It's been a year since I fled from my pain. I had thought my wound would heal, but I had been wrong. I haven't healed. Neither had I found closure. Instead something darker had taken root inside me. As the Uber driver drives past the familiar streets. I'm reminded of why I had left this forsaken country in the first place. I'm reminded of the pain and humiliation I endured over one year ago. I'm reminded of Darren's betrayal. "I hated this city" Blue murmured
in disgust. Echoing my thoughts. Within a minutes we are at the hospital. I pay him then get out. I stand for a minute. Watching the towering building. Calming myself. The hospital is for werewolves only. It was located a secluded area. We had werewolf government officials who helped us keep it under radar. If I were being honest, I hadn't planned on over coming back. But my godson had been diagnosed with a tumor. Camila had called me crying, afraid and hysterical. I would do anything for them. So when they both ask me to come, to did. I left everything to come with them. Entering the hospital | locate the elevators a get in. Claire had given me the floor and room number. Given this was the same hospital Krystal was born in, I knew where to go. Minutes late, I'm walking into Mason's room. He's on the bed watching cartoons. Though he was scheduled to have an operation soon. He was calm. Laughing even. Claire on the other hand looked tired and worn out. Managing our branch here while taking care of a sick son was draining her. This was the other reason I was here. To take care of the company. While she took care of Mason. "Aunty Renny, you came!" The excited shout brings me from my thoughts. Claire eyes snap open. I can see the happiness and relief in her eyes. "Hi baby boy" I greeted him. Kissing his forehead before stepping back. Turning towards Claire, I opened my arms. She basically falls in them. Sagging in relief. "Hi Claire bear" She sobs. "Oh gosh Renny, you have no idea how much I have missed you. Talking to you on the phone isn't the same as having you here with me." "I'm here now and I will be for as long as you both need me" I whisper softly. Rubbing her back in comfort. She lets go of me then wiped her tears. She stared at me. As if inspecting me. "There is something different about you, I can't wrap my finger around it though." I just give her a small tight smile. She has no idea just how different I had become. I turned my attention back to Mason as we both take our seats. "How is my favorite godson doing?" I asked. "Aunty" he says dragging the world l'm your only godson." I grin at that. He was right after all. "I have missed you lots. I'm glad you are here." The smile on his face, makes my heart constrict. I always try my hardest not to think of Krystal. The pain that accompanies those thoughts is something I tried to avoid. "Well l'm here and I thought you lots of presents." "Really? That's so cool. I have been a good boy. The doctor says I'm very brave pup and that once l'm completely healed, I'm get an cream treat. My choice." The calmness and joy in his voice is contagious. For a moment I forget that my heart is frozen. I relaxed into the moment chatting with him. Mason is ten but his outside on life is different. He filled me in on Especially his new best friend called Jax who comes to visit every day. At that, I looked at Claire in question. She nods her head confirming it's Miranda's son. From there on we chat lightly. had spent about three hours with them, when I cut my visit short. I had to go to the office to catch up on work. I was leaving the room when I came face to face with Darren. He was the last fucking person I wanted to see. "Lauren?" He asked unsure. As if seeing a ghost or something. I don't answer him just give him a death state. We had nothing to talk about anyway. I was about to bypass him when a body collides with mine. Tiny arms wrap around my waist. I looked down to see the top of Krystal's head. Shit! I so wasn't ready for this. She is my daughter, I love her but I wasn't ready for this. I was still in a dark place. And my mind couldn't reconcile the pain and the love buried deep inside my heart. I wanted to hug her so much. Fuck did I want to, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was still afraid of her rejection. Afraid that she was going to push me away. Afraid she still hated me. Her hated words still rung in my ear I couldn't shut out her voice. Her voice as she called me an evil witch and other nasty names Or when she said she was going to pray to the goddess to punish m and send me to hell. I untangle myself from her and leave without a word. It makes me a monster. Walking away from my daughter like that but I can't get past the painful memories. I can't past the darkness in me. In my hurry to get away from them I collide with someone. "I'm so..." I go to apologize but ! freeze. Miranda stands before me. Looking beautiful as ever. Asif she hadn't destroyed my life a year ago. "Lauren? Oh my god, it's you... long time no see, how are you?" I stared at her like she's lost her mind. Was this bitch being real right now? "Is something wrong with you?" asked completely puzzled. She answered confused. "No, why?" It's seems you are under the impression