We are now at Miho's club. Even before my ass warmed up, I started hitting the alcohol. "Slow down, Daphne. You won't run out. We're not chasing time either." Weaning and comment by Ziggy, who's beside me. "Ziggy is right, Daphne. We're not here just to drink but to relax from our pressures at school. Don't turn liquor into water," Bridgette said, preaching like a Priest. "Listen to them." Miho agreed and then led the cheers, raising his cup in the air. "but let's not ruin the night. We should have fun! Wooahh!""What's bothering you, anyway, Daphne?" Paul now spoke after sipping his booze."You know we're your friends. We're always here to listen to you." I appreciated his words and him. Should I tell them about the days that have been disturbing me? The feeling that I don't understand and keep messing up my world?I heaved a deep sigh, collecting all the courage in every spot in my body before I opened my mouth to finally unleash everything that I had been concealing for almost a
I didn't realize how many days, weeks, and months went by. Cara and I became like we used to from the beginning, okay as a sister-in-law and friends, but that was it, killing and putting aside whatever building-up feelings I harbored for her 'cause I knew it was running nowhere. I knocked off myself on studying, being with my friends, and hanging out with Zammy, which was also a big help. Furthermore, finally, I mastered how to drive and could leave the house alone with the car that Cara gave me.Now and then, I go to a place by myself to disentangle everything that is alarming me. I also noticed that Eroz doesn't seem to be visiting the Mansion. We no longer have secret foursome dates. I don't want to ask Craig if he and Eroz have a problem until one night."Daphne.." He called me with his hoarse voice. The spirit of liquor was so evident that I held back, contemplating if it was a good thing to have a chat with him. "Do you still love me?" He mumbled, approaching. "Are you alrigh
[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE]I haven't got the foggiest idea, but Craig spends more time with me than usual. Is this what he said we should try? Is he earnest about it? But who am I to question that? Is this not what I want in the first place? Why would I turn away when the impossible becomes possible? "Do you want to order anything else?" He asked me as the waiter who was standing waiting without saying anything. "I'm good, Craig. How about you?" I said and asked with a smile as I raised my face and lowered the menu. We are now at a restaurant going to have our early dinner. "That's all for now." He turned to the usher in front of him. Craig focused on me after the man left to tend our order. "So... how's your study?" "All good, even though we are swamped with all the activities and stuff," I explained while looking sternly at him. Why is that? Whenever he's with me, the image of Cara always enters. Is it because they look alike? "I may melt, Daphne, how you look at me." I was caugh
I had just completed my bath and put my robe on when a knock on my door caught my attention as I started drying my hair with a towel. "I cooked something for you," Daphne uttered when she appeared behind doors. "I'm not hungry-" She cut me off, proceeding inside. "You have to eat. It's bad to sleep with an empty stomach. You may have a nightmare. Do you want that?" Chuckling as she tried to scare me. She knows how I hate having bad dreams. "So, how's your intimate day with my brother?" I asked, as I was dead curious about what happened. "Good." Shortly, she replied, settling herself on the edge of the bed. "Come. I'll feed you." Damn! You don't have to do that, Daphne. I can fitly manage myself. "The whole time spending with your brother, you are all in my mind." "And why is that?" I couldn't help but ask."I don't know. Perhaps I am used to it." "Of thinking about me?" I connected to her words. Undeniably, I kind of like what I'm hearing from her. [DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE]I'm h
[CARA WHITE]I am again in a bar, having a moment with booze in my hand. If my liver could only speak, perhaps it may be yelling at me already.My mind speaks against my heart. My heart says to go and fight for Daphne, while my head says otherwise. Why can't they agree on one thing for a break? So I could ease myself from floundering like shit. "I knew it. You are drinking again, Cara. What do you get after this? A headache? or heartache? What?" "What do you want, Kazzy? Didn't I successfully close the deal earlier? How did you find me?" "I set a tracking app on your phone, dumbass." She said, laughing, which made me smirk at her. "What? The hell you're doing that?" I asked in disbelief. "I already did, Cara. You.. What are you doing to yourself? Why not just be honest and talk to her? Say whatever is inside your heart." "And then what? Easy for you to say it 'cause you are not in my position." I fired back after a sip of my drink. "At least you did something rather than not do
