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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 156: Her Fears
Kristen's POVWhen the concussion made me pass out, I thought I would wake up several hours later and find myself still lost in the woods. But I am back home again.Is this even real?How did Theodore help us out of there? Did Calhoun come to our rescue at last?"Don't move," The doctor instructs in a firm tone, he's wrapping a bandage around my head."I need to see my son and my husband," I breathe out."I'll go get them, but you need to stay like this and let me finish," he instructs me.While I just shut my eyes because I can't even nod at this point. It hurts to stay awake. My wolf is suffering the same thing as me, so she can't even help me.___Thirty minutes later…"Kristen," my eyes open to the familiar voice of my mate and husband.Calhoun takes careful strides to my side because he has Aiden in the baby carrierAnd my heart swells at the sight because Calhoun is truly here. He's here at last."I'm so sorry you had to go through that," the fear in his eyes is enough to ma
Last Updated : 2023-11-15Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 157: Shocking Attitude
Calhoun's POVKristen would never lie to me.I can swear I heard a man's voice earlier, but then she assured me no one else was in except her. But the look on her face said otherwise. I could tell she wasn't settled. Was it the pain, or she just wanted some time alone?And then the scent which clearly wasn't hers. A deep, rich herbaceous smell.Purely male.Or can it be one of the doctors who took his leave right before my arrival? But it was so strong as if the person was present in the room, except I couldn't find anyone. Aside from that, Kristen hasn't lied to me before, so it might be just my doubts getting into my head. I walk until I am in front of where I have my stacks of wine because I can use a drink now.Upon pouring myself a glass full, I dawn it within seconds and proceed to pour myself a second glass, when the throne room's large doors give off a screeching noise. Something which indicates that the guards are opening it and letting someone in."What took you so long?"
Last Updated : 2023-11-16Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 158: Shocking Attitude (II)
Calhoun's POVSilence fills up the atmosphere at the shocking outburst of the man whom my men are holding hostage. Theodore Fitzgerald.My face squeezes into a frown as I slowly walk up to meet him. While he on the other hand seems completely stiff."I have what's yours?" I ask carefully, wanting to know if I misheard him or something."Hurry and speak up, perhaps I misheard you," I continue.At this point, Theodore choose to remain silent as he glared at me right in the eye as if we have been having beef for a long time now.I know I never got offended by this man until the moment I commanded my guards to hold him. And it was he who still triggered my anger, because his remarks were rather snarky, showing disrespect, when I am way above him."What is it that I have which belongs to you, Theodore?" I am getting impatient at this point, hating the fact that he's not responding at all."Hurry and speak up now, do not keep Alpha Calhoun waiting," Bruce urges him.But the man chooses to k
Last Updated : 2023-11-17Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 159: A Distressed Luna
Kristen's POV"The Greyhound pack run is fast approaching, I wonder who will win this time. Since you aren't participating," It's Nana Joyce. She's visiting for the first time since she heard about my accident."I won twice," I boast, sitting upright on my bed.Nana Joyce puts the curtains out and lets sunlight flow into the room."Calhoun won't let you participate this time, because of your accident," she has this weird look on her face when she shifts her attention back to me."I think so, my first win is memorable," I say, trying to lessen the tension inside of me because I am still worried if anyone saw Theodore sneaking out of my room, and told Calhoun about it."When Calhoun kept cheering for you, I knew he was already fucking you at that time," Nana Joyce blurts out with the suspicious look on her face not wearing out.And I choke on the glass of water I am drinking, and vomit it back into the cup."What?" Nana Joyce asks with a confused frown this time as if she has no idea of
Last Updated : 2023-11-18Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 160: Sneaking About
Kristen's POVOne hour later…"Who is it?" The prison guards hold up their hands to stop me, upon seeing how I neared the large gates."Let me through, I need to speak with someone," I try to fake a rough, masculine voice but it's futile."The gates cannot be opened unless we receive an order from Alpha Calhoun," the taller guard says."I am aware, that's why I'm here," I make this known to them."Who really are you?" One of the guards asks this because I have my eyes fixed at my feet.Leaning closer, I take the hat off to reveal my face.And they gasp upon realizing it's their Luna."Why are you here like this?" They ask in unison."Because I don't want your Alpha to know," I tell them after letting out a sigh.The guards exchange a confused glance before returning their attention to me."Are you here for your mother?" The taller guard takes a step back to examine my face. I can tell because his forehead lines are visible."No, I came to see the new prisoner," I say."You mean the on
Last Updated : 2023-11-18Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 161: A Beast?
Kristen's POV"You must be out of your mind," it's my time to chuckle."I mean every word, Kristen. Every fucking word," Theodore holds onto the iron bars and stares at me with pleading gray eyes. Eyes that are enough to make me sick. Because I hate the fact that he's affecting me deeply, that we share a connection I never wanted in the first place."How dare you?" I am close enough to yell, but my brain aches so bad that I can't. Now, I am starting to think that I am in the wrong for coming here. Had I known, I would have listened to Doctor Melbourne, taken my medications, and rest like the injured patient that I am."You know I am married to Calhoun, and I have his son," I continue talking by stating the obvious."You can bring the little boy along with you, I'll take care of him as my own," Theodore says softly.And this is close enough to drive me insane."Can you even hear yourself, Theodore? Asking the Greyhound Luna to elope with you, along with her son?" I cast him an incredul
Last Updated : 2023-11-18Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 162: He's Gone?
