JANNA.
In just over a month, I would be turning eighteen.
If I had a choice, I would rather stay with the humans, but like what my father kept telling me, this was my fate, and I could never run away from it.
My name is Janna Marie Galhart.
I am a shifter. And so are my parents. But we live among humans.
My father, Jason Galhart, was supposed to be next in line as the Alpha of the Black Shadow Pack after my grandfather, but he gave up his right to become the next Alpha to be with my mother, Jessica Sawyer, his fated mate.
In the beginning, he tried to stay away from my mother because he already had a Chosen Mate, the future Luna of his pack, and together they had a son, my half brother, Jacob.
But as much as my father wanted to reject my mother, he couldn't fight the pull of the mate bond. In the end, he left his Chosen and his son and ran away with my mother to live among humans.
And because of that, my half-brother, Jacob, became the next Alpha. It was only a year ago when my brother welcomed us back into his life. And that was why I was forced to visit his territory once in a while.
And today would be the last day before I headed off to the Black Shadow Pack territory for a whole month's stay. I promised my brother that I would stay there until I shifted into my wolf, which would happen on the last full moon before my eighteenth birthday.
Since today was my last day before I head off to live with the wolves, I was lucky that I was able to convince my father to let me go out and have fun tonight. I told him it was my friend's birthday party, but in reality, I would be hitting the club with Michael, my boyfriend, for almost a year now.
He knew I would be gone for a month, and he has been hitting on me to give him a parting gift before we separate ways tonight. In short, he wanted to have sex. But I wasn't ready for it yet, like I always told him. And I was grateful that he wasn't making a big issue out of it.
That is, until recently.
We've been messing around, which means kissing whenever we can, but we haven't gone all out. Not that I didn't want to, I wanted to experience it, of course. But a part of me kept saying that Michael wasn't the right man to give up my virginity.
Maybe because a part of me believed that I had a fated mate somewhere out there.
I'm a shifter. And one of the blessings the Goddess, Selene, bestowed upon us was the fated mates she had chosen for us.
Although I grew up among humans and had not been exposed to the ways of the wolves, my mother never failed to tell me about Mates.
And even if I wasn’t happy knowing I was a shifter, the idea of having a soulmate somewhere out there was still appealing.
"Hey, sexy girl..." Michael's breath ran through my neck and I could smell alcohol on it as he leaned closer. "One more shot?" he asked, sliding another shot of vodka on the bar in front of me.
"Thank you!" I smiled at him cheekily as I took the vodka shot, clinking it into his rum glass before taking a big swig.
I had no idea how many shots I had already taken. I might be a werewolf, and we wouldn't get drunk easily, but since I didn't have a wolf yet, it could still affect me, so I tried not to go overboard with my drinks.
Although, I was making an exception tonight since it would be a long time before I could go out with Michael again.
But now I'm starting to regret it. My head was already buzzing and the voices around us were already starting to irritate me.
Fucking werewolf hearing! I could hear everything, even the opening, and closing of the main door of the bar, and I was way, way away from it.
My head tilted to look at Michael, my elbows resting on the bar while my knuckles were holding my chin up. He was looking at me as if he was waiting for something.
"What's wrong? Something on my face?" I asked him in a voice louder than usual since it was really crowded and noisy tonight, my lips twitching into a wide smile.
"You're beautiful, Janna." He stepped closer and wrapped an arm around my body, while his other hand was rubbing my bare shoulder.
"Hmmm... Thank you." I giggled before resting my head on his chest.
He smelled really good, and that aftershave cologne he used suited him well. And did I say utterly attractive? But I wondered why I don't feel the same excitement I felt whenever...
I stopped myself before my thoughts could go further. I don't want to think about another man tonight. It would be unfair to my boyfriend. I should only be thinking about him.
Michael kept rubbing my shoulder, his lips brushing my forehead.
"I think we should go home. I told Dad I'd be home before midnight." My voice came out hoarsely, my throat already drying up from all the vodka I had taken. My head continued to buzz and I felt a little lightheaded like my eyes were starting to close.
