*Flashback*
Victoriå
Hey, can you hear me over there?
I can't really tell if you can hear me.
My mom used to say that someone was always listening, no matter if you were alone.
That's a bit creepy.
But if I had to take that advice, now would be the best time.
Tears fell from my opened eyes as his already tight grip on my ankles only tightened.
I stared up at the ceiling, praying to anyone at this point.
But that never worked.
I looked down slightly, just enough to see his back as he forcefully dragged me into the living room where his friends were.
Then, it started. Just like every other night.
They took turns, beating me as I laid on the cold ground helplessly.
This went on often enough for me to know that if I made a sound, things would only get worse.
My mother stood in the doorway, silently watching all of this happen.
I didn't blame her. She couldn't do anything or she'd suffer the same fate as me right now.
A foot connected with my ribs and I shut my eyes as I felt the pain, not being able to take it anymore.
I just laid there, staying completely still until they stopped to check if I was dead.
They finally stopped after that and I listened as their footsteps left the house.
I opened my eyes, the first thing coming into view was my mother's teary face.
"Baby, I'm so sorry." She said, her voice breaking as she cried.
"I'm okay." I replied, trying to reassure her even though I was too weak to even wipe away the tear that fell from my eye.
"I'll get us out of here, I promise." She told me as she sat on the floor next to me, cradling my head and I shut my eyes.
She said that every night for the past seven years.
She'd never leave him. She cared about him more than she even cared about me.
"I'm going out." I told her, sniffling before wincing as I sat up.
She didn't say anything, she just nodded.
I took my time in getting up, trying not to worsen the pain in my ribs right now.
Walking outside, I took a deep breath as I was instantly engulfed by the cold air.
I kept walking, not having a specific destination but wanting to be as far away from home right now as possible.
My family moves a lot because my father didn't have to best reputation.
He'd hit women in workplaces when they didn't do things his way or in his timing.
The streets were empty tonight and the area was quiet as families stayed inside to spend time with each other.
I ran a hand through my hair then tucked my hands into my pockets.
I hated my life. I hated every single aspect about it.
I had no one I could talk to about this, making this worse for me.
I tried talking to a friend at my old school about it and she reported it, forcing my father to flee with us yet again.
My cheek was cut up and bruised and I felt the throbbing in my ribs intensify.
My eyebrows furrowed and eyes widened as I saw something running toward me at the speed of light and thought of the possibility that I could be mauled by this thing right now.
As it got closer, I realized that this was a pit bull, and it was darker than even the shadows on the streets.
I didn't run, knowing that most dogs only got more vicious when you ran.
It ran toward me with its tail wagging in the back, jumped onto me full force and pushed me to the ground.Instead of sinking its teeth into my flesh, she cracked my face by its tongue.
I smiled, letting out a small giggle as it licked my face. I sat up, realizing that it was a girl.
"Where's your owner, Pretty Lady?" I asked softly as she stood over me, extremely excited as if she had known me for years before.
I checked for a name tag but found none attached to the collar.
After a while, I got back onto my feet, dusting off my clothing and looking around.
There was no sign of anyone or anything, only confusing me more about where she came from.
"Alright then. Come on, Girl." I said, walking in the direction she came from, and she followed closely, walking ahead of me willingly.
This was a huge dog. Well, she was huge to me, as I was only five foot three.
She was completely black with blue eyes and a "Happy Doggy Face".
I was positive that she could've killed me if she wanted. But she seemed to be friendly.
The cold breeze whipped against my cheek and as I looked across the street, I saw someone sitting on the hood of a shiny, black car across the street.
They stared into an alley as they smoked, their shirt was basically none existent.
That only gave me time to observe their heavily tatted skin and muscular back.
They were very tall, even from this distance and I prayed that I could just walk by without interaction.
But that went out the window after the dog barked, catching their attention.
He looked over slowly, grey eyes landing on the dog before slowly drifting toward me.
His eyes were still on me and I got the chills after seeing just how cold they were.
