The girl sat stretched out on a cast iron chair by the lake. Her hair that covered the back of the chair was slightly played with the cool November breeze. She seemed engrossed in writing while occasionally looking at Jet d'Eau.
Harso's chest skipped a beat. It was the exact same sight he had seen years ago. He could feel himself stepping closer to the girl.
Getting closer to the sweet girl, the wind brought a glimpse of the fragrance of the familiar perfume. Then, as before, some static disturbance began to appear in Harso's sight and hearing. The scent of fragrance came and went. Harso tried to ignore the noise.
It was useless, about ten feet from where the girl sat, Harso's vision became chaotic, full of colorful lines. His ears only heard a meaningless sound, like dozens of radio stations playing simultaneously, while various smells burst forth, sickening. Only the beating of his own heart he could still feel in his chest, the pounding heart and fluttering feelings for the girl.
Harso could no longer accept the chaotic flow of information. He pressed the 'End' button. Darkness and silence enveloped Harso. Shortly thereafter, the capsule door opened with a hissing of the pneumatic piston.
"Failed again?" Roel asked in English from the front of the control panel.
Harso, who was still sitting in the capsule, just nodded. He was still a little nauseous from the stimulus fed by the computer.
"Why only this part of your memory has problem?" muttered Wang, sitting at the computer, in English too, and more to himself, "but it doesn't really matter, at least for this stage. Looks like your case is just an anomaly."
"How the hell could you say it has 'no problem', Wang!" snapped Bianca from another table with a curt face, "looks like Harso has a history with that girl!" She then turned to Harso. "And whatever has to do with our project manager, it must be something important, right?" she continued, glanced flirtatiously at their leader.
Smiling wryly, Harso slowly got up from the capsule, his head still a little dizzy. "Wang is right," he said, "this case doesn't really matter right now. So far, we have managed to get accurate information from the LHC. We will solve this anomaly in my memory later, in the next stage."
"Who the hell is she?" asked Bianca. "That, if we may know," she added hastily.
Harso shrugged while making a small cup of espresso in the coffee machine. "Just someone from my past." He took a sip of black coffee in the cup, "it doesn't really matter," he continued.
"There's no way it doesn't matter!" argued Bianca, "there must be something between you at that time that could make our machine unable to read the incident!"
"Calm down, Har, we'll make sure you can re-witness the incident," Roel said with a big smile.
"Thanks," Harso replied, "as long as you don't waste time just on that part. We've wasted too much time there. We'll fix it in the stabilization stage."
Bianca yawned silently.
Harso glanced at his watch. "Alright, let's end our work today, it's already eleven o'clock at night!" he exclaimed.
Without speaking, the project team he was leading turned off their devices. Before long, they had left the laboratory.
***
Early in the morning, Harso could not sleep. After a day of being flooded with events that had happened many years ago, the girl's image, which had started to fade into oblivion, is now clearly engraved in his mind.
Harso came out of the room and walked into the laboratory. On one of the monitors, he loaded the recorded data that several hours ago had shot into his mind. Randomly, he shifted the view left and right, not knowing what to look for. His eyes casually traced the graph, which at first seemed orderly but suddenly turned chaotic, branching and overlapping.
As the display shifted, the chaotic graphics appear to be moving, chaotic and colorful. One of the lines, slowly changing color, grew brighter. No, it wasn't the line that became bright, but the color of the tangled threads around it that was slowly fading.
Harso straightened up at this. Instead, a thump as his head collided with the work table brought him to his senses. Rubbing his stumbling aching temples, Harso scanned the monitor, looking for the lines that had remained colored. None of the graphics have blanched. The curves on the computer screen were still crumpled, and everything was still a confusing bright color.
Harso gave a long yawn. Apparently he was just dreaming. Limply, he turned off the screen and then stood up, about to leave the laboratory. On the way, he was suddenly stunned. Slowly but surely, his mind began to digest and understand the dream he had just had.
Harso knew a thing or two about programming, even though his skill was far below Wang's. He immediately loaded the program his team was working on. Who knows how long it takes to read lines of program code, forcing his limited ability to understand computer language, looking for what he wanted to change.
After modifying the program, Harso rushed into the capsule. He hesitated for a moment, worried that the changes he was making would have a negative impact on him or even the expensive device they were developing. However, he brushed off all doubts, laid on his back in the capsule, put on the helmet, then closed the capsule door, and then Harso started the application.
