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Chapter 20 - Overwhelming Desire

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As his lips met mine, I couldn't help but let out a sigh. This kiss was way different from the last one—deeper, more passionate. Instead of pulling away, I melted into his hug. After almost losing my life, I just didn't want this moment to end, not even for a second.

The idea of not being by this man side or seeing him again hit me hard, making me cling to him as if my life depended on it. I'd rather suffocate in his kisses than face a world without him. Each kiss felt like a promise, a commitment to cherish every second together.

The fear of losing touch with him made this connection even more precious.

In that moment, every heartbeat echoed the realization that life's short, but our love? It's anything but.

Oh! If only he felt the love that I so desperately want from him.

***

Alex could feel Sophie's unspoken desire as his hands rested on her thighs. With a deliberate, almost instinctive move, he slid his hands up beneath her shirt, creating an intimate connection that spoke volumes
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