His jaw was clenched and obviously sculpted by the Gods.
His lips were a dark shade of pink and the tattoos on his neck framed his face.
As introverted as I was, I wasn't a liar. This guy was probably the purest definition of "Hot".
I smiled nervously and his face held no emotion, remaining in a blank state.
"Jinx." He said suddenly, his deep voice travelling smoothly through the cold night, confusing me for a second.
That was until the dog ran across the street toward him, going over to where he was a sitting at his feet.
She was his.
I didn't bother going over to him, honestly feeling too intimidated to move and if I even attempted to open my mouth right now, nothing would come out.
Instead of going over there and having him overhear my buttcheeks clapping in fear, I gave him a kind smile and turned, walking back in the direction of my house.
Guess I'm sleeping in the tool shed again.
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I groaned as I woke up, darting up as I heard a noise outside and hitting my head on the shelf.
Opening my eyes, I found myself sleeping on one of the shelves.
How did I manage to fit here? I don't know.
I had a routine every day.
Wake up at 8:30 when my father left for work, went inside and made breakfast out of the little groceries we had, then got ready for school and got there in time before my first period was over.
The pain hit me like a sack of bricks when I stood, almost making me topple over.
I'm too young to have these God damn Jelly legs.
I walked toward the door, catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror and cringing.
My eyes sported bruises around them, and my cheek had a lovely slice across it.
Not even God knows what I did to deserve this torture.
As I got out of the shed, I looked over the fence and saw my neighbour, Miss Reid, approaching.
"Victoria." She sang in her Spanish accent, and I gave her a smile.
"Hi, Miss Reid," I replied, and she returned my smile.
"I made you breakfast, and thanks for helping me take care of my husband yesterday." She said, coming over to the fence to give me two plates.
"No, Ma'am," I shook my head, kindly refusing. "You don't have to give me anything. You and Mr Reid mean a lot to me." I told her, and she tilted her head to the side, smiling softly.
"You're such a sweetheart to everyone, Love. I made this breakfast, especially for you." She continued, and I went over, taking it with a smile.
"Thank you so much, Ma'am," I said, and she nodded.
"Anything for you."
I went inside and gave my mother one of the plates and packed mine, deciding that I'd eat it later.
I took a shower, changed into some clothes and grabbed my bookbag and phone after I did my makeup.
Then I went to my mother's room once I was finished and watched as she lay in bed.
"I'm leaving, Momma," I said, giving her a smile.
"Okay, Baby." She replied, leaving her eyes shut, and I went.
I walked to school, greeting everyone on my way there even though I didn't know them.
After some time, I walked into the school gates, stopping outside in the parking lot to check my schedule.
Math? I came on time for Math!?
That's it, and I'm throwing myself off of the Grand Canyon!
I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even hear someone approaching until they tapped my shoulder.
I jumped, obviously startled and I turned around to see a guy standing there.
His blonde hair was in a bun on his head and his perfect teeth peeked through his lips as he smiled.
He was strikingly gorgeous.
If I had to guess which group he fell under, I'd most likely put him in the "Popular" category.
"Hey there." He started, staring at me with his big brown eyes and I returned his smile.
"Hi." I replied softly, watching as his smile only widened.
There was no way he wasn't up to something.
"Are you free tonight?" He asked confidently.
"Yes." I responded, brushing some hair back out of my face as the wind blew.
"Can I take you out on a date, then?"
I smiled, my eyes getting so small I couldn't even see out of them as I tried to hold in a giggle.
"No thanks, I'm sorry." I responded and his smile dropped.
"Why not?" He almost pouted and I wanted to laugh.
"I'm really sorry." I apologized yet again, expecting him to scream at me or something but to my surprise, he chuckled.
"That has to be my first rejection and trust me," he paused, placing a hand over his heart. "That hurted." He finished.
I laughed as he purposely mispronounced the word before shaking my head.
