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CHAPTER 39 "Regretting it all"
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JORDAN- I sat on the floor praying with all my might, but knowing that the one who’s ruining his life is me and not his enemies. I'm his biggest enemy. I started scratching my head being ashamed of myself and banged it against the wall making me bleed even more. My reckless self was torn apart and I ran out of patience. Nothing hurts more than the situation I was in, watching your man in a terrible condition and feeling guilty knowing that you’re the reason is all it takes to ruin your psyche. “It happened because of me” I said in a low voice and kept on hitting myself in resentment, I hated my existence and for entering in Lee’s life. There was nothing we couldn’t overcome but how will I live with this culpability killing me on the inside? “I destroyed everything” I spoke again and scratched my face; all my wounds were torn, again making me bleed but it didn’t matter to me anymore. Lee’s condition was worse than mine and I don’t know how many more tests do I have to give for bei
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LEE- I quietly drove off without telling anyone so that the Stake’s doesn’t get alarmed and I can help Jordan escape instantly without much of a stress. I was about to escape but couldn’t hide from Cole’s eyes and he stood in front of me and I was forced to press the brakes. I got down from the car in anger and walked towards him hurriedly. “Don’t you dare lecture me, now.” I said pointing my finger at him in frustration but his arrogant face didn’t depict any other emotion and was only delaying everything. “Take me with you.” he spoke placing his hands on my chest attempting to stop me from going further and I felt my eyes turning red as I was losing time because of the nuisance I didn’t care about. “Don’t fuck with me, right now. Get aside.” I said and pushed his body away attempting to clear the road. He didn’t budge an inch and I sighed in order to calm myself. “You’ve got far more important work to do.” I said talking sense into him as we had to keep Mark occupied with some
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LEE-“Jordan” I said panting loudly as he removed his shirt and climbed on top of me. Our bare bodies contacted and he bit my cheeks. He seemed hungry more than me but it was still turning me on. Nothing could be bad for me when it’s coming from Jordan.He stood up again and brought the chains from the drawer attempting to tie my hands. This thing was definitely new to me and I looked at him in confusion.“You’ll get to know how terrible your prank was.” He spoke and locked my hands with the chains. I don’t know what he was about to do to me but I was up for it, all of it. I looked at him who was staring at my naked body and dig his teeth inside it. For some point it pleased me but after a while I yelled in pain as he was fixated at one spot.I tried to push him away but couldn’t as my hands were locked and I gave him an uncomfortable look as he brought his face closer to mine. He was still my Jordan but a ruthless one, the one I wasn’t familiar with.I peered down and saw a huge red
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JORDAN- “I love you, Jordan” I heard him say and sat up in order to look at him. I wanted to dance in joy after hearing him confess his feelings to me.Even though I never talked about it, but I was deliberately waiting for this very moment where he would share what he always had on his mind. I was sure about his feelings more than he knew the moment when he cried as I expressed my emotions in the doctor’s cabin.We’ve wasted a lot of time, in fighting each other and now I don’t think so I can ever look at him the way I used to. I hated him in the beginning but now everything’s changed with time.I don’t know when I discovered my feelings for him, when my heart started beating for him. Probably watching him struggle for his fiancé, I realized when he loves someone with all his heart, he gives his everything without even thinking about the cons.“Even if I die someday, I hope you’ll remember me.” I spoke looking at him as his love was intense and I was overwhelmed by his sudden confes
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JORDAN- “Mmmmmmmmmmmh” I saw Clark struggling through the ropes and quickly sat down in order to help him.When I entered inside, I shouted Clark’s name and attempted to find Damond and searched through everything and looked around the room going through every sections. I opened all of them removing the curtains but found nothing.It seemed strange and I started feeling weird once again. I walked towards the last section and saw a huge J. S. written on the wall with blood. My eyes went wide in shock as I recalled Jasmine’s name in an instant which scared my insides.I looked down and saw Clark tied with ropes and his was resisting them all the while. Someone barged inside the mansion once again and is after Lee.“What happened here? Why is the hallway empty?” I asked after setting Clark free and he huffed loudly in order to breathe. I walked towards the table and grabbed a glass of water waiting for him to come to his senses.“Someone, s--- someone is, unh! Looking for you and Lee, h
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LEE-“Hello!!!” I said as I received a call from Shawn. I was in a meeting but since it was Shawn, I thought of picking it up as it might be an emergency.“Sir, Jasmine’s alive.” He spoke and my eyes went wide not believing any word he spoke. The dossier in my hands dropped on floor and I stood up in panic. Of course, I wouldn’t believe such nonsense but her name was enough to make my insides shiver in agony.“What?” I spoke not finding another word to describe the rush of emotions flowing through my veins.“She’s here in the mansion. Please come fast and see for yourself!!!!!!!!” he spoke and I tried to grab a glass of water, but Mr. Sharma saw me struggling and passed it to me.“If this is some kind of joke, I’ll kill you. I'm in a middle of an important meeting right now.” I spoke and disconnected the call, I had to manage myself and couldn’t lose it just yet. It might be a game of these bastards and Jordan might be pulling such a thing in order to tease me.But for real, no one ha
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LEE-“You father-daughter really played me well……….. While I was crying over your death, you were laughing somewhere after fooling me. And here I was wondering, why wasn’t I invited to my fiancé’s funeral, because it fucking never happened.” I spoke rotating my chair in attempt to avoid eye contact with her.It was really dumb of me to accept her death without getting sure, maybe I got exceptionally busy mourning her that my senses stopped working. I was only informed about her funeral and didn’t bother about digging deeper.“Lee, that’s not the case, I was wounded and my father treated me in secret.” She spoke and took another step in my direction.“Was I penniless? I didn’t have money to treat you? Or wasn’t I willing to listen? Huh! Just say it, you’re plans were ruined after Cole found out the truth. And you faked your death attempting to make me miserable so that you could use me as per your convenience.” I spoke huffing at her because now that I think of her sudden funeral actua
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