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LOT Part 26
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Lack of Trust LOT Part 27
Lack of Trust Part 27 PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV His blank eyes stared at his blood-stained hands without blinking his eyes like he was in some trance while his mind was replaying the same scene like a loop to torture him more what he was going through.His heart was pounding insanely in his ribcage as if it will tear his chest apart but it sank in fear that he might lose her forever which he will not be able to bear.The pain and fear that he had felt till now in his life was so far away that the intense pain and fear building in his heart.He felt as if someone was strangling him ruthlessly and with every second the pressure was becoming unbearable, making his breathe laboured but still he was too numb to react.He couldn’t even imagine losing her, today he realized that he never had any other emotion except love for her and what he called hatred was his anger and disappointment at how she could destroy everything so blindly in her hatred but today it didn't m
Last Updated : 2024-08-10Lack of Trust LOT Part 28
Lack of Trust Part 28PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV Her eyes were following his every movement, she could see the same pain and anguish in his eyes that she had seen in Khanak's eyes, they both were pathetic without each other which was solely his fault.She could understand his situation, the dilemma he was in when he chose to distress Khanak, but didn’t he know her well enough to know that she couldn’t commit a sin like killing and that too his mother?She couldn’t deny the fact that he loves Khanak more than him, his eyes were enough to show the mirror of his heart which only beat for her.He didn’t move out of corridor for a second from the time he returned, he’s the first one who jumped on the doctors whenever they came out after checking on Khanak, he called the doctor's best team for her and how disappointed he was when they said the same thing "All we can do is wait." He looked devasted, dejected and gloomy with only desperation to see her in his eyes.If h
Last Updated : 2024-08-12Lack of Trust LOT Part 29
Lack of Trust Part 29PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV “I am sorry my baby” Her fingers lovingly were tracing her baby bump with tears rolling down from her eyes like waterfall silently as she felt helpless and broken that her baby had to endure all this because of her, six months in jail was enough to destroy all her hopes that he and their family will come here for her or take her away from here but she wanted a happy life for her baby outside these four walls where it could breathe freely.Her baby was the only thread that kept her connected to life, otherwise she couldn’t even imagine what she would have done to herself, this was worse than a nightmare for her as this was her horrible reality. What hurt her the most was the accusations she saw in Danish's eyes that were shouting that she was the sole responsible for all this even though she herself was a victim in all this fiasco.A silent sob escaped her mouth as her mind wondered how he would have treated her if
Last Updated : 2024-09-02Lack of Trust LOT Part 30
Lack of Trust Part 30PLEASE, VOTE, COOMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV Nine years ago "I won't let you do that" Ratna yelled at Danish while cursing Khanak in her mind who was the cause of the fight her son was about to have with her again but the determination in his eyes was her clue that like every time, he will not back down whether she accepted it or not, which worked to fuel the hatred for her in her heart.The party was going on in full swing until Danish broke the news that he wanted to announce their marriage in front of the media which she will not let happen at any cost.She had never accepted but she was not unaware of the fact that this girl came first in her son's life, even before her.“I am not asking you, I am telling you that I am going to announce our marriage, now it is your choice whether you want to support me or not” his voice was calm and respectful contrary to what he was feeling."So will you go against me for her??" She asked gritting her teeth in anger w
Last Updated : 2024-09-19Lack of Trust LOT Part 31
Lack of Trust Part 31PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POVRiya gasped loudly catching Varun’s attention who was too stunned to react. He just peered at her astonishing face as he didn’t comprehend what to do or say so he chose to remain silent but he squeezed her hand to tell her that he was with her. Their eyes moved to Khanak to find her numb and her clueless eyes glued on Ratna while Danish stood behind her with clench jaws.“Stop spouting nonsense about my wife, he committed suicide” Rohit shouted seething in anger jumping into the fight to defend his daughter and late wife who used be his companion in hard time but his eyes wondered around to see three shocking face and one neutral one but the way his eyes turned cold was enough to know him that he was equally shocked by this tremendous revelation.“And who was the reason for his suicide??” she retorted back back gritting her teeth furiously at his audacity to defend that selfish woman and added with more bitterness
