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2022-03-20 15:53:17He was becoming inhumane without realizing, he was not able to control his rage anymore. Without knowing he was becoming barbarous. He never hurted anyone before without their fault. It was not like he never killed people before, he killed numerous of them but all of them deserved it. But now it all started to gather as a question, that if it really was her fault? Was he doing right with her?
These questions were bothering him so much that he wanted to punch the glass door and shatter it into pieces. It was so frustrating and irritating for him. The only thing which moved his heart a little was, she was still a young child. A teenager who didn't knew her right or wrong and he was hurting her like some grown up woman who committed a sin.
Even he wants, he should go slowly. He tried to reason with himself but the fact that she invaded his personal locker was overwhelming.
"After all it was your fault that you first let her stay alone in your room and t
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