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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 135: Heated Argument
Kristen's POV"Time to put up with the attitude," Calhoun tells me immediately after we get home."What attitude?" I am halfway taking Aiden away from the servant. To be honest, I wasn't completely at ease when I left him here alone with the maids. I kept thinking about him, worrying if something would go wrong.And Calhoun waits for all the servants to evacuate from the room before he speaks."Being all strong and valorous, and talking about performing the Luna's rite."Holding Aiden with care, I raise my head to stare at his father."It's my duty, Calhoun. You don't expect me to shy away from it," I am blunt."I know you Kristen and this isn't you," Calhoun has an unsure look on his face, and it's rather upsetting that he's still bringing this up. I thought it all ended at the council hall. "What do you mean by that, Calhoun?" I inquire, ensuring my voice is low because Aiden is awake and cooing, and I don't want to upset him.And it seems like Calhoun is having a hard time telling
Last Updated : 2023-10-21Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 136: Game Of Alphas (I)
Calhoun's POVOne day later…Game of Alphas is the yearly meeting for all Alphas to contend with each other and see who has a higher ranking in terms of power, influence, and wealth. It'd be low of me not to attend as I am Alpha of Alphas in the east. It was through this Game that I rose to power. I have been unbeatable in the past eleven years.Tables are being set for Alphas to compete at the first level, and the head council elder of each pack would meet with the rest to judge the results."Congratulations, Alpha Calhoun. I heard it's a boy.""You're one lucky man."Some Alphas and their betas approached me, immediately I made my presence known. They heard the news about Aiden's birth."I'll bet he'll take after his mom, having your kind of face as an infant would be scary." Someone adds.And there's silence for a few seconds as I try to digest this.My beta stiffens for a few seconds upon thinking I'll pick offense. Not until I laugh and my shoulders shake along with me. And then h
Last Updated : 2023-10-23Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 137: Game Of Alphas (II)
Kristen's POVA few hours earlier.I know what today isThe Game of Alphas.It's a yearly contest for all Alphas to see who's fit enough to be prominent. And I know Calhoun will be there because he's the head Alpha in the East. I love him more than life itself, but I've been keeping out of his way since yesterday. He hasn't apologized for calling me weak and insensitive, but his eyes give out that he's sorry when I see him. Still, I am yet to forgive him. It still hurts deeply that his perception of me hasn't changed. He still sees me as a weakling who he's to protect at all cost, because I was dependent on him. Calhoun thinks I cannot carry out the Luna's rite. He's afraid I'll fail and I'll eventually get kicked out of his pack, where he'll have no access to me or Aiden.Speaking of Aiden, I am yet to start breastfeeding him because no milk is spurting from my nipples, so he's living on just milk and water. The situation is bothersome, but the more pressing issue at hand is the Lu
Last Updated : 2023-10-24Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 138: Game Of Alphas (III)
Kristen's POVPresent.The last time I joined a competition was during the pack run. Except that was different and nothing close to this. Game Of Alphas has to do with only Alpha's and even though I am trying to be bold here, I am trembling inwardly. Because I am here to break the rules tonight. Just as the Alpha's are lining up to participate, and the seats for the audience are getting filled up, I notice Calhoun signaling his men to come forward.They talk for some time, with Calhoun staring at me from time to time, with those eerily blue eyes of his. If I wasn't so upset with him, I would have appreciated his looks. But I am here against the rules, all because he called me an insensitive and insecure woman. The words still sting up to this very moment.Calhoun still has his eyes on me as he speaks with his men.I am wondering what he has up to his sleeves until Bruce leaves his side and approaches me with two men."My Luna," Calhoun's Beta, has a small smile playing on his lips. S
Last Updated : 2023-10-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 139: Game Of Alphas (IV)
