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44: On The Look For Her
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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 45: The Fear Of Losing Her
Calhoun's POVBecause of the wave, the speedboat driver reverses but I don't wait anymore, I dive into the sea and swim until Clarke floats up with the wooden log, but Kristen is nowhere in sight.With assistance from Bruce, I help put Alpha Gregory's son in the speed boat, and while Bruce is untying him, I swim underwater in search of Kristen.Christ, I don't want to think she's dead because I'll be unable to live with it.I go as deep as I can until I see her falling into the depths of the sea without her permit.Is she even alive?Fear kicks through me as when I finally get a hold of her.With one hand, I take us up until our heads are above the water.Bruce helps me pull her into the boat and when I lay her to rest on the wet floor, I see that she's as pale as a ghost. Unmoving, not even breathing.Not giving in to panic, I check her pulse, only to find out it's having an irregular movement, something which gives out that she's somewhere between life and death."Kristen," my hand
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Last Updated : 2023-07-27Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 46: Again
Kristen's POVToday is Luna Layla's funeral, exactly a week after she was murdered on the yacht. Even though I have a lot going on at school, I still squeezed out time from my busy schedule to attend, since it's a Tuesday. I haven't spoken to Mom or even Calhoun since my near-drowning experience. After that terrible evening, I woke up and found myself at my apartment with my friends. They stayed with me until I was able to feel whole again. I can't recall how I was saved but they said it was Calhoun who rescued me from drowning. I never saw Ben in class because he was at home with his father and younger brother, mourning their wife and mother. Right now, I am parked in front of their estate, trying to recollect myself as much as I can because I know I'll see Mom today…and Calhoun.After alighting from the car, I fumble with my hands because it's cold out here. Several cars are already driving into the estate, and a few people are walking on foot. Dressed completely in depressing bl
Last Updated : 2023-07-28Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 47: Marked To Be His Again
Kristen's POVCalhoun took my hand in his and led me to a quiet place, with no one present. He said he wanted to talk after all. As much as I am anticipating what he has to say, I don't have a good feeling about this. "I was told that you saved me," I tip my head to stare at him.Calhoun raises his fist to his mouth and bites into it as he looks at me."My friends told me the little they could remember," "I can't do this anymore.." Calhoun speaks up finally but he ends up getting interrupted by me."Thank you for saving me.." He cuts me short with a raise of his hand."I'm divorcing your mother." He drops this bombshell."Wait, what!?" My parts in horror."It's something I should've done a long time ago, our marriage isn't working out," Calhoun thins his lips after making this known to me."I don't think that's any of my business," deciding I won't stay and listen to any of his rambles, I turn my back to him to leave.Calhoun grips my ponytail and pulls me back through his hold on
Last Updated : 2023-07-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 48: The Fight
Kristen's POVLayla's coffin is being lowered into the grave after Alpha Gregory came to give a eulogy, but I can't seem to focus.My mind keeps flashing back to what happened between me and Calhoun an hour ago.He said he was going to divorce Mom.She marked me to be his again.And then he confessed to being in love with me.Everyone around me looks sad, a few are even in tears.While my cheeks are heating up, I'm afraid it's red enough for them to see I'm flushing. It's stupid, to let Calhoun get through me like this.I should be mad at him for marking me to be his again.But my heart keeps melting when I replay the way he told me he loves me, in my head.Calhoun's eyes have been on me for some time now, even when he thinks I'm not aware. Even when Ben teared up while giving his eulogy Calhoun's blue gaze remained on me.He doesn't even care if people are looking as he openly stares at me. He's not even hiding or pretending anymore. I never cared how I looked at him until now.Who
Last Updated : 2023-07-30Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 49: The Truth
Calhoun's POVKristen is sobbing as I hold her close without even a care that people are watching us.I don't want to think about how badly she feels right now. Her body is trembling against mine as she continues crying silently.How dare they look at her this way when it was the other girl who started it? They don't even have any right to be judgy, most of them would've done worse if they were in her shoes.She dodged every bite and gave the girl a good bite because her wolf was more powerful, they had no right to stare at her with hate and disgust.If only they know how much she means to me, how I'll keep accepting her the way she is. To me, none of them can even measure up to her."Let's get you out of here," I tell Kristen, after pulling away from the hug. Because I don't give a flying fuck about anyone here.She needs to be away from them to know she's not a bad person or in the wrong to be defensive by fighting back.They made my girl feel like a monster.And it's upsetting to s
Last Updated : 2023-07-31Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 50: Stay
