Amaan Hashmi was tall and handsome with a dimpled smile. Considered to be a Greek God with 6 ft heights, intense emerald eyes, a sharp nose, and a chiseled jawline, not many knew he was the owner of a golden heart. His broad shoulders and perfect body made him once the most eligible bachelor, full of life and dreams to conquer the world. He was not only admired by his peers but also looked up to by many entrepreneurs for his business acumen and engaging personality.
A self-made millionaire at the age of 23 and the youngest son of Salar Hashmi, he was prophesied to be the future heir to Hashmi Industries by many contemporaries, including his elder brother. With his strong family background and equally profound surname, people assumed him to be arrogant and self-centric, whereas the reality was far from it.
Unlike other heirs, he was never the work to brag about his daddy’s money. Instead, without seeking financial help from his father or surviving on his father’s reputation, he built his own company from scratch. He attained great success in a short period with his intelligence and his hard work.
He was never the one to take anything for granted and, although born with the silver spoon, was the humblest person who never revealed his family background. He didn't desire to attain anything in life because of his background. He wanted to prove himself based on his natural endowment and not his background. Whether it was his schooling or university studies, he was always a topper and never held a high air about himself.
Money, fame, family background, intelligence, and a great personality, he had it all, yet he never stepped back for any challenge or hardship. A prosperous business and cheerful persona made him the envy as well as admirable for many.
A strange rumor took shape that good looks were hereditary in their household; whether it is his father or his elder brothers, everybody seems blessed with great looks and a dashing personality. While he was easily approachable, it couldn’t be said the same for his father and brother. Salar Hashmi, a Magnus in the business world, was ruthless to the core when it came to his competitors. Wherever they went, they seemed to pass around an invisible aura of nobility around themselves.
Although they have a resemblance, what differentiates Amaan from his father are the dimples and emerald eyes he inherited from his mother, which twinkled and grew deeper whenever he laughed.
These were the first few things that attracted 'her' to him, even though she was oblivious to his background. After knowing Amaan was a scholarship student, her initial thought was that he might have come from a struggling class when they met in their university days.
She was his batchmate and was known as the most feared female in the university. She was an extrovert who could never stand injustice, no matter how strong or influential the opponent was. An outspoken who never sugarcoats her opinion or minces with words to attain favoritism. An average student but with extraordinary guts.
Unlike her fellow females, she never invested in fan- girling jocks or was interested in being a social butterfly. Instead, she was found spending most of her time with her boy gang, who adorned her even though she was the only female in their group.
A tall girl with her signature light brown hair and similar color set of eyes, envied by many for her beauty and a personality that can bring down anyone—beauty with brain guts.
The first time Amaan met her could be described as horrendous. Amaan was a business student while she was from the arts. Mistaking his identity with a boy accused of hitting one of her gang members, she strides towards him in the library before grabbing his collar.
Amaan, busy preparing plans for his startup, frowned at the stranger’s audacity. However, when he raised his eyes, what met him were brown orbs glaring at him. Later his gaze got arrested by her baby hair brushing against her skin and soft hair flitting around her like a halo. His eyes trailed towards her moving lips, and he couldn’t help getting mesmerized. She was talking to him, tightening her grip over his collar, but that was the least of his concern. A commotion formed around them, yet his attention was on her features.
He memorized the way her eyes shone in anger, only to change into mortification, realizing she was threatening the wrong guy. He chuckled, expecting her expression to soften, but instead, she brushed it off as nothing.
People have love at first sight, but for him, it was love at first fight. Since then, he followed her like a love-lost puppy until she didn't have any other option than to give in. Amaan reminded her every time of their first meeting just to instigate her and see her face going red.
"Ouch!”
“Nothing has changed since our first meeting. You were ready to hit me then, and you are ready to hit me now,” Amaan said, feigning getting hurt only to earn another punch on his chest from Raina.
“Humans tend to make mistakes. You dont have to rub it on my face,” she fumed.
