It took Adam several moments before he finally stilled, releasing his grasp on my hand and giving me an intent look. His gaze seemed to penetrate mine, reading the thoughts that fluttered behind my eyes. I couldn't help but fidget beneath his scrutiny, feeling a warmth spill over my skin as I waited for him to speak. His lips parted slightly and he opened his mouth as if to say something, but then it quickly snapped shut again with a loud exhale of breath. “Are you okay? ” he asked, feeling my heart race in anticipation.I didn't know how to respond, so I inhaled sharply and gave a slight nod, but avoided any direct eye contact. The atmosphere was tense as we all sat in silence, until he unexpectedly started speaking again.“I apologize for my previous behavior,” he said gently, his voice full of remorse. “I didn’t intend for you to feel so uneasy about what happened. Things were just... very overwhelming and I reacted without thinking it through. It was wrong of me and I regret it
I could feel my hands tighten around Adam's as my heart abruptly began to beat faster upon hearing from a stranger that my husband was with another woman.It felt like a punch to the gut and I found myself struggling to take in deep breaths. The thought of him being unfaithful tore me apart.“Oh, where did you last saw him?”I could feel Adam's voice trembling as he spoke, his emotion palpable in the air. His gaze was intense and fixed on me, every word dripping with feelings that could not be contained. I could tell from the way his expression shifted that he wanted to say more but was struggling to find the right words.I was so distracted, my mind wandering off to a place where Aiden was with someone else that I found it hard to focus on what they were saying. My thoughts were spiraling out of control and all I could think about was him with the other person. It felt like a bitter pill to swallow and I could barely keep my composure as my heart raced faster and faster. Even though
Adam unscrewed the bottle of alcohol and tilted it, measuring out an appropriate amount into a glass before passing it to me.I swallowed the lump that was rapidly rising in my throat, uncertain if I should go through with it or not. I had been the one to request this, yet never once had I ever considered drinking something like this. Fear of the unknown and uncertainty circled around me as I held onto the glass before me hesitantly. Even though a part of me wanted to turn away from what was about to happen, something inside felt compelled to stay and see it through till the end.“I’m not forcing you, Leilani. It’s up to you.”Adam had chosen to take me to his unit, just one door down from ours. We found ourselves in his kitchen, perched atop the tall barstools which enabled us to make eye contact with ease. The atmosphere was thick with anticipation as he waited for me to do something.Suddenly memories of my mother drinking resurfaced from the depths of my mind. These memories were
My eyes widened, and I could feel my entire body shaking with shock from the experience of being exposed to what Leilani had revealed to me.She's pressing her lips to mine, sending shockwaves through my body. I can't believe she's actually kissing me; it feels like a dream. I close my eyes and savor the moment as her warmth sweeps over me. In that instant, my world stops spinning and all of my senses are heightened. Never before have I experienced such intense emotion - this feeling is almost too much to bear.I almost reached out to caress her waist, until realization hit me like an express train. She was clearly inebriated and I knew it would be wrong of me to take advantage of her while she was in such a vulnerable state. My sober self had always held a strict moral code, one which included respecting women regardless of the situation. I reminded myself that no matter how attractive or inviting she may be, this was not the time nor place to pursue any sort of physical relationship
I felt powerless and unable to stop myself, even though I was aware of the fact that my behavior was wrong.She stands before me, her body illuminated by the soft glow of the moonlight. Her lips are so inviting and her frame is so delicate that I can't help but want to wrap my arms around her and just hold her close. But I am determined to remain in control, my own weight too heavy on me if I were to give in to temptation. Every inch of my body aches for her warmth yet I refuse surrender. Her nearness drives my will power wild with desire.She let out a little whimper, causing a sudden twitch to ripple through my member. I cursed silently under my breath and cast a glance downward, only to find that it was already beginning to swell in anticipation. This can’t be happening now of all times, I thought. As much as I wanted her, between the two of us there were still lines that I had vowed not cross.I cease my affection and slowly draw back, my lips leaving her own. I take a moment to l
For the first time in my life, I was utterly consumed by a single word. An unpleasant emotion surged through me as I begrudgingly uttered it, feeling that no other word could encompass the frustration I felt.Because the moment I stirred from my sleep, it was like a hammer was slamming into me continuously. My body ached and it hurt to even move, let alone touch the area that felt like the source of my pain. I groaned in agony as I gingerly felt around, trying to determine where am I.I groggily open my eyes and survey the room I find myself in, although it's somewhat familiar, I can't quite place where it is. As my vision starts to come back into focus, I realize that I must be somewhere indoors - there is nothing but silence in the air.“W-what is this place? Where is-”Before I could even finish my sentence, the door opened and a figure came in. The second our eyes met, I remembered all at once and the memories of what had happened came flooding back to me.“Good morning.”My eyes
I closed the door behind me and heard a voice, clear as day, speaking from somewhere far away.“Where have you been, my darling?”I felt a sudden shock of surprise when I heard Aiden's voice, and my eyes widened in recognition. It seemed as though the chair here in the living room had turned around on its own accord and suddenly I was looking into Aiden's face. For a moment I could hardly believe it was him after all this time, but there he was sitting before me looking as handsome as ever.“A-aiden…”He’s standing in front of me wearing nothing but a thin, white bathrobe that does nothing to detract from his intense scrutiny. His eyes, full of judgment and evaluation, travel slowly down my body, making it difficult for me not to squirm beneath his gaze. A lump appears in my throat as I follow their path and remind myself that he holds all the power here. I search desperately for something else to focus on before I become even more embarrassed under his unflinching stare.“I’m asking
He took no time to caress me, swiftly pushing his two fingers inside of me with full force.His movements were firm and unrelenting, almost as if he was trying to dominate me. I gasped in shock at the sudden invasion of my body, my skin tensing at the unexpected feeling. It was an uncomfortable sensation that I had never experienced before; a mixture between pleasure and pain. However, even despite my unrestrained surprise, there was something oddly alluring about it.“A-aiden…it hurts…please-”“Shut up, you deserve the pain you are feeling.”I bit my tongue in order to suppress the pain as he suddenly forced yet another finger into me. I squirmed and writhed, but it was of no use, his grasp on me was too strong and solid for me to break free. My body shook with is grip as I desperately tried to free myself from him, feeling every bit of anguish from his forceful touch. Tears stung my eyes and I silently cursed myself for having allowed this man access to me in the first place.“A-aid