that we are friends. Let me remind you that we are not friends and we will never be friends. You took everything from me and I'm back to repay the favor. Karma is nasty bitch. I'm going to be your personal hell. I will destroy you completely Miranda, until there's nothing of you left. By the time l'm done with you, you will wish you were dead." I threatened, my voice going cold and dangerous. With that I bump her shoulders, leaving her shocked and shocking. I get a cab and go straight to our company. Thirty minutes later I arrive. Ruby's was able to bounce back once I left. We had even been able to open another branch in the island I had escaped to. I was just about to head into the building when I was stopped by two guards. "What the hell are you doin?" I asked gritting my teeth. I was in a bad mood after seeing Darren and Miranda. "What does it look like we are doing?" One of them retorted. What sort of people did Claire hire while I was away? "Do you know who the fuck I'm?" "The president?" Wait, maybe you are the first lady." The other mocked. I was starting to get pissed and so was Blue. They were humans so we couldn't harm them. "I'm the CEO of this company" I snarl. My nails digging into my palms in anger. I wanted to swipe at them. Teach them a fucking lesson. "Not looking like that" the black haired one scoffed. I admit I wasn't looking my best. I had worn out jeans, a crumpled blouse and shades. I had taken a direct flight with no stops so l wasn't looking all that put together. "I bet you are hoe, you probably fucked one of the higher ups and now they don't want anything to do with you, so you are here to cause to do with you, so you are here to cause drama the other one snorted in disgust. I stared at them in disbelief. We had started attracting attention. Not wanting to deal with the idiots, I try moving past them. The tall one grabs me in a painful grip and started dragging me. That was when I lose it. "Get your filthy fucking hands off me." I shouted then using my other hand I slapped him hard. The hit echoed through the room. His eye turn dangerous and he's about to lounge at me when a voice stops him. "What the hell is going on here?" Micah our general manager shouts. "This bitch here is causing problems" one of them answered. Micah turned to look at me and "Are these the type of fools you hire nowadays Mica? Who are disrespectful to women and even manhandled them?" My voice is could and restrained. "Oh God, I'm really sorry Lauren, so sorry...l apologized on their belief, it won't happen again" he stuttered nervously. I see the color drained from the faces of the guards once my name clicks in their mind. "Oh it definitely won't happen again because they are fired. Get them out of my fucking Company." I walked past them. They beg me to give them another chance. I ignored them. "What are you all waiting around for? Get back to work or suffer the same fate" I shouted, making everyone scrambled to get back to their stations. I was done being nice. Done being good. In fact I was going to be very bad I was going to be the villain they accused me of being. Hall has no fury like a woman scorned. Darren and Miranda were going to pay. I was going to rain hellfire on all those who hurt me. I was going to watch them as they burned.My new secretary enters my office with a stack of papers. A newspaper and a magazine are part of the stack. Then she quietly leaves after giving me my coffee. I have only worked with her for a few days. But she is honestly the best. She does her work efficiently. Arrives on time and she doesn't gossip which suits me fine. I picked the magazine needing a distraction. I have been cooped up in the office. Trying to catch up on work. The only time I leave was when I have to go get a shower and a change of clothes. Also when l'm visiting Mason. The front page was about me. I don't know whether to be angry at them or thankful because they are spreading the message. I'm no longer a doormat to be stepped on. "Lauren Smith is back and she's colder than the Antarctica' it reads. Below the headlines there was a picture of me slapping the guard. It then goes on to talk about what happened that day. Someone probably sold the story and image. The person was getting fired. Once I f
me and I'll push right back and trust me when I say, you won't like it when I retaliate." His says his eyes are cold and voice silky smooth.. He is calm but I know it a fucking facade. He is a beast underneath all that suit. Blue up for some odd reason. l ignored her though. She is enchanted by him, but I know he's a dangerous man.. "Where are you taking me? You do realize this is considered kidnapping right?" | ask, changing the subject.. I was treading on unfamiliar dangerous waters. One wrong move and I would probably end up in a situation I couldn't get myself out this mess. "I'm Sebastian Ashford, I own this whole damn city and I can do whatever the fuck I want Red." Shit! He was right. Darren is powerful but Sebastian was king of the city. No wonder Miranda had gone after him.. She was gold digging slut. Darren hadn't been enough for her. She had wanted someone more powerful. More prominent. With more money.. Unfortunately for me, I hadn't been enough for Darren.