Last Updated : 2024-09-25Lack of Trust LOT Part 32
Lack of Trust Part 32 PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV RedThis was what only he could see this. He was feeling as if his nerves would burst because of that fury, he was trying to hold it inside him when it wanted nothing but destruction but what made it worse and insufferable was the guilt which was gnawing him, throwing him into a deep pit where he couldn’t see anything except darkness.No words existed that could explain his appalling state, he felt as if someone was stabbing his heart repeatedly, the brutality increasing with every second, making him writhe in pain but he couldn’t do anything to ease it as now he was going to live his whole life with this pain which will make him suffer every second but his guilt will not let him die.He was ready to bear every pang and stab of pain even if it ripped him apart, but before that he had to do some things for her but to his shame, he was late for nine years which he could never compensate.All this could had been rev
Last Updated : 2024-11-13Lack of Trust LOT Part 33
Lack of Trust Part 33PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV “Someone tell me what has happened?” Rohit's pent-up frustration which he had been holding for the last few hours exploded. He was already troubled by the talk he had some time ago with experts who raised doubts that Jyoti's death could be a murder but due to lack of evidence they couldn’t be sure.They needed more time to read her case history properly when he was dying to know the truth because it was not just only thing that was brewing a strange stir inside him, Khanak was the innocent of Shivansh’s unshakeable determination and after Kalindi's incoherent mumbling, he doubted that he had failed in trusting his daughter.He returned home a few hours back to find Kalindi unconscious on the couch and everyone standing numb with some unknown emotions swirling in their eyes but he could see underlying anger and pain in their eyes.He immediately took Kalindi to their room and called the doctor to check her but what
Last Updated : 2024-11-21Lack of Trust LOT Part 34
Lack of Trust Part 34PLEASE VPTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Danish’s POV Had you ever felt like this that you wanted to kill yourself to free yourself from the gut-wrenching pain that was burning your soul and heart but you couldn’t because how could you choose death when she's suffering in pain, this was what I was feeling.Something inside me was screaming that I should kill myself to free myself from the guilt and pain that was choking me by making every breath unbearable for me, which was no less than an acid for me, but there was something that was holding me back, I couldn’t choose death, I had to live with this guilt.I only deserved this life which with only agony and pain for what I'd done to her.I used to think that the nine years I had spent without her were hell but it was nothing in comparison to these two weeks, it felt as if there were thousands of needles pricking my body which was making me worse and worse every second but there's nothing I could do but tolerate it, e
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Lack of Trust LOT Part 42
Lack of Trust Part 42PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Khanak’s POVI felt like there was a war going on between my heart and my mind, it didn’t matter who will win, I will definitely loose but still I wanted my mind to win because my heart could bring me nothing but pain.My rebelling heart was still yearning to see him once since Ashish Bhai had told me what had happened to him which was no less than a shock for me.I couldn’t stop myself from wondering how long he had been suffering from this but at the same time I also wanted to bury this urge to know about his pain which was provoking me to put my thoughts in words."Will you take him back into your life??" My inner voice asked me making me retort instantly “No, never, I will not decline that I am dead worried for him but the story of Khani and Ansh is over long back.”I knew that my words and my thinking were contrary but my love for him had never diminished, I had just buried it deep as now there was no place for love in my l
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Lack of Trust Part 41 PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV “Dadda” little girl shouted enthusiastically running towards him with spreading her arm widely making his lips formed into a wide smile. He pulled her up securely in his arms, pressing a long kiss on her forehead, making her giggling loudly as she cupped his face in her little palms before showering him with kisses while beaming “I love you dadda” He closed his eyes for a few seconds feeling an immense joy in his heart, staring her adorable face with so much love and adoration before they moved to the woman, his love standing beside them, she was peering at them with broad smile plastering on her face which turned wide as he pulled her close to them wrapping his arm around her waist before kissing on her forehead with same love and admiration who giggle like the little girl putting her face on his chest while her one reached to pull the cheek of little girl and other snaked around his waist to hug him more.