Kristen's POVWhen Ciara slapped me and ruined my dress with wine, he didn't stare at her with contempt, but when I fought back to defend myself, he looked at me with contempt because my wolf bit her.It hurt when I was bashed with insults and accusations. The way they stared at me like a slut, the disgust in their eyes, mostly from Ben who I was trying to be caring for.But then Calhoun came to my rescue and I've never felt so grateful before. Because I wasn't expecting him to stand up for me like that when everyone saw me as the bad guy.The way he told the truth without leaving anything, proudly agreed that we fucked, and then added that we were mates.He was like my hero at that point, because everyone else was quick enough to judge me and throw insults in my way.The look on Mom's face was as if Calhoun pressed a knife to her heart. She thought we only had an affair, she didn't know we were already mates before their marriage, until today.She never would have learned the truth i
Last Updated : 2023-07-31Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 51: Confrontation (I)
Calhoun's POV It's Monday, exactly a day after the whole incident at the funeral and I'm currently having a meeting with some of my staff at the conference hall.Still, it's sort of complicated to concentrate on what's happening in front of me when my mind keeps drifting back to the girl I marked to be my mate for the second time.Kristen.She's been on my mind throughout, I can't even think about anything else but her. The night at the hotel, I wanted to kiss her so badly, yet I refrained myself from it because I felt she still needed some time to recollect herself after what happened.When I wanted to leave, she was reluctant to let me go, so I stayed back and filled my head with all sorts of terrible and disgusting images because I didn't want to get a boner and end up losing self-control around her. It was tortured and a bit fucked up that she had not the slightest clue of the great effect she had on me.I don't even regret telling everyone she's my mate, instead, I've been feeli
Last Updated : 2023-07-31
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Kristen’s POVIn the midst of the Alpha gathering, as discussions about the Moon's Veil unfold (A disease afflicting werewolves across different packs, causing loss of control during transformation and weakening their abilities), I catch sight of Ben Gregory for the first time in ages. His presence is a reminder of the Game of Alphas, where he betrayed Calhoun, leading to a dangerous confrontation with sharks.As Ben's phone rings, he excuses himself from the Alphas' table. Curiosity piqued, I notice Calhoun rising from his seat and following Ben. Intrigued and sensing tension, I decide to trail after them, wondering about Calhoun's intentions.My suspicions prove right when I witness Calhoun cornering Ben, pinning him against a wall. The boy struggles, attempting to free himself from Calhoun's formidable grip, but Calhoun's strength is overpowering. His eyes glow with a fierce red intensity, reflecting the lingering grudge from their past encounter."You thought you could get away wi
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun Epilogue
Kristen’s POV"It's a girl," the midwife announces, pulling the child out of me, leaving me exhausted and perspiring, helpless on the bed. All the pains wear out from me once the woman places the crying child in my arms.Baby number two.I smile through my tears as I kiss the child.Shortly after, Calhoun and Nana Joyce enter the room to take a look at our newborn.Calhoun, his eyes filled with warmth, approaches me and the baby. "She's beautiful, just like her mother," he says, his voice filled with affection. Nana Joyce stands beside us, a smile playing on her lips."Our little girl," I murmur, my eyes shining with a mix of exhaustion and joy as I look at Calhoun.He gently takes the baby into his arms, cradling her with utmost care. "Hello, my princess," he coos, his deep voice soothing the newborn. "You've got the best mom in the world right here."Nana Joyce, her eyes brimming with tears of happiness, adds, "She's a blessing, Kristen. A beautiful blessing."Calhoun looks down at
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 221: Reclaiming His Place
With Calhoun back, the pack feels more alive. People are taking their duties seriously, and we've resumed the search for Bruce's murderer. But Calhoun is different now, just half the size he used to be. His clothes hang loose, showing the toll of the curse.Despite his changed appearance, Calhoun doesn't bother with new clothes. He dives into managing the pack, tirelessly addressing the chaos that unfolded during his three-month absence. A man on a mission, determined to make things right.In the middle of all this, our one-year-old son, Aiden, doesn't recognize his father anymore. Calhoun's presence, comforting to me, confuses Aiden.Trying to help Aiden understand, I say, "Look, Aiden, it's Daddy. He's been away for a while, but he's back now."Calhoun, bending down, extends his arms to Aiden. But our son hesitates, eyeing him with curiosity and uncertainty. Calhoun smiles warmly, coaxing, "Hey there, little buddy. It's me, Daddy."Aiden ignores him and runs into the arms of his nan
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 220: Not Dead
Calhoun's POVBefore Kristen can lose her balance and fall off, I'm already at her side, steadying her to her feet. Her eyes flutter, revealing her impending faint, and her breaths come out sharply, her mouth parting."Kristen..." I tap her cheek repeatedly, but she's already lost consciousness. Cursing under my breath, I gather her in my arms, carrying her in a bridal style.As I raise my head to look around, everyone stiffens. The shock in their eyes mirrors the astonishment I expected. It's been a week since they last saw me, a week of torment for Kristen and the pack.Gregory, with eyes nearly popping out of their sockets, stammers, "Is that really Calhoun?"I shake my head at them, my gaze hardening as I respond, "Yes, it's me. I heard everything. Trying to replace me and marry off my pregnant wife, calling me a dead man."The elders, attempting to explain, are met with my stern silence. Raising my hand, the room falls into an immediate hush. I take a moment to look at Kristen, m