Kristen's POVIt's one thing to have a woman sitting on to my mate and it's another to watch him stay relaxed. Will he get a boner? Grab her boobs or smooch her?She's fucking grinding on him right now, and I don't why I feel like shifting and tearing her into shreds.No wonder Calhoun wanted Bruce to take me away, so I wouldn't witness any of this.My whole body is vibrating from rage and pure jealousy. This is cheating at the highest peak.It's a stupid game after all. How could they bring in half-naked females to seduce and entice these men!? And everyone is out to see. It's like a stupid college party with horny and hormonal teenagers. What the fuck?!"Aiden might need you right now," Bruce nears my side again."You think this would send me running off? Then you must be joking." I growl at him, hating the fact that he seems to relax when Calhoun has a woman on top of him."What if he wants to be nursed?" Bruce let his eyes bulge in their sockets."I'm not milking, damnit!" I
Last Updated : 2023-10-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 140: Game Of Alphas (V)
Kristen's POVIf someone had told me Ben would turn out to be my enemy, I would have called them nuts.How could he do such a thing to Calhoun, upon knowing they would all swim with Sharks?Just fuck!I can't believe this is happening right now. Calhoun is bleeding profusely and he's tearing his shirt to tie around his bleeding arm. The crowd is watching in awe. But I am not relaxed, upon knowing the situation has worsened for Calhoun. The smell of his blood will lure the sharks to him if he enters that water. I need to stop him! To hell with the game, I cannot lose Calhoun over anything. Aiden is only three days old for goodness sake."Let me go!" Bruce is already restraining me from going forward, he was quick to capture me upon sensing what I had in mind."You cannot stop Calhoun, he's had a worse experience before," Bruce makes this known to me."He's going to get eaten by the sharks," my voice is shaky, and I can feel my whole body vibrating from fear."You underestimate your m
Last Updated : 2023-10-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 141: Game Of Alphas (VI)
Calhoun's POVI have never seen anyone so scared for my sake. Had I known Kristen had the intent of coming here today, I would have tied her and locked her up if possible. The fear in her eyes is enough to make me weak but on the contrary, it strengthens me to do more.I passed the stage of swimming with sharks and managed to pass two more stages. Some Alphas who weren't brave enough to continue deliberately failed so they would get disqualified, upon figuring the game was getting horrible. Being the Alpha of Alphas required a lot. Climbing through nets that have hard sharp hooks underneath. Falling off led to death, because the hooks were soaked with black bane poison. The fifth round was more of a puzzle, jumping and sliding to avoid barbells.A few Alphas got their bones broken, and lost their front teeth. So far, five Alphas have died. It's a great loss to their packs and families but these Alphas already knew what they were getting into from the beginning. Ben Gregory, the ann
Last Updated : 2023-10-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 142: The Talk
Kristen's POV"I can explain," my voice is low when Calhoun stops in front of Aiden's crib.Our son is fast asleep but the cut above his eye is close enough to show that the fall could have made him blind. He seems so pure and troubled even in his sleep. And I don't want to think of the times he's cried, yearning for my presence. It's an hour after the Game Of Alphas, and we arrived home like this. Calhoun is still very much shirtless, his bleeding has stopped but he still has the bruises. Mostly on his face"You caused this," Calhoun's voice is quiet with accusation but his gaze is still fixated on our sleeping son, and I can't fail to notice how he's clenching and unclenching his jaw."You never should have left him," Calhoun continues."I know and I'm so sorry," I plead, hating myself for the umpteenth time tonight.And Calhoun shifts his gaze to me, before shooting me a flat look that swiftly forms knots in my stomach."Being sorry changes nothing, our son is hurt because you lef
Last Updated : 2023-10-30
