chapter 9

On the other hand, I just don't see how his offer was connected to my problem or how it would fix it..

"Going feral is about your spirit or soul being unhinged.

Unbalanced. It's about there being a tear or split. To fix this, I'll mark you. This will anchor your soul to mine and make you rooted to yourself and your wolf, " he rumbled..

It does make sense. Those who go feral do so because their spirit has been split. When you bond to someone and they break you, the heartbreak and pain can become too much that your spirit tips into two. Dividing you and your wolf.

Since man and wolf are one, the division causes you to lose your mind..

Heartbreak isn't the only cause for going feral. There are different reasons why a werewolf can lose their mind. In my case, I had bonded myself to Darren in every way even though he hadn't done the same..

I want to ask Sebastian how he knew all these facts, but I don't.

His expression brooks no further discussion on the subject..

"Okay then, if I were to agree, what would be the terms of our agreement?"

I was thinking this would be like any other business deal. With terms and conditions and probably a legal contract..

"You can't tell anyone, so you will sign an NDA. No falling in love, we'll only act as a loving couple when we are in public and around my son and your daughter. We'll share a room cause we have to make it look believable, especially to Jax, but that will be the extent of it. No intimate touching, no sex or kissing, except the occasional kiss on the cheek for appearance sake." He says before continuing.

"You don't interfere in my business, and I won't interfere with yours..

During the duration of our contract you won't be involved with any other man. You will also be the Luna of my pack. In return, I will give you my name, my full support, and my protection. We will be mates in every sense with the exception of intimacy and again I repeat no fucking familiar in love."

He finishes, and I snort at the last part. As if there's a chance of that ever happening. He was a sake." He says before continuing.

"You don't interfere in my business and I won't interfere with yours..

During the duration of our contract you won't be involved with any other man. You will also be the Luna of my pack. In return I will give you my name, my full support and my protection. We will be mates in every sense with the exception of intimacy and again I repeat no fucking familiar in love."

He finishes, and I snort at the last part. As if there's a chance of that ever happening. He was a slut and cold. There was no way I would fall for him..

I can't help but notice that he hasn't talked about his own fidelity though..

"Fidelity. I expect the same from you," I chip in..

If I was going to do this, then I expected him to be faithful to too. There was no way I was going to allow another man to make a fool out of me..

"Fine, anything else?" He clipped..

I honestly don't understand why he looked and sounded angry.

He seriously didn't think that I was going to let him cheat..

We were both going to remain faithful, whether he fucking wanted it or not. It may be just a business deal but I wasn't going to allow him to disrespect me like that..

"Actually yes. What is our love story? What are we going to tell everyone? Especially the media." We couldn't just come out of the blues with our mating. People would sense something wrong.

They would be suspicious and the Media would pounce on us..

"We will tell them we bonded over our heartbreaks. We stayed in touch when you went away and I visited you a lot. Our love bloomed from there.'

A look of pure disgust fills his face when he says the last part. I have to stop myself from laughing out loud. It was honestly funny that love disgusted him that much..

His explanation made sense though, I could really see the media eating that shit up..

"So, do we have an agreement?" He asked carefully. "Once agree, there's no backing out."

His eyes were still giving away nothing, and I wonder if he even has emotions..

"What do you think, Blue?"

This also concerned her. I could make the decision without making sure she's okay with it first. I didn't need us splitting more than already were..

She perks up immediately. "Right now, itsour best shot at surviving."

With that, I sit up straight while tucking my hair behind my ears.

Agreeing to something that could potentially destroy us, while knowing it's the only option Blue and I have. "Yes" | agree, sealing our fate..