stared in doubt at the humongous house in front of me. I can hear the booming music playing somewhere outside. I could also hear the screams of children and they had fun.
It was Krystal's eight years birthday and I hadn't been invited. I hadn't even know there was party. How pathetic is that? Not knowing your daughter already had a birthday planned? I had called Darren to ask him what I should plan. He angrily answered that Miranda had everything covered. That shouldn't bother coming because neither him not Krystal wanted me there. I was the one who always planned her parties, and it was always done at our home. But this year it was being held at Miranda's. Apparently Krystal had asked her to plan it. Because according to her I don't plan her parties the way she wanted them. They were always boring and ugly and It had hurt to know that Krystal had never liked or appreciated the work and effort I put in the planning. That it wasn't enough. That she hated those parties. I sighed knowing Miranda has overturned everything I have ever done. That all my efforts are nothing but squashed bugs beneath her feet. Why the fuck does it still hurt? It has been months since she come back. I should be used to the new reality by now, but I was still holding on. "You can do this Ren" my wolf blue murmurs. As I tried to find the courage to walked to her house. A place I remained unwanted. "This is our pup's party and we shouldn't miss it" she continued. If I had thought what Darren did was painful. Then I had no idea how this would tear me up. That Krystal and Darren hadn't wanted me there on the day I fucking gave birth to her. I had been Pushing those thoughts away I take a step forward. The door was opened so I stepped in and I was in complete awe. Everything was beautiful, Miranda had really done a great job. It looked like something out of a fairytale. I followed the sound of the music and I end up in the backyard. The lash field had been transformed into a dream. Pink and white flowers covered the ground. Tables covered with glittery gold table clothes. Each table had four chairs covered with a white satin cloth. They were then field with gold ribbons. Everything looked fancy and upscale. No wonder Krystal hated my parties. My self-confidence takes a hit, knowing that nothing I had done, had been good enough for Krystal. "What are you doing here?!" The shout brings me out of my thoughts. I turned to look and find Krystal. She stares at me in anger and disgusted. As if my very presence would ruin the day for her. Her shout had attracted the attention of the guests. Both humans and wolves. I don't speak. Unable to comprehend what changed in Krystal. Why she all of a sudden hated me. Was it something I did? Something I said? "I don't want you here, leave and don't ever come back!" She screamed. Her hands balled tightly in a fist. "Honestly, I come to bring you your gift" I tell her gently. My voice trembling from trying to holding my tears back. I was really trying. The last thing I needed was to be the talk of the city. I could feel the pity from our pack mates through the bond. And I know majority don't agree with what Darren is doing. But Don't want their pity. I just want my family back. Krystal reaches out to take the gift. I was about to sigh in relief, to smile at her. But then she does something I never expected her to. She throws the gift to the floor, before stomping on it. Breaking the doll I had bought her. I looked at the broken doll, which is the perfect reflection of my broken heart. She stomped on the doll the same way she just stomped on my heart. "I told I don't want you here, and I don't want your stupid ugly present" she snapped at me. She was shaking as if she couldn't control her anger and hatred. How did it get to this? What did Miranda have that I didn't? What was it about her that made my family love her but hate me. All I ever done was to love them. Give them all I could to be perfect mate and wife. To be perfect mother but it seemed none of that was enough. Because Miranda easily replaced me in their hearts. "Krys....." I choked out her name. The pain and tears blocking my airways. She interrupted me by shouting. "No! ! hate you and Daddy hates you too. We don't want you here. Daddy is going to marry mommy Miranda but you don't want them to because you are a bad and evil person. You are jealous of her because she is prettier than you and you are ugly. If you don't let Daddy be happy then I'll pray for the goddess to punish you and send you to hell." I stumbled back because I feel like I have been physically punched. That not only does she hates me so much she would wish me to hell but also because Darren is s planning to mate Miranda. How did this happen? How had I turned from her mother to the villain in their fairytale story? "You don't mean that Krystal. I'm your mommy" I cried out. Unable to stop my tears from flowing. Why do I feel like my heart is being fucking torn into pieces? Like it's best it's been shredded into minced meat? "You