Best friend.
What even is that, really? We all throw the term around, but if you stop and think about it, it’s something far more profound. A best friend is that person who doesn’t just know your secrets; they know you, the you beneath all the layers. They’re the one who sticks by your side through every high and low, cheering you on even when you don’t believe in yourself and calling you out when you’re on some nonsense. They’re like family, but they’re different from family too. They’re a choice, a bond built from every shared laugh, every late-night confession, every moment you thought no one else would understand. Everyone has a best friend. And me? I’ve got Millie Hayes.Millie and I go way back—eleven years, to be exact. We practically grew up in each other’s houses, being neighbors and all. Her window is right across from mine. Our parents are best friends too, so from day one, it was as if the universe lined it all up perfectly, like, here’s your forever friend, have at it.From kindergarten sandbox days to those cringe middle school dances to high school, Millie’s always been there. It’s wild to think of all the stuff we’ve been through together, all the different versions of ourselves we’ve watched each other become.If I had to describe her? She’s my shield. Sure, I could go on about how she’s absolutely gorgeous—short, messy brown hair, those intense green eyes, a dusting of freckles across her nose that somehow makes her look both tough and innocent at once. Oh, and she’s tall, with these long legs that make me feel like a hobbit standing next to her. Yeah, I’m definitely jealous sometimes. She’s cool, too, like ice queen cool. No wonder everyone calls her that. But beneath all that, she’s got the softest heart. No one would guess it, but she’s the kind of person who’d risk everything to protect the people she cares about.She’s also totally uninterested in boyfriends and dating, like, at all. It’s a bit of a mystery, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t sometimes wonder if she’s into girls or maybe just not into anyone. Every time I ask, she laughs it off, gives me that mischievous smile, and says she’s only ever been interested in me.“Grace, watch out!”Before I can process what’s happening, bam—something smacks me hard on the side of the head. I feel myself dropping to the ground as the world spins around me in a blinding white blur. Everything’s a mess of distant laughter and a throbbing ache in my skull.I feel hands on me, and a concerned voice cuts through the ringing in my ears. “Grace, can you hear me?” It’s Juhyuk Lee. I think. I squint, trying to open my eyes and make out his face. The world’s a bit hazy at first, but I manage to make out his worried expression as he helps me sit up.I rub the side of my head, hissing as I touch the sore spot. “Are you okay, Grace? Can you see me?” he asks, his brow furrowed with concern as he helps me get back on my feet. Kids around us are laughing, probably because I must’ve looked ridiculous getting knocked over by whatever hit me. I ignore them, still dazed, trying to figure out who the hell threw that ball.Then I see him, jogging toward us, and the sight almost snaps me back to reality in one go. This guy is like someone straight out of a teen drama—a lean, muscular frame, tanned skin, blonde hair, and abs that definitely aren’t normal for high school. I’m openly staring as he stops in front of me, his skin glistening with sweat in a way that’s honestly unfair.“I’m really sorry. You okay?” His voice has a smooth, British accent that somehow makes him even more ridiculous. I blink, still leaning against Juhyuk as I find my voice.“Uh… yeah. I’m okay,” I manage, barely. He gives me this charming half-smile, and it’s almost enough to distract me from the throbbing pain in my head.“That’s a relief,” he says, flashing one more smile before jogging back to the lacrosse team. I watch him go, still slightly in shock, trying to wrap my head around the fact that I’ve never seen him before.“Who was that?” I ask Juhyuk, who’s still steadying me, shooting death glares at the people who are laughing at my little accident.Juhyuk groans, rolling his eyes at my dazed expression. “Transfer student from England. Moved in yesterday. His name’s James Ellington. He’s in my biology class.”James Ellington. No wonder I haven’t seen him around. My gaze drifts back to the lacrosse field, where he’s already picked up his stick and is back in the game. “You’re drooling,” Juhyuk teases, his voice dripping with sarcasm.I scoff, rolling my eyes. “No, I’m not.”
“Uh-huh, sure. I thought maybe getting hit in the head would’ve fixed you, but I guess not,” he shoots back, smirking. That earns him a half-hearted shove from me.
“Oh, please. Maybe you should’ve taken the hit then,” I retort, crossing my arms.