"I have to get to class. But it was nice talking to you." I told him, taking a step backward in the direction of the building.
"I'll see you around, Beautiful." He smiled, walking back across the parking lot where I finally spotted his friends standing.
I walked away, going into the building and to my locker.
The hallway was clear, aside from the three students that were obviously skipping class.
For obvious reasons.
*cough* Math *cough*
...I must be catching a cold.
Putting my bag into my locker, I grabbed the book I needed for class.
I knocked on the door before entering, giving the teacher a smile.
He rolled his eyes, not liking the fact that I was late, but not caring enough to scold me.
Taking a seat at the back of the class, I received smiles from some of the students around me before I placed my head down.
After a few minutes of trying to sleep, a ruler was slammed down onto my desk, silently startling me.
"Miss Rhee!" The teacher shouted and I sat up, my anxiety rising to the roof. "The answer to the number 5."
"X equals twenty-six." I said softly, catching him by surprise.
"And Number 6?" He asked.
"A equals twenty-seven and B equals thirty. So Fifty-Seven." My voice came out softly.
I always felt like crying while being shouted at.
The teacher sighed, walking away from my desk and I leaned my head against my hand.
As I stared out of the window, I saw a very sleek, black car enter the parking lot outside.
The shiny rims almost blinded me as I looked at it.
Why does that look spit-shined?
My eyes drifted to the tint, which, was extremely dark.
Too dark to even be legal.
The person parked at the speed of light, perfectly parking within the lines.
Another car entered after that one, parking right next to it. But a bit slower.
The doors of the second car opened, revealing four guys.
The first guy and the second guy looked the same, same blue eyes sparkled under the sunlight and brown shoulder-length hair. One of them had theirs in a messy ponytail while the other left theirs down. They were identical twins.
I wasn't even a guy and they made me feel self-conscious.
The next guy shut the door harshly and got out. He had the curliest hair I had ever seen and covered his eyes, glowing brown skin, and dark brown eyes. He brushed his hair out of his eyes, staring angrily at one of the twins.
They began arguing and as he rolled his eyes, they landed on me briefly.
Well, shit.
VictoriåI looked away long enough for them to proceed with theirargument, making me sigh in relief.Another guy got out of the driver's side, walking around andpushing the two that were arguing away from each other.A beanie covered the hair on his head and he had one hazelcoloured eye and then a brown one.His eyes were wide as he seemed to be scolding them.Lastly, out of the first car came someone that almost mademe choke on my spit.The hot one from last night with the even hotter dog.He went here?He walked around his car and sat on the hood, watching thembefore pulling out a cigarette and lighting it up.He was wearing black jeans, a black shirt and a leatherjacket. The Typical "Bad Boy" look.He just sat there, observing them, who I assumed were hisfriends. The afro guy said something and suddenly, all of their eyesswitched to me, causing my cheeks to heat up.I quickly looked away, not wanting to catch any moreattention.Thankfully, the bell rang and I waited for
Landon I looked at her, her eyes looking down at a single muffin asif it were a full course meal.There was something off about her.She picked it up, breaking it into two and sliding halfacross the table on the plate.As she slid it across, the sleeve of her sweater rolled backto reveal her arm.It was almost entirely covered in cuts and bruises,confirming my theory that something was off about her eyes.Her green orbs held nothing but pain behind them and itwouldn't take a genius to figure out that that was the reason she avoided herhouse.She quickly retreated her arm, pulling down the sleeve andgiving me a smile."Do you have any hidden talents?" She asked as shetook a bite.I shook my head, observing every movement she made.Her hair was down, an attempt to cover the bruises on herneck but I still saw it.There was something awful going on inside her house. And Iwas positive that all of those bruises could never be put there by one person.They were too fresh."Come on
