"Excuse me-ma'am." A knocking sounded on the motel room door. "Anyone in there?"
I froze. My eyes were trained on the pillow that was sitting on top of my come. The knocking continued.
"Miss, there's a package here for you."
This could be a trap.
The knocking continued for a few more seconds before the young man muttered something I couldn't here. He grunted. "It's by the door. If someone takes it, it's not my fault."
I heard his footsteps grow distant. I waited a few minutes to make sure he was gone before finally exhaling and walking to the door. I grabbed the box, quickly, shutting and locking the door behind me.
I brought the box over to the bed, setting it down. I debated whether to open it for what felt like an hour. When my head started opening, I ripped the box open. Curiosity had gotten the best of me.
What the hell?
Inside the box was a watch and glasses. I took the folded piece of paper that sat on top.
Small town, one local motel. It was too easy to find you, princess. You should consider being a tad more careful.
One task and I will consider your favour cashed in. There's a man named Dex who you are to meet. He'll tell you what he needs, you do as he says. The time, date, and address are at the bottom. You are meeting in daylight. Wear the glasses-they have a camera installed into them. There's a button on the side of the watch. Press it when you get there. It's a recording device. Do not come off suspicious, Elle. Leave and get what he needs done. Do NOT loose these objects.Sylas
Shit.
Sylas is someone who I owe a favour to. A few years ago he had gotten me out of a bad situation. He helped me, although I never quite understood why. He could have left me for dead.
I understood now.
The way my world works, nothing is ever done unless you want something in return. When people like us cross paths, if help is required, you better bet wisely that you will be in their debt until it's time to pay up.
Frankly, I didn't mind that it worked like this. Nothing was for free. If someone did something for me, I owed them. When I paid up, I would know I then owed them nothing at all.
It kept things simpler.
Sort of.
I didn't have any idea who Dex was or why this was how Sylas was cashing in his favour. All I knew, I didn't have a say in the matter.
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A Few Years Ago
"Shit." I gasped, breathing heavily. I tried to focus my vision in the dark of the night. I didn't know where I was. I didn't know where to go from here. I didn't have time to think.
"Hey, come back!"
When I heard one man yelling behind me, I started running again. My lungs felt like they were lit on fire. My legs were burning.
I inhaled the crisp air deeply, the wind blowing in my face as I ran and ran, still having no idea where I was going. I just needed to get away. I took a sharp turn and sprinted down the street. I couldn't look back. I didn't know how close they were.
On the end of the street, there sat a rusty, nearly torn down building.
I rounded the building, slowing down to catch my breath. I was panting. My skin felt damp despite the cool breeze. My legs felt heavier; my stomach churned with nausea. I glanced over my shoulder, staying close to the wall when I bumped into something.
"What the hell? Watch whe-"
"Shh!" I winced at the loud voice. My hand raced up to cover the guy's mouth. I stared at him with wide eyes, my chest heaving up and down.
I looked over my shoulder again, around the corner of the building as subtly as a mouse. I waited a moment before looking at the guy, lowering my hand slowly.
He opened his mouth to speak. I quickly put my index finger to my point, shaking my head slowly. 'Please', I mouthed-praying he would stay silent. He probably thought I was loony.
He listened, taking a small step backwards and staying silent. He eyed me curiously. I could feel his gaze on me, causing me to meet his eyes once again. Oddly enough, he didn't look anywhere near as concerned as a passerby should.
The sound of a gun cocking, followed by slow footsteps on the gravel caused my eyes to widen. I didn't have a chance to turn and look. The guy grabbed my arm and pulled me into the abandoned building, through a half-broken door. He pushed our bodies into a corner, hiding us from sight.
It was dark and I could hardly see anything. He still held onto my arm but kept his face up, listening carefully for a hint of noise.
"Oh, darling," the taunt-filled voice sung out in the night-the voice that belonged to the man who had been chasing me. "You can't hide forever. Where is there to go?" He laughed manically. "Everything catches up eventually."