"Well, humans tend to first ask and then react. But in your case, you first react and then ask,” he said to irk her more.
He didn't like when Raina was engrossed in her work and ignored his presence. He wanted her attention and was up for any antic just to get her riled up.
“Do you expect an apology?” when she asked, crossing her arms over her chest, Amaan’s eyes twinkled with mischief, “Technically, I never received an apology from you for threatening me in front of people.”
“Dream on!” she scoffs.
“Oh, I dream about many things, baby,” he said, walking towards her and leaning over her chair.
“And nothing about them is innocent. My every dream includes you screaming my name and,” he deliberately trailed, sliding his gaze over her body before locking it with her dazed eyes, “ enjoying being on top.”
Raina blushed deep red and avoided meeting his intense stare, knowing where their conversation would lead. Before she could retort, Amaan smashed his lips over hers in a fierce kiss.
"RAINA!"
Amaan screamed, waking up from his dream or the memory of her that he kept dreaming. The shirt he wore during his wedding clung to him like skin with his perspiration. No matter how much he tried, her memories haunted him day and night. As a last resort, he indulged in alcohol, which his family vehemently opposed. To ward off any confrontation, he started living alone in his penthouse, which he gifted to Raina on their anniversary.
Since the unfateful day, Amaan Hashmi was no longer the same charismatic man. In his place, a cold-blooded man void of any emotions resided. Working like a maniac, he was either found working to death or dazed in his wine. There were days his laugh would lighten the atmosphere, but now it looked like he forgot to smile.
Another reason for leaving his family mansion was the pity stare he got from his family and even from the staff. He didnt needs their pity or concern. If they really want to help him, they could get his Raina back. Wherever he went, all he could think of was Raina. Whether it's his home, room, office, or friend's company. Every place was associated with Raina’s memory, reminding him how much of the world she meant to him. Her absence drives his sanity to the edge.
People who used to enjoy his company started avoiding him, afraid of his uncontrollable outburst. His employees began fearing, and once, a female employee had a panic attack seeing his explosion. He could not focus on his work and instead started losing his project one after the other. Unable to understand what was happening, he started venting his anger on anybody anywhere.
For this reason, his father asked him to stay out of work and work on his anger management. This, instead, made him wilder and kept him apart from the world as he decided to live alone. His days were spent sleeping, and nights were spent drinking alcohol. It's been a long since he visited his family, and even if they try to contact him, he would simply turn off his phone. God knows when was the last he ate something except for the drinks. He reckoned if he didn't care about himself, Raina, like always, would come out of her hiding and take care of him. "Watching me like this, she will definitely come back," he thought.
"Where are you, Raina? You promised you would never hurt me? Why are you hurting me like this? Please come back, " he mumbled while leaning backward on the couch. Since that day, he never cried as if holding on to his emotions till the day she would be back, and he would let out his feelings. She was his dependency, without whom he doesn`t know how to live; she was his Moksha, without which he can`t be at peace.
He was still dwelling in her isolation when one day his parent decided to get him married again, and to his utter shock to none other than ASMAIRA. Listening to her name raised so much wrath in him to forget about marrying. Had he not promised, he would have killed her n number of times.