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 219: To Denounce A Luna
Kristen’s POVA full week passes, and I find myself paralyzed by emotions and fear, reluctant to face the possibility of witnessing Calhoun's last breath. The elders, sensing the weight of the situation, gather all pack members and call for my attention. Reluctantly, I make my way to the gathering, where they confront me in front of the entire pack."We've consulted the pack doctors, Kristen. Calhoun has only a few days left," Elder Festus declares, his tone somber.The weight of their words hangs heavily in the air as the elders present an ultimatum. I must either step down as Luna of the Greyhound pack or marry Gregory, the chosen successor to the Alpha throne.Disagreeing swiftly, I say, "Calhoun will not die. I won't entertain such decisions."The elders, resolute in their stance, continue pressing me. Gregory, a mix of sympathy and determination on his face, steps forward and implores me to consider the proposal. But I know it’s all a facade. He’s not truly who he claims to b
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 218: His Tragic Fate
Kristen’s POVWhere is Alpha Calhoun?The question keeps popping up and spreading within the pack.Until I decide I’ve had enough, and so I called for a meeting with the council of elders."He's sick, okay!" I burst out, my patience exhausted, tears welling up in my eyes."What do you mean, Kristen?" Elder Festus inquires, concern etched across his face.Taking a deep breath, I begin the painful revelation. "It's a curse. Calhoun is bedridden, reduced to a skeleton. We've been trying to find a way to break it, but it's relentless."Gregory, the ever present pain in the assinterjects, "A curse? Are you serious? This sounds like nonsense.""It's the truth," I retort, frustration evident in my voice. "I've been trying to handle things, but it's not easy. The pack needs to know what we're dealing with."Expressions of shock and disbelief rises through the council of elders. Gregory scoffs, "A cursed Alpha? You expect us to believe that?"Elder Adolphus, usually calm, leans forward, "Kris
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 217: Where Is Alpha Calhoun?
Kristen’s POVThe following day, the council of elders, along with some men in our pack, call for a meeting.“We’ve noticed something strange going on,” Elder Festus begins, his eyes narrowing.“Yes, what is it?” I ask, feigning innocence, my gaze locked on him.“Our Alpha has been absent for three months, and it’s you who has been handling things,” Elder Adolphus states, his expression stern.“He’s on a long business trip, but he’ll return soon,” I lie, maintaining a straight face and gesturing confidence with a slight nod.“Bullshit, that’s what you keep telling us all the time!” Gregory interjects, a young man holding a high position in our pack.I meet his gaze squarely, a controlled defiance in my eyes. “Do not raise your voice at me,” I say quietly, my tone firm.“Something is happening right under our nose, and you’re keeping it away from us,” he adds, fuming, his eyes searching mine for any signs of deception.“There’s nothing going on, it’s all your overthinking doing a great
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 216: Memories
Kristen’s POVWeeks keep passing, and I'm stuck in a routine, caring for Calhoun, who stays still on the bed. When the pack asks, I lie, saying he's away for business, hiding the dark truth. The lies get heavier every day.The useless ritual hangs over me like a dark cloud. Daily, I tend to Calhoun, silently begging the moon goddess for help. I'm scared. Will Calhoun end up like his grandfather? It's a scary thought, following me in everything I do.Taking care of him becomes a routine, a desperate act of love against an unyielding curse. I change his clothes carefully, trying to bring a bit of normalcy to his unmoving body. He can only have liquid food, his mouth unable to move, only responding with blinks and closed eyes.As the Greyhound pack's Luna, I live a double life. Outside, I pretend to enjoy parties, hiding the hard truth at home. The pack doesn't know about our tragedy.Three months pass, no progress, and questions about Calhoun grow. The lies get tougher.One day, cleanin
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 215: Futile
I return home, my heart hurting for my husband. The house feels empty in his absence and the silence makes the pain worse.Bruce, Calhoun’s beta and best friend, is gone. He was Calhoun's right-hand man, and his death took away a possible solution. Sapphire, who is still mourning Bruce, now holds bitterness towards me. Because she thinks I have it all. Except we’re almost in the same position now.Maddy, busy with her own life, stays distant amid the chaos. It’s been one problem after the other, so I don’t blame her at all.I can’t face Aiden at this point, so I let his Nanny, Cynthia take care of him, while I ponder deeply on how to help my husband break the curse.Inside, my turmoil rages. Bruce's death left a hole in my support system. Bruce’s absence makes me feel more alone. Because together we could have find a way to help Calhoun.Thoughts of my own family haunts me. My father got murdered by my own mother, else. Else I could have confined in him.And my mother is just out of