The guy hiding with me looked down to meet my eyes. It was dark but the street lights shined in through all the broken cracks in the walls, through the shattered windows. His gaze was piercing and held me frozen.
For all I knew, he could very well be playing me. Maybe he would kill me himself. Maybe he was with the man who had been chasing me.
The conflicting ideas in my head made my heart start to race again.
The man outside was getting closer, I could hear his footsteps approaching. He walked slowly, like a cat ready to pounce on a mouse.
The guy holding me stepped out from the corner, making my mouth fall agape. What the hell was he doing? He had a death wish.
"What do you want?" He snapped. He was angry but not afraid. "Anything I can do to help you?"
I was going to die. He was going to die. We both were going to die because of me-and partially due to his own suicidal amount of confidence and courage.
The man snorted. I couldn't see his face because I was still tucked behind the wall. "Sylas. A pleasure."
They know each other?
"Don." The guy who had hid me spoke calmly. I could hear the irritation seeping in his voice. If they knew each other, Sylas, the guy helping me, surely had to be in some sort a gang-or something similar. This was just another typical day for him. That's why he wasn't afraid.
"You wouldn't happen to be hiding my friend, would you? Playing hero doesn't seem like your thing." Don's tone was mocking, taunting-sickeningly amused.
Sylas heaved out a heavy, impatient breath. "Leave, Don. We don't need to make this messy. Just walk away."
Don gritted his teeth. "Give me the girl and I'll walk away. Quiet and easy."
"Why?" Sylas didn't seem the least bit afraid of Don. He was dangling a carrot in front of a donkey, not scared to poke the sleeping dragon.
"She owes me." Don's voice was ice cold and growing more and more impatient.
"No, I do not." I stepped out from where I was hiding behind the wall. "You lost. That is on you, not me."
Maybe it was an idiotic mistake for me to expose myself to Don. He could have a bullet through my head before I had a chance to take a step. But Sylas, I didn't know him and he need to fight my battles for me. He was putting himself at risk-for me, to help me. I couldn't afford more blood on my hands.
"You cheated." Don's jaw twitched. His eyes had darkened.
I scoffed. "You can't cheat poker. I won. It's called skill and catching bluffs." I exhaled a shaky breath. I was the one poking the dragon now.
"So, that's what this is about?" Sylas looked between Don and I. He shook his head in disbelief, laughing. "Don, you sick son of a bitch. You're the sorest loser I know."
"She cheated," Don repeated, slowly. He glared at me.
"How much did you lose?" Sylas asked, cocking his head to the side as he looked at Don. "Couple hundred? A thousand?"
When Don didn't answer, I smirked. "Ten."
Sylas glanced at me, his eyebrows pulling together. "Ten thousand?" Surprise flashed across his eyes.
I nodded. "If he can't call my bluffs, that's on him. Not me." I was good at concealing my tells while picking up on everyone else's tells. Poker was a skill of mine. I was good. Simple as that. I didn't cheat-Don really was a sore loser.
For a man and buff and built as him, he could crush my skull for the sheer force of him hands. Considering his appearance, it made me laugh that he was such a big wuss.
Sylas blew out an exasperated breath. "Fuck out of here, Don. This is ridiculous."
Don snapped his gaze towards me, fuming now. "Give me back my money, you whore." He pulled his gun out from the inside of his jacket, pointing it at me.
"Or what?" I taunted.
You're treading in dangerous waters, Elettra.
"Shoot me. You won't get your money whether I'm dead or alive."
Don's free hand clenched into a fist. The gun was already cocked. I watched as his finger moved in-front of the trigger. Everything was happening in slow-motion.
A gun shot went off but I wasn't on the ground, Don was.
"Let's go." Sylas grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the building, shoving the gun of his own back into the waistband of his pants. We started running, Sylas still holding my arm. We ran away from the old building, racing down the street.
I glanced over my shoulder. Don hadn't come out. He was dead. Or he would be in minutes.
After we rounded enough corners, Sylas stopped. He bent down, panting as he caught his breath. "I think-I think we should be fine."