He just shakes his head, unimpressed. “Says the one who was staring like she’d seen a unicorn.”
Honestly, sometimes I think Juhyuk and Millie are cut from the same cloth. They always act annoyed anytime they catch me checking someone out. I give him a look, challenging. “So what if I was? He is handsome.”
He rolls his eyes again, in that classic “I’m over this” way, and just as I’m about to say something else, Juhyuk’s twin sister, Jugyoung, bounds over to us, calling out, “Hey, wait up!”
The moment she reaches us, she beams, her face lighting up. “How’s your head?” she asks, feigning concern but with a hint of drama.
I laugh. “I’m fine, seriously.”
She gasps, her eyes widening in exaggerated shock. “Fine? You got hit by James Ellington! How are you just ‘fine’?” She puts on a pout, crossing her arms as if I’d let some miracle pass by.
“By the ball, Jugyoung. The ball,” Juhyuk repeats with a flat tone, rolling his eyes. But she’s already ignoring him, looping her arm through mine as we make our way toward the parking lot, her face lighting up with excitement.
“Oh my God, Grace, did you see him?” Jugyoung gushes, still buzzing from the encounter. “He’s mesmerizing! And that British accent… ugh, to die for.”
I shoot Juhyuk a smug look. “Now who’s drooling?”
He sighs, throwing in another classic eye-roll as I unlock my bike. Just as I’m waiting for Juhyuk to grab his, Jugyoung leans in close to me, eyes wide with a barely-contained thrill.
“Grace,” she whispers, her voice low but dripping with excitement, “I have big news.”
I raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “What’s up?”
“Promise you won’t tell my brother? He’d totally freak out and tell our parents.”
I bite back a laugh, nodding. “Fine, I won’t tell.”
She glances over at Juhyuk to make sure he’s out of earshot, then turns back to me, smiling like she’s holding onto the biggest secret in the world. “I got invited to James Ellington’s party tonight!”
My jaw drops. “Wait, what? How?”
She lets out a little squeal, trying to keep her excitement contained. “I may have begged Charlotte to ask him if I could come, and she actually pulled through.”
“Wow, that’s amazing!” I say, genuinely impressed. I didn’t even know Jugyoung was in with that crowd. She grins, her excitement contagious.
“You have to come with me, Grace. You’re my ride-or-die.”
I feel a flicker of excitement, but then reality sets in. “I don’t know… sneaking out would be tough.”
“Just say yes, and we’ll make it work. Besides, it’ll be fun to check out the scene and maybe… see a certain British someone again?” She gives me a knowing smirk.
Before I can reply, Juhyuk steps closer, eyeing us suspiciously. “What are you two whispering about?”
We exchange a quick glance before Jugyoung straightens up, her face turning serious. “Nothing. Just… period talk.”
Juhyuk’s face shifts to one of instant horror, hands in the air. “Okay, I’m out,” he says, backing away to avoid further details, and we both laugh as he heads over to his bike.
Jugyoung turns back to me with a smirk. “You’re coming,” she mouths, her tone final. “I’ll pick you up tonight. Be ready.”
She heads off with a little wave, leaving me to consider the dilemma. Part of me is thrilled at the thought of going, of maybe meeting James again and seeing what the fuss is all about.
