CHAPTER TEN | COCK BLOCKING RESPONSIBILITIESNATHANWe are both painfully still as my lips touch the spot I am supposed to mark. The urge to mark her is so strong that I have to close my eyes to regain my senses for a second. I move down and kiss her inner thigh, her chest raising and falling rapidly as she gasps for breath. I stop when I reach the place she wants me the most. I won't give her what she wants, not until she begs for it. I start kissing her stomach and move upwards until my mouth meets hers. I press my lips against her, finally releasing the tension that has been building since the first phase of her heat. I can't believe I am kissing her.It was never my plan to kiss her, not less touch her. Hell, I wasn't even planning on speaking to her. I only came to her room to check on her. The moment I saw her pleasuring herself while moaning out my name, my self-control was shattered into tiny little pieces. I knew then and there that I wasn't going to leave the room with
CHAPTER ELEVEN | THE AFTERMATHALENAHe left. I can't believe he just fucking left in the middle of me blowing him off. He just fucking left, no explanation, no nothing. Hell, he didn't even spare me another glance. I honestly had it in mind to follow him and demand why the hell he would just get up and leave like that, but my horny ass had other plans. I was so turned on by sucking Nathan off that I had to touch myself and get myself off before going after my mate. My pleasure is my priority.I practically shake in anger as I walk through the halls of the pack house. I am on my way to tearing Nathan into pieces for leaving when we were supposed to get intimate. I don't know where I am heading since I currently have a clue about where he is. All I know is that I'm going to find him and when I do, I'll make sure he fuck's me. If that doesn't work, then I will move to my next plan. Begging him to fuck me. Even after three orgasms, I am still really desperate to feel him inside
CHAPTER TWELVE | RAGEALENAEven a blind person would be able to see the love in Nathan's eyes as he stares at her like she's the only thing in the world worth seeing. The love in his eyes as her looks at her can not be mistaken.I can barely register the whimper and growl that vibrates from my chest as my wolf fights for control.Everything now makes perfect fucking sense.Nathan refuses to accept me as his mate because he is in love with another woman. A woman that unfortunately for him and fortunately for me was not ordained to be his mate.This must have been the reason Nathan wasn't affected by the smell of my arousal, during the two days of my heat.This is why he refuses to claim me. This is why he won't mark and mate with me.All the respect I have for Lucinda suddenly vanishes into thin air within seconds.When I was first introduced to her, I was amazed and impressed by her position as the pack head warrior. The confidence that seemed to have been rolling off her in waves mad
CHAPTER THIRTEEN | REGRETALENAMy head is throbbing and my muscles are aching. It feels like I travelled throughout the world on foot. My legs are so sore that I am sure I won't be able to get up from the hospital bed.I woke up some minutes ago and found myself in a hospital bed. Not just any hospital, but the same one I got admitted into when Nathan stabbed me.This should be the part where the same doctor that treated me last time comes in and confesses his undying love for me. Then I will find out that Nathan isn't my true mate but used a love potion on me because he fell madly in love with me two years ago.“It was love at first sight," he would say to me.Then Nathan would become the villain of the story and try to kill me and my true mate. I would sacrifice my life for the doctor and get killed instead. Then the moon goddess would be moved by the love I have for my mate and grant me ten more lives. Then I and my true mate would leave happily ever after.I sigh as I imagine how
CHAPTER FOURTEEN | CONSEQUENCESALENALucinda holds my hands tightly as we slowly make our way to Nathan's office.Unfortunately for me, she is taking me to the same place my madness started.I plead with her and even almost went on my knees, begging her to spare my life and let me go. Lucinda just rolls her eyes and tells me that I am being overdramatic.I don't even want to start thinking of the punishment Nathan is going to give me this time around. I mean if he locks me up for trying to run away from him, then he is going to strangle me to death for causing a scene during an important meeting and also in front of his pack members.“Lucy, please don't do this. Don't take me to him, you are better than this. He is going to have my head for lunch."Giving Lucinda a nickname and exaggerating my predicament is the only other way I can think of to make her help me. I have tried every single trick I could think about and even went to the extent of trying to guilt trip her into letting me
CHAPTER FIFTEEN | TRAINING MY FOOTALENAOne weekIt has been an entire fucking week since I have last seen and spoken to Nathan. We never exactly talked much from the beginning, but I thought everything would be different after the intimate moment we shared last week.I feel like everything just worsened.I guess he is one of those guys that ignore a girl after having sex with them. Thank goodness we didn't go further that day. I would have been feeling that he used me for sex, and would become depressed. The mate bond is making me fret and stress over every little thing. I get irritated and ticked off over little things I would normally ignore.I guess the belief that one can not live without his or her mate after meeting them is true. I mean look at me, it has just been a week without Nathan and I already feel like I can't stay another second away from him.Luckily for me, Beta Caleb is in charge of patrol, and he has been going easy on me.Even though the dude scares me, I have be