I shouldn't have taken too many shots.
"It's not midnight yet, we have time. We can stop by at my place and hang out for a while, then I'll drive you home." His voice was low and husky, and I felt my body starting to heat up as if I was craving something.
"No. I want to go home... Please. Dad will hunt me if I don't go home on time." I answered him, and I saw a flicker of annoyance flash in his eyes, but they were just split seconds, so I might have just imagined it.
The next thing I knew, I felt Michael lifting me up in his arms, bridal style, and walking us out of the bar.
I rested my head on his neck, my arms wrapped around his neck. I just wanted to rest for a while because I couldn't feel my head anymore.
"You smell so good, love. I want to fuck you." His voice snapped me out of my reverie, and my body jolted from his arms.
He wasn't expecting my action, and I was able to get away from his arms immediately as I slid my body down and rose on my own feet.
"I'm sorry. Can we go home now?" I placed my hand on my forehead and leaned against the wall. I didn't know why I reacted like that when I was used to hearing him say those words to me. And I would always brush him off.
But something in the way he said it was off. I felt like he wasn't going to let me off the hook this time.
I looked around. We were in the back alley of the bar and it was too dark. My heart started to thud loudly, and I could feel my core throbbing.
I don't know what was happening. I felt so aroused that I wanted to touch myself, but I was scared at the same time.
It wasn't before long that Michael pressed his front into my back. His erection was evident. I closed my eyes and swallowed hard. My body was reacting to his presence, but my mind was screaming for me to run.
Michael turned my body around abruptly and pinned me against the wall, raising my arms over my head before he crushed his lips into mine.
Everything went in a blur.
He was touching every part of my body and kissing me hard. He said I was wet, but I didn't want this. I didn't want his hands on me.
I wanted to move away from his body, but I couldn't.
I tilted my head to the side to stop him from kissing me while begging him to let go of his hold on my arms. "Stop! Please... I'm not ready yet."
"I can't, love. I waited so long... I'm just taking what's mine." His voice sounded different, not like the sweet Michael I was used to hearing.
"Michael... Please stop..." My voice broke, as his lips sucked the skin on my neck. This was my fault. I shouldn't have drunk too much. "Please... let me go."
I begged him in a low voice, but instead, he just pressed his body closer to mine, leaving me with no space to move.
And then, he let me go. Just like that.
I slid my body down, my back still pressed against the wall, until I was slumped down on the ground.
I felt so violated. His hand was all over my body, under my clothes, everywhere that I couldn't stop myself from shaking as tears streamed down my face.
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AARON.
After four hours of driving non-stop, I finally reached the Galhart residence. It was almost midnight but there were still lights in the receiving area, so I was hopeful they were still awake.
Jason opened the door, and he was surprised to see me. He didn't expect me to come today and told me that Janna had gone off to her friend's birthday party and would be home soon.
I went inside and chatted with them, but after more than an hour of waiting, I was already getting impatient. I asked Jason if I could pick her up since I wanted to be back at the territory before morning. I had a scheduled debriefing with a new set of warriors joining our Elite Class, and although my second-in-command, Timothy, could handle it, I wanted to be there.
Jessica, Jason's mate, gave me the address where Janna was supposed to be and her luggage, which was already packed.
But before I could leave, Jason went up to me and walked with me to my car.
He slipped a piece of paper into my hand with the addresses of a few bars in the city. He said he had quite a few challenges with Janna when it came to going out. She always ended up in one of those bars whenever she went out, and Jessica had no idea because Jason was the one who always went looking for her.
It seemed that Jason was at fault for spoiling his daughter.
I turned off the engine of my car when I spotted Michael's car in the parking lot of the first bar listed in the paper. Jason was also smart enough to let me know Michael's plate number since he was sure Janna was with him.
The bar was crowded and reeked of alcohol and sex, and, of course, it smelled like fucking humans all around.
It didn't take too long before I spotted her. My annoyance just grew upon seeing her cuddled in her boyfriend's arms.
They fucking don't look good together.