"That's no going to work." I tell the man in front of me authoritatively. Smith," he replied immediately.Almost arrogant.I have been in this meeting for about two hours. We weren't getting anywhere. I was beginning to get important..I stare at William, the vice-president of Majestic Ltd. It was a textile company that Claire wanted us to partner with.."He's trying to rip us off," Blue mumbled, irritated..It was something I had already figured out. There was just something about the way he looked at me. As if he saw me as someone beneath him..Someone unworthy of leading a successful company. Like, I was dumb somehow, and he saw no problem with it over pricing us..My guess is that he was the type of man raised to believe women should worship the ground they walked on..That woman couldn't lead. Women couldn't become successful on their own. That was a woman's sole purpose is to do men's bidding and raise kids.That they were to be seen heard..I hated that type of stereotype. I hat
"You will have to repeat that," ! choked.He can't be serious. Who in their right mind proposes such a thing? It's completely absurd. He has surely lost his goddamn mind..He doesn't respond to me. Just raised his perfectly shaped eyebrow. As if he were changing me to continue pretending that he hadn't heard him.."Shit!" | mumbled. I'm staring down at my heels in thought..A million thoughts race through my mind. Making it hard to keep up with each one..The last and only time I had been in a sort of making, it had been a love match. At least that's what I had thought, and it hasn't ended well for me..What he was proposing, on the other hand, was a business deal.It brought to go horribly wrong..Could I honestly enter into such a mating after I had been burned? Then, I was shoved aside once my usefulness had ended..The familiar pain that has a grip on my heart emerges. I stamp it down. Refusing to give it reign. It only serves as a reminder of how broken I am.."For a woman, you s
On the other hand, I just don't see how his offer was connected to my problem or how it would fix it.. "Going feral is about your spirit or soul being unhinged. Unbalanced. It's about there being a tear or split. To fix this, I'll mark you. This will anchor your soul to mine and make you rooted to yourself and your wolf, " he rumbled.. It does make sense. Those who go feral do so because their spirit has been split. When you bond to someone and they break you, the heartbreak and pain can become too much that your spirit tips into two. Dividing you and your wolf. Since man and wolf are one, the division causes you to lose your mind.. Heartbreak isn't the only cause for going feral. There are different reasons why a werewolf can lose their mind. In my case, I had bonded myself to Darren in every way even though he hadn't done the same.. I want to ask Sebastian how he knew all these facts, but I don't. His expression brooks no further discussion on the subject.. "Okay then, if I
"Splended, we will begin acting as a couple from tomorrow." Sebastian said, standing up.. A quick glance outside revealed it's evening. The sun was already setting down. I can't believe that we have been here for that long. I bring my eyes back to him when he moves to stand next to me. Offering me his hands.. "Wait! What's it?" I asked in doubt.. He looked at me in confusion at first, and then something clicks in his eyes. I honestly thought there would be more to discuss. Business contracts usually took some time. This was a mating contract, which is even more important. I expected it to take a bit longer.. "Did you expect something else?" He fires back. His eyebrows arched.. "Well, yeah.... Kind of off." I hated how unsure I felt when addressing him. Was I thinking too much or something? Was there really nothing else to talk about? If I was being honest with myself. I would admit that I wanted us to talk longer. I didn't want to go back to my cold rented cottage
"Well, excuse me for caring about my future son," | snapped. Before leaving.. I stomp away, banging the door behind me. He doesn't call me back. Or try to calm me down, and I don't look back.. Once, l'm outside his gates. I realized just how stupid I had been. This was a remote area, and it was unlikely for me to get a cab. I didn't have my phone, not my handbag. Come to think of it, I didn't even know where they were.. I sighed and started walking, refusing to go back and asking him for help. I was stubborn but to hell with it.. Fuck it will be a long walk. I think to myself once I realized I couldn't see any other buildings around.. I have no idea for how long I have been walking. I don't even know if I was walking in the right direction or not I was getting tired and exhausted.. I was feeling drained. When I'm tired and l'm unable to be in control of my mind, that's when the darkness starts to take over.. I had to get home quickly. For!was a potential danger to ever