CHAPTER SIXTEEN | SHAME AND EMBARRASSMENTALENAThe next morning, I wake up feeling more at ease than ever before. I unwrap myself from the blanket I have cocooned myself In and jump off the bed. I lazily stretch my body, trying to shake off grogginess.A lopsided smile tugs on my lips and energy thrums from within me. Today is definitely one of my good days.I make my way to the kitchen after having my bath and dressing up. I need to eat before heading to the pack borders for patrol.My food was usually brought to my room for me before, but Nathan put an end to that as another part of my punishment.On getting to the kitchen, I take notice of the fact that I am the only other person awake apart from the cooks.The cooks snicker the moment I step into the kitchen. My face furrows at the reaction.I hope there is nothing on my face.Maybe they heard of my pathetic attempt in combat yesterday. They must think I am a weakling. I don't care that they see me as a weakling though, all that m
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN | THE CONFRONTATIONALENAAt first, Lucinda disagreed to take me to Nathan's room, but when I kept begging her, she begrudgingly takes me there.The first thing I notice upon entering his room is how almost everything is black. His room walls are painted black, and the sheets, curtains, and almost everything in his room are black in colour.His room is as dark as his personality.Something sparkly catches my eyes on his bed. I take a seat on his bed and take out the pink teddy bear that was previously covered by his duvet.Awnnnnnnnn, the big bad Alpha still sleeps with a pink teddy bear. If I have a phone, I would take a picture of it.Goddess! His bed is so soft and comfy. Once he marks me, I will move into his room, whether he likes it or not.My wolf has been urging me to snoop around his room, but I won't. I learned my lesson the last time and I won't be snooping around anything anytime soon.I am planning to wait for Nathan to be comfortable enough with me and t
CHAPTER NINETY | MISSING PIECE ALENAI am so glad that everything is finally over. At one point, I was scared Caleb King would kill Lila before we can stop him. We knew we would defeat him and his followers, but the fear of him hurting Lila and the rest of the pack members held us back. Even though Caleb King is dead, I still feel uneasy. I feel like there's a missing piece in the puzzle. Everything went so smoothly and easily...too smooth if you ask me. It was as if Caleb was willing to let us kill him. It shouldn't have been so easy to kill him. I asked Nathan to give me some time to think because one thing kept bothering my mind. Ben said someone already bought me before I was born, and the same person also bought Lila. Has the person given up on having us? The words Caleb King said to me while I was brutally stabbing him kept replaying in my head. He said, “Your enemies are always closer than you think." This means that whoever was helping him is a member of this pack.
CHAPTER EIGHTY-NINE | HAPPY ENDING? NATHANWe all watch Carson try to stab Caleb King with a needle I'm guessing is already drugged. Somehow, Caleb turns at the right time and holds Carson's hands. Shit, we are all so screwed. Carson quickly recovers from his shock and hits Caleb King in the face. “We need to help him," Lucinda screams, already running towards them. To our surprise, most of the rogues don't try to stop us they pave the way for us. I see we all have a common enemy. Caleb King shoots Carson in the leg. Fuck! We didn't even know the psycho has a fucking gun. He points the gun towards us, swinging it left and right. “Don't come closer. Don't you dare, it takes me nothing to kill every one of you within seconds." “Where are my guards? Does fucking traitors. I should have sold you bastards." He screams at the rogues who cower in fear. I see what is going on. They are not willingly working for him, he has something on them. He roughly picks Lila's body off the
CHAPTER EIGHTY-EIGHT | THE PLAN ALENAWe have been waiting for the guys to come back for almost five minutes. They were never supposed to take this long. I don't know why they were not back yet. If I hadn't destroyed my and Nathan's mate's bond with humans drug, then I would have been able to tell if he is in danger or not. “Don't you guys think the boys are taking too long? They were only supposed to check if Fallssy is alive and find information from him." I ask Queen Tess and Lucinda. “They will be fine, Alena. Just calm down." Lucinda assures me. “But...what if, I don't know. What if this is a sort of setup or something?" “They will be fine princess." Queen Tess says. I nod my head at her, not knowing how to respond. I have been feeling weird around them since the moment I discovered that they are my real parents. I just can't seem to stomach the fact that I have been living a life built on lies. All my life, I thought I was Alena King, and then suddenly, I am told I am s
CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN | TRACKED NATHAN“Have you found anything yet?" I desperately ask Carson. “If I had found something, I would have fucking told you. Get the fuck off my back you piece of shit." Carson hisses. I don't blame him for talking to me that way, neither am I angry. If I were in his situation, I would have probably killed someone in frustration. We have been trying to track the bracelet down since yesterday afternoon. We haven't found anything. Since Carson is the only one that can handle a computer well enough to track something down, he had to stay up all night, while the others went to sleep. Of course, I stayed up with him...for about one hour. I got tired of watching him type meaningless shit and stare at kids' doodles, so I fell asleep. Carson was not one bit impressed with our attitude. He has been cranky and giving us an attitude since we joined him today. It isn't helping that I keep asking him if he has found anything every ten minutes. “I don't get this
CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX | FURIOUS...SAD...VIOLATED NATHAN Alena was also a fucking victim. Only the goddess knows what she went through in Caleb King's hands. This news can break her. “How am I fucking sure that everything you just told me is the fucking truth?" I whisper. “Have I ever lied to you? What would I or the leaders of the Black Shadow Pack gain from deceiving you? We both know that the resemblance between Alena and Queen Tess can't be ignored." I nod my head and silently leave the office, not saying anything. The only thing I am able to think about is the pain Alena must have gone through. She was never the bad guy, Caleb King was only using her, right from the fucking beginning. It is then that I remember Alena telling me something about her mother teaching her how to please men. Was that why they taught her that? So that she would be sold when she gets older. I am headed back to the pack hall to call my mate when I run into my mate. “Hey. The party was getting bori
CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE | THE TRUTH ABOUT ALENA KINGNATHAN “Leave," I order them. “Please, Nathan, hear us out." Queen Tess begs, her eyes watering. “You want me to hear you out? After how many years? You accused my father of kidnapping a daughter that never existed in the first place. Then, you helped Caleb King in kidnapping my mother and younger sister, raided our pack, and cut all fucking ties with us. You want me to hear you out, did you listen to what my dad had to say?" I whisper-yell. “We never helped Caleb King in kidnapping your Mother or Sister." Alpha Kade frowns. “You said you will do something we all will regret if we don't release your daughter in three days. Three days later, my mother and sister were nowhere to be found. That could not have been a fucking coincidence." Ben gives me a look that screams, ‘Stop acting like a petty bitch and let them talk.' In response, I give him the middle finger. “Look, I swear on the throne of the moon goddess, I had nothing to d
CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR | THE BLACK SHADOW PACKNATHANI invited some people over, there is someone you have to meet. “You said you just found out who my mate really is. I am not interested in meeting anyone, I just want to know the information you got about my mate." I respond. “It will make a lot more sense when they get here, just calm down. Alena is not who we think she is." Ben replies, slowly walking away from us. Oh, my goddess! What the fuck has Alena done again? If she killed someone else or has been lying to me about cutting off all the ties she has with her father, then I will have no choice but to kill her. I just hope it isn't what I'm thinking. Nervously, I wait for Ben and the so-called guests, while Carson goes off to get properly dressed. Apparently, the new guests might come with his mate or even be his mate, he wants her to fall in love with him immediately. After waiting for half an hour, I become tired and bored. Seems like the guests are running fucking late.
CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE | THE RETURN OF DELTA BENJAMINNATHAN“I can't believe you made them kick us out." Alena hisses, hitting me on the shoulder. “It was fucking worth it. The look of embarrassment on your face made me ignore the anger of the Doctor disrespecting his Alpha." I laugh. Alena looks around, and unintentionally starts fidgeting. The stares she is getting are making her uncomfortable. After our...umm...adventure in the hospital room yesterday, the Doctor kicked us out of the hospital and promised not to let us in unless it is very urgent. I would have been furious if not for Alena's reaction. We went back to our room after and continued with no interruptions. We spent the rest of the day in there and didn't come out till the evening of the next day. I think I have forgiven her, but my subjects hate her. I got a call from Gamma Ralph first thing this morning, informing me of Lucinda and Delta Benjamin's arrival. We decided to hold a welcome-back party for the Delta
CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO | POURING EVERYTHING OUTALENAMy pulse hammers against my skin as Nathan moves to the door and closes it while staring at me with his piercing eyes. “Tell me, babe, how do you feel after everything you have done?" He inquires. I know my answer should be that I feel guilty and horrible, but the only thing I am feeling right now is extremely turned on. “I asked you a fucking question." Fuck! If I thought I was wet before, I am definitely drenched now. I don't think the panties I'm wearing would ever dry after this. “I...I...don't fucking know." I barely manage to get my words out. Nathan scoffs and shakes his head, walking closer to me. Nervously and excitedly, I get off the hospital bed, standing a few steps away from him. “You have been helping your dad right? Do you know how many werewolves lost their family members for something they know nothing about? Do you know how many he and she wolves lost their mate? All because of being a daddy girl?" He mocks ag