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Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 123: Mother
Kristen's POVFive days later."It was hard to recognize him because he was wearing a hoodie like a young boy," Sapphire explains herself and she has this look on her face like being with me is no different from walking on eggshells."And so you jumped on him," I still glare at her because I am still upset with her. She blatantly told me she was drunk when she climbed on Calhoun. It was the night he went looking for me."I am so sorry, Kristen. Had I known it was Calhoun, I wouldn't have acted that way." Sapphire pouts as she puts her hand on my arm."Just forgive her," Maddy implores on behalf."Believe me when I say I have no eyes for your man," Sapphire continues, using her with her huge baby blues."That's enough," I stop her because it's working."Where exactly did you run to? Calhoun looked over everywhere for you," Maddy suddenly pops this."I just decided to take a break from him," I tell them, which isn't even a lie. But I still leave out the rest of what happened."What happ
Last Updated : 2023-09-23Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 124: Drugged?
Kristen's POV "How have you been, my child?" Mom inquires with concern as we sit at the table. Earlier, she invited me to a burger joint and I couldn't turn down her offer, so I ditched my friends to join her. We drove in our separate cars."Good," I reply, after letting a whole minute pass."I can see you're pregnant," Mom settles her elbow on the table, clasps her hands together, and rests her chin on top of it."Is it Calhoun's?" She asks upon knowing the answer.Swallowing hard, I reluctantly nod."Pregnancy sure suits you, I can't recall being this pretty when you were inside of me. I was as fat as a whale, unkempt because I was just a sixteen-year-old who had no idea of how to take care of herself." Mom winks at me.I chose to say nothing, instead."Calhoun is treating you right?" If anyone sees us at this point, they would think nothing of any sort has ever transpired between us because Mom is staring at me with so much concern, that I find it very hard to believe."You don't
Last Updated : 2023-09-24Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 125: Caught In The Enemy's Web Or Not
Calhoun's POV"Kristen," I pause from the game of chess I am playing with her father, to stare at my beta who just made his presence known."She's not yet back from the outing she went with her friends," Bruce informs me.And a frown hits my face as I stare at my wristwatch. It's 9:15 PM."It's late already and she's not one to stay out till this time," now, I don't want to think Kristen was persuaded by her friends to go drinking with them. Maddy and Sapphire are wild wild girls, one was having a threesome with two men and the other was at the club, drunk as fuck and dancing in the midst of men. Stopping Kristen from being friends with them is out of the picture because she's known them like since forever. But I still need to caution her on how to be around them. She went on an outing with them the other day, only to get kidnapped and traumatized by Jack the Rogue Psycho."Let me go find her," Bruce volunteers, upon sensing my worry. "I'll do that instead, she's my daughter after a
Last Updated : 2023-09-25Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 126: Death
Kristen's POVMy eyes lazily flutter open, only to see Mom staring down at me with an inauspicious smile on her face."What did you do?" I ask quickly, because I can remember how I passed out from drinking a wine that I didn't know was drugged."See for yourself," Mom folds her hands across her chest and moves back from me.And when I try to move, I figure that something is holding me backward, only to stare at my body and find out that I am being tied to the chair."What's going on here?" I inquire, with my heart rising up to my throat because this place seems creepy. And the way I am tied brings back memories of Jack the Rogue Psycho."You think I'll let you live happily with Calhoun, after all you did to me?" Mom kisses her teeth and shakes her head at me."So you admit that you've been pretending?" I accuse, feeling scared and upset at the same time."Oh, yes, I was. I could never be free with you," Mom admits the truth."But you signed the divorce papers, you told Calhoun he coul
Last Updated : 2023-09-26Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 127: Saving Her
Calhoun's POVFive months ago, I was restless while going in search of Kristen because she was kidnapped by Jack, who was obsessed with her. When I finally rescued her from him, a lot happened. She was paralyzed for twelve days and was suffering from memory loss.Now, I am in the position I found myself in five months ago. Trying to find my mate because she was taken away by Natalie, her own mother who I am sure is up to no good.I shift upon reaching Natalie's home, and Bruce who is beside me, does the same. The door is locked when I hold the handle, and I quickly move backward before jamming my body against the door to push it open. I do this for about five times before it works."There's no one in," Bruce informs me as he returns. He's been checking the whole apartment.While I stay silent as I look through Natalie's stuff for any evidence that I can find.Until I spot some badly carved wood on the floor."Christ!" Bruce exclaims when I lower my height to the floor to pick it up.