Darren, I want mommy." Krystal says in a small voice.. I turned and looked at her. Wondering what to say to her. She looked sad, heartbroken. Nothing I do cheers her up anymore. She's lost interest in all the things she used to love and care about.. These last few months have been hell for her. I don't know how to help. I've taken her to the best child therapist but nothing has worked so far.. She's still withdrawn. Still depressed. Still sad. She used to have so much energy, it was impossible to keep up with her. She used to be the loveliest little girl I know. Now, it's like all her life has been drained from her.. It started a few months after Lauren disappeared. She had been having trouble sleeping so she came to my room. While I held her, waiting for her to fall asleep. She turned to me and said; "Will you take me to mommy tomorrow? I wanted to tell her I'm sorry for being so mean to her. I have been a very bad girl." I had been fucking surprised. Both from her s
"Let go of my mommy" Krystal shouted, hitting him anywhere she could get her hands on. I can hear the panic and fear in her voice and it drives my own.I try to get him to let let go but he just squeezed tighter."Shut the fuck up you little brat" he says before pushing her.Making her fall.Blue was too weak to fight back so l was basically human. I was starting to lose air. Black dots dancing in my vision. Just when I had lost hope. I heard a loud bang and the man went still before he crumpled on the floor.Standing behind him was Claire.Holding a stick. Looking terrified."Oh! Thank the Goddess. I didn't know what to do when I heard Krystal's scream so I grabbed the nearest thing. Are you two alright?" She asked. Her chest heaving. She was in complete shock.I help Krystal up and hug her to my side. Rubbing the raw flesh around my neck. I was scared and pissed off. This was the second time I have been attacked. To make it worse, Krystal was with me and she could have really been h
"Don't bother, I'll drop at your house and by the way..... you are invited" I said mockingly, while getting Krystal settled in my car..He doesn't say anything, just got in his car and drove off. Leaving nothing but a cloud of dust and his arrogant presence behind..I get in my car and started the ignition. Krystal and I don't talk.With her seemingly lost in whatever she was doing on her tablet. I wouldn't even know where to start with her..Forty minutes later we arrived at the mall. I had planned to lunch with her then looked at some wedding gowns. Claire was to join us later on..The moment we park my car and got out. Reporters surrounded us.I grabbed Krystal's hands firmly and pushed through them as they throw questions after question.."How did you and Mr Ashford meet?"Is it true that the magazine released today? Are you two getting married?""Have you heard from Darren and Miranda? Do they know?""Did you truly fall in love over your heartbreak?"The questions go on and on as
It's a week after the incident and I was finally back at home. Today was the day that I would finally get to meet Krystal. It was also the day that Sebastian was going to announce our upcoming wedding..We had decided to hold it off last week until I was fully recovered.Reasoning that I wasn't up to dealing with the uproar and medical attention that was going to follow..Sebastian has visited day when I was in the hospital and we had finally sighed the contract. The rules he had laid down hadn't been too hard. The terms were favorable so I had sighed without a second thought..(We're here)I read the text just as I heard a car drove into my driveway. I was nervous about seeing Krystal. I didn't know what to expect. Did she still despised me? Was she angry that Darren forced her to come? The slam of car door forced me to move my feet. I took my bag and car keys. Opened the door then lock it behind me and then turned, only to see Darren literally prowling towards me. Krystal was still
I nod my head. Already feeling tired and drained. If this is how humans felt when they got sick or injured, then it honestly sucks balls..She hugged me again before whispering in my ear. "I'm really happy that you found another man, but l'm going to keep a close eye on him. I won't risk you getting hurt a second time by a guy."She kissed me on the cheek before turning to Sebastian.."Make no mistake, alpha beast. If you hurt Renny, I will hurt you by your balls before cutting them and shoving them down your throat. Powerful or not, I will end you" her voice is dangerously low making me shiver.Sebastian just sports. As if Claire said the most ridiculous thing he's ever heard. He doesn't say anything and they have a stare down before Claire smiled big, she said goodbye and leaved..Now that she's gone I become nervous for some reason. Maybe it's because of the silence that descended. Or maybe because I was now alone with Sebastian.Probably because of the intense way he was staring a
