stared in doubt at the humongous house in front of me. I can hear the booming music playing somewhere outside. I could also hear the screams of children and they had fun.
It was Krystal's eight years birthday and I hadn't been invited. I hadn't even know there was party. How pathetic is that? Not knowing your daughter already had a birthday planned? I had called Darren to ask him what I should plan. He angrily answered that Miranda had everything covered. That shouldn't bother coming because neither him not Krystal wanted me there. I was the one who always planned her parties, and it was always done at our home. But this year it was being held at Miranda's. Apparently Krystal had asked her to plan it. Because according to her I don't plan her parties the way she wanted them. They were always boring and ugly and It had hurt to know that Krystal had never liked or appreciated the work and effort I put in the planning. That it wasn't enough. That she hated those parties. I sighed knowing Miranda has overturned everything I have ever done. That all my efforts are nothing but squashed bugs beneath her feet. Why the fuck does it still hurt? It has been months since she come back. I should be used to the new reality by now, but I was still holding on. "You can do this Ren" my wolf blue murmurs. As I tried to find the courage to walked to her house. A place I remained unwanted. "This is our pup's party and we shouldn't miss it" she continued. If I had thought what Darren did was painful. Then I had no idea how this would tear me up. That Krystal and Darren hadn't wanted me there on the day I fucking gave birth to her. I had been Pushing those thoughts away I take a step forward. The door was opened so I stepped in and I was in complete awe. Everything was beautiful, Miranda had really done a great job. It looked like something out of a fairytale. I followed the sound of the music and I end up in the backyard. The lash field had been transformed into a dream. Pink and white flowers covered the ground. Tables covered with glittery gold table clothes. Each table had four chairs covered with a white satin cloth. They were then field with gold ribbons. Everything looked fancy and upscale. No wonder Krystal hated my parties. My self-confidence takes a hit, knowing that nothing I had done, had been good enough for Krystal. "What are you doing here?!" The shout brings me out of my thoughts. I turned to look and find Krystal. She stares at me in anger and disgusted. As if my very presence would ruin the day for her. Her shout had attracted the attention of the guests. Both humans and wolves. I don't speak. Unable to comprehend what changed in Krystal. Why she all of a sudden hated me. Was it something I did? Something I said? "I don't want you here, leave and don't ever come back!" She screamed. Her hands balled tightly in a fist. "Honestly, I come to bring you your gift" I tell her gently. My voice trembling from trying to holding my tears back. I was really trying. The last thing I needed was to be the talk of the city. I could feel the pity from our pack mates through the bond. And I know majority don't agree with what Darren is doing. But Don't want their pity. I just want my family back. Krystal reaches out to take the gift. I was about to sigh in relief, to smile at her. But then she does something I never expected her to. She throws the gift to the floor, before stomping on it. Breaking the doll I had bought her. I looked at the broken doll, which is the perfect reflection of my broken heart. She stomped on the doll the same way she just stomped on my heart. "I told I don't want you here, and I don't want your stupid ugly present" she snapped at me. She was shaking as if she couldn't control her anger and hatred. How did it get to this? What did Miranda have that I didn't? What was it about her that made my family love her but hate me. All I ever done was to love them. Give them all I could to be perfect mate and wife. To be perfect mother but it seemed none of that was enough. Because Miranda easily replaced me in their hearts. "Krys....." I choked out her name. The pain and tears blocking my airways. She interrupted me by shouting. "No! ! hate you and Daddy hates you too. We don't want you here. Daddy is going to marry mommy Miranda but you don't want them to because you are a bad and evil person. You are jealous of her because she is prettier than you and you are ugly. If you don't let Daddy be happy then I'll pray for the goddess to punish you and send you to hell." I stumbled back because I feel like I have been physically punched. That not only does she hates me so much she would wish me to hell but also because Darren is s planning to mate Miranda. How did this happen? How had I turned from her mother to the villain in their fairytale story? "You don't mean that Krystal. I'm your mommy" I cried out. Unable to stop my tears from flowing. Why do I feel like my heart is being fucking torn into pieces? Like it's best it's been shredded into minced meat? "You are no longer my mommy. I only have one mother and that is mommy Miranda" she declared strongly. She then turns back to me and runs to