Last Updated : 2023-09-27Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 128: Grieving
Calhoun's POVToday is Stewart's funeral. It's been five days since he was murdered by Natalie.Sadly, he doesn't have any family members. Just a few acquaintances and I figured that he wasn't in any pack, which means he was a rogue the whole time.Still, he's being mourned. The little time he spent here made people grow fond of him, and they're still having a hard time accepting that he's dead. Because he showed up a month ago and ended up dying so quickly.Kristen is in deep regret for not spending enough time with her father more than she did. She keeps blaming herself over his death.She's not herself anymore. She's lost weight because she's been starving. Something that isn't right for her and the baby.And there's nothing I can do because she doesn't even listen to me.Right now, we're about twenty at the cemetery. Just me, Kristen, Bruce, Kristen's friends, and roughly fifteen people who are gathered for Stewart's funeral.Kristen hasn't spoken a word to me or anyone since we c
Last Updated : 2023-09-28Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 129: Father's Funeral
Kristen's POV Everyone is gone, save for Calhoun who's keeping watchful eyes on me because he cannot leave me out here alone. I am still at my father's grave, with my heart thudding in my chest as I fix my gaze on his headstone which has his age and name.Who would have ever thought that he'd die?He didn't even know about me until last month and when he showed up, he tried to bond with me as much as he could, to fix all the years that I was robbed of a father's presence and love.I still can't believe Mom would kill him. It shows that she's been an awful person all along. How can I ever forgive myself when I know he's dead because of me? If only he hadn't shown up at that hour, he would still be alive by now. But on the contrary, I would have been dead instead.I can't help feeling like I killed him.Mom pretended the whole time, in fact, she still despised me and saw me as her contender. That was why she showed up, lied about moving on, and offered to take me out when she already
Last Updated : 2023-09-29Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 130: Aiden
Kristen's POVThree months later."It's a boy," the midwife lets this out in excitement, and she puts the crying child on top of my chest.I spent two hours in labor and I have never been through so much distress in my entire life before. My respect grew for all the mothers out there.Life cannot be understood until it grows inside of you.It feels surreal that this child came out of me. He's so small and I am a bit afraid, until I put my hands on him, and then I feel the wide range of emotions seeping through me.Immediately, I forget about all the pains I went through during labor. My heart is interwoven with joy right now. And I can feel tears sliding down my cheeks as I press a quick kiss to my son's head.To think I was having inside of me while I went through a whole lot, with Jack Synder and then my mom.Calhoun makes his way into the room, with fear written all over his face."Congratulations, Alpha Calhoun. It's a boy," the midwife smiles at him.And Calhoun blacks out for a s
Last Updated : 2023-09-30
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Kristen’s POVIn the midst of the Alpha gathering, as discussions about the Moon's Veil unfold (A disease afflicting werewolves across different packs, causing loss of control during transformation and weakening their abilities), I catch sight of Ben Gregory for the first time in ages. His presence is a reminder of the Game of Alphas, where he betrayed Calhoun, leading to a dangerous confrontation with sharks.As Ben's phone rings, he excuses himself from the Alphas' table. Curiosity piqued, I notice Calhoun rising from his seat and following Ben. Intrigued and sensing tension, I decide to trail after them, wondering about Calhoun's intentions.My suspicions prove right when I witness Calhoun cornering Ben, pinning him against a wall. The boy struggles, attempting to free himself from Calhoun's formidable grip, but Calhoun's strength is overpowering. His eyes glow with a fierce red intensity, reflecting the lingering grudge from their past encounter."You thought you could get away wi
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun Epilogue