are no longer my mommy. I only have one mother and that is mommy Miranda" she declared strongly. She then turns back to me and runs to Miranda. Miranda wrapped her arms around her, glaring at me while she whispers words of comfort to her. As if she was her biological mother and I was the other woman. The one who had destroyed their happy day. I can't believe that Krystal just denounced me. In front of all the guests. How could she do that to me? And how could Darren allow her to? How could they choose Miranda over me? The remaining pieces of my heart were shattered. I don't think there was anything that could fix it, make it whole again. Before I even have a chance to pick my dignity from the floor, Darren is there. He grabs my arm in a painful grip and dragged me away. "Please Darren...." I plead with him when we are almost to the door. "Shut the fuck up, you stupid cunt!" He shouts. He is completely livid and furious. His eyes changing from black to yellow. I shut up completely shocked he would call me a cunt. As if if I was nothing but an annoying hoe that was trying to break up his happy family It's fucking hurts. His fingers leave my arm and wrap around my neck. He squeezed hard, chocking the day lights out of me. His claws digging deep into me neck. I can feel the blood trailing down my neck. Already soaking my blouse. "Let this be the last fucking time I see you near Krystal or even me. Don't touch her, don't look at her and don't ever breath the same fucking air as her. If you come even an inch near us, I'll fucking kill you" he threatened. His voice hard. "But she's my daughter" | whisper, tears running down my face. His voice was cold with finality when he replied. "You heard her.... you mean nothing to her and you mean nothing to me." Without another word, he pushed me out of the door before closing it back. I try to break my fall by landing on my hands and knees. I don't even register that I have bruised them. Or that my neck though The pain from my physical woulda couldn't compared to the one in my heart. How am I supposed to fight when I feel broken? Should I even fight for them or just give up? Given they have turned their back on me and hate me. What was the point anyway? They no longer want me, us. Blue hurt beyond repair retreated to the back of my mind. "Hey" a sweet little voice bring me from my trance. A boy around ten years old stands next to my car. He has blonde hair and grey eyes. He is a handsome little boy and looks really familiar. "My daddy says that pretty girls shouldn't cry. And you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen" he tells me sweetly and strongly. I touched my heart that this boy thinks I'm beautiful While my own daughter doesn't think so. I kneel to his level even though it causes "Thank you handsome. What is your name?" I asked with a teary smile, trying to wipe away my tears. He smiled at me and damn does it light up his face. "I'm Jax... and you are Krystal's mom. I don't mean to be bad, but I don't like Krystal all that much now. She was mean to you and it made me angry. Also I don't like my mom or Krystal's dad, what they are doing to you isn't nice. They are the ones who should be punished" he says with a hint of anger. His hands balled in a fist. It hits me after he finished speaking. This boy, trying to comfort me was Miranda's son. It also hit me that I could poison him against his mother. Say all manner of things to make him hate her but I don't. It's not me. I would never wish this pain on any mother. "I know baby, but she is still your mom, no matter what. You should love and respect her" I calmly and gently say. He looks intensely at me for a while before saying. "Okay, but just know that even though they don't love you I do and you are the best." He then gives me a hug and kiss on the cheek before leaving. I don't know what it is about Jax, but I feel a connection to him. Something tells me out paths are somehow tied to each other. I get my car and drove away from my daughter and mate. Feeling better for the first time in months. And it was all because of my enemy's son.Sebastian"You may now kiss the bride."The words that I have dreaded to hear since this day started. I don't do kisses. Never have, never will. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a virgin. I fuck, but that was the extent of it. My mouth doesn't go anywhere near woman or their body parts.Kissing Red in the cheek is the furthest I have gone with having my mouth shut on any woman. Miranda included..The joyful guests cheer on, wanting Red and I give them a show. A show that's not going to fucking happen. I stared at her. Her eyes are wide in panic and mouth is open. As if she has been caught like a deer in headlights. She doesn't know what to do. She stares back at me waiting for my signal..Wrapping one arm around her waist and the other at the back of her head swing her around so that m back is facing the guest. From this angle, I have blocked their views and that suits me just fine..I dipped my head. Instead of kissing her lips, I kiss her neck.With how short she is and how tall I am. P
