Chapter 2: Gothic Era
Darkness. It welcomed me, it is so dark. I can't see and feel anything. Vague, can't sense even my body.
I tried to open my eyes, but I just can't do it. The feeling of tiredness that's I've been feeling right now is terrible. I can't even name it. It feels like every vein inside of me is pumping and hurts like hell.
In my second attempt, I finally win against the pain in my ass. Little by little, a light invade the sight of my eye.
A tree? How come, I'm seeing a tree?
And a sky that so blue, it's peaceful and refreshing. A sudden wind blew out of nowhere. It chills me up. I can finally feel my self. Wait? did I really say that? Feel my self?
As far as I can remember, I already died. I got drowned from the river,by saving the boy. So it means I'm hundred percent dead!
But what is it I'm feeling right now? Did I got dump to hell? God! Why? Am I not welcome in your kingdom?! I'm starting to over think the happenings. It's not good.
My back is cracking, while I'm tryin' to get my self up. Slowly but surely. Shit, it really hurts as if many men gangbang me! I tried to settle by placing mg back on the body of the Red woods.
Red woods? There's still a red wood? But it exist a million years ago! How come a red wood is this tree! What's really happening! I feel so lost. Alone. Confused.
I roam around with the help of my eyes. It's totally empty. A place with full of giant red wood. Just great! I look down and release the air from my lungs.
I'm wearing a traditional dress, with a pair of bracelet and a ring on my finger? I close my eyes once again to see if I'm just hallucinating. At the count of three, I'll open it. One, two, three.
I'm really wearing it! I'm not really hallucinating. It's kind of dress in late era's where women only let to wear this kind of dress. Why am I wearing such things?
Ah! My head hurts. It's absurd. I'm just drowning a while and ready to see the kingdom of Him either Lucifer's kingdom. But, what are this now?
I look in the sky and shout. 'What now?', out of frustration I said it in my full voice. I'm literally, helpless.
"I didn't expect, a beautiful lady like you can shout like that," a husky and a manly voice came out of nowhere.
Even my body hurts, I still manage to get up on my feet to look who's could that be.
"Who are you? Show your self! Now!" I commanded like if he would really came out and show his self.
"I'm over there, lady," I automatically turn my gaze where his voice came from. I'm so shook! His in the upper part of the other tree that's facing the other tree where I'm located exactly.
"Oh, what a nice scenery, isn't?" he's asking me casually, like if he know me. And there's me, dumbfounded.
"I'm not dead? This is not heaven? Or hell perhaps?" I bombarded him with a serious questions. He might think that I'm crazy. Well I'm almost there!
"Easy, lady. Just ask one by one. Haha. And to answer your many questions. First of all you're not dead. This is not heaven or hell you're talking about. Are we clear?" he really think that I'm out if my mind!
A relief invade my system. I really think I already died. But that's what I really want, at first but now. It different.
"W-who are you?" I literally shuttered. Wait am I shaking? I really am. Afraid that he might do something bad to me or worst, kill me.
"Don't be scared, lady. I don't bite," he playfully while smirking and jump out of the tree. He's slowly approaching me. My feet seems have it has it's own mind for stepping back. Seems they're scared of him.
But I remain stoic, and pretending to be tough and brave enough to look in his glazing eyes towards mine. They're light brown, super light brown. It's beautiful and lively.
Dulcenea, stop complementing him. Be alert. He might harm you. I'm talking and commanding my whole system and saying that this man is not safe. Don't let your guard down.
I feel the body of the tree. It's the end. There's no more space that I can go. I'm trapped.
"S-stop! Please! Stop!" hysterically shouting my lungs out.
I thought he'll continue to approach me. But in my surprise, he stopped.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scared you. I'm just being casual and tryin' to be close to you. So that we can socialize and talk,"he explained. Not cutting our eye connection. He even didn't blink.
"W-who are you?"I ask him once again. Didn't care about anything that he say. He fix his poise and showing masculinity in it.
"I'm Noire Hussein. Citizen of Picaresque tribe. A village next to this forest," saying the details that I don't really understand at all. Picaresque?what kind of place is that?
I inspect this man using my gaze. He's wearing a traditional suit also like as mine. My brows form a crack. I'm confused.
He bowed down. Like in the traditional movies that I've see. He's maybe giving me a respect. So do I did the same thing that a lady usually do when there's a man bowing to him. I also bend and take my head down gently.
"Are you lost, lady?"he suddenly ask me. I raised my head and fix my poise.