AARON They just fucking don't look good together. My anger was rising, but I blamed it on her. She was fucking wasting my time here when we should have been driving back to the territory. I wanted to take her away from her boyfriend, but my bladder was already bursting. So instead, I headed off to the restroom. As soon as I was done, I wanted to go to her immediately, but there were two females who blocked my way and started flirting with me. If this was another time, I would have given in since I was a free man now, but my desire to take Janna away from her boyfriend was stronger than my urges right now. But she was nowhere around the bar when I came back. Fuck! Why did I take so long in the restroom? Instead of speaking politely with those females, I should have shoved them away. I could hear my heart thudding loudly despite the booming music and restless crowd. I panicked upon not finding her. If I lost her and Michael took
JANNAI felt my cheeks starting to burn at his words. Did I really moan his name? I won'tdeny I was thinking of him, because who would I think of when he was the one beside me? And he was gorgeous and all, and yes, he was the one beside me. I have a valid reason, right?But I swear I did my best not to open my mouth, so how could it be possible that he heard me?I held my breath as I sank into my seat, wishing for the car to swallow me whole. There was no way I would admit to him that I was thinking of him.We drove in silence until we reached my home, and I left him immediately after I told him he
AARON Jason already knew we were home last night. I sent him a mindlink and told him Janna was drunk and I was already tired. He didn't ask more and just told me to make sure the front door was securely locked before he cut off the mindlink. And this was turning out to be more bizarre. Breakfast was almost done, so it meant they were awake for a long time before they woke us up. Weren't they supposed to be alarmed that their daughter was tangled up with a man on their sofa the whole night? I didn't have time to think more about this since I followed after Janna as she rushed upstairs. My eyes lingered on her round ass as she half ran and half walked along the stairs in those short satin shorts. "Eyes off my ass, Gamma!" She snapped at me without looking back. "Then stop swinging it in my face!" I snapped back at her. She stopped and turned around so suddenly that I almost slammed my head on her stomach. My brows furrowed
JANNA I went down to the dining room and found Clair, Beta Gavin, and Alia in their seats already. Clair said that Jacob was still on the phone with another Alpha and told her that we could start dinner without him. I didn't see Aaron, but I was too shy to ask where he was, not wanting to leave the impression that I wanted to see him. I sat beside Clair. I knew this was Aaron's place, but every time I visited for two days every month, Clair would let me sit here. I was placing food on my plate when Aaron's voice reached my ears. I turned slowly to see him frowning, leaning his shoulder on the pillar of the dining room entryway. "Should I feel bad that I'm the only one always discarded on the dining table?" "Excuse me? What do you mean?" Clair asked her brother, as all eyes on the table were now on Aaron. He shrugged his shoulders and crossed his arms over his chest, but stayed on his spot. "First, Alia came, and I was thrown out of my seat. And then, now that Janna is permanent
AARONThe dinner went nicely despite the annoying start. Janna was in a chirpier mood after I lied to her brother for her. I don't know why I did that. I never lied to the Alpha and I don´t know if it would cost me something big later.But I don't think this was something I couldn´t handle.Michael might be able to get away from Jason and Jacob's wrath, but I won´t let him get away with it easily. I would come back for him, whether Janna agrees or not.After dinner, I just dropped by for a few minutes at the Alpha´s office to discuss my agenda for the week before heading back to my room. As soon as I was done with my shower, I dried off my body and slipped my sweatpants on. I was ready to retire for the night because it was a fucking long day already. And my body was aching for my own bed.But then it turned out to be impossible because I found Jenny sitting at the end of my bed when I came out of the bathroom. I forgot to change my lock code."Jenny. What are you doing here?" I aske
JANNA I didn´t know what happened, but when I saw Jenny behind him, all the braveness I felt just melted away. I knew I was pissed off at him, but the pain that crossed my chest was undeniably something else. This was all wrong. I was starting to get attracted to Aaron but he was in a relationship. I slammed the door closed and dove onto my bed, burying my face in the mattress while trying my best to stop the tears from falling down. I should stop while I´m still able to. But how would I do that?