The helmet turned dark and silent. Before long, the scene that he had witnessed countless times returned. Harso returned to the shore of Lac Leman. The modified results make the audio visual signal feel rough, full of interference and crackling static sounds. The scent of the girl's perfume could no longer be detected, and Harso could no longer even get the emotion that normally travels down his nerve fibers.
Harso's heart skipped a beat as he walked closer. This time, he felt the pulse of his own heart, not the beat of Harso's figure at that time. The interference became more and more as Harso's figure got closer to where the girl was sitting.
The moment he had been waiting for arrived, when Harso's figure was close to the black haired girl. Harso followed inside the capsule, hoped that this time the signal would no longer go awry.
"Hi!" Harso's figure was heard greeted, his voice hoarse at the sound of static.
Harso in the capsule cheered silently. He had never reached this point before.
The girl on the chair stopped writing, then looked back. The girl's brown eyes glared at Harso. Slowly, the girl's smile grew sweet. "Hi!" she replied.
Inside the capsule, Harso was blown away. It had been many years, but the girl's eyes and smile were still able to make him lose her words.
***
With a soft hiss, the capsule opened. Inside, Harso removed his helmet, but remained lying on his back, cursing himself silently for the decision he had made that night. It has been a long time since he had any contact with that girl. Harso thought his feelings for the sweet creature had subsided. Either he was wrong, or the damn computer manages to bring him back to life. At first glance, Harso hopes that time can be turned back, so that he can change the decisions he made at that time.
Harso slowly sat up. His eyes felt heavy. He ruffled his hair, trying to disperse the remaining waves of emotion.
The laboratory door opened. The entire core project team led by Harso stepped in. They gave Harso a probing look.
"We were in the dining room looking for you, Har!" said Bianca, "it turns out you are here!"
Harso smiled weakly. "I can't sleep thinking about the interference we had yesterday," he said.
"And ...?" Roel grunted.
"I made a few changes to your program, Wang," Harso replied.
Wang rushed to one of the computers. "What changes have you made, Har!" he grumbled while loading the program in question, "how many times have I told you, don't touch my program!"
"Calm down, I have a copy," said Harso. "We still don't know what caused the data last night to go awry," added Harso. "the important thing is now that we know how to sort out waste data information, although at this time it's still rough."
Wang took a deep breath. A smile returned to his face. "All right, then," said the man with the slanted eyes, "let's smooth it out."
They immediately sat down in their respective chairs. In the chair, Harso reached for his cell phone, slowly scrolling through the list of names. When the girl's name appeared on the screen, he hesitated for a moment before pressing the 'Call' button.
For a few moments, the phone didn't make a sound. Harso hoped anxiously.
The phone then emitted a series of fast throbbing tones accompanied by a notification that the number he had dialed could not be found.
Harso took a deep breath, ended the call, then went back to work.
***
Towards lunch break, from the open door of the study, Mrs. Rina seemed to be fully concentrated in front of the computer screen. Several silvery strands adorned her left loose hair. Reading glasses perched sweet in the middle of the nose bridge. The leader remains elegant in her long-sleeved white shirt. She draped her blazer on the back of the chair. “Excuse me, Ma'am,” Kalyana said, knocked on the door of the study.Bu Ani turned her gaze towards Kalyana. “What's up, Na?” she asked. “Come on, come on, sit down!” she asked, nodding at the empty chair in front of her desk. Kalyana's heart skipped a beat. Swallowed hard and cleared her throat slowly, she entered Mrs. Rina's study and sat on the chair. “Look, Ma'am,” she said after sitting up straight, “in two months I will most likely have to resign.” For a few seconds, Mrs. Rina just stared at Kalyana deeply. Then, slowly she took off then folded the glasses, and put them on the table. “You mean,” she