"You know Don?" I asked between sharp exhales.
Sylas nodded. He coughed as he stood up straight. "Yeah. I've known him since we were kids. He's always been the same jerk. He pisses people off, picks unnecessary fights and only ever makes things more complicated than they need to be." Sylas glanced around for a moment. "He never admits he own faults. Shortest fuse I've ever seen."
I croaked out a weak laugh. "I can see that."
Much gentler this time, Sylas took hold of my arm and started guiding me further away. Once we rounded the next corner, he let his hand drop to his side. "Do you have anywhere to stay?"
We walked down the dark and vacant street. The threat of Don being eliminated allowed for a sense of peace, not needing to run anymore. "I'll manage."
Sylas glanced at me from the corner of his eye. "How?"
I shrugged softly, looking at the ground as I walked. "Hotwire a car and head off."
"What brought you here anyways?" Sylas's eyes were narrowed slightly, intrigue lying behind them. "I would've heard of you if you were from around here. Not everyone manages to empty ten grand from Don. He is-was one of the best."
I smiled faintly, not looking at him. "I heard about the underground poker games from some contacts. I needed money."
Sylas paused for a moment. "You must have a lot of confidence in your poker skills." A small grin played on his lips.
I laughed airily. "A little."
We walked in silence for another minute before Sylas spoke again. "Anyways, I have an empty house. You can crash for the night. I can help you get on the bus or find a car tomorrow."
DEAN'S POV"This new girl-are you two friends?" Ben watched me curiously as he slid a smoothie towards me.Ben and his wife were the closest thing I had to parents. I had known them since I was a little boy. They always treated me like I was one of there own- especially after the death of my mother. My father grew distant after that, until he remarried and left anyways.I slowly sipped on my smoothie. "I don't know. I doubt she would consider us friends." I laughed at the thought of Elettra calling me a friend. I could already imagine the look on her face-she would look repulsed.Ben paused thoughtfully. "She's a nice young lady, Dean. I quite like her."I couldn't help laughing. Of course the side of herself that she showed Ben was the polite, cordial side- the one that wasn't really her. She could be nice if she wanted to. It didn't seem like she wanted to very often, not with me at least."Yeah," I murmured, grinning faintly. "She's-something."Something-that she was. She was stron
I sat on a park bench, waiting for Dex. This was the instruction that Sylas had added at the end of his note.I wasn't scared.I felt like I should be considering he was-apparently-a big drug lord, Mafia boss, whatever you want to call him.But I wasn't afraid. The lack of fear almost made me feel like I must be psychotic, sociopathic, something.From the corner of my eye, I saw a man walking in my direction. Subtly, I pressed the button on the side of the watch to start the recording. I didn't know what this was for but it wasn't my spot to ask questions. I was just fulfilling the favour I owed.Surely Sylas wouldn't send me to walk right into my own coffin.I'm not sure how much I would care if he did.A very tall, broad shouldered and muscular man approached me. I could see tattoos around his neck and running past the sleeve of his jacket, onto the back of his hand. He was sleek, an aura of paramountcy around him. His eyes were chartreuse green; bright and glistening as the sunligh
"What happened to leaving?"I turned around in surprise. Dean had caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting to see him at one of the local boutiques."Why must you appear everywhere I am?"He grinned cheekily. "It must be fate."I scoffed. "Don't tell me you believe in that as much as you believe in true love." I rolled my eyes and turned back around, scanning clothing racks.Dean started moving hangers and looking through the racks, despite being in the female section."I would like to take you out tonight."My head snapped up to look at him. He was already peering at me, his ice-blue eyes warm as ever. I blinked. I stopped scanning the racks and narrowed my eyes at him. "Are you asking me on a date, Dean?"Dean tapped his chin, shrugging lightly. "No-if I were, you would decline immediately. Think of it as-the one person you know in town wanting to show you around." He quirked an eyebrow.I hummed and resumed scanning the racks. "What would this-outing-consist of, exactly?""Now if I