But I’d need to be careful— can’t tell my parents. And definitely can’t tell Millie. If she comes along, any chance I have of getting to know James will vanish.Have you ever been scared to tell someone something important because you know their reaction will hit you like Newton’s third law? I’m not talking about my parents. I’m talking about Millie.She knows me better than anyone else, probably even better than I know myself sometimes, so whenever something big comes up, I can almost feel her judgment before I even tell her.I glance at her through the edge of the cards I’m holding, wondering how on earth I’m going to sneak out without telling her. She knows me too well—if I try to lie, she’ll pick up on it immediately. “You’re gonna bore holes through my face if you keep staring at me like that,” she quips, pulling me out of my thoughts with that familiar smirk of hers. She flips her cards over, revealing her hand with a flourish, letting me know she’s won this round too. I sigh, revealing my losing hand and setting it on the bed. She raises an eyebrow, clearly concerned. “You’ve lost twice now,” she notes, leaning in with a look of moc
Teenage parties are something else entirely—a wild, chaotic blur of dancing, drinks, and reckless fun. As soon as we step inside, I can see it all: people taking drags off of cigarettes, chugging who-knows-what from red cups, and making out like it’s the last night of their lives, pressed up against walls or tucked away in shadowed corners. It’s this messy, reckless energy that fills the air, making my skin buzz as we weave through the throngs of people.The thump of the bass from the EDM music shakes the walls, pulsing through every room, syncing up with the adrenaline already rushing through me. I cling to Jugyoung’s hand as we navigate through the crowd, passing whooping, sweaty bodies that move together in a hypnotic rhythm. As we finally reach the kitchen, I take in the sheer size of James Ellington’s house—a massive, Victorian-style villa with tall windows and intricate, classic detailing on every corner. I have to do a double-take; it’s the kind of house you see in movies,
Three missed calls. Six unread texts. My stomach clenches as I stare down at my screen, feeling my pulse in my fingertips. It’s Millie, obviously freaking out, and I’m not about to give her more reasons to keep blowing up my phone. So, without a second thought, I switch it off, shove it deep into my back pocket, and try to shove any thoughts of Millie right down with it. I can’t let myself imagine her bursting in here, scowling at me.I’m sitting on the stairs, everything around me a chaotic mess of dim lights and blurry faces moving in sync to the heavy beat. People are dancing, laughing, and occasionally tripping over themselves, completely lost in the night. I nibble on the skin of my lip, nervous energy rattling through me. The buzz I’d felt earlier is gone now, replaced by a dull, guilty tension.“Gracie!” A loud voice yanks me out of my daze, and I jolt so hard I nearly tumble down the steps. Jugyoung’s laugh rings out as she stumbles up to me, clearly entertained by my re
My thumbs fly over my screen as I shoot off one text after another to Millie—“Sorry for not picking up!” “Where are you?”—like my life depends on it. She’s usually fast to respond, but it’s been two whole minutes, and each one feels like a lifetime. My fingertips start tingling from the nerves, my eyes darting between my phone and the entrance, where I half-expect her to pop up like a ninja.I glance toward the pool area, where the lacrosse boys are being absolute menaces, shouting and shoving each other around like a bunch of wild monkeys. They’re half-dressed, chugging beers, and doing cannonballs into the pool, splashing water everywhere and egging each other on. It’s almost impressive how James—who’s only been back in town for a single day—has somehow managed to summon practically every breathing body from school to his massive house. He’s got that “popular boy” aura in full effect tonight.I shake my head, trying to shove those distracting thoughts aside. I need to focus, so
Sixteen.Sixteen is this damn weird age—you're not a kid anymore, but being an adult feels like putting on a suit three sizes too big. It’s that awkward stage where you're still getting the hang of it, stumbling around, pretending to have shit figured out when, really, you’re as clueless as ever. Friendships get messier, crushes get more complicated, and everything feels like it’s got hidden layers. Suddenly, nothing’s innocent anymore. Take the cafeteria at Halloway High, where Shawn Jones, king of the shallow end of the gene pool, is strutting around like he owns the place. He’s got this cocky smirk plastered on his face, basking in all the attention he’s raking in. Today, he’s bragging about his latest “accomplishment”—some sleazy, fucked-up story about sleeping with a teacher. The second he starts talking, the whole place erupts with laughter, like it’s some twisted badge of honor. And everyone’s feeding into it, grinning and high-fiving like it’s the coolest thing in the worl