Lenses always managed to keep Rajata out of trouble. Behind the camera's aperture, he didn't feel the hot sun over the village of Bokoharjo that weekend, nor did he feel that he was in a hollow mood. He also didn’t care about the tourists bustling around him. The man was busy looking for photo objects and shooting angles around the Prambanan temple area.A relief attracts attention. Rajata took a stone, then stood on it so he could take the photo from the direction he wanted.Suddenly, a voice full of joking screams in the distance startled Rajata. Reflexively, he turned toward the sound. However, it seemed that the movement made his footsteps shaky. The man fell off the rock and his body swayed towards the temple.In a panic, Rajata tried to protect the camera he was holding. It works. The base of his thumb hit the relief, protecting the camera. An instant later, thousands of fireflies flooded Rajata's eyes when his head hit the temple wall.For a moment, Ra
Kalyana dropped her backpack on the floor, then slammed herself onto the bed. It was already dusk, even though only an hour ago the plane she was traveling in landed at Adi Sucipto. Kalyana is annoyed, regretting her decision to buy a sudden ticket at a busy hour. She didn't know what she could do in Yogya the rest of the day. Tomorrow, maybe she'll rent a vehicle. The girl took her cell phone and surfed the internet, trying to learn about some tourist attractions in Yogyakarta. There was nothing interesting, all the information that was displayed felt like passing by, only makes her head dizzy. The breeze from the air conditioning system slowly made Kalyana fall asleep.***Phone ringing woke up Kalyana. Reluctantly, she grabbed the phone from her trouser pocket. Call from Armand, as expected. Kalyana hesitated for a moment, before finally hitting the 'Receive' button.“Hello? What's up, Mand?” she said, still lying on the bed, still sleepy.“Have you arrive
“One coffee, ma'am!” A woman's voice disturbed Rajata's reverie.Rajata raised his gaze towards the voice.A girl was buying a glass of coffee and a plate of fried bananas from the elderly lady, the Lesehan caretaker. Rajata watched the girl walked to the next pillar and then sat back against it with her knees bent. While enjoying the fried bananas, the girl took out a tablet and started working. Her black hair was curled upwards, revealing the shape of her face, ears, and neck.Rajata could only be stunned. The girl's figure and voice reminded her of someone she had seen in Prambanan.Then, as if sensing someone was watching, the girl looked up and turned to the side, towards the Rajata. She smiled briefly, then returned to busy with the device on her lap.Rajata was shocked with embarrassment. After hesitating for a moment, he finally stood up and walked over to the girl.“Hello,” said Rajata, standing in front of the girl.The girl raised
At five minute to eight o'clock, the car driven by Rajata entered the courtyard of Hotel 404. He hoped to prove that Kalyana's phone number was really needed. However, it turned out that Kalyana was seen standing on the lobby steps. Her hair was no longer tied up.Seeing Rajata arriving, Kalyana immediately walked over. “Why are you late?” she said as she got into the car.“But it's still five minutes short, Na,” snapped Rajata.“But you said you wanted to come early!” replied Kalyana.“I know, it's still five minutes short.”“But I've been waiting a long time!”“Sorry, Na,” said Rajata, “When have you been waiting?”“From six minutes to eight!” Kalyana replied curtly.“Huh?”Kalyana burst out laughing.“It's only been a minute, Na!” exclaimed Rajata, shook his head and smiled broadly.“For girls, waiting for one minute is too long, you know!”“So, give me a phone number, please, so that next t
While waiting for the lift, Kalyana took out her cell phone from her jacket pocket. She smiled at Armand's unanswered call. The elevator doors opened. Kalyana returned the cell phone to her pocket and stepped inside.Arriving at the room, Kalyana immediately called her lover.“Hello, Na?” said Armand after two rings, “so busy writing the novel that you didn't have time to answer my call?”Kalyana chuckled. “No, I just forgot that my call was silent,” she replied as she took off the jacket.“So how about Jogja?”“Interesting,” said Kalyana, “Last night I visited Malioboro, then last afternoon I went to Prambanan, and I just came home to have dinner at Gudeg Yu Jum.”For a moment Kalyana was silent. On the other side, Armand is still waiting for the continuation of her lover's story.“Well, at least,” Kalyana continued, “I got to know this place before we left for Barcelona.”Armand just chuckled at that. “So are you co
Rajata sat back on the seat of the carriage. Shortly thereafter, the train left the Yogyakarta station for Surabaya.The cell phone in the pocket vibrated. Meanwhile Rajata took the device. The digital screen displayed a notification of an incoming message on social media accounts. He was stunned as he read the name of the sender of the message: Merina Tambunan.“Hi! Are you my high school friend Rajata?”“Yes,” Rajata typed briefly, replied to the message, still amazed.“How are you, Ta? It's not unusual for you to look at my social media accounts?” Merina replied moments later.Rajata smiled, realizing his carelessness in opening Merina's account last night. “I'm fine, Mer,” typed Rajata, “and you?”“I'm fine too, Ta.” Merina's answer came to Rajata's phone a few moments later.Rajata was stunned, wondering what message he should type.“Are you in Surabaya?” Merina's message came in again.“No, I'm in Yo