All night, I tossed and turned-and this time, it was not because of the springy motel mattress that usually kept me up."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"Dean's words rang in my head like a broken record. I didn't know how to make it stop. I hadn't even given him a proper response."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"It felt like there was a lump lodged into my throat. I gnawed on my bottom lip, suddenly feeling very squeamish. Nobody had ever once cared what I did or where I went. Nobody had ever wanted me-wanted me to stay, for them."Things are-" I exhaled sharply. "Things are more complicated than that, Dean."Dean shook his head, as if he were refusing to listen to what I had to say."You haven't stuck in one place since you were twelve. Just give it a chance, Elettra."I inhaled sharply. My lungs felt like they were throbbing in pain. My entire che
I was giggling like a school girl. "Phil, stop it!"Phil tickled my sides, hovering over me as I squirmed around on the bed. He stopped, looking down at me with mischief in his eyes.I regained my breath, shoving him lightly. "You're not allowed to take advantage of my ticklishness."Phil only smiled. His eyes glinted. He reached a hand up, brushing hair away from my face. "Ellie, you are the most adorable sight I have ever seen."I quirked an eyebrow. "You've hardly seen any sights, Phil."Phil rolled his eyes, jumping into bed beside me. He wrapped his arms around me in such a protective manner, it made my stomach flutter. He pulled me closer into his chest. "If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?"I traced circles over his shirt, on his chest, with my finger. "Hmm. I'd go to space."Phil glanced down at me, his eyebrows raising. "Space? What would you possibly do up there?"I shrugged lightly, leaning my head into his chest. "I'd float. I'd be free."Phil kissed
"You and Callaway's boy have become good friends, huh?" Ben looked at me with a quirked eyebrow as he handed me my usual chocolate shake.I smiled faintly, shrugging. "Dean-I guess so. A little." Most of the time he would just join me without invitation.But he had asked me to stay.That made me rivet with anxiety and dread.I didn't want to care about Dean.Everyone I had ever cared about had left me."He's a good kid," Ben continued. "Hasn't taken much interest in a girl since high school."I smiled politely, watching as he walked off. My stomach was twisting so much I could hardly look at my chocolate shake. I sighed, pulling my hood over my head. Talking about Dean was not helping my already conflicted mind."It's a Friday night-should I be surprised that you're spending it sitting here, sipping a chocolate shake?"I closed my eyes as Dean sat down beside me. I could feel the warmth radiating off his body. I could smell his woodsy smell. Cedarwood, cypress and pine."Boring town.
I could feel nothing but conflicted and confused. It was surrounding me like an ocean of water, slowly bringing me further and further under the surface. I couldn't think straight.Days had passed since the night of the party. An acumen behind my perplexity was the loss of why I was still in this town. There was nothing here for me. Under usual circumstances, I would have already moved on to the next best place. No friends, no family, no house, no possible opportunity to win the lottery-so what was holding me back from leaving?Honestly, I didn't really need to ask myself that question.Although, not leaving this town wasn't the only thing taking my mind for a spin. Dean hadn't spoken to me since the party. When I woke up the next morning with my skull feeling as if it were being pierced repeatedly, he was gone. He had left a note saying he had to meet a friend.I woke up in his bed and he left me a goddamn note.The party itself was mostly a blur.I hadn't seen Dean around anywhere-b
DEAN'S POV"Dean."I glanced at Ben, giving him a questioning look. He motioned for me to come over."What's up?" I leaned against the counter.He paused for a moment. "You were with a girl," he noted. He was missing his usual playful, teasing tone.I laughed awkwardly. "Uh-yes, that's right. I was."He pursed his lips in thought. He looked far too intrigued by the counter he was wiping down. "Was it a date?"He didn't seem-happy. That was usual. He was the one eager for me to find a wife. He was the one always encouraging me to start dating.I cocked my head to the side. "It was. I met her at the library the other day. We started talking, she was nice so I-I suggested lunch. Her name's Isabelle."I smiled faintly. Isabelle had just left, right before Ben called me over. It was a-fairly decent date, I suppose.Ben peered at me in thought, his eyes slightly squinted. There was something he was not telling me, I could see it on his face. My smile vanished, I stood up straight. "What is
