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Author: Trickology
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-03 22:25:44

Victoriå

I sat by the lake, looking out at the water as I did.

My body was extremely weak after today and I felt too drowsy to go to school.

I dipped my foot into the cold water, watching as my foot made small ripples.

There was no doubt in my mind that I was depressed.

But I didn't know what to do about that. Maybe if I surrounded myself with more people I'd forget about it.

Or maybe I'd make them sad too.

I laid, allowing the sunlight to fall onto my face and I stared up at the sky.

Today was a nice day outside. The sun was warm, but the atmosphere was cool.

The busy city could be heard from all the way over here and I took my hair out of it's ponytail.

I was afraid to be here, due to what happened last time.

After a while I decided to go home. So I did. After I stopped at Dino's that was.

I walked into the Diner and sat, placing my head down onto the table at the back and sighing.

"Long week?" The same waiter asked and I looked up, smiling when I saw him.

"Hey, You," I said, runnin
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