JANNA I made my way to the training ground five minutes before six in the morning. Jacob wanted me to start training today, so I woke up early and slipped on my sports bra and my high-waisted running pants, and I pulled my black straight hair into a high ponytail. The training ground was buzzing with warriors, and I saw Clair and Alia at the other end, preparing for their own training. Jacob told me he would assign someone to help me out because I was just starting with the basics and couldn´t join Clair and Alia yet, since they have more advanced training now.
JANNA After my training, I went back to the packhouse and showered before heading to the dining area for breakfast. Although Aaron didn´t say anything more after we clashed, he did give me a hard time during the training that I was sure he was doing on purpose. I would need to tell Jacob to assign me another trainer or else, I won´t do this training anymore. I was almost in the dining room when I heard my brother´s voice, but I couldn´t understand what he was saying, but his tone was serious. I felt they were talking about some private thingsso I immediately stopped on my track and listened to them without making any noise.
LUNA CLAIR. “Hi, Mommy!” I spoke with a broken voice as I fought my tears from falling, but they fell anyway. “I made cupcakes for you. They were not as good as yours, but I made them with all the love and longing I have for you.” Jake’s arms wrapped around me as he held me tightly while my fingers brushed on the flat headstone with Mom's name on it. “I miss you so much, but I know you are happy, right? Because Aaron and I found our mates, and they’re lovely. And they're siblings! So we don’t need to be separated from each other. We can stay together until we’re old and gray, like what Aaron would always say.” I tried to talk clearly, but my sobs were getting in the way. “Mommy, I got mated to Jake. Remember, you kept telling me to convince Jake that being a fated mate was not a bad thing? I did my best. He was so hardheaded, but I finally made him realize there was no better option than his fated mate.” My hands flew to my face as my cries got louder. “I wish you were here, Mommy
Hello, lovelies!These are the additional chapters/content that were added to the paperback version and can be bought on A M A Z O N. But I'm also loading it here for you to enjoy 💛CHAPTER 55.5 - CONTINUATION FROM CHAPTER 55JANNA.I was already by the stairs when I heard footsteps following me, and I knew it was Aaron.I was about to continue to the third floor when he grabbed my waist, yanked me up onto his shoulder, and made a detour toward his room on the second floor."Aaaah! Let me go!" I wriggled my body to get away from him, but I knew it would be futile, as always."What the fuck was that? Can we discuss it first before you say it's non-negotiable?" His voice was showing displeasure, and I just closed my eyes and shut my mouth, waiting until we reached his room.Aaron dropped my body on the mattress before he placed his hands on his hips as he stood at the foot of the bed. A scowl formed on his face before he spoke. "We can't make decisions without consulting each other. W
IN THE ARMS OF MY ALPHA A growl revibrated from his chest as my dress fell down and pooled on my feet. I was completely naked and I could see my Alpha's eyes shifting into full obsidian black. He wanted me. And that was all that mattered tonight. I let a seductive smile curve on my lips, hiding the nervousness I felt inside. It was now or never. "I'm all yours, Alpha..." "Get dressed! And get out!" His breathing became hitched as his gaze swept all over my naked form. I walked towards him, biting my lower lip as I slowly unbuttoned his shirt, ignoring his anger. He would have pushed me away if h
THE LAST NIGHT - ALPHA, BETA, GAMMA of the BLACK SHADOW PACK Jake - 44 years old Aaron and Gavin - 42 years old GAMMA AARON. I stood in the middle of the quadrangle. The warriors would soon finish their training for the day. I let my eyes wander over the training grounds that have been under my command for the last twenty-four years since I took over the Gamma position at the age of eighteen. It has been quite a journey. Tomorrow night, Jace would step up as the new Alpha of the Black Shadow Pack, and together with him, Tyler and Austin would take the positions as his Beta and Gamma. My heart was overflowing with satisfaction for everything this pack has gone through over the years. We were attacked and ridiculed, but we managed to rise above it. We have a strong Alpha, and he has a strong team behind him — a strong Beta and Gamma. I'm not ashamed to put myself on a pedestal because I knew
