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Let me be yours Disappointment
She almost sighed when Smith didn't choose to stay over with her. He left early then she expected. As soon as they ate dinner which they had to order from outside, he remembered that he has to wake up early for office. In the mean time of night, she planned her schedule to visit Dawson tomorrow. She was desperate to see her baby. She also planned to take some gifts as she was going to meet him for the first time after his birth. Overwhelmed with all the excitement, she couldn't sleep all night. She constantly changed positions on bed but was unable to close her eyes and dive deep into the valley of sleep. And the most obvious reason was, she was already missing her son. She kept thinking about him, how old he must have grown, how he looks like, who takes care of him etc. She knew she has to avoid Smith at all costs tomorrow. She can't afford trouble and explanations on the most finest day of her life recently. *The next morning was more beautiful than she expected. As she cuddled
Let me be yours Rough
He looked at her as she looked at Simon with all the desperate love in her eyes. He motioned her to come and take him into her arms. But she froze in her place, unable to move as tears continuously rolled down her cheeks. She missed it. Every little moment of her son which every child spend in it's mother's arms. He realized it and slowly moved towards her as Simon looked at the unrecognizable face of her mother with plain eyes. "Simon!" He slowly called his name. "Go to her! She is your mother" he politely tried to give the baby in Ruby's arms. She forwarded her arms and took him in her embrace, safe and soundly. The feel of her son against her own skin felt so precious. She kissed his forehead and smelled him with her nose. He smelled just like him. Strong and powerful, with a hint of dominancy. He will turn out to be just like his father. She hugged Simon as he smiled while looking at her face and even poked her face with his saliva covered fingers. They both broke into a fis
Let me be yours Suspicions
She lost the count of time while being tangled with him all night. She was exhausted so she didn't realized when sleep took over her and she forgot about the promise she had with Smith. In the middle of the night, when she woke up from the heavy slumber, she saw Dawson beside her, whose one hand was on her chest while sleeping on his front. She removed his hand from her body, carefully so he doesn't wake up. Wrapping a sheet around her body, she moved towards the large window. Sliding the curtain aside, she felt the desire to see moon. Around which stars use to gather and shine, giving him all the attention of the universe. She realized that maybe she was simply a star in someone's life but she was also the moon in someone other's life, particularly. She regretted that she choose to be a star in her son's life when he needed the moon to look over him. She didn't know how to get back in her place which she kicked while running away from him. She didn't know what to think over Dawso
Let me be yours Faking it
Smith and Ruby were on their way to office. It started raining heavily, and she could only witness the heavy droplets striking with the window as her eyes struggled to grip the view if surroundings. She was deep in her thoughts, unaware of his eyes settling on her. "Are you okay Ruby?" He asked in a low voice. She looked in his direction, as if he disrupted her wild imagination with unknown eyes. "Ofcourse I'm fine" she forced a thin smile. "You don't look good after that call, is something wrong? You can share" he advised. And it was the last thing she could do on the earth. She tried to restrain her expressions and show him that she was perfectly alright. "It's not that Smith, I'm perfect! See my big smile" she tried to cheer up in order to fake in front if him by stretching her lips into a full teeth smile. "I like that toothy smile not that depressed face" he commented and smiled in return. *Spending the day in office, she was exhausted to death after reaching home in hea
Let me be yours Do you really love me?
Their insane kiss was interrupted when the door bell rang. She pulled away first, realizing the awkwardness. He sensed that she felt embarrassed of it, so he detached himself and stood up. "I'll get it" saying this, he went towards the doorway. He opened the door and the delivery boy stood there, holding their food package. He took the food from him and signed the receiving bill. Shutting the door, he turned around to give it up to her. "Here is your food, now I think I should take me leave" he suggested, looking away from her. Suddenly the atmosphere around them was filled with awkwardness and strange irritation. "You may go after, maybe you can stay a bit for food?" She didn't wanted to make him feel unwelcomed which she already did. "No you may enjoy it, I'll leave" he denied. "I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have left in midnight without informing you" she admitted it politely. He looked again at her and she looked guilty of her mistake. He was stunned that after all she adm
Let me be yours Guilt
He dressing himself as she watched him in amazement. What was he doing? Is he going to leave? She kept asking herself while being speechless. "Where are you going? I need an answer!" She shouted as he buckled his belt. "Not today" he said calmly and picked up his coat from the floor. "What do you mean? When am I going to have an answer! Don't leave like this!" She screamed on the top of her lungs as he picked up his car keys from the table he placed on, heading speedily towards the door. "You can't leave me like this Dawson! Cone back!" She broke into tears, falling on floor as he went away and closer the door with a thud without looking back. She kept crying on the floor, holding her head between her knees. He was the only person who knew the truth and he was never going to answer it. It was either him or his brother, she wanted to know. *He wiped the tear off his eye as he closed the car door, inserting keys. She is never going to let go of that night. Never ever. He was no
Let me be yours Disease
"come inside, I'll drop you home" Smith stated as he waved his hand to her to get inside. "No thanks, I'll walk home" she replied with a straight expression. "I have your belongings which you left behind. Get inside, I'll drop you home" he argued. "Please Smith, give me my belongings and I'll go by myself. I don't need your help right now, I just want to be alone at the moment" she almost begged him. Without another say, he picked up her phone and bag from the seat beside him and handed her over. She held them silently and started walking in her direction, as he watched her going away. She walked herself to bus stop and stood there for ten minutes for the bus to arrive. As soon the bus came, she sat in. Looking through the city all the way was soothing to her nerves. She turned on her phone and saw several missed calls from Smith and Dawson. Two messages from sister Amelia. She ignored all of it and just relaxed herself in the back of the seat, leaning in the comfy chair. Some
Let me be yours Her
She spent whole night sitting on the bench, her head leaning on his shoulder as he comforted her. No matter how much he forced her to go home, she didn't listen and stayed there, checking up on Simon from time to time. He regretted his decision of informing her, he should've known that she will worry too much. But it would have been unfair with his son to do so. Gladly the night passed away slowly, as dawn broke. She rubbed her eyes and looked over his shoulder. He was already looking at her. "Good morning" he smiled at her. It was 07:00 am in the morning, as few rays of sun started to escape through the windows in the cold weather. "Morning" she hardly said, get her head up from his shoulder. "Did you sleep well? You still look tired" he looked concerned, adjusting his coat on her shoulders in case she feels cold. "I could barely sleep, I'm so worried about Simon. I hope we can take him home soon" she looked at him with moist eyes as if she could never forgive herself for the
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