VictoriåHe stopped the car down the block, catching me by surpriseas I had told him which house it was.Does he know?"Thank you." I told him, staring up the street atmy house,I dreaded even the thought of going inside, knowing that myfather was probably awake by now. The sun had started rising and I looked over at him, findinghim staring back at me emotionlessly."Thank You." I said again, trying to pass time anda small smirk formed on his blank face.Though he smirked, his eyes remained cold andnonchalant. He pulled away from the curb, driving down the street and Ifurrowed my eyebrows."Around the block." Was the only thing he said,leaning back in his seat. I understood, letting out a small laugh as he gave me a fewmore minutes to think about how I was going to get into my house undetected.If I got caught my mother was surely not going to back me upeven though she knew why I left the house at night in the first place.Sighing, I leaned back in my seat and decided th
Landon I looked at her, her eyes looking down at a single muffin as if it were a full course meal.There was something off about her.She picked it up, breaking it into two and sliding half across the table on the plate. As she slid it across, the sleeve of her sweater rolled back to reveal her arm.It was almost entirely covered in cuts and bruises, confirming my theory that something was off about her eyes. Her green orbs held nothing but pain behind them and it wouldn't take a genius to figure out that that was the reason she avoided her house. She quickly retreated her arm, pulling down the sleeve and giving me a smile."Do you have any hidden talents?" She asked as she took a bite.I shook my head, observing every movement she made.Her hair was down, an attempt to cover the bruises on her neck but I still saw it.There was something awful going on inside her house. And I was positive that all of those bruises could never be put there by one person.They were too fresh."Come on
VictoriåHe stopped the car down the block, catching me by surprise as I had told him which house it was.Does he know?"Thank you." I told him, staring up the street at my house,I dreaded even the thought of going inside, knowing that my father was probably awake by now. The sun had started rising and I looked over at him, finding him staring back at me emotionlessly."Thank You." I said again, trying to pass time and a small smirk formed on his blank face. Though he smirked, his eyes remained cold and nonchalant. He pulled away from the curb, driving down the street and I furrowed my eyebrows."Around the block." Was the only thing he said, leaning back in his seat. I understood, letting out a small laugh as he gave me a few more minutes to think about how I was going to get into my house undetected.If I got caught my mother was surely not going to back me up even though she knew why I left the house at night in the first place. Sighing, I leaned back in my seat and decided tha
Victoria "Long day?" I asked, rubbing my hands together under the table and he didn't reply."Whenever I have a bad day I just think of something better." I smiled, not minding that he didn't seem to be in the mood to talk."What happened to your head?" He asked me tonelessly and my hand instinctively reached up and touched the deep cut."I fell on the stairs." I replied, which was partly the truth. He looked me dead in the eyes, searching for something before he shook his head, obviously not believing me.I ran a hand through my hair just as the waiter came back and I smiled at him."On the house." He replied, still avoiding eye contact with Landon and I was still a bit confused about it.But I just passed it across as both of them just not having a mutual liking to one another."No, it's fine." I told him."I insist." He said, already walking away and I sighed, looking back at Landon.I split the muffin in half, cutting his into smaller pieces and he looked at it when I slid it ov
VictoriåI picked myself up off of my bed, wiping away the blood on my lips and going into my bathroom.My hair was matted with blood, causing a sigh to come out of my mouth as I saw that the wound on my head had reopened because of my father.I got into the shower and washed everything away, washing my hair then getting out and wrapping myself in my towel.After that I got ready for school and left the house, not bothering to make breakfast as my mother wasn't even home.It was still kinda early, so I took the long way to school. I smiled at everyone as I passed by, instantly being cheered up as I received smiles back,Humming, I was about to walk past a man on the side of the street when I overheard his conversation with someone."Miss, please. I haven't eaten in a week." He pleaded."You think you deserve money from me? You'll never be anything but a homeless fool!" A woman shouted at him as he sat on the side of the street in tears and I instantly shook my head.I took the rest of