13 YEARS AFTER JANNA. My whole family was on our way to visit Mom and Dad in the big city. It's been a while since I was here, and the new buildings and structures were fascinating to see. A lot has improved. Aaron made a turn and was now passing through the area that once served as my second home. It was near my high school, and though I missed the place, I knew I would rather be in the territory than here. "Stop!" My hand flew to Aaron's chest as he hit the brake hard. Our bodies jolted forward, but we were held back by our seatbelts. My head snapped back to my back and I checked the kids on the passenger seats. Both were grimacing, but they looked fine. I felt the car move as Aaron maneuvered us into the parking space beside the sidewalk. "Janna! Don't do that again!" Aaron snapped at me, and I just bit my lower lip as I looked back at him, guilty for what I did. His eyes softened before a smile tugged at his lips. "What's going on?" My eyes widened when I remembered why I t
JANNA. I couldn't tell the exact moment I fell for Aaron. One day I just woke up and knew I was hurting every time I see him with Jenny. And then I just fell hard, even before the mate bond snapped into place. I wasn't even eighteen then. I was scared it was just infatuation and, sooner or later, it would run out. That was why I insisted on finishing high school away from him. I wanted to be sure that this was the life I wanted. That I wasn't just pushed by circumstances to end up being his mate. But then I got pregnant. And everything made sense. I wanted him. I wanted the baby. I wanted us and the life we would make out of it. Two years ago, I came to my brother's territory to take my rightful claim as the Alpha's sister, but never did I imagine that that event would turn my whole life around. Now, I couldn't imagine my life away from here, away from my mate. Aaron is my home. This is exactly where I wan
AARON. The day was almost over and my body was spent from all the sessions I had today with my Elites. I just wanted to come home and have my mate in my arms. Janna would be giving birth soon, and I knew my priority would be on her and our pup. So I was trying to do all I could to prepare the team when my full attention wouldn't be on them once my pup came out. The warrior I was sparring with bowed his head in submission as we ended our session. I went to the bench nearby and picked up my water bottle, quenching my thirst before I dried up my sweat with a towel and pulled a shirt over my body. I received a mindlink thirty minutes ago that Jenny and Beta Dominic had entered the territory. They would be here soon. Or they were here already. Jenny's mate was sent on training, and since she had some free time on her hands, she requested to be allowed entrance to the territory to visit her mother. And the Beta, I assumed, took that opportunity to come with her either to visit Janna o
SEVEN MONTHS AFTER (Janna's accident) JANNA. My eyes fluttered open as a soft gasp escaped my lips. Sparks were coursing from my belly to every part of my body. Delicious tingles spread on my thighs as Aaron's hard, calloused palm caressed my skin softly. I tilted my head lower and saw my mate giving me pepper kisses on my swollen belly while his hand was busy trailing my leg until it found and cupped my sex. "Good morning, baby wolf..." Aaron's deep baritone voice softened as he murmured against my stomach. "I can't wait for you to come out. Daddy's going to take you into the forest, and you can ride Ark's back. Just you and me..." I smiled as I brushed my fingers against his hair, loving the way he always talked with our pup before he started his day. He glanced up at me, his eyes twinkling and full of mischievousness as he cupped my pussy tighter, before brushing a finger into my already wet folds. "Hmmm..." I moaned softly as I closed my eyes, my fingers coiling on his hair,
AARON. The transfusion lasted for hours before she was transferred back to the recovery room. Jake and Jason were also transferred to a different room, so they could rest for a while. Although I could see that there was no need for it, but as Lea advised, they needed to sit still for a while just for the sake of it. We were all gathered in the room where the Alpha and his father were when the doctor came in and explained that Janna was responding nicely to the transfusion and her vitals were steadily improving. She would need a few more hours to rest, but they were not sedating her anymore. She also mentioned that they didn't see any complications with our baby, only that its heartbeat was still relatively slow and they were monitoring it. My heart clenched at the many possibilities running through my mind, but I tried to block it off. The doctor left, but Lea stayed behind, a wide smile curved on her lips. She watched as the doo