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Kristen’s POVIn the midst of the Alpha gathering, as discussions about the Moon's Veil unfold (A disease afflicting werewolves across different packs, causing loss of control during transformation and weakening their abilities), I catch sight of Ben Gregory for the first time in ages. His presence is a reminder of the Game of Alphas, where he betrayed Calhoun, leading to a dangerous confrontation with sharks.As Ben's phone rings, he excuses himself from the Alphas' table. Curiosity piqued, I notice Calhoun rising from his seat and following Ben. Intrigued and sensing tension, I decide to trail after them, wondering about Calhoun's intentions.My suspicions prove right when I witness Calhoun cornering Ben, pinning him against a wall. The boy struggles, attempting to free himself from Calhoun's formidable grip, but Calhoun's strength is overpowering. His eyes glow with a fierce red intensity, reflecting the lingering grudge from their past encounter."You thought you could get away wi
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun Epilogue
Kristen’s POV"It's a girl," the midwife announces, pulling the child out of me, leaving me exhausted and perspiring, helpless on the bed. All the pains wear out from me once the woman places the crying child in my arms.Baby number two.I smile through my tears as I kiss the child.Shortly after, Calhoun and Nana Joyce enter the room to take a look at our newborn.Calhoun, his eyes filled with warmth, approaches me and the baby. "She's beautiful, just like her mother," he says, his voice filled with affection. Nana Joyce stands beside us, a smile playing on her lips."Our little girl," I murmur, my eyes shining with a mix of exhaustion and joy as I look at Calhoun.He gently takes the baby into his arms, cradling her with utmost care. "Hello, my princess," he coos, his deep voice soothing the newborn. "You've got the best mom in the world right here."Nana Joyce, her eyes brimming with tears of happiness, adds, "She's a blessing, Kristen. A beautiful blessing."Calhoun looks down at
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 221: Reclaiming His Place
With Calhoun back, the pack feels more alive. People are taking their duties seriously, and we've resumed the search for Bruce's murderer. But Calhoun is different now, just half the size he used to be. His clothes hang loose, showing the toll of the curse.Despite his changed appearance, Calhoun doesn't bother with new clothes. He dives into managing the pack, tirelessly addressing the chaos that unfolded during his three-month absence. A man on a mission, determined to make things right.In the middle of all this, our one-year-old son, Aiden, doesn't recognize his father anymore. Calhoun's presence, comforting to me, confuses Aiden.Trying to help Aiden understand, I say, "Look, Aiden, it's Daddy. He's been away for a while, but he's back now."Calhoun, bending down, extends his arms to Aiden. But our son hesitates, eyeing him with curiosity and uncertainty. Calhoun smiles warmly, coaxing, "Hey there, little buddy. It's me, Daddy."Aiden ignores him and runs into the arms of his nan
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 220: Not Dead
Calhoun's POVBefore Kristen can lose her balance and fall off, I'm already at her side, steadying her to her feet. Her eyes flutter, revealing her impending faint, and her breaths come out sharply, her mouth parting."Kristen..." I tap her cheek repeatedly, but she's already lost consciousness. Cursing under my breath, I gather her in my arms, carrying her in a bridal style.As I raise my head to look around, everyone stiffens. The shock in their eyes mirrors the astonishment I expected. It's been a week since they last saw me, a week of torment for Kristen and the pack.Gregory, with eyes nearly popping out of their sockets, stammers, "Is that really Calhoun?"I shake my head at them, my gaze hardening as I respond, "Yes, it's me. I heard everything. Trying to replace me and marry off my pregnant wife, calling me a dead man."The elders, attempting to explain, are met with my stern silence. Raising my hand, the room falls into an immediate hush. I take a moment to look at Kristen, m
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 219: To Denounce A Luna
Kristen’s POVA full week passes, and I find myself paralyzed by emotions and fear, reluctant to face the possibility of witnessing Calhoun's last breath. The elders, sensing the weight of the situation, gather all pack members and call for my attention. Reluctantly, I make my way to the gathering, where they confront me in front of the entire pack."We've consulted the pack doctors, Kristen. Calhoun has only a few days left," Elder Festus declares, his tone somber.The weight of their words hangs heavily in the air as the elders present an ultimatum. I must either step down as Luna of the Greyhound pack or marry Gregory, the chosen successor to the Alpha throne.Disagreeing swiftly, I say, "Calhoun will not die. I won't entertain such decisions."The elders, resolute in their stance, continue pressing me. Gregory, a mix of sympathy and determination on his face, steps forward and implores me to consider the proposal. But I know it’s all a facade. He’s not truly who he claims to b