Miranda. Miranda wrapped her arms around her, glaring at me while she whispers words of comfort to her. As if she was her biological mother and I was the other woman. The one who had destroyed their happy day. I can't believe that Krystal just denounced me. In front of all the guests. How could she do that to me? And how could Darren allow her to? How could they choose Miranda over me? The remaining pieces of my heart were shattered. I don't think there was anything that could fix it, make it whole again. Before I even have a chance to pick my dignity from the floor, Darren is there. He grabs my arm in a painful grip and dragged me away. "Please Darren...." I plead with him when we are almost to the door. "Shut the fuck up, you stupid cunt!" He shouts. He is completely livid and furious. His eyes changing from black to yellow. I shut up completely shocked he would call me a cunt. As if if I was nothing but an annoying hoe that was trying to break up his happy family It's fucking hurts. His fingers leave my arm and wrap around my neck. He squeezed hard, chocking the day lights out of me. His claws digging deep into me neck. I can feel the blood trailing down my neck. Already soaking my blouse. "Let this be the last fucking time I see you near Krystal or even me. Don't touch her, don't look at her and don't ever breath the same fucking air as her. If you come even an inch near us, I'll fucking kill you" he threatened. His voice hard. "But she's my daughter" | whisper, tears running down my face. His voice was cold with finality when he replied. "You heard her.... you mean nothing to her and you mean nothing to me." Without another word, he pushed me out of the door before closing it back. I try to break my fall by landing on my hands and knees. I don't even register that I have bruised them. Or that my neck though The pain from my physical woulda couldn't compared to the one in my heart. How am I supposed to fight when I feel broken? Should I even fight for them or just give up? Given they have turned their back on me and hate me. What was the point anyway? They no longer want me, us. Blue hurt beyond repair retreated to the back of my mind. "Hey" a sweet little voice bring me from my trance. A boy around ten years old stands next to my car. He has blonde hair and grey eyes. He is a handsome little boy and looks really familiar. "My daddy says that pretty girls shouldn't cry. And you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen" he tells me sweetly and strongly. I touched my heart that this boy thinks I'm beautiful While my own daughter doesn't think so. I kneel to his level even though it causes "Thank you handsome. What is your name?" I asked with a teary smile, trying to wipe away my tears. He smiled at me and damn does it light up his face. "I'm Jax... and you are Krystal's mom. I don't mean to be bad, but I don't like Krystal all that much now. She was mean to you and it made me angry. Also I don't like my mom or Krystal's dad, what they are doing to you isn't nice. They are the ones who should be punished" he says with a hint of anger. His hands balled in a fist. It hits me after he finished speaking. This boy, trying to comfort me was Miranda's son. It also hit me that I could poison him against his mother. Say all manner of things to make him hate her but I don't. It's not me. I would never wish this pain on any mother. "I know baby, but she is still your mom, no matter what. You should love and respect her" I calmly and gently say. He looks intensely at me for a while before saying. "Okay, but just know that even though they don't love you I do and you are the best." He then gives me a hug and kiss on the cheek before leaving. I don't know what it is about Jax, but I feel a connection to him. Something tells me out paths are somehow tied to each other. I get my car and drove away from my daughter and mate. Feeling better for the first time in months. And it was all because of my enemy's son.I walked through the hallways of my almost empty Company. My best friend and I had built Ruby's collection from scratch. Ruby's had been flourishing. Had been among the the top ten fashion companies. Now it was crumbling. Darren had kept true to his promise to destroy me. My name had been dragged through the mud by magazines and gossip columns. I had been painted as the villain. The evil bitch that had come between old flames. The treacherous wife who refused to release the man that no longer wanted her. The sad and bitter woman who refused to let go. I have been called names. I have been cyber bullied. I have been painted worse than the devil. The good image I had in the human society had been destroyed. Majority of both humans and wolves no longer want to be associated with me. We have lost investors. Our profit are dropping drastically and employees are leaving us. No longer wanting to work for a monster like me. I was the devil while Miranda was an angel. I was the o