"Probably, I am," I lied. I didn't even know where or what place is this. Calm down Dulce. You've got this.
"Really? Maybe you escaped from one of your Nana," he stated while touching his face. Probably thinking it through as if he encountered scenes like this a million times.
"How could you say that? Nana? What do you mean?" I feel like I'm a cat who's full of curiosity. Not showing any reaction from my face.
"Well, many royalties are silly,and running away from there Nana. Nana is the one who's taking care of someone like you, your highness,"
He explained. But I can't understand him. Royalties like me? Is he crazy? Me? A royalty? What the heck!
I didn't say anything. Eyeing him, intently. I give him another series of expecting to his attire. There's really a difference. It thought we're really same, but it's not. Mine are more brighter and have much silk and stone that I don't really know. Those things are new to me.
While Noire suits is a bit bold and more darker and manlier. Making his appearance more pleasant. Add up to his face. He's gorgeous. For a man, he's almost perfect. Maybe he's a prince?or a royale?
"Done, checking me?" I stiffed. Am I that obvious?
"What are you saying? I only look at you. Not checking," While raising my brows a little. What a confidence.
"Are you sure? I can come more closer, so you can look on me more," the audacity. Hmp! What kind of attitude is that?
"No need, mister. I'm not that interested," sorry but not sorry.
Mr. Noire, acted as if his hurting by those words that I've said. Holding his chest like if his hurt.
"Aw! What a word. You're hurting me miss. Wait, what is your name? I forgot you still didn't represent yourself," forgot it also mister. I quietly saying to my mind.
"Do I need to?" I reasoned out. I don't know if I should say my real name. I'm afraid he'll freak out and find out that I'm not really from this place.
"Yes, I didn't how to properly address you if you don't tell me your name." he's saying that thing as if it's the most obvious thing to do.
I let my breath out, then breath in again.
"I'm Dulcenea Mara Grange. Citizen of Krueger tribe-
"Wait! Did you just say Kruger tribe?" he cut me out. I don't really know where that words came from. A voice lead me out and say those words.
"Y-yes, Kruger tribe. Why, is there something wrong with that?" Confusion eat me up. What's with that Kruger tribe. He seems surprised. Shock at the same time.
"I just can't believe, that there's still a royale living from that place." what does he mean by that?
"I'm standing in front of you. Isn't obvious?" I don't really know anymore. His making it more difficult for me.
"Sorry, milady. Don't be mad,"
"I'm not, mad mister Noire," I get my self back.
"So, how come up that a royale like you is here? Are you really lost?"
"I am. Honestly, I don't really remember anything. Even that Kruger thing, it's just suddenly came up to my mine mind and speak to you. I'm sorry," there's no point of lying around him. He seems nice, maybe he can help me to coop things up.
"Amnesia? Well I think, you'll gain your memories several days from now, " why does it feel like he's comforting me. I'm relieved, he didn't
judge me out.
"Dulce..."
An electric shock flowed on my body! He startled the hell out of me! It gives me goosebumps, the he calls me it seems like we're old friends and reuniting now.
"Uh, yes?" I'm confused. The way he called me, it feel so nostalgic.
"You can stay in my tribe, while gaining your memories. I know we're a perfect strangers but let me take this out. It's not safe for a lady like you to roam around in this forest with all by yourself. What do you think? Are you agree with me?"well he has a point.
It's not really safe for me. I don't really know where to go. Maybe I should at least give it a try. He's nice. But I won't let my guard down.
"Thank you, Noire. I'm glad you'll let a stranger like me to go on your tribe,"
"Nothing big. You're welcome, Dulce,"
Dulce... I don't really know why it feels so euphoric when Noire calling my name.
But let's set it aside. I'm still curious what place and time where am really is.
"So, lets go? As you can see, it almost dark. We have a long way to go before we can even reach our tribe,"
"Sure. Let's go,"
Noire walking ahead on me. He's guiding me where is his horse we can find. He saying many things about his tribe. Still can't understand it. But I'm cooping to every information that his telling me.
After a several minutes of walking, we finally reach the exact destination of his horse. It was tied on a tree, eating some grass. It's my first time to see a horse in this little of distance. It's really big, and tall. Noire surely taking care of it by himself.
Noire petting up the horse as we approach it.
"Does it have a name?" Noire turn his gaze to me and nodded.
"Bon. That's his name," ow, so it really have a name.
"What era is this, Noire?"asking him out of the blue. Really Dulce? Era? You really think?
I'm just confused. Maybe I travel through the time? Who knows-
"We're in Gothic Era," Oh, Gothic that so nice!wait,what!?