Kristen's POVIt's happening all over again.Unclear vision, a migraine, stuck in my bed and also I notice someone moving around in the background.I wipe my eyes to help subside the blurriness so I can see what's happening in front of me.And it's Doctor Melbourne."My Luna, thank God you're awake." Fear makes his voice shaky, and so does his body tremble."I thought you were going to die, and Alpha Calhoun will end up killing me," he adds."What happened?" I ask because I don't want to think the whole thing with Theodore was a dream. "He brought you here by himself, all the servants were so afraid of him when they saw his wolf. They backed away and let him in." Doctor Melbourne informs me as he sits on the chair next to my bed."Theodore?" I ask."Yes, we thought he was going to kill you, but then he only wanted you to be fine," Doctor Melbourne sighs in relief.I can't believe this occurrence took place while I was freaking unconscious. So much has happened already."The news will
Last Updated : 2023-11-19Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 163: Questions
Calhoun's POV"To think he broke out of this cell," my beta still looks terrified from where he's standing at my side. And I ground my teeth until my jaw begins to hurt as I continue staring at the cell where Theodore had been confined in, a few hours ago."His wolf must be a beast because it takes a lot of strength to do this," Bruce shifts his gaze to the vandalized iron bars on the floor, "Theodore is no ordinary wolf, Calhoun. It's unbelievable to remember how calm he was when you ordered your men to lock. He knew he would escape, that's why he let them lead him away."Leaving my mansion a few hours ago, I didn't know I would be confronted with such horror upon returning home. Kristen sneaked out of her room to meet him in this dungeon, all by herself. Whatever discussion they had, is something I am eager to know because I can feel it in my guts that something is happening between the two of them. And I am a big fat fool because I trusted her too much to confront her."Find him
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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 220: Not Dead
Calhoun's POVBefore Kristen can lose her balance and fall off, I'm already at her side, steadying her to her feet. Her eyes flutter, revealing her impending faint, and her breaths come out sharply, her mouth parting."Kristen..." I tap her cheek repeatedly, but she's already lost consciousness. Cursing under my breath, I gather her in my arms, carrying her in a bridal style.As I raise my head to look around, everyone stiffens. The shock in their eyes mirrors the astonishment I expected. It's been a week since they last saw me, a week of torment for Kristen and the pack.Gregory, with eyes nearly popping out of their sockets, stammers, "Is that really Calhoun?"I shake my head at them, my gaze hardening as I respond, "Yes, it's me. I heard everything. Trying to replace me and marry off my pregnant wife, calling me a dead man."The elders, attempting to explain, are met with my stern silence. Raising my hand, the room falls into an immediate hush. I take a moment to look at Kristen, m
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 219: To Denounce A Luna
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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 217: Where Is Alpha Calhoun?
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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 216: Memories
Kristen’s POVWeeks keep passing, and I'm stuck in a routine, caring for Calhoun, who stays still on the bed. When the pack asks, I lie, saying he's away for business, hiding the dark truth. The lies get heavier every day.The useless ritual hangs over me like a dark cloud. Daily, I tend to Calhoun, silently begging the moon goddess for help. I'm scared. Will Calhoun end up like his grandfather? It's a scary thought, following me in everything I do.Taking care of him becomes a routine, a desperate act of love against an unyielding curse. I change his clothes carefully, trying to bring a bit of normalcy to his unmoving body. He can only have liquid food, his mouth unable to move, only responding with blinks and closed eyes.As the Greyhound pack's Luna, I live a double life. Outside, I pretend to enjoy parties, hiding the hard truth at home. The pack doesn't know about our tragedy.Three months pass, no progress, and questions about Calhoun grow. The lies get tougher.One day, cleanin
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 215: Futile
I return home, my heart hurting for my husband. The house feels empty in his absence and the silence makes the pain worse.Bruce, Calhoun’s beta and best friend, is gone. He was Calhoun's right-hand man, and his death took away a possible solution. Sapphire, who is still mourning Bruce, now holds bitterness towards me. Because she thinks I have it all. Except we’re almost in the same position now.Maddy, busy with her own life, stays distant amid the chaos. It’s been one problem after the other, so I don’t blame her at all.I can’t face Aiden at this point, so I let his Nanny, Cynthia take care of him, while I ponder deeply on how to help my husband break the curse.Inside, my turmoil rages. Bruce's death left a hole in my support system. Bruce’s absence makes me feel more alone. Because together we could have find a way to help Calhoun.Thoughts of my own family haunts me. My father got murdered by my own mother, else. Else I could have confined in him.And my mother is just out of