It's been a year since I fled from my pain. I had thought my wound would heal, but I had been wrong. I haven't healed. Neither had I found closure. Instead something darker had taken root inside me. As the Uber driver drives past the familiar streets. I'm reminded of why I had left this forsaken country in the first place. I'm reminded of the pain and humiliation I endured over one year ago. I'm reminded of Darren's betrayal. "I hated this city" Blue murmured in disgust. Echoing my thoughts. Within a minutes we are at the hospital. I pay him then get out. I stand for a minute. Watching the towering building. Calming myself. The hospital is for werewolves only. It was located a secluded area. We had werewolf government officials who helped us keep it under radar. If I were being honest, I hadn't planned on over coming back. But my godson had been diagnosed with a tumor. Camila had called me crying, afraid and hysterical. I would do anything for them. So when they both ask me to c
My new secretary enters my office with a stack of papers. A newspaper and a magazine are part of the stack. Then she quietly leaves after giving me my coffee. I have only worked with her for a few days. But she is honestly the best. She does her work efficiently. Arrives on time and she doesn't gossip which suits me fine. I picked the magazine needing a distraction. I have been cooped up in the office. Trying to catch up on work. The only time I leave was when I have to go get a shower and a change of clothes. Also when l'm visiting Mason. The front page was about me. I don't know whether to be angry at them or thankful because they are spreading the message. I'm no longer a doormat to be stepped on. "Lauren Smith is back and she's colder than the Antarctica' it reads. Below the headlines there was a picture of me slapping the guard. It then goes on to talk about what happened that day. Someone probably sold the story and image. The person was getting fired. Once I f
me and I'll push right back and trust me when I say, you won't like it when I retaliate." His says his eyes are cold and voice silky smooth.. He is calm but I know it a fucking facade. He is a beast underneath all that suit. Blue up for some odd reason. l ignored her though. She is enchanted by him, but I know he's a dangerous man.. "Where are you taking me? You do realize this is considered kidnapping right?" | ask, changing the subject.. I was treading on unfamiliar dangerous waters. One wrong move and I would probably end up in a situation I couldn't get myself out this mess. "I'm Sebastian Ashford, I own this whole damn city and I can do whatever the fuck I want Red." Shit! He was right. Darren is powerful but Sebastian was king of the city. No wonder Miranda had gone after him.. She was gold digging slut. Darren hadn't been enough for her. She had wanted someone more powerful. More prominent. With more money.. Unfortunately for me, I hadn't been enough for Darren.
"That's no going to work." I tell the man in front of me authoritatively. Smith," he replied immediately.Almost arrogant.I have been in this meeting for about two hours. We weren't getting anywhere. I was beginning to get important..I stare at William, the vice-president of Majestic Ltd. It was a textile company that Claire wanted us to partner with.."He's trying to rip us off," Blue mumbled, irritated..It was something I had already figured out. There was just something about the way he looked at me. As if he saw me as someone beneath him..Someone unworthy of leading a successful company. Like, I was dumb somehow, and he saw no problem with it over pricing us..My guess is that he was the type of man raised to believe women should worship the ground they walked on..That woman couldn't lead. Women couldn't become successful on their own. That was a woman's sole purpose is to do men's bidding and raise kids.That they were to be seen heard..I hated that type of stereotype. I hat
"You will have to repeat that," ! choked.He can't be serious. Who in their right mind proposes such a thing? It's completely absurd. He has surely lost his goddamn mind..He doesn't respond to me. Just raised his perfectly shaped eyebrow. As if he were changing me to continue pretending that he hadn't heard him.."Shit!" | mumbled. I'm staring down at my heels in thought..A million thoughts race through my mind. Making it hard to keep up with each one..The last and only time I had been in a sort of making, it had been a love match. At least that's what I had thought, and it hasn't ended well for me..What he was proposing, on the other hand, was a business deal.It brought to go horribly wrong..Could I honestly enter into such a mating after I had been burned? Then, I was shoved aside once my usefulness had ended..The familiar pain that has a grip on my heart emerges. I stamp it down. Refusing to give it reign. It only serves as a reminder of how broken I am.."For a woman, you s