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 218: His Tragic Fate
Kristen’s POVWhere is Alpha Calhoun?The question keeps popping up and spreading within the pack.Until I decide I’ve had enough, and so I called for a meeting with the council of elders."He's sick, okay!" I burst out, my patience exhausted, tears welling up in my eyes."What do you mean, Kristen?" Elder Festus inquires, concern etched across his face.Taking a deep breath, I begin the painful revelation. "It's a curse. Calhoun is bedridden, reduced to a skeleton. We've been trying to find a way to break it, but it's relentless."Gregory, the ever present pain in the assinterjects, "A curse? Are you serious? This sounds like nonsense.""It's the truth," I retort, frustration evident in my voice. "I've been trying to handle things, but it's not easy. The pack needs to know what we're dealing with."Expressions of shock and disbelief rises through the council of elders. Gregory scoffs, "A cursed Alpha? You expect us to believe that?"Elder Adolphus, usually calm, leans forward, "Kris
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 217: Where Is Alpha Calhoun?
Kristen’s POVThe following day, the council of elders, along with some men in our pack, call for a meeting.“We’ve noticed something strange going on,” Elder Festus begins, his eyes narrowing.“Yes, what is it?” I ask, feigning innocence, my gaze locked on him.“Our Alpha has been absent for three months, and it’s you who has been handling things,” Elder Adolphus states, his expression stern.“He’s on a long business trip, but he’ll return soon,” I lie, maintaining a straight face and gesturing confidence with a slight nod.“Bullshit, that’s what you keep telling us all the time!” Gregory interjects, a young man holding a high position in our pack.I meet his gaze squarely, a controlled defiance in my eyes. “Do not raise your voice at me,” I say quietly, my tone firm.“Something is happening right under our nose, and you’re keeping it away from us,” he adds, fuming, his eyes searching mine for any signs of deception.“There’s nothing going on, it’s all your overthinking doing a great
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 216: Memories
Kristen’s POVWeeks keep passing, and I'm stuck in a routine, caring for Calhoun, who stays still on the bed. When the pack asks, I lie, saying he's away for business, hiding the dark truth. The lies get heavier every day.The useless ritual hangs over me like a dark cloud. Daily, I tend to Calhoun, silently begging the moon goddess for help. I'm scared. Will Calhoun end up like his grandfather? It's a scary thought, following me in everything I do.Taking care of him becomes a routine, a desperate act of love against an unyielding curse. I change his clothes carefully, trying to bring a bit of normalcy to his unmoving body. He can only have liquid food, his mouth unable to move, only responding with blinks and closed eyes.As the Greyhound pack's Luna, I live a double life. Outside, I pretend to enjoy parties, hiding the hard truth at home. The pack doesn't know about our tragedy.Three months pass, no progress, and questions about Calhoun grow. The lies get tougher.One day, cleanin
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 215: Futile
I return home, my heart hurting for my husband. The house feels empty in his absence and the silence makes the pain worse.Bruce, Calhoun’s beta and best friend, is gone. He was Calhoun's right-hand man, and his death took away a possible solution. Sapphire, who is still mourning Bruce, now holds bitterness towards me. Because she thinks I have it all. Except we’re almost in the same position now.Maddy, busy with her own life, stays distant amid the chaos. It’s been one problem after the other, so I don’t blame her at all.I can’t face Aiden at this point, so I let his Nanny, Cynthia take care of him, while I ponder deeply on how to help my husband break the curse.Inside, my turmoil rages. Bruce's death left a hole in my support system. Bruce’s absence makes me feel more alone. Because together we could have find a way to help Calhoun.Thoughts of my own family haunts me. My father got murdered by my own mother, else. Else I could have confined in him.And my mother is just out of