It was a cool autumn night, the wind blowing on our faces as we walked down a vacant street. This late at night, it felt like we were the only people in town. I liked the peacefulness of it. Hot chocolate in our hands, our other hands intertwined and swinging with each step we took.I leaned into Dean's side, his body-heat radiating onto me."I suggest a turtle or something." Dean cocked his head towards me, grinning. "A dog is so cliched. Although, maybe we could get both.""A turtle." I hummed. "That's not a bad idea-but can you buy sea horses here?"Dean let out a breathy chuckle. "Sea horses? You want sea horses as a pet?"I shrugged softly. I peered at him. His eyes held the same warmth I should have been used to my now. Still, looking at him made my heart swell. "What? Wouldn't that be cool though? How many houses can you walk into, to see an aquarium of sea horses?"Dean sipped his hot chocolate, licking his lips. "We may as well buy a couple jelly fish. No?"I quirked an eyebr
LAST CHAPTER It was a cool autumn night, the wind blowing on our faces as we walked down a vacant street. This late at night, it felt like we were the only people in town. I liked the peacefulness of it. Hot chocolate in our hands, our other hands intertwined and swinging with each step we took. I leaned into Dean's side, his body-heat radiating onto me. "I suggest a turtle or something." Dean cocked his head towards me, grinning. "A dog is so cliched. Although, maybe we could get both." "A turtle." I hummed. "That's not a bad idea-but can you buy sea horses here?" Dean let out a breathy chuckle. "Sea horses? You want sea horses as a pet?" I shrugged softly. I peered at him. His eyes held the same warmth I should have been used to my now. Still, looking at him made my heart swell. "What? Wouldn't that be cool though? How many houses can you walk into, to see an aquarium of sea horses?" Dean sipped his hot chocolate, licking his lips. "We may as well buy a couple jelly fish. No?"
6 Years LaterI found my reason. I found that bizarre reason I was still breathing and alive on this terrible planet.That reason was Dean.Dean changed my mind.I do believe in love.Love is feeling that first pull towards someone you probably thought you wouldn't like.I raised an eyebrow, my face straight. "Would you be talking to me?"He glanced from side to side before his eyes settled on me once again. "Is there anyone else in the proximity?"I pulled my hood off my head. I couldn't help narrowing my eyes. "Then clearly I look more inviting than I thought because I didn't know I was talking to you."It's the choice of commitment-to continuously make it work. It's knowing almost everything about them without them having to show or tell. Love is remembering and noticing the tiniest details about them."The feeling of love is not having to act crazy over them to know you're indeed in love. It's risking your happiness for theirs. It's something that will save you from your depressio
I was furiously shoving the few belongings I had into my suitcase.I needed to get out of here.Like, now.My mind was spinning, my chest was aching-everything just sucked.God, I am so sick and tired of this stupidly unfair and cruel world.A rapid knocking on the door made me freeze. I blinked.A whole minute later, the knocking didn't stop. I pulled my gun out from under the pillow before cautiously, walking over to the door. I looked through the peephole. It was Dean.Wait.Dean?What the hell is he doing here?How did he even find me?My mind swirled with thoughts and questions, half of which were probably insignificant. My heart was racing. I was frozen in spot, frantic and unsure. Do I open the door? Do I pretend I'm not here?"Elettra, I know you're in there!" Dean's loud voice was slightly muffled through the door.I gritted my teeth, fury taking over every other emotion I was feeling. I swung the door open while shoving the gun into the waistband of my jeans."What do you wa
