazy busy these past few weeks, especially with getting ready for the twins."She nods her head excitement pouring out of her, She's not been shy in showing how excited she is for the twin's arrival but then again she's always been the same with all of my children. "I know things are crazy but it will be worth it. Two more little babies, two more grandbabies for me to love. Oww, I can't wait!" Her words make me smile and laugh. "I know, it's going to be manic but so much fun.""Oh yes, I knew the twin gene would go to one of you, maybe it will go to more than one of you, can you imagi
Letting go Chapter 100
MollyIt's been two months since I told Christian about the baby and it's honestly been the best two weeks of my life. When I told him part of me knew that everything would be okay, he has said on several occasions that if it happened that we would be okay but still, there was a part of me that worried that he had changed his mind and that he wouldn't want this. Of course, I was wrong and I kind of feel a little guilty for having any doubt in him.The day after I told him we told the rest of his family. We did tell Tom first on his own as he's my best friend and I felt that it was the right thing to do and thankfully Chris I was more than happy about it. As you can imagine his family was so insanely excited at the news of another baby coming into the family and I'd be lying if I said that I didn't cry for about an hour at the pure love that is in this family.I never knew the love of a family growing up. My birth mother put me into the foster care system when I was two years old becau
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Christian"I'm sorry say that again?" Molly looks a little nervous but still, I can see the ghost of a smile on her beautiful face. "I said I'm pregnant, Chris. I'm sorry about the blunt delivery but I didn't know how to tell you and I want you to know so that you can be sure that me moving in with you is really what you want." Is this girl serious?Aside from making this girl my wife, I couldn't think of anything more I could want. Fuck I don't know what scares me more right now, the fact that I'm thinking about marrying her so soon or that the idea of marrying her so soon doesn't scare me. After the shit show that was my marriage to Amy, I never thought that I would want to be married again."Chris?" The small tremor in her voice brings me back to the present and her sad face. Shit, I was so lost in my own thoughts that I've got her worried when she doesn't need to be. I place a kiss on top of her hair and watch as a shiver runs down her body only it is more a shiver from her being
Letting go Chapter 98
Molly"Chris, what are you doing?" I giggle as he leaves the farmhouse and starts heading towards his house with me hanging over his shoulder. "I already told you." I yelp then laugh even harder when he slaps my ass and picks up his pace. The embarrassment that I felt when he picked me up in front of his brothers has quickly turned to lust and now I'm more than eager to get to his place. "Yes, but I could get there just as quick on my feet you know?" He smacks my ass once again before gently rubbing it. "That may be true but I much prefer you over my shoulder." I must admit being over his shoulder isn't the worst thing in the world, not when his fine ass is in my direct view.Whistling and hooting have my head shooting up and my face going bright red when I see Hunter and some other guy standing in one of the pig pens looking our way. Well, that's my embarrassment back. What the hell are they even doing out here so late? Of course, Christian has no shame at all and instead of ignoring
Letting go Chapter 97
ChristianOnce I know they are happy, distracted, and being taken care of I throw on my boots and head out of the house and across the field to the farmhouse and my girl. I walk in and instantly spot her sitting at the kitchen table next to Tom. I walk over to them and rest my hands on her shoulders before placing a kiss on the top of her head. "How's the shopping going?" She tilts her head up to look at me and rolls her eyes making me smile. "Great! I have everything that I wanted." Tom says sounding very proud of himself. "And how about you darling, you bought yourself anything?" "No, she hasn't despite my pleas." Tom groans dramatically. "I don't need anything sweet cheeks, not right now anyway." He gives her a look as if she has offended him making me laugh. "You do not have to need new clothes to shop my girl, have I not taught you anything in our long and lively friendship?" She laughs at his dramatics while sipping on her coffee. "One outfit and that's it I mean it!" She s