On the other hand, I just don't see how his offer was connected to my problem or how it would fix it.. "Going feral is about your spirit or soul being unhinged. Unbalanced. It's about there being a tear or split. To fix this, I'll mark you. This will anchor your soul to mine and make you rooted to yourself and your wolf, " he rumbled.. It does make sense. Those who go feral do so because their spirit has been split. When you bond to someone and they break you, the heartbreak and pain can become too much that your spirit tips into two. Dividing you and your wolf. Since man and wolf are one, the division causes you to lose your mind.. Heartbreak isn't the only cause for going feral. There are different reasons why a werewolf can lose their mind. In my case, I had bonded myself to Darren in every way even though he hadn't done the same.. I want to ask Sebastian how he knew all these facts, but I don't. His expression brooks no further discussion on the subject.. "Okay then, if I
"Splended, we will begin acting as a couple from tomorrow." Sebastian said, standing up.. A quick glance outside revealed it's evening. The sun was already setting down. I can't believe that we have been here for that long. I bring my eyes back to him when he moves to stand next to me. Offering me his hands.. "Wait! What's it?" I asked in doubt.. He looked at me in confusion at first, and then something clicks in his eyes. I honestly thought there would be more to discuss. Business contracts usually took some time. This was a mating contract, which is even more important. I expected it to take a bit longer.. "Did you expect something else?" He fires back. His eyebrows arched.. "Well, yeah.... Kind of off." I hated how unsure I felt when addressing him. Was I thinking too much or something? Was there really nothing else to talk about? If I was being honest with myself. I would admit that I wanted us to talk longer. I didn't want to go back to my cold rented cottage
"Well, excuse me for caring about my future son," | snapped. Before leaving.. I stomp away, banging the door behind me. He doesn't call me back. Or try to calm me down, and I don't look back.. Once, l'm outside his gates. I realized just how stupid I had been. This was a remote area, and it was unlikely for me to get a cab. I didn't have my phone, not my handbag. Come to think of it, I didn't even know where they were.. I sighed and started walking, refusing to go back and asking him for help. I was stubborn but to hell with it.. Fuck it will be a long walk. I think to myself once I realized I couldn't see any other buildings around.. I have no idea for how long I have been walking. I don't even know if I was walking in the right direction or not I was getting tired and exhausted.. I was feeling drained. When I'm tired and l'm unable to be in control of my mind, that's when the darkness starts to take over.. I had to get home quickly. For!was a potential danger to ever
"Splended, we will begin acting as a couple from tomorrow." Sebastian said, standing up.. A quick glance outside revealed it's evening. The sun was already setting down. I can't believe that we have been here for that long. I bring my eyes back to him when he moves to stand next to me. Offering me his hands.. "Wait! What's it?" I asked in doubt.. He looked at me in confusion at first, and then something clicks in his eyes. I honestly thought there would be more to discuss. Business contracts usually took some time. This was a mating contract, which is even more important. I expected it to take a bit longer.. "Did you expect something else?" He fires back. His eyebrows arched.. "Well, yeah.... Kind of off." I hated how unsure I felt when addressing him. Was I thinking too much or something? Was there really nothing else to talk about? If I was being honest with myself. I would admit that I wanted us to talk longer. I didn't want to go back to my cold rented cottage
On the other hand, I just don't see how his offer was connected to my problem or how it would fix it.. "Going feral is about your spirit or soul being unhinged. Unbalanced. It's about there being a tear or split. To fix this, I'll mark you. This will anchor your soul to mine and make you rooted to yourself and your wolf, " he rumbled.. It does make sense. Those who go feral do so because their spirit has been split. When you bond to someone and they break you, the heartbreak and pain can become too much that your spirit tips into two. Dividing you and your wolf. Since man and wolf are one, the division causes you to lose your mind.. Heartbreak isn't the only cause for going feral. There are different reasons why a werewolf can lose their mind. In my case, I had bonded myself to Darren in every way even though he hadn't done the same.. I want to ask Sebastian how he knew all these facts, but I don't. His expression brooks no further discussion on the subject.. "Okay then, if I
"You will have to repeat that," ! choked.He can't be serious. Who in their right mind proposes such a thing? It's completely absurd. He has surely lost his goddamn mind..He doesn't respond to me. Just raised his perfectly shaped eyebrow. As if he were changing me to continue pretending that he hadn't heard him.."Shit!" | mumbled. I'm staring down at my heels in thought..A million thoughts race through my mind. Making it hard to keep up with each one..The last and only time I had been in a sort of making, it had been a love match. At least that's what I had thought, and it hasn't ended well for me..What he was proposing, on the other hand, was a business deal.It brought to go horribly wrong..Could I honestly enter into such a mating after I had been burned? Then, I was shoved aside once my usefulness had ended..The familiar pain that has a grip on my heart emerges. I stamp it down. Refusing to give it reign. It only serves as a reminder of how broken I am.."For a woman, you s