Kristen’s POV"It's a girl," the midwife announces, pulling the child out of me, leaving me exhausted and perspiring, helpless on the bed. All the pains wear out from me once the woman places the crying child in my arms.Baby number two.I smile through my tears as I kiss the child.Shortly after, Calhoun and Nana Joyce enter the room to take a look at our newborn.Calhoun, his eyes filled with warmth, approaches me and the baby. "She's beautiful, just like her mother," he says, his voice filled with affection. Nana Joyce stands beside us, a smile playing on her lips."Our little girl," I murmur, my eyes shining with a mix of exhaustion and joy as I look at Calhoun.He gently takes the baby into his arms, cradling her with utmost care. "Hello, my princess," he coos, his deep voice soothing the newborn. "You've got the best mom in the world right here."Nana Joyce, her eyes brimming with tears of happiness, adds, "She's a blessing, Kristen. A beautiful blessing."Calhoun looks down at
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 221: Reclaiming His Place
With Calhoun back, the pack feels more alive. People are taking their duties seriously, and we've resumed the search for Bruce's murderer. But Calhoun is different now, just half the size he used to be. His clothes hang loose, showing the toll of the curse.Despite his changed appearance, Calhoun doesn't bother with new clothes. He dives into managing the pack, tirelessly addressing the chaos that unfolded during his three-month absence. A man on a mission, determined to make things right.In the middle of all this, our one-year-old son, Aiden, doesn't recognize his father anymore. Calhoun's presence, comforting to me, confuses Aiden.Trying to help Aiden understand, I say, "Look, Aiden, it's Daddy. He's been away for a while, but he's back now."Calhoun, bending down, extends his arms to Aiden. But our son hesitates, eyeing him with curiosity and uncertainty. Calhoun smiles warmly, coaxing, "Hey there, little buddy. It's me, Daddy."Aiden ignores him and runs into the arms of his nan
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 220: Not Dead
Calhoun's POVBefore Kristen can lose her balance and fall off, I'm already at her side, steadying her to her feet. Her eyes flutter, revealing her impending faint, and her breaths come out sharply, her mouth parting."Kristen..." I tap her cheek repeatedly, but she's already lost consciousness. Cursing under my breath, I gather her in my arms, carrying her in a bridal style.As I raise my head to look around, everyone stiffens. The shock in their eyes mirrors the astonishment I expected. It's been a week since they last saw me, a week of torment for Kristen and the pack.Gregory, with eyes nearly popping out of their sockets, stammers, "Is that really Calhoun?"I shake my head at them, my gaze hardening as I respond, "Yes, it's me. I heard everything. Trying to replace me and marry off my pregnant wife, calling me a dead man."The elders, attempting to explain, are met with my stern silence. Raising my hand, the room falls into an immediate hush. I take a moment to look at Kristen, m
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 219: To Denounce A Luna
Kristen’s POVA full week passes, and I find myself paralyzed by emotions and fear, reluctant to face the possibility of witnessing Calhoun's last breath. The elders, sensing the weight of the situation, gather all pack members and call for my attention. Reluctantly, I make my way to the gathering, where they confront me in front of the entire pack."We've consulted the pack doctors, Kristen. Calhoun has only a few days left," Elder Festus declares, his tone somber.The weight of their words hangs heavily in the air as the elders present an ultimatum. I must either step down as Luna of the Greyhound pack or marry Gregory, the chosen successor to the Alpha throne.Disagreeing swiftly, I say, "Calhoun will not die. I won't entertain such decisions."The elders, resolute in their stance, continue pressing me. Gregory, a mix of sympathy and determination on his face, steps forward and implores me to consider the proposal. But I know it’s all a facade. He’s not truly who he claims to b
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 218: His Tragic Fate
Kristen’s POVWhere is Alpha Calhoun?The question keeps popping up and spreading within the pack.Until I decide I’ve had enough, and so I called for a meeting with the council of elders."He's sick, okay!" I burst out, my patience exhausted, tears welling up in my eyes."What do you mean, Kristen?" Elder Festus inquires, concern etched across his face.Taking a deep breath, I begin the painful revelation. "It's a curse. Calhoun is bedridden, reduced to a skeleton. We've been trying to find a way to break it, but it's relentless."Gregory, the ever present pain in the assinterjects, "A curse? Are you serious? This sounds like nonsense.""It's the truth," I retort, frustration evident in my voice. "I've been trying to handle things, but it's not easy. The pack needs to know what we're dealing with."Expressions of shock and disbelief rises through the council of elders. Gregory scoffs, "A cursed Alpha? You expect us to believe that?"Elder Adolphus, usually calm, leans forward, "Kris
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 217: Where Is Alpha Calhoun?