DEAN'S POV"Dean."I glanced at Ben, giving him a questioning look. He motioned for me to come over."What's up?" I leaned against the counter.He paused for a moment. "You were with a girl," he noted. He was missing his usual playful, teasing tone.I laughed awkwardly. "Uh-yes, that's right. I was."He pursed his lips in thought. He looked far too intrigued by the counter he was wiping down. "Was it a date?"He didn't seem-happy. That was usual. He was the one eager for me to find a wife. He was the one always encouraging me to start dating.I cocked my head to the side. "It was. I met her at the library the other day. We started talking, she was nice so I-I suggested lunch. Her name's Isabelle."I smiled faintly. Isabelle had just left, right before Ben called me over. It was a-fairly decent date, I suppose.Ben peered at me in thought, his eyes slightly squinted. There was something he was not telling me, I could see it on his face. My smile vanished, I stood up straight. "What is
I could feel nothing but conflicted and confused. It was surrounding me like an ocean of water, slowly bringing me further and further under the surface. I couldn't think straight.Days had passed since the night of the party. An acumen behind my perplexity was the loss of why I was still in this town. There was nothing here for me. Under usual circumstances, I would have already moved on to the next best place. No friends, no family, no house, no possible opportunity to win the lottery-so what was holding me back from leaving?Honestly, I didn't really need to ask myself that question.Although, not leaving this town wasn't the only thing taking my mind for a spin. Dean hadn't spoken to me since the party. When I woke up the next morning with my skull feeling as if it were being pierced repeatedly, he was gone. He had left a note saying he had to meet a friend.I woke up in his bed and he left me a goddamn note.The party itself was mostly a blur.I hadn't seen Dean around anywhere-b
"You and Callaway's boy have become good friends, huh?" Ben looked at me with a quirked eyebrow as he handed me my usual chocolate shake.I smiled faintly, shrugging. "Dean-I guess so. A little." Most of the time he would just join me without invitation.But he had asked me to stay.That made me rivet with anxiety and dread.I didn't want to care about Dean.Everyone I had ever cared about had left me."He's a good kid," Ben continued. "Hasn't taken much interest in a girl since high school."I smiled politely, watching as he walked off. My stomach was twisting so much I could hardly look at my chocolate shake. I sighed, pulling my hood over my head. Talking about Dean was not helping my already conflicted mind."It's a Friday night-should I be surprised that you're spending it sitting here, sipping a chocolate shake?"I closed my eyes as Dean sat down beside me. I could feel the warmth radiating off his body. I could smell his woodsy smell. Cedarwood, cypress and pine."Boring town.
I was giggling like a school girl. "Phil, stop it!"Phil tickled my sides, hovering over me as I squirmed around on the bed. He stopped, looking down at me with mischief in his eyes.I regained my breath, shoving him lightly. "You're not allowed to take advantage of my ticklishness."Phil only smiled. His eyes glinted. He reached a hand up, brushing hair away from my face. "Ellie, you are the most adorable sight I have ever seen."I quirked an eyebrow. "You've hardly seen any sights, Phil."Phil rolled his eyes, jumping into bed beside me. He wrapped his arms around me in such a protective manner, it made my stomach flutter. He pulled me closer into his chest. "If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?"I traced circles over his shirt, on his chest, with my finger. "Hmm. I'd go to space."Phil glanced down at me, his eyebrows raising. "Space? What would you possibly do up there?"I shrugged lightly, leaning my head into his chest. "I'd float. I'd be free."Phil kissed
All night, I tossed and turned-and this time, it was not because of the springy motel mattress that usually kept me up."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"Dean's words rang in my head like a broken record. I didn't know how to make it stop. I hadn't even given him a proper response."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"It felt like there was a lump lodged into my throat. I gnawed on my bottom lip, suddenly feeling very squeamish. Nobody had ever once cared what I did or where I went. Nobody had ever wanted me-wanted me to stay, for them."Things are-" I exhaled sharply. "Things are more complicated than that, Dean."Dean shook his head, as if he were refusing to listen to what I had to say."You haven't stuck in one place since you were twelve. Just give it a chance, Elettra."I inhaled sharply. My lungs felt like they were throbbing in pain. My entire che