Landon I leaned against the locker next to hers, watching the side-glances and scared smiles people threw my way.My reputation in this town was far from the greatest. Most people feared me, hated me or acted as though they liked me so that I wouldn't kill them.It didn't work, either way and they knew that. Yet they still seemed to hold on to that lie to reassure themselves.It was clear that she didn't find that out yet and I wasn't sure how much time I had remaining before she finally did.She was the only person in a long time that didn't annoy me with their constant talking. I actually preferred when she filled the silence.Because of that, it was evident that when she was silent, something was wrong with her."I'm so not ready to get farted on." She laughed, shutting her locker and looking over at me."I can kinda smell it already."She looked down at what I knew was her Schedule, swiping some hair behind her ear as it fell into her face. Then she looked back up at me."Which cl
Landon"That's how I met her."His eyes glistened as they looked back at me, a look of curiosity washing across his face. His eyes drifted toward the water, then made their way back up to mine. "My mommy?" His little voice asked, a smile growing on his face as he thought about her and I nodded. "I miss her." He looked down and I rolled my eyes."What have I taught you?" I questioned, staring back at him emotionlessly and he nodded."No weakness." He said and I nodded, standing up. He got up as well, looking at me for a while before he hugged my legs tightly. He wasn't like me. No matter how much I tried training him to not show emotion, he always seemed to do the opposite. He was like her in every way. The excessive kindness, the everyday happiness and the random affection. He'd hug everyone and everything in his path and there was no stopping him. His eyes were a greenish grey and his hair was dark and he had most of my features"Come on." I told him, placing my hand on his head. H
LandonI stared at the painting in front of me, wondering how I got to this point. The house felt empty now. There was nothing to come home to other than our son. I couldn't even sleep in our bedroom anymore. Her things there had stayed the same. Her blanket was still in the same spot she left it and everything there smelled like her.Everytime I looked at the baby I saw her, hating the fact that she wasn't here to help me. I didn't get any sleep as he constantly needed to be fed or changed and I had to do this all on my own. I didn't trust anyone to care for him, knowing that he was the last thing I had gotten from her. No one knew what he looked like. I kept him hidden from people that were just looking for another story. I got off of the chair and walked up the stairs to his room. As I entered, I found that his big green eyes were now opened and he was just moments away from crying. His legs kicked the air as he laid on his stomach, his hands grabbing at the blanket. I watched her
Victoria The door opened again and I looked up to find Landon walking in, his eyebrows arched more than usual and I knew that he was angry. "What's wrong?" I asked, pulling the blanket further up onto my body and he looked at me."I can't do this." He shook his head almost frustratedly. I pointed to the chair next to my bed and he stood there for a while before sighing and running a hand through his hair. He came over and sat, crossing his arms over his chest and I knew he was trying to suppress his emotions.I motioned for him to lean closer before cupping his face in my hand, my arm too weak to even lift properly. I stroked his cheek with my thumb and gave him a small smile."You have your whole life ahead of you, Landon," I paused, another sharp pain hitting me in my chest. "You have to move on, okay? For me.""No." He replied curtly, his tone dark and I sighed, expecting nothing less from him."Landon, you can't hold onto this forever. You'll torture yourself." "No, Victoria."