Kristen’s POVThe following day, the council of elders, along with some men in our pack, call for a meeting.“We’ve noticed something strange going on,” Elder Festus begins, his eyes narrowing.“Yes, what is it?” I ask, feigning innocence, my gaze locked on him.“Our Alpha has been absent for three months, and it’s you who has been handling things,” Elder Adolphus states, his expression stern.“He’s on a long business trip, but he’ll return soon,” I lie, maintaining a straight face and gesturing confidence with a slight nod.“Bullshit, that’s what you keep telling us all the time!” Gregory interjects, a young man holding a high position in our pack.I meet his gaze squarely, a controlled defiance in my eyes. “Do not raise your voice at me,” I say quietly, my tone firm.“Something is happening right under our nose, and you’re keeping it away from us,” he adds, fuming, his eyes searching mine for any signs of deception.“There’s nothing going on, it’s all your overthinking doing a great
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 216: Memories
Kristen’s POVWeeks keep passing, and I'm stuck in a routine, caring for Calhoun, who stays still on the bed. When the pack asks, I lie, saying he's away for business, hiding the dark truth. The lies get heavier every day.The useless ritual hangs over me like a dark cloud. Daily, I tend to Calhoun, silently begging the moon goddess for help. I'm scared. Will Calhoun end up like his grandfather? It's a scary thought, following me in everything I do.Taking care of him becomes a routine, a desperate act of love against an unyielding curse. I change his clothes carefully, trying to bring a bit of normalcy to his unmoving body. He can only have liquid food, his mouth unable to move, only responding with blinks and closed eyes.As the Greyhound pack's Luna, I live a double life. Outside, I pretend to enjoy parties, hiding the hard truth at home. The pack doesn't know about our tragedy.Three months pass, no progress, and questions about Calhoun grow. The lies get tougher.One day, cleanin
Let Me Go, Alpha Calhoun 215: Futile
I return home, my heart hurting for my husband. The house feels empty in his absence and the silence makes the pain worse.Bruce, Calhoun’s beta and best friend, is gone. He was Calhoun's right-hand man, and his death took away a possible solution. Sapphire, who is still mourning Bruce, now holds bitterness towards me. Because she thinks I have it all. Except we’re almost in the same position now.Maddy, busy with her own life, stays distant amid the chaos. It’s been one problem after the other, so I don’t blame her at all.I can’t face Aiden at this point, so I let his Nanny, Cynthia take care of him, while I ponder deeply on how to help my husband break the curse.Inside, my turmoil rages. Bruce's death left a hole in my support system. Bruce’s absence makes me feel more alone. Because together we could have find a way to help Calhoun.Thoughts of my own family haunts me. My father got murdered by my own mother, else. Else I could have confined in him.And my mother is just out of