With that she grinned wide at me. She still has shadows behind her obsidian eyes though I can't tell the burden has been lifted. It will take time to rid her of her guilt but we will work it through. I'll make sure she's whole again.We stand up and leave my room. Finding Claire and the boys waiting for us. Since all my friends except for Claire abandoned me a year ago.Claire was my mad of honor and my only bride's maid."Let's get this show started" I say. We get out and get in the limousine. My compound is surrounded by bodyguards.Most of whom were warriors from Sebastian's pack but humans didn't know that. There were also paparazzi, each trying their hardest to take a snap shot.Soon enough we are on the road. The wedding was taking place in an exclusive garden just out the city limits. So we had quite a distance to cover.The ride is full of chatter and laughter. Mace and Jax entertained us while Jax and Krystal's banter cracked us up.I could already tell that they would be tig
"Would you hold still" Claire grumbled as she tried to tie the laces of my weeding gown.."I can't" I yelled in frustration..Today was the day and I was a nervous wreck. I couldn't stop myself from fidgeting. Afraid that something would go wrong..The week had passed in a blur.After the events at the mall, ! decided to design my own gown instead of shopping for one. Not wanting to risk my safety again. Our company dealt with design so what better way than putting my employees to use..Looking at myself in the mirror, I'm happy with the outcome. I chose a princess style wedding gown. It was an illusion long sleeved high neck dress.Encrusted in rhinestones and tiny hand sewn flowers.."You look absolutely stunning, Sebastian won't be able to take his eyes off you" Clairewhispered, staring me through the mirror..I find her hand and gave it a firm squeeze. "Thank you ClaireI really did looked amazing. The dress was beautiful and my makeup was flawless. I decided to have my hair up.
We soon arrived at Darren's pack. Driving past the familiar streets brings unwanted memories. Memories that I have tried my best to forget..It was around four thirty and I hope I would find Darren home.We reached the Alpha's house.I parked my car in the street then help Krystal out of the car.I stand in the driveway. Frozen.Looking at the house that was once my home..Krystal tugs my hand. "Let's go inside mommy"I really didn't want to. I swore I would never step foot inside that house again..I was about to come up with an excuse but the door opened.Darren walked out. His footsteps heavy and murdered written all over his face. I sighed. I honestly didn't have the energy to deal with his stupid tantrums.."God inside baby girl" he tellsKrystal.."But daddy. I want mommy to stay a little bit""Now Krystal" he commanded..Krystal rushed the house after driving me one hug and looked of concern. I watch until she disappeared inside turning my eyes to Darren."Why the fuck did you
"Let go of my mommy" Krystal shouted, hitting him anywhere she could get her hands on. I can hear the panic and fear in her voice and it drives my own.I try to get him to let let go but he just squeezed tighter."Shut the fuck up you little brat" he says before pushing her.Making her fall.Blue was too weak to fight back so l was basically human. I was starting to lose air. Black dots dancing in my vision. Just when I had lost hope. I heard a loud bang and the man went still before he crumpled on the floor.Standing behind him was Claire.Holding a stick. Looking terrified."Oh! Thank the Goddess. I didn't know what to do when I heard Krystal's scream so I grabbed the nearest thing. Are you two alright?" She asked. Her chest heaving. She was in complete shock.I help Krystal up and hug her to my side. Rubbing the raw flesh around my neck. I was scared and pissed off. This was the second time I have been attacked. To make it worse, Krystal was with me and she could have really been h
"Don't bother, I'll drop at your house and by the way..... you are invited" I said mockingly, while getting Krystal settled in my car..He doesn't say anything, just got in his car and drove off. Leaving nothing but a cloud of dust and his arrogant presence behind..I get in my car and started the ignition. Krystal and I don't talk.With her seemingly lost in whatever she was doing on her tablet. I wouldn't even know where to start with her..Forty minutes later we arrived at the mall. I had planned to lunch with her then looked at some wedding gowns. Claire was to join us later on..The moment we park my car and got out. Reporters surrounded us.I grabbed Krystal's hands firmly and pushed through them as they throw questions after question.."How did you and Mr Ashford meet?"Is it true that the magazine released today? Are you two getting married?""Have you heard from Darren and Miranda? Do they know?""Did you truly fall in love over your heartbreak?"The questions go on and on as