The announcement of the landing of the plane from Yogyakarta blared all over the corridors at Juanda airport. Armand immediately left the coffee shop and headed for the arrival door which was already filled with pickers. His height helped Armand see the passengers walking out the door. He immediately stepped towards the end of the guardrail when he saw a small girl walking with a backpack slung on her back.Kalyana smiled brightly when she saw Armand behind the crowd of pickers. The man seemed to half run to the end of the fence, and was already there before Kalyana. Armand's arms spread, ready to embrace.Kalyana also spreads her hands and then enters her lover's arms. “Thanks for picking me up, Mand! Hmph ...!” Kalyana's words were cut short when Armand chewed her lips.For a moment, Kalyana tried to break free, uncomfortable being treated so intimately in public. However, the man's lips and tongue always managed to melt Kalyana, making her forget her surround
"Harso!" exclaimed Karthikeyan at the laboratory door with his three teammates. “We'll go home now! Happy weekend!"Harso just waved back their greetings. He smiled at Kalyana's message about her airplane seat, then put the device on the table, fell silent.Before long, he heard the sound of a door opening and closing in the distance. Harso got up from his seat and headed to the capsule area. He then went into one of the capsule and closed the door, then concentrated for a moment giving a Reference Point to Lidia.A few moments later he was in the figure of a man who was holding and watching the hand of a woman who was sitting in front of him. The man's hand was trembling slightly and broke out in cold sweat. Harso could feel the turmoil of the figure he entered, the turmoil of a young man who had the opportunity to touch the hand of his idol.Suddenly various images of the woman's future events hit Harso's mind. The description of the meeting of th
“So you are ‘Rajata’,” commented the man who was sitting cross-legged on the living room chair.“I am, Sir,” said Rajata with a slight nod. He sat in a chair opposite the well-built man with his elbows resting on his knees.The white-haired man looked at Rajata investigatively. “Frankly, I don’t know what Kalyana sees in you,” he said a few moments later, “especially when compared to Harso who is a scientist and Armand whose successful career has led him to his assignment abroad.”“Papa …!” protested Kalyana who sat in another chair facing the two men. Kalyana’s fierce face then suddenly changed. “Errr, wait a minute, Pa. How can you know about Harso and Armand? “The father turned to Kalyana. “Na, your papa is old-fashioned, not nonsociable,” he said, “I have many friends who are happy to tell Papa about many th
"Mer, where is your friend Kalyana staying? The place looks interesting. Let’s stay there sometime too!”"Oh, yeah?" said Merina, stopped her reading and then reached for the phone Arsyad had borrowed earlier. In the timeline of Kalyana's social media accounts, her friend is seen posing intimately with Rajata on the front yard of a kind of resort. She smiled then hit the 'like' button and left a line of comments. "Looks cool!" she continued to Arsyad. "You’re right! Let’s stay there sometime later!""But that's why I can't see the news feed from of Rajata account, huh?" murmured Arsyad."Why, are you interested in him?" asked Merina while still stared at the phone screen, hoping Arsyad did not see her expression harden a little."You are crazy! I'm not even interested in other girls, let alone, boys!" said Arsyad. "I'm just curious, how come his name is written differently from other account names of your friends."Merina sm
Changi, Singapore, six in the morning. From the aviobridge window, Kalyana saw the wet tarmac from the rain. The air felt a little stifling, but that couldn't make the smile on her face disappear at all."Why have you been smiling all this time?" asked Rajata at his side."Oh, so I can't smile?" said Kalyana, trying to purse her lips. “Fine, I won't smile anymore.""Well, don't smile too much," murmured Rajata with a serious face. "If you smile like that, I will have a hard time looking ahead, as I want to see you all the time.""Ouch!" Kalyana grumbled. “I'm sorry I went out with you! You turned out to be too cheesy, making me nauseous!”Rajata just chuckled while squeezing Kalyana's hand gently.The connecting flight to Surabaya is still a few hours away. After getting off the shuttle train that took them to change terminals, Kalyana and Rajata chose to sit on one of the benches outside the departure lounge. Kalyana took out the phone, kill