"That's no going to work." I tell the man in front of me authoritatively. Smith," he replied immediately.Almost arrogant.I have been in this meeting for about two hours. We weren't getting anywhere. I was beginning to get important..I stare at William, the vice-president of Majestic Ltd. It was a textile company that Claire wanted us to partner with.."He's trying to rip us off," Blue mumbled, irritated..It was something I had already figured out. There was just something about the way he looked at me. As if he saw me as someone beneath him..Someone unworthy of leading a successful company. Like, I was dumb somehow, and he saw no problem with it over pricing us..My guess is that he was the type of man raised to believe women should worship the ground they walked on..That woman couldn't lead. Women couldn't become successful on their own. That was a woman's sole purpose is to do men's bidding and raise kids.That they were to be seen heard..I hated that type of stereotype. I hat
me and I'll push right back and trust me when I say, you won't like it when I retaliate." His says his eyes are cold and voice silky smooth.. He is calm but I know it a fucking facade. He is a beast underneath all that suit. Blue up for some odd reason. l ignored her though. She is enchanted by him, but I know he's a dangerous man.. "Where are you taking me? You do realize this is considered kidnapping right?" | ask, changing the subject.. I was treading on unfamiliar dangerous waters. One wrong move and I would probably end up in a situation I couldn't get myself out this mess. "I'm Sebastian Ashford, I own this whole damn city and I can do whatever the fuck I want Red." Shit! He was right. Darren is powerful but Sebastian was king of the city. No wonder Miranda had gone after him.. She was gold digging slut. Darren hadn't been enough for her. She had wanted someone more powerful. More prominent. With more money.. Unfortunately for me, I hadn't been enough for Darren.
My new secretary enters my office with a stack of papers. A newspaper and a magazine are part of the stack. Then she quietly leaves after giving me my coffee. I have only worked with her for a few days. But she is honestly the best. She does her work efficiently. Arrives on time and she doesn't gossip which suits me fine. I picked the magazine needing a distraction. I have been cooped up in the office. Trying to catch up on work. The only time I leave was when I have to go get a shower and a change of clothes. Also when l'm visiting Mason. The front page was about me. I don't know whether to be angry at them or thankful because they are spreading the message. I'm no longer a doormat to be stepped on. "Lauren Smith is back and she's colder than the Antarctica' it reads. Below the headlines there was a picture of me slapping the guard. It then goes on to talk about what happened that day. Someone probably sold the story and image. The person was getting fired. Once I f
It's been a year since I fled from my pain. I had thought my wound would heal, but I had been wrong. I haven't healed. Neither had I found closure. Instead something darker had taken root inside me. As the Uber driver drives past the familiar streets. I'm reminded of why I had left this forsaken country in the first place. I'm reminded of the pain and humiliation I endured over one year ago. I'm reminded of Darren's betrayal. "I hated this city" Blue murmured in disgust. Echoing my thoughts. Within a minutes we are at the hospital. I pay him then get out. I stand for a minute. Watching the towering building. Calming myself. The hospital is for werewolves only. It was located a secluded area. We had werewolf government officials who helped us keep it under radar. If I were being honest, I hadn't planned on over coming back. But my godson had been diagnosed with a tumor. Camila had called me crying, afraid and hysterical. I would do anything for them. So when they both ask me to c
I walked through the hallways of my almost empty Company. My best friend and I had built Ruby's collection from scratch. Ruby's had been flourishing. Had been among the the top ten fashion companies. Now it was crumbling. Darren had kept true to his promise to destroy me. My name had been dragged through the mud by magazines and gossip columns. I had been painted as the villain. The evil bitch that had come between old flames. The treacherous wife who refused to release the man that no longer wanted her. The sad and bitter woman who refused to let go. I have been called names. I have been cyber bullied. I have been painted worse than the devil. The good image I had in the human society had been destroyed. Majority of both humans and wolves no longer want to be associated with me. We have lost investors. Our profit are dropping drastically and employees are leaving us. No longer wanting to work for a monster like me. I was the devil while Miranda was an angel. I was the o