The steady hum of voice was what woke me up. I blinked my eyes a couple of times before everything came into focus.That's also when I registered the pain. I frowned, confused at first then everything came crashing down. The men at my cottage and the attack. The last thing I remember was hearingSebastian's thunderous roar.."She's awake."I turned to see Claire standing next to Sebastian. The look of concern was enough to tell me all was not well. Sebastian on the other hand just lookedimmaculate. No hair out of place.His usual cold mask on.."How are you feeling Renny?"Asked me.."Like I have been running over by an over speeding train... how long have I been out?"I knew we were at the hospital.The smell of antiseptic gave it away. I hated hospitals. They were mostly gloomy, sad and grief stricken.."Two days" Sebastian answered tersely. His voice gruff.."What the hell two days! And how come I'm still in pain.Shouldn't I be healed by now?" fired the question at no one in part
When I started getting close to home. Blue stars being restless.Prancing around my mind in agitation and nervousness.."What is it Blue?" I didn't like know how agitated she was cause it was making me really anxious."I don't know......l just sense trouble"The trembled in her voice makes me want to turn back around. I stop myself though. Assuring both of us that everything was fine..Everything wasn't fucking fine..The moment I drove into my driveway, I see why Blue was so anxious.. Standing on the steps to my cottage were three scary looking men I have never seen before..They were buffed up and they looked really mean. They looked like the type of men to scare little children just for fits and giggles..I got out of the car and their scent and their scent hit me. Fuck. They were werewolves. Their eyes which had been fixed on me since they heard my car, remained on me as I approached them.."May I help you?" I asked them once l'm a foot away from them..They looked at each other b
Today I left the company early. I had too much on my mind to focus on anything. My mind was over the place and I couldn't get myself to concentrate on one thing at a time..I was currently in an ice cream shop, eating a big bowl of vanilla.It was my guilty pleasure and usually has a way of making me feel better. Making me feel grounded and relaxed..My mind was still on what Claire told me about Krystal. Also my upcoming prenuptials. I was worried that Krystal wasn't doing as well as I had thought. That Miranda wasn't treating her asbefore. I was also worried about how people will rest to me mating with Sebastian. How Claire,Krystal and even Darren's parents would react..I haven't talked to Darren's parents since I left a year ago and I haven't seen them since I came back. I would always love them because they loved me as their own, but having them in my life after what their son did to me would be too painful.."Lauren? Is that you?" A pause then. "oh my God, it is you" then an e
"If you have no more insults for me then leave. I would like to continue this dinner date with my man, which hopefully will end up with both of us sweaty on my bed," I said. Shoo, you are both dismissed."Miranda about to say something.One look from Sebastian shuts up though. She then grabbed and dragged a reluctant Darren away..Once they are gone. I released Sebastian and jumped away from him. We take our seats just as meals arrived. We ate in silence, each of us lost in our own thoughts. When finish I ask him the question that has been bugging. A question whose answer might break our deal."Did you know Miranda had a mate? When you took her as your own."I'm afraid of what the answer will be but l also need to know. No matter how desperate I was to get marked. I don't think I would be okay with the knowledge Sebastian took someone else's mate knowingly..He sighed before answering. "No I didn't. She had told me her mate had died. It's only recently I came to know that she fucking
I quickly leave my seat and go stand behind Sebastian..I wasn't sure whether my actions would be appreciated but there was no other choice. I started to rub his shoulders. Trying to easethe tension I felt underneath them. Luckily for us, we were in a private section so there weren'tany eyes on us..I had expected him to shrug my hands but to my surprise he started to relax. I was actually happy to see this hatred for Darren and Miranda. Until that moment I not believe that he hated Miranda.."I asked you what you are doing Lauren" Darren's annoyance voice breaks my concentration..I turned to look at him and I honestly don't know why I fell for him in the first place. There was nothing that screamed special about him. Sure he was good looking and had a great body but that was just it. I must really have been desperate for a mate to choose him.. "What does it look like I'm doing?I'm having dinner with Sebastian" I sneer at him..I wish he would just take his white and leave. They