"Your career and wealth are not as good as him," Kalyana replied with a serious face, "but I think you can be like him, if you want to work hard. You have the capability for that.""Thank you," said Rajata, smiled shyly. "So, do you want to go out with me?"Kalyana smiled sweetly, clutching Rajata’s hand that was leaning on the divider of their seat. "Ta, I also have some feelings for you now," she said softly. She paused for a moment then took a deep breath. Her face flushed red before even continuing to say, “And right now, I want you to hug me tightly. It felt like I just see someone I had known for a long time.”Rajata smiled, squeezing Kalyana's hand back."But," continued Kalyana again, "I'm afraid of my feelings.""Afraid?""Yes," replied Kalyana. "How could you, who I only met for the past one or two months, could suddenly replace Armand in my heart? Just because Armand was caught kissing another girl? You also just
A bang on the door woke Rajata. Immediately he opened the bedroom door. Kalyana looked neat at the door."Come on, wake up, you lazy!" Kalyana exclaimed with a big smile.Rajata hurriedly took a shower and got ready.An hour later, they were in the elevator which led them down to the lobby floor."Have you said goodbye to Armand and Harso?" Rajata asked as they walked towards the train station."Yes.""How are they?"Kalyana snorted. "Harso sent his regards to you," she replied. "Armand was still waiting for my decision.""You haven't decided yet?""Yes, I have.""Then, why haven't you informed him?""I’ll tell him later, after I finish my novel."“What does that novel have to do with it?""Hey! Stop the nag!" said Kalyana with a big smile. "Let’s go, we’ll be late!"***The train that would take them to Zurich Flughafen arrived shortly after the two reach
Getting out of the lift, Rajata walked slowly toward the door of Kalyana's apartment. Hesitantly he moved the doorknob. Unlocked. Slowly he opened the door and entered.The apartment was dark, only the TV room was dimly lit by the television set at a low volume. Rajata stepped there.In the TV room, Kalyana was seen sitting with her legs bent on the sofa, wearing her pajamas. Her chin rested on her knees while her hands were holding a cup of drink, wrapped around her legs. The girl seemed absorbed, focused on the French-language film that was shown, not caring about her friend's arrival. On Kalyana's face, which was lit by the television, Rajata caught a glimpse of two small rivers flowing from the eyes down the cheeks."Na?" Rajata greeted gently."Hmmm?" muttered Kalyana, still glued to the television."What is wrong?"Kalyana just shook her head.Rajata is sitting next to Kalyana. “Why did Armand leave the apartment? Did you
The sound of grinding machine, followed by the scent of coffee, awakened Rajata. For a moment he was confused about where he was. His body immediately sat up and alert, residue of emotions that Lidia induced."Morning, Ta!" said Kalyana from the kitchen. "Want some coffee?""Yes!" he exclaimed getting up from the sofa."Then you can help yourself!" sneered Kalyana, busy with the frying pan on the stove.Rajata just smiled, approached the machine and prepared a cup of strong coffee for himself.Soon the aroma of fried egg and butter filled the apartment."Come on, have some breakfast!" asked Kalyana while bringing a plate of sunny side ups. "This is the most complicated dish I can prepare.""Armand will be here today, won’t he?" Rajata asked a few moments later, busy scooping up his rice."Yes," said Kalyana with flushed cheeks."What time will he arrive?""Around seven o'clock, I think," answered Kalyana. "W
Quo VadisThe train was speeding gently towards Lausanne. Kalyana was deeply contemplative, looking out the window.Rajata tried to close his eyes. His body still felt a little tired. A gentle blast of warm breeze from the train's temperature control system carries the scent of Kalyana perfume, refreshing. Rajata opened his eyes. "Your perfume smells good," murmured Rajata.Kalyana turned her head. "Thank you!" she said, smiled, then looked back out."When will Armand be here?" asked Rajata."Oh, this weekend, the night before we fly back to Surabaya," Kalyana replied."You decided to forgive him and make up with him?"Kalyana smiled, shrugged. "Perhaps," she said later. "All the information that Lidia put into my head made me feel chaotic, and it seems like the experiences of all the figures we followed made me realize I miss him.""Congratulations!" Rajata replied with a big smile."Why you asked? Are you jealous?" sne