Maya
Jess came back after putting little Emma to bed, Axel was right behind her as he had followed her like a hawk. I couldn’t understand my child anymore.
Axel arrived and immediately went to Nate who picked him up and made him sit on his legs while he ate. Nate would occasionally feed him and give him some of his chicken while Axel would be happy and still in his father’s arms.
I began to eat happy under the eyes of Jess scrutineers who never lost sight of me, sometimes she was worse than Lucas. I ignored her completely and continued to eat while Andrew and Nate talked.
It wasn’t that I didn’t want to tell her about the pregnancy, it was that I just wanted to stay in my bubble for a little longer. I didn’t want to have people around, I wanted to be alone with my children and my husband before the chaos broke out about my pregnancy and we were wrapped in a spiral of parties, parties, parties. <
NateMaya went to open the door while I closed the file with the sales proposals. I heard voices coming from the entrance and frowned, and I went, too, finding Maya standing at the door with three people. Two women and a police officer."What’s going on?" I asked."Mr. Nathaniel Dare, right?" asked one of the two women, reading a file."Nate," Maya said with a string of her voice.I saw her lose her balance and immediately I was behind her to support her. I surrounded her waist with one arm and put her back on my chest."They want to get Axel," she said in a whisper.My head snapped, as did my whole body. I pushed Maya behind me and blocked the door, preventing him from seeing inside the apartment."You can’t come in here and kidnap a minor," I said with my teeth clenched, my heart pounding in my throat and pounding."We have an order from the juvenile judge," said the woman.
Nate I put a herbal tea on the bedside table and leaned over Maya, lying in our bed, trembling inexorably, without being able to stop. After several attempts, I managed to take her to the bedroom, but Maya did not answer, she did not speak. She had remained to stare into the void and I was terrified. "Please drink Maya," I said defeated. It was as if all the energy from my body had been completely sucked in, I couldn’t think straight anymore, and I couldn’t do anything but blame myself. If I had been better, and stronger, I would have prevented all this suffering. I would have prevented all this. Instead, I had failed and now my child was far away, with someone else, probably desperate and I had my hands completely tied. The intercom rang all over the apartment and I got up, empty inside, and I went to the door. My father arrived in half an hour and was after my mother. "What happened?" he immediately asked alarmed.
NateThe bedroom was completely dark, if not for a crack that came from the space between a curtain and the other. Maya was lying on the bed next to her, and I walked over to her.I knelt before her, her eyes open and red with tears. I pulled strands of her hair from her face and stroked her cheek with my thumb. Maya’s eyes were lost in the air, and when I touched her, her red-grey eyes were pointing at mine. As soon as our looks met, her eyes filled with tears again and she began to sob."I want my baby," she said in a hoarse voice between hiccups.It broke my heart, even more, to see her in that state, knowing that I couldn’t do anything, I was powerless as never before in my life. She felt her eyes wet and I couldn’t stop crying anymore, I put my forehead on the mattress and started sobbing.She felt Maya put her hands in my hair "Nate.""I don’t know what to do, I’m powerless,
JessThe night had passed slowly, perhaps too much. I had dozed off on the couch a few times, only to be woken up by one of the children to feed them.May and Nate had been sleeping all night, watched on sight by my mother and Maya’s father. Everyone was terrified of all that stress and what it would cause the child; therefore, Maya’s father kept checking on her and was tempted to call the gynecologist. We were all walking a tightrope.At that moment it was late morning, Axel had been moved to the new family home and, shortly thereafter, Lucas would go.Nate had left the room ten minutes earlier, he had just poured himself a cup of coffee and sat on the couch without saying a word. Maya was completely cooped up in her room and didn’t want to go out or see anyone.I was worried, it wasn’t good for either of them to be in that state, but I didn’t know how to behave, or what to do to help them, i
LucasI rang the ring bell and waited for the door to open. Shortly after the door opened and in front of me, there was a woman, with dark hair tied back on her nape. She looked at me frowning."Hello, I have an order from the judge, I am here as a civil educator regarding the new child, Axel Dare," I said and handed her the letter from the judge."Finally someone for that little critter. From the moment they brought him here, all he did was cry, his screams could already be heard in the car, he didn't let sleep anyone in the house."My heart tightened and I entered after the woman stood to the side to let me pass.The house was a mess, children running from one side to the other while Axel’s crying echoed everywhere."Did he eat?" I asked, taking off my purse and jacket.The woman shook her head "Reject anything, the assistants who brought him this morning said that he did not eat even last night, but
NateWe walked into the social worker’s building, Maya and I were holding hands, while in front of us was my father with Zeke and Chris who would be our legal representatives.Maya wore a pair of dark glasses and walked silently beside me, almost as if she wanted to hold onto me and support me when I couldn’t do it by myself."Do you know if Axel is here?" I asked Zeke and Chris."He should be in the building, I don’t know where. Lucas said social workers took him from the group home and brought him here," Chris said, clutching his briefcase.I clenched my teeth and Maya’s hand as we headed for the elevator."When you see Brad, don’t say a word, don’t complicate things, let us talk to his lawyer and the judge, okay?" Zeke said once the doors closed.I sighed and leaned against the elevator wall, closing my eyes."I don’t know if I can keep from smashing his fac
MayaI was in pieces. Destroyed. I hadn’t slept in days, I hadn’t eaten in days, and I knew how fucking wrong it was, I had to think about my little girl too, but I couldn’t think to breathe without my little first-begotten son.I had to see him, hug him, and inhale his wonderful scent. I didn’t give a shit about all these stories these four assholes were shooting, and, yeah, I didn’t even care that my father-in-law was involved. I didn’t care about anyone, just Axel."Where’s my son," I said for the second time, this time with clenched teeth.The judge looked at the social worker and nodded. The woman got up and left the room. I also got up, and I stood behind Nate, putting my hands on the back of his chair, feeling agitated. I couldn’t take it anymore, I was tired, under stress, and scared. If I could find a hair off my baby’s head, I’d burn the whole building to the ground.I knew that in the last few days Axel was doing relatively well, I knew he had eaten little, but he had done
NateWe walked into the apartment early in the afternoon, we got some KFC hoping to cheer Axel up, since he’d been quiet the whole time, we’d bought his favorite sandwich with the toy, but Axel had refused to eat, without saying a word, He shook his head and hid his face in Maya’s neck.He didn’t even want to sit in his car seat. As soon as we tried to put him in, he began to tremble and hold Maya tightly, who, with eyes full of tears, had kept him all the time sitting on her lap.At that moment, we were returning to the apartment. Maya laid Axel on the ground, kneeling before him and taking off his denim jacket while I locked the door. I heard Maya sniff the air and then watched Axel."Why didn’t you tell me you got dirty?" she asked softly.Axel lowered his head and shook it, not saying a word. Maya looked at me, her eyes watering, unable to do anything. I took off my jacket and pulled down, squatting next to Axel while Maya got up and went into the kitchen."Hey buddy, how about t