JessThey set me up in a giant room, I was dipped in pillows, and I had several devices attached to my belly to monitor children’s heartbeats, But for the moment, everything was fine, and it seemed that the babies could be born of natural birth and there was no need to do a C-section.The contractions continued to increase and the pain was so excruciating that I found myself insulting over and over again my wonderful husband who merely read and reread my medical records as if they were the most interesting book in the world.I clung to the bed when another, stronger contraction hit me and made my teeth grind."Fuuuuuuuuck! I swear nothing will come in and come out of my pussy anymore," I said, crying, "You’ll never get near me again. No more sex!" I shouted loudly.Andrew didn’t say anything, and he came up to me and sat down by the bed then I grabbed my hand, and I squeezed it when I got another contraction."AAAAAAAAH" I shouted, trying to bend "I HATE YOU, ANDREW SPRING! YOU AND YO
MayaA few hours beforeI watched Nate as he bleached, and Axel stood there with his mouth open, waiting for the next fork. "Dad," he said in a reproachful tone, grabbing his fork and putting it in his mouth. He must have been hungry."How much?" Nate asked.I looked down at my phone, "More than two months," I said with a string of my voice, feeling the tears rising.Why did I cry now? Again!"Okay," Nate said, super serious, and stood up.I watched him move and walk to the door and then walk out without adding anything else. I frowned at the door as I felt a burst of heat pervading me. God, I missed the air!I went to the kitchen window and opened it wide, looking out with my head to breathe deeply. I looked down, and I saw Nate walking fast through the crowd.I kept breathing deeply while my body was sweating. Heck. What now?True, we were married, and we had already planned the possibility of having children, but IN THE FUTURE, not now! Axel was still small! And I had just started
Nate"I think it’s time to look," Maya said.I could feel my heart beating in my throat from the excitement, I was excited to have another baby with Maya, and I had to admit, if the test came back negative, I would be very disappointed.We both looked towards the table, towards the answer to our questions. We both held our breath. Because the coffee table was empty, and the pregnancy test was gone.Maya immediately pulled herself up and began to look down, frightened."I left it here! That’s not possible!" Maya said as she looked under the table."Mom, Dad!" Axel yelled as I also leaned under the table to look for the test."Not now, Axel," I said, raising the carpet."Dook!" he shouted.I looked up and stopped. Axel was holding the pregnancy test and running around the kitchen table, lifting it in the air like a toy."Fuck. Axel, let it go," I said with my teeth clenche
JessHours had passed, too many hours, the sun had risen, and now it was lighting up the whole room when they had finally given me my epidural. I’ve never screamed so much for a shot as I did in the last few hours. Andrew had taken all the insults that I had poured on him without fighting back, on the contrary, he was kind enough to make me cry and while I just wanted to tear my belly and put an end to that torture.Now I found my legs wide open and three people looking where only Andrew could look."Okay, Jess, is it time to push!" said the gynaecologist between my legs.I pulled myself up and looked at her with blurred vision and tears in my eyes."On three, I want you to push as hard as you can, okay?" she said again and I nodded, "One, two, three! Push!"And so I did. I pushed with all the strength in my body, feeling excruciating pain. I threw myself back on the bed exhausted and shook my head "I can’t do it" whimpering."It’s just the beginning, Jess, you have to keep pushing,"
MayaHours had passed, and after daycare, Nate had gone to pick up Axel from my parents. Although I really didn’t want him anywhere near Brad, I couldn’t leave him at my mom’s all day. So now we were still sitting in the waiting room. Axel was in my lap, playing with his soldiers, while Nate had his arm around my shoulder and looked at Axel carefully."It’s been 13 hours," Nate said, frowning."You don’t give birth in ten minutes, love," I answered, laughing.Lucas and Devon in front of us were staring at us carefully, they were doing it from the moment I went to the bathroom to vomit, trying to draw as little attention as possible, but now I seemed under inquisition with Lucas' eyes pointed at me.And I kept looking the other way, and I kept focusing my attention on Axel. Suddenly my stomach growled, so much so that it caught Nate’s mother’s attention.I tried to hide from shame. God, I would eat four sandwiches by myself. Nate sighed and got up."Let’s get something to eat," he said
MayaWe had to wait a few hours before they moved Jess and the children to another room. The sky had darkened, and the sun was on the horizon.Nate had gone away to make a phone call, who he said was booking an appointment with a gynecologist. He returned with the phone still in his ear while Axel slept blissfully in my arms, the pacifier between his lips as he breathed deeply."Yes, Dare," he said on the phone, "Tomorrow at six o'clock is perfect," and continued, stopping in front of me.He hung up the phone and leaned over to get Axel, for a moment, I looked at him badly, I didn’t want to disturb him while he slept."Andrew texted me that Jess woke up," Nate said, and I gave him Axel, who sighed sleepily as Nate placed him over his chest with his blonde head on his shoulders.I grabbed my bag and watched Devon and Lucas practically fall asleep in the bar chair."Jess is awake," I told them they immediately got up.Nate reached out to me, and we went to the floor where Jess and the k
MayaIt was 4:00 in the afternoon, and after I picked up Axel from kindergarten, I stopped by Jess in the hospital to check on her. She and the kids were fine. Axel had done nothing but stare carefully at little Emma as if he was afraid that at any moment she would burst.Jess and I laughed at that interaction between the two kids. Luckily Jess was alone in the room and, when I came in, I found her on the bed, legs crossed, with leggings and a light T-shirt, while the children were lying in front of her, blissfully asleep with their fists clenched. I had placed Axel on the bed, who had immediately fallen asleep and had focused all his attention on Emma, watching her sleep peacefully.I was with Jess for a couple of hours, which gave me a chance to be alone with her and the kids. I had picked up Liam who was the quietest of the two, while Emma did not let anyone near her except Jess without starting to cry desperately.Jess was happy and radiant, so radiant that I would cry desperatel
NateI followed Maya, Axel in my arms who was watching carefully the movements of the gynecologist around Maya, when it was his mother, Axel became possessive, perhaps too much. Lately, I had noticed that he had started to do it with my parents and with me, it just meant that he loved us and that he was possessive of us.At that moment, he was with his mother because he saw a stranger lurking near her and was ready to attack like a lion. I was so proud of him.The doctor sat in front of Maya’s open legs, at that moment, she was right in front of that paradise that made me lose my mind every night. I saw her taking what was a giant penis and squinting at my eyes as Maya looked up at the ceiling, almost bored with that wait.The doctor covered the giant penis with an equally giant condom. No, that doesn’t go inside, does it?I blinked several times when the doctor laid a hand on Maya’s belly."Okay, now try to relax," she said"Is that thing going in?" I asked.Maya looked at me, her ey