Victoria I laid on the bed, looking at the ceiling blankly. A tear rolled down my cheek as I finally allowed myself to cry because I was alone. There was no one around to be strong for. I was in so much pain. My brain screamed for it to just end and I sniffled as another tear fell. The surgery was scheduled just mere minutes away as they didn't want to risk me passing and the baby dying as well. I knew that this was it. It had to be.There was this bitter taste in my mouth as I laid there. The only sound heard was the beeping of the monitor and my breathing which was loud due to the oxygen mask. They had prepared me for surgery already and my friends were here. They'd be allowed to come in soon to say their final goodbyes and it was this moment that made me realize that I didn't want to go. I prayed and hoped that by some miracle I'd survive this but I knew better. There was no way.Landon was outside making a call and I wiped away my tears quickly as the door opened. Mia and the o
Victoria I was still strong despite my condition. My body was weak and my stomach was heavy but I still managed to build enough strength to walk. It was hard, but I didn't mind. At least I was still around for now. I was supposed to be moving around in a wheelchair but frankly, that just made me feel worse. I continued to do interviews and there were tons of articles covering my life. Even the news kept up with it because it was genuinely a really rare thing to happen. I wanted to see the ocean before I went to the hospital, knowing that this would be the last time I see the world.He walked back into the Living Room a while later and turned the TV on for me. Then he handed me the Jello Cup with a spoon and a napkin before he sat on the other couch and opened his laptop. He buried himself neck deep in work and I ate with my eyes shut, listening to the TV."Let's go to the park." I suggested randomly and he looked up from the screen.He shut his laptop and took it with him as he walk
VictoriåMonths laterToday was December 23rd, one day away from Landon's birthday. One day away from the end. I was surprised that I had made it this long. I laid in bed, my eyelids too heavy to lift. The oxygen mask on my face had been a constant thing since last month, as I couldn't really breathe on my own for more than an hour at a time.I was in more pain than I had ever been in, in my entire life. My stomach was huge now and my body was too weak to even handle its weight. I was already dealing with the pain of my cancer and the constant kicking and punching going on in there wasn't really helping.Tomorrow was the surgery. The baby would be here at just eight and a half months and that wasn't too bad. Definitely not preterm. I just prayed that everything went well. I knew the chances of me surviving this were literally zero and that was okay in my book. I knew that Landon was physically prepared.Over time he'd grown into a really great guy. He did everything for me before I ev
LandonI ran a hand through my hair as I sat in my bedroom, not knowing what anxiety felt like but if I had to make a guess, this would be it. She was out, spending time with her friends and I was on edge the entire time.The air around me smelled like Coconut and Vanilla, a scent I'd grown rather accustomed to. My dresser was now filled with her things; various different products which contributed to the room's scent. I got up, walking to the door and grabbing a shirt on the way out. I pulled it over my head as I descended the stairs, going to the kitchen. I sat behind the counter and checked my phone, seeing as there were still no calls or texts from her."Boss. Permission to speak?" Theo asked from behind me, staying where he was."Granted." I replied, taking a sip from my drink and listening as he approached."Mister Santos is outside." "My office." I got up, walking out of the kitchen and going into my office. I sat behind my desk just as they walked in. He hadn't changed much
She didn't need to tell me that. She made her decision a long time ago. I sighed, taking her hands off of my face and bringing them to my lips. "I want, what you want." I said and she smiled, smacking my cheek."Thank God. Because you didn't actually have a choice." She replied jokingly. She opened her arms, scooting to the edge of the bed and hugging me tightly. "What if I'm not a good father?" I asked nonchalantly as I placed my head in her neck and she breathed out a small laugh."Nobody's perfect." She tried reassuring me and I held her tightly, knowing what was to come in a few months."Would you hate me?" I questioned further and her arms around my neck tightened slightly."You're my wife, Landon. I can't hate you." She assured me and somehow, I felt better about everything. She managed to drag me into something new each month. Things I didn't think were possible for me suddenly began happening and I couldn't complain. "Now help me to the bathroom so I can let all of this hosp
LandonI sat, staring at her sleeping face as she laid on the hospital bed again. There was an oxygen mask on her face to help her breathe and even then her breathing was shallow. She had been asleep for a few hours and showed no signs of waking up any time soon.I took her hand, looking down at the ring on her finger. Her skin was pale now, every little scar she had turning purple. Her long eyelashes casted shadows on her cheeks. She looked peaceful as she slept and I sighed, leaning back in my seat.For the first time in my life, I felt hopeless. I could only watch as she got worse and I couldn't do anything about it. I was tired of seeing her in this room for weeks at a time. Tired of seeing her in pain everyday. She couldn't die. There was no way things would ever be the same without her. There'd be nothing to look forward to every day; nothing to look forward to in the future. No more excited smiles when I visited, no more late nights listening to her dreams, no more buying her