Lack of Trust LOT Part 40
Lack of Trust Part 40PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV"Did you get the information I told you to find?" she asked him, making him nod. “Your suspicion was right, they are in that business but it is not under their name, they are the driving force behind it, but…..” he paused for second before starting again finding her staring at with many questions swirling in her eyes “I tried to go deeper but it's worse than we thought."“Spill out me whatever you want to tell me directly” she asked him as she had to go home as soon as possible, she had left Ruhan alone at home, that thing was different that there was no one at home except Shiransh and him as Shubham and Angesh went for some work and she didn’t know about Lavanya but she never knew when one of them will land at there to add another nightmare to the misery of that innocent child so she had hurry up.“Ok, look this” he pushed his phone on the table towards her showing her few images of them inside the warehouse doin
Lack of Trust Chapter 39
Lack of Trust Part 39PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POVThe first thing Kalindi did reaching home was to inform Shubham about Varun and Riya's meeting tomorrow, who assured her that he will handle everything but she couldn’t shrug off the tension bubbling inside her "Don't worry and just keep your mouth shut, I know how to handle this kind of situation well, so relax”“Riya and Varun, I understand your concern and I also want to meet Khanak but I don't think this is the right time, you know how angry Digvijay bhaisahab is with her and we wouldn't want him to cause any more trouble for Khanak that she is already dealing with, I think we should wait for it a little longer” she tried to pollute their mind with her sugar coated words to stop them from meeting Khanak like she always did by wearing a fake face of concern but this time she was unable to break their determination and couldn’t push further even if she wanted to when she saw Riya's eyes scrunching up in doubt so s
Lack of Trust LOT Part 38
Lack of Trust Part 38PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV “You're still here" He looked up at her voice to see her staring at him with concern, no malice in her eyes despite the words he spewed at her in the hospital which he really regretted.“You can come inside if you want” she offered him meekly, not sure how he will react. He shook his head as his eyes moved towards the door which she noticed."She won't like it and I don't want to hurt her further than she already is” a heavy sigh left out of her mouth as she scanned his gloomy features, he looked tired and dejected.She went inside without uttering single word which made him think that she was angry at him for his rude behaviour so he didn’t stop her but decided to apologize her next time.He threw his head back closing his eyes as they were stinging like hell due to lack of sleep but he didn’t complain but they shot open as he felt tapping on his shoulder to find her standing infront of him with a coffee mug in
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Lack of Trust Part 37PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV It had been more than five hours that he had locked himself in a room but after two hours silence, the sound of vandalism and his gut-wrenching screams didn’t stop even for a second, making them aware of his pain but their worry and anxiety reached its peak when suddenly everything became quiet without giving them any clue as to what was going on inside.An anxious silence prevailed, making them rush towards the door in panic, fearing that he may have done something to himself but when they didn’t get any kind of response even after reportedly banging, they decided to break the door and within a few seconds the door was hanging from the hinges but the view inside was as if a hurricane had passed through here, the entire room was destroyed with everything scattered on the floor.They petrified eyes ran around the room to locate a trembling figure in the corner of the room, his agonizing eyes were set on the pile of
Lack of Trust LOT Part 36
Lack of Trust Part 36 PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POVFlashback continued……….She looked up with a beaming smile to replace a scowl when her eyes halted at the face of him who may not be the last person, she wanted to see but yet here he was with that cunning smirk dancing on his face, her desperate eyes roamed around the room to see the one for whom her heart yearned but found nothing but disappointment.His calculative eyes squinted at her, scanning her up to toe before he just took two long strides to stand in front of her but she flinched back little as he raised his hand towards, deepening his smirk.The glint of seeing her Ansh turned into anger in her eyes as her hand reached to her stomach, trying to cover it by her saree from him in securing manner as a strong wave of protectiveness surged into her.He was observing her every move but his pupils darkened as his eyes fell on her baby bump which was a sign of his defeat that even after separating them, he was
Lack of Trust LOT Part 35
Lack of Trust Part 35 PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME Author’s POV "Boss" his voice held worry as his eyes darted up and down scanning his form before settling on his face causing him gasp lowly but he didn’t let out his worry. His face was neutral but he could see the underlying madness swirling in his stormy eyes which was enough to warn him of the coming storm.He didn’t know what was there in those letters that a strange and scary silence prevailed, he couldn’t shrug the shiver that ran down his spine when he came out of the room two weeks later with a dark aura emitting out of him to throw orders at him “Get the chopper ready, we are going to Delhi”“He is here” he informed him consciously getting his full attention whose face morphed into something which he couldn’t recognize any more while his eyes darted towards the man standing behind him with impassive face. He's also a total mess with red eyes and a pale face like his boss. The dark circles under his eyes were enough