"G-gothic? You sure?" He seems so serious about it. We're really in Gothic Era! What tf!? It's really getting serious.
He nodded. He's dead serious. He jumped on the back of his horse. His really gorgeous. Well if he's in my time, he would be a famous model. But let's just keep it in mind.
Man, I don't know how to hop in. I'm doomed. I close my eyes secretly. I don't really know how to ride a horse!
I see Noire who's eyeing me. That's intense. He's probably thinking why I'm still here and not hopping in.
"I d-don't know how to hop in," I'm totally embarrassed. Soil, eat me up!
He chuckles, it's so manly. I look at him and see that his stopping his self to laugh out loud.
"Poor you, Dulce..." I know! I'm poor at everything. No need to slap on my face.
Noire hop down, and go beside me.
"Can I?" what? What does he mean?!
"Uh..." But before I can even utter a word he place his hands on my waist and lift me up. No expression at all. As if I'm only a kilo. But I know I weigh more than that.
I'm sitting on the back of the horse. Like what the movies have. Noire hop in easily. But my heart. It's throbbing so hard!
He's next to me! Placing his both hands on the side of me. I can't breathe. He's so warm. I see his arm gripping the lope of the horse. His veins are showing up.
I think I'm gonna die from suffocation! I can't breathe when he's near. Literally have chaos inside of me.
While I'm seeing those veins, I feel something warmth in the side of my left ear.
"Breathe, Dulce..." I stiffed.
He chuckles again. Uh! What's with this man?!
"Hold me tight, Dulce!" Noire said like if we're going to a war that no one would probably expect.
"Let's go!" he take over Bon. I grab his arm and tighten the hold into him. And the journey of unending misery, begins once again. I'm so scared, of this unfamiliar things happening to me. But I'm kinda happy, because my life rekindle it's path again.
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Chapter 3: The Tribe of PicaresqueI feel so alive, and free from my misery. Feel so bliss that no one can even describe. Life is really full of surprises, me and myself is the living evidence of it.In my decades of existence, I thought my life only revolve with me and my mess up life. I can't seem find the reason why do I even exist.I'm already 23, but I feel so lifeless. Some of people at my age, already enjoying and living the life they desire and aim for. Except maybe for me.I don't have anyone beside me. I can't even call someone as my family.Well, I'm not that pitiful. I was born in orphanage who's taken over my those good and kindhearted Mothers. I raised with tender and loving care from them.I already know that I don't have any family except from them, that's why I'm cherish and taking Him, for still giving me a chance to experience those euphoric memories.
Chapter 4: The Other SideI breath, all the air on my lungs as I possibly can do. Men, I'm hella' nervous! And take note, it's not normal anymore.I'm hands are slightly shaking. And a moist from it are already visible. It's a sign that I'm really freaking nervous. I can evel feel it.I touch my palm, with the other one. Rubbing it, silently. Tryin' to ease the trembling feeling inside me. Seems like my heart, really wants to get out and get rid of me already.It's not really good. Based on, Noire's story about the history and current situation of their tribe, their leaders are surely, cruel.I don't think, it's the right word to describe those bugs. Bugs are really anywhere. From my past life, and now. They're maybe made to suffer or more.I'm kinda, scared. I'm a newcomer of their tribe, of Palace maybe. I don't really know anymore. All new things really co
Chapter 5: The Hussein's Palace"Dulce..."A felt something touching my shoulders, slightly shaking it."Milady, we're here. In my home," Holy cow! It brought me back to life."Uh, yeah," I can't think of any answer. I still can't absorb all of this things. I just enter the tribe of Picaresque, and now. Hussein's Palace.Just wow! I think I'll be dead already. To much information for me to swallow."Be, ready. We are going to enter, anytime by now," he informed me.I unconsciously, touch my face and make sure that no dirt will be there, or anything that they'll surely notice.I'm a newcomer. I'm sure they will be curious and inspect me, or worst investigate me! I don't know how to answer properly!I'm doomed. Earth please, eat me. Right now! I'm wishing some impossible things to be able to h
Chapter 6: Your HighnessI'm feel so euphoric right now! We can finally eat! I know everybody wants to eat, and I'm not an exception.On our way to Picaresque, I badly want to inform mister Noire. That my monsters are already craving for food, but I still have a face that has been left. So I decide to keep it, only on me.I know that Noire would probably search for food, whenever I'll said that I'm really hungry. We need to stop, to find some. And it's only a waste of time, if it ever happen.So I better keep it on myself, in that case we don't need to stop to find some fruit and any edible to eat and add up to that, our traveling time won't need to take such a long period of time.It's a good decision, that I made indeed. Less hassle, more fast to finally end the travel.In life, there will come a time, that you all need to sacrifice and make a decision in o