My thumbs fly over my screen as I shoot off one text after another to Millie—“Sorry for not picking up!” “Where are you?”—like my life depends on it. She’s usually fast to respond, but it’s been two whole minutes, and each one feels like a lifetime. My fingertips start tingling from the nerves, my eyes darting between my phone and the entrance, where I half-expect her to pop up like a ninja.I glance toward the pool area, where the lacrosse boys are being absolute menaces, shouting and shoving each other around like a bunch of wild monkeys. They’re half-dressed, chugging beers, and doing cannonballs into the pool, splashing water everywhere and egging each other on. It’s almost impressive how James—who’s only been back in town for a single day—has somehow managed to summon practically every breathing body from school to his massive house. He’s got that “popular boy” aura in full effect tonight.I shake my head, trying to shove those distracting thoughts aside. I need to focus, so
Three missed calls. Six unread texts. My stomach clenches as I stare down at my screen, feeling my pulse in my fingertips. It’s Millie, obviously freaking out, and I’m not about to give her more reasons to keep blowing up my phone. So, without a second thought, I switch it off, shove it deep into my back pocket, and try to shove any thoughts of Millie right down with it. I can’t let myself imagine her bursting in here, scowling at me.I’m sitting on the stairs, everything around me a chaotic mess of dim lights and blurry faces moving in sync to the heavy beat. People are dancing, laughing, and occasionally tripping over themselves, completely lost in the night. I nibble on the skin of my lip, nervous energy rattling through me. The buzz I’d felt earlier is gone now, replaced by a dull, guilty tension.“Gracie!” A loud voice yanks me out of my daze, and I jolt so hard I nearly tumble down the steps. Jugyoung’s laugh rings out as she stumbles up to me, clearly entertained by my re
Teenage parties are something else entirely—a wild, chaotic blur of dancing, drinks, and reckless fun. As soon as we step inside, I can see it all: people taking drags off of cigarettes, chugging who-knows-what from red cups, and making out like it’s the last night of their lives, pressed up against walls or tucked away in shadowed corners. It’s this messy, reckless energy that fills the air, making my skin buzz as we weave through the throngs of people.The thump of the bass from the EDM music shakes the walls, pulsing through every room, syncing up with the adrenaline already rushing through me. I cling to Jugyoung’s hand as we navigate through the crowd, passing whooping, sweaty bodies that move together in a hypnotic rhythm. As we finally reach the kitchen, I take in the sheer size of James Ellington’s house—a massive, Victorian-style villa with tall windows and intricate, classic detailing on every corner. I have to do a double-take; it’s the kind of house you see in movies,
Have you ever been scared to tell someone something important because you know their reaction will hit you like Newton’s third law? I’m not talking about my parents. I’m talking about Millie.She knows me better than anyone else, probably even better than I know myself sometimes, so whenever something big comes up, I can almost feel her judgment before I even tell her.I glance at her through the edge of the cards I’m holding, wondering how on earth I’m going to sneak out without telling her. She knows me too well—if I try to lie, she’ll pick up on it immediately. “You’re gonna bore holes through my face if you keep staring at me like that,” she quips, pulling me out of my thoughts with that familiar smirk of hers. She flips her cards over, revealing her hand with a flourish, letting me know she’s won this round too. I sigh, revealing my losing hand and setting it on the bed. She raises an eyebrow, clearly concerned. “You’ve lost twice now,” she notes, leaning in with a look of moc
Best friend. What even is that, really? We all throw the term around, but if you stop and think about it, it’s something far more profound. A best friend is that person who doesn’t just know your secrets; they know you, the you beneath all the layers. They’re the one who sticks by your side through every high and low, cheering you on even when you don’t believe in yourself and calling you out when you’re on some nonsense. They’re like family, but they’re different from family too. They’re a choice, a bond built from every shared laugh, every late-night confession, every moment you thought no one else would understand. Everyone has a best friend. And me? I’ve got Millie Hayes.Millie and I go way back—eleven years, to be exact. We practically grew up in each other’s houses, being neighbors and all. Her window is right across from mine. Our parents are best friends too, so from day one, it was as if the universe lined it all up perfectly, like, here’s your forever friend, have at
Sixteen.Sixteen is this damn weird age—you're not a kid anymore, but being an adult feels like putting on a suit three sizes too big. It’s that awkward stage where you're still getting the hang of it, stumbling around, pretending to have shit figured out when, really, you’re as clueless as ever. Friendships get messier, crushes get more complicated, and everything feels like it’s got hidden layers. Suddenly, nothing’s innocent anymore. Take the cafeteria at Halloway High, where Shawn Jones, king of the shallow end of the gene pool, is strutting around like he owns the place. He’s got this cocky smirk plastered on his face, basking in all the attention he’s raking in. Today, he’s bragging about his latest “accomplishment”—some sleazy, fucked-up story about sleeping with a teacher. The second he starts talking, the whole place erupts with laughter, like it’s some twisted badge of honor. And everyone’s feeding into it, grinning and high-fiving like it’s the coolest thing in the worl