“Asmaira,” Amaan sighed. “I can’t do this, Amaan.”“You have faced a more difficult situation than attending a college mid-semester,” he said, taking Kabir from her.Amaan came home early to surprise Asmaira with the news of her admission into another college. Another one on the list of sacrifices she had to make because of him and Raina. Finding Asmaira playing with Kabir on the lawn, he passed her the document to sign.“I still would have said no if it was my old college. I lost one year and would look like a fool to take a semester again with juniors,” she replied, bile rising at the thought of people gawking at her.“I knew you would say that. That’s why I transferred you to a new college. You have already learned the subjects but couldn’t take the exams. It will be a piece of cake. Just a few months to spare, and then you will be busy with your thesis in your last semester. Don’t have to go to the college,”What he was asking her was way more difficult than facing Mehwish. Sudde
“I have never been to such places,” Asmaira’s soft murmur caught Amaan’s attention.Giving his car keys to the valet, he reached Asmaira and held her by her arms, “if you are not comfortable, we can leave. I will make some excuses. Ross and Natalie will understand.”Although he said that, deep inside, he wanted Asmaira to break free of her reservation. He didn’t expect her to become an extrovert, but her level of introversion wasn’t healthy for her. He cannot let her live only for Kabir and not for herself. She moved closer to Amaan, lowering her head when a group of people walked by. The gesture was enough for him to wound an arm around his waist, ready to call Ross, but Asmaira stopped him.“I want to meet them. I-I,” she swallowed, ‘want to get to know my sister through Natalie. How Raina lived after her marriage.’She wanted to say but ended up saying, “I didn’t get to say my thanks to Ross.”Before he could ask why thanks, Ross’s voice interrupted them. “Asmaira, you are here.
Amaan glanced at Asmaira, who was busy entertaining Kabir with the outside view of the car and shook his head at her lack of questioning. On the other hand, Asmaira was happy to see Amaan putting in the effort to spend as much time as possible with Kabir. It was as if he was doubling the effort to compensate for his one-year absence. As long as Kabir was happy and would get to grow up in a complete family, she was willing to do everything, including sharing the bed or a meal. Her smile dropped, noticing a familiar route but she didn’t ponder over the thought. However, the closer they got, the more worried she was. It was not that she was afraid, but she didn’t want to open the can of worms.“Where are we going?” she couldn’t help but ask, to which Amaan smiled. They both knew where they were going. He didn’t want to expose her, but it was also true that he didn’t want her to run away. Things she had to let go of to keep one promise to her dead sister. He wanted to return it to her.
Asmaira sat at her usual place, where she used to hide from Amaan at the beginning of her marriage. Although she was safe in the mansion, the memory of last night never left her. The thought that there were women who were living a life worse than death and she could have become one of them—if not for her luck—terrified her.She cringed inwardly and recalled how someone tried to force himself on her. She couldn’t stop the shudder in disgust. She sat on the floor without bothering to touch her food, staring aimlessly at a distance: Coco and kitty’s words ringing in her ear. She closed her eyes in despair when a soft mumble caught her attention. At first, she thought it was an illusion, but her eyes snapped open when she heard, “Mumma.”She blinked and heaved a deep inhale when the realization drew upon her. She hesitated, but something inside her compelled her to turn toward the direction of the giggle, breaking the gloomy atmosphere around her. What welcomed her was the sight of Kabi
Aslan glanced at his brother from the driving seat through the rearview mirror. He could read how much he was trying to suppress his turmoil with the way his vein was popping over the side of his neck. He sighs and glances sideways at his father who seemed to notice the same. When they got a lead about Asmaira and were called to identify her, their first thought was to leave Amaan behind, but when he volunteered to come along, Salar couldn’t deny it. Although Amaan was responsible for the mess, one look at his remorseful eyes told him he was broken from the inside. And as a father, he couldn’t let his son suffer by adding more to his misery and denying him the respite. It was one such instance where he went against Feriha, who didn’t want Amaan to be around Asmaira, even around a radius of a few meters. Seeing Amaan’s hand trembling, Aslan took the steering wheel and drove them to the police station. As soon as it came into view, Amaan sucked in a shaking breath feeling shame seepin
It was not Asmaira trying to take Raina’s place. It was you who were looking for Raina in her.Feriha’s words reverberated in his mind. It was as if someone had thrown cold water and brought him back to reality. Being his mother, she read him like an open book when he himself didn’t realize what actually troubled him about Asmaira.The room echoed with the slamming of the door against the wall. Amaan marched to the center only to halt at the condition of it. Everything was kept in its place and looked thoroughly cleaned. He walked backward when the scene of how he manhandled her on the Gala night flashed before his eyes. He stumbled on the vanity when her scream of that night echoed in his ear, and he covered his ears, dropping the phone he was holding in the action.