Chapter 7: You are welcomeI must have been very lucky, because when I opened my eyes, there were people who gave me strength to help and accompany me in my solitude.Even though my chest was pounding so hard, I tried to dismiss it and ignore it. I can't face them with a scar on my gentle face. It is necessary to improve the pretense, so that they may have confidence and let me live and stay in their palace.I need to calm, in order to get their trust I need to play safe. No more silly talks. I badly need to, play the game on my hands. I won't let them know that I wasn't really a citizen of any tribe that they have.We're still taking our way to their garden. As we walk in, with my throbbing chest, I just can't ignored the beauty and how magnificent the every little details of their palace.It still amazed, and leave me stunned for a moment. They are really go
Chapter 8: The Queen of Hussein'sI conceive, I'm going to puke and throw up all the viands that I've already taken in my famishment!Like, what the fudge! I think I'm ready to die, can you imagine how legion the amount of food that Queen Esme put on my plate!It's so multitudinous! I'm starving, severely really am. But not to the point, that I'm going to die not because of hunger barring because of suffocation of too much food intake!It really freaks the hell out of me! I'm already full, but the Queen is looking at me attentively with a non compos mentis smile on her gorgeous face.I badly want to stop myself from eating all the food that she put on my plate, but in my trepidation, that she'll don't like my table manners, I overbear the worst feeli
Chapter 9: Sovereign Hang aroundI still can't imagine, how obnoxious the things happen to the queen. It's unbearable, as a parent, mother to be exact, losing your new born child is a mind-wrecker.Children is the most precious gift from above, it's once in a lifetime. Many people doesn't have a chance to have those kind of handsel.Losing them, are another way of slowly dying. It's colossal, and a nightmare of every parents in this folks.You might lose, your proper state of mind. It's really tragic and heart-breaking. I really wonder, how Queen Esme handled that kind of heart-tearing points of her life.I'm amazed, and flabbergasted at the same time. She handled it calmly, not letting anyone to see how miserable she have been.That's maybe the extrapolate, why she don't trust anyone easily, I can't blame
Chapter 9: Sovereign Hang aroundI still can't imagine, how obnoxious the things happen to the queen. It's unbearable, as a parent, mother to be exact, losing your new born child is a mind-wrecker.Children is the most precious gift from above, it's once in a lifetime. Many people doesn't have a chance to have those kind of handsel.Losing them, are another way of slowly dying. It's colossal, and a nightmare of every parents in this folks.You might lose, your proper state of mind. It's really tragic and heart-breaking. I really wonder, how Queen Esme handled that kind of heart-tearing points of her life.I'm amazed, and flabbergasted at the same time. She handled it calmly, not letting anyone to see how miserable she have been.That's maybe the extrapolate, why she don't trust anyone easily, I can't blame
Chapter 18: OutsideWe're already done eating, we're just letting our self rest as of the moment. I don't want to have an appendicitis, miss Valentin wither. Even my foots are so itchy to start the day, I can't let my emotions ruled over me.That's why we ended up sitting, while digesting the food that we just eat. Valentin also agreed to my suggestion, we have all the time in this world.What's with the rush? There's nothing to be rushed off, we can't let our health got affected by our excitement to roam all around the castle. Health was the only top priority, before anything else.I can't wait to finish our waiting, I badly crave for our today's tour! I'm hella solicitous! But no hasten, as I've said, there's no need to rush.Be patient, everytime you want something
Chapter 17: We're FriendsWhile walking on the aisle, I can't help but to stare at lady, who just help me. I'm over the moon, I thought I'll be lost for a day. My mind wasn't working good anymore, it's overthinking all of the time.That's insane for me, but there's nothing I can do. No one's passing over, I don't have anyone, I can ask for the right direction.I shouldn't have follow the noises, 'cause I didn't, I won't get lost. Chasing it, makes everything worst. In my mind, following the noise can save me.But it didn't. I'm really confident, that I can find the noise, quickly. That's why, I didn't think twice before leaving the front door of Noire's chamber.I didn't think of the upcoming consequences, it's my biggest mistake for today. From now on, I'll consider every consequences that I think off, before even acting the final move.I got carried away, b
Chapter 16: SmorgasbordI let out my heavy breath. I just come out from the room of Noire's. The atmosphere inside, it's suffocating! I'm gonna die, from a massive heart attack, if I let myself to stick around.I'm heavenly breathing, I touch my chest using my hand. Man, it's still pounding so hard! As if, I've just came from a world war.This is no good for me, this family really welcomed me, and give me a shelter. But, they would also the reason of my instant fatality.There's always a consequence, in every little things, that you've decide to do, or to pursue. You have to make sure, that your system, were ready, for the payback of circumstances.Mentality or even physically. Be ready, before it wake you up
Chapter 16: SmorgasbordI let out my heavy breath. I just come out from the room of Noire's. The atmosphere inside, it's suffocating! I'm gonna die, from a massive heart attack, if I let myself to stick around.I'm heavenly breathing, I touch my chest using my hand. Man, it's still pounding so hard! As if, I've just came from a world war.This is no good for me, this family really welcomed me, and give me a shelter. But, they would also the reason of my instant fatality.There's always a consequence, in every little things, that you've decide to do, or to pursue. You have to make sure, that your system, were ready, for the payback of circumstances.Mentality or even physically. Be ready, before it wake you up
Chapter 15: Conjure"I'm pregnant, Remero. You're gonna be father!" the woman, have a very big smile on her face, while telling the good news to her husband, Remero.Remero seems so surprised, by the words Aarna just uttered. Who wouldn't be right? He's gonna be a father!What a great and overwhelming news! They will have a family, Remero with his beautiful wife Aarna, together with their unborn child.Who wouldn't be serendipitous? Of course, no one. Remero, stood up. He didn't say anything, he just closed the space between him and Aarna.Without any words, he wrapped his arms around the body of his wife. Aarna hugged him back, rapturousness was very evident all around the room.
Chapter 14: The PalaverI feel so pressured. I'm torn between shifting my weight, from left or to right. I don't want to even move even a notch.But if I don't do that, my body muscles will compress and it will lead to brief numbness. I won't able to feel my legs if that happen.I can't think rationally, her presence incredibly confusing me. I'm aghast to move, thinking of it makes me feel she'll look into me, and then suddenly loft a lot of questions about me.As if, she'll get curious about me. If I even dare to move, and posthaste my body. I'm overthinking again, but there's nothing I can help. But only to overlook, what could things possible likely to happen.And the contingency, corking and digging inside of me. I'm so full, but I can't just stop myse
Chapter 13: Meet and greetPaloma Ursula. I'll meet you, sooner or later. I'm so antsy. What would she looked like? I'm really sure, that her beauty was also exception. That's like her brother has.My hands are shaking, probably nervous, on how would she react, after seeing a stranger who's having a late night regale with his brother.Paloma would be stupefy, who the hell I was. That's why I need to turn on, my pretentious act, so that she won't notice that I'm just a commoner, who's pretending to be royale.It's an insane move, what if I didn't convince her, with my act? Paloma will be very angry? She'll curse me, for having a dinner with a royale? Or worst, she'll pull my hair once she saw my face, and then throw me outside the palace right away!I can't imagine, me, myself, being thrown outside
Chapter 12: Paloma UrsulaI eat all the food, with a heavy heart into it. I know it's a blessing to have a food to eat, but this happening is vastly getting in to my nerves!How can he just command the servant, to throw all the foods that they prepared with effort on it, just because I lost my freakin' appetite?!Like! Uh! He's just so unreasonable! He's maybe a bipolar, I can't read what's really on his mind. It's so critical for me to tell.But that move of him, really got me in a high blood mode! I blood literally reach on the top, as I heard him saying that the servant should throw all of this, and change with the new ones!I still don't know, what really got on his critical mind. Every veins of me, have a raging unfamiliar anger towards on what he just said. Like, I can't stop thinking about it, and keep on popping up on my mind!
Chapter 11: The DinnerI'm terribly, shaking my soul out! It's so cold, I know, it's relaxing but I'm going to die, if I stay in the bath tub a little bit longer!I swear! That kind of ridiculous moves, will never happen again! It's terrifying, and the worst, my body is likely to be freeze, because I soak it too much on a very cold water!I run the distance, between the bathroom door and the door of cabinet. I need to change immediately, so I'll feel something warm, that will bring back the normal temperature of my body.I ransack the cabinet, with full of fancy and luxurious well-made dresses. It's very delicate, and perfectly made.Even this Babylonian clobber, are surely made of the people who's expert when it's comes to dressmaking.They are so, talented! All of theirs craft are so fabulous. It's an phenomenal, arts made by a prominent multi-talente