[CARA WHITE] When I woke up, I was already in bed without knowing how I ended up here. I was holding my head as I was about to open my eyes. Shit! Did I drink that much last night? My head hurts, but my heart breaks even more. I'm sure I love Daphne, but we don't feel the same way. My thoughts were interrupted when my phone rang. It was Kazzy, maybe it's essential, so I answered. "Hello-" I wasn't even finished when she excitedly greeted me with news. "You won't believe it, but someone wants to invest in our company!" There is a trace of satisfaction in her voice. I am very grateful to Kazzy because our hardships have paid off in the company we built. All my efforts are for Craig. So that he can be free to love whoever he wants and not have to follow our parents' will. Even if we lose everything, my company will sustain us. I even proved that I was doing the right thing when I found out that I was the reason why he couldn't give up our inheritance. The company has
Many days had passed like a breeze without seeing Cara. As time went on, I couldn't bear to be without her presence, so I thought of going to her office, to pay her a surprise visit. I was walking in the hallway and was about to open her office door when I was stopped. She was with another woman. It's not Kazzy because I know her voice anyway. Perhaps her assistant or whoever. I didn't think about it anymore and just went in."What's happening?" Suddenly, my heart beat faster when I saw someone sitting on her lap. They stood up together, but the image of their previous position was left in my mind. "What are you doing here, Daphne?" I can't speak suddenly. It was as if something blocked my throat. My chest is tense up. I don't like how I feel. "Nothing in particular.. I just brought you lunch. I barely see you at the mansion, so I thought of coming here. Alright, I'm leaving." I quickly turned around after placing what I was holding on her table because my tears were about to fa
"The fuck! You are going, Cara." Kazzy yelled at my back after I said to Daphne that I'd be home, just give me a half hour, and don't sleep yet. "I'm sorry, Kazzy, but I have to go. She's sick." I explained, walking inside to grab my things. "Sorry for your damn self, Cara. And please.. She won't die. It's just a simple sickness. Oh Gosh!" I just threw her a 'my decision is final.' look. "I love her. I will always put her on top of my priorities." Before I turned my back to her, I saw her sympathetic face as if saying that tonight was my funeral. When I reached home, I went directly to my room. Abruptly, I come closer to the woman who's lying in the bed. "Hey... Are you alright? Did you drink your medicine already? Since when have you been vomiting? Did you consult the doctor already? What did they say?" Non-stop, I murmured as I sat beside her after she lifted to tend me, leaning on the headboard. She did not say any words and slowly caressed my cheek. Her eyes were red,
It was challenging to leave Cara, but I had to, despite not wanting to protect the company she built and worked hard for. Even though our time apart would be brief, it felt like an eternity. I entrusted Kazzy to look after her, knowing she would provide excellent care. We have made plans to Facetime daily to bridge the distance and alleviate the feeling of being away. Since arriving discreetly in Spain two days ago, my mind didn't leave Cara. Craig made an excuse for a leave of absence as he needed time for us. We must go together to avoid suspicion. However, my heart yearns to be back with the woman I love. If I could just do things fast, I would. "Are you ready?" I stood up to meet him with confidence when I heard his voice. We rented a hostel that was not eye-catcher to proceed with the plan. "Of course. I have to be." I assured him despite my initial doubts about becoming a mother at a young age. I know that I am capable of embracing this new chapter in my li
"Daph, I'm really concerned that you might get sick if you keep this up." I was lost in thought when a familiar voice broke through. It's been a whole week now, and I haven't left the hospital once. It's starting to feel like a second home to me, but not in a good way. It's as if I checked in, and there's no check-out date in sight. My attention shifted from Cara to Craig as he walked in, looking like he just got off work. "Have you eaten?" I asked, not paying attention to his words from earlier. He seemed like he was neglecting himself already due to his heavy workload. I didn't want him to end up in a hospital bed, either. "Let's not change the subject. I'm serious. If something happens to you, my sister will never forgive me. Worst.. She will definitely, no doubt, kill me." I stood up to tend him but felt unsteady. Luckily, Craig quickly caught me before my face hit the floor. "This is exactly my point!" He said firmly. "You're asking if I've eaten, but you're sk
A few months passed, and Cara still didn't wake up, but I never dared to give up or stop hoping that one day she would come back.. to me. She needs to come back to know how much I love her. That I am ready to love her completely, love only her. "Daphne.. Why don't you take a break? Go home. Rest assured, I'll keep an eye on her." Craig uttered, patting my back, but I don't want to. "No.. She might open her eyes today. I don't want her to think I'm not on her side." "Of course not. Cara will not think that way, Daphne. She knows you. You know each other well." He said those with a bit of a laugh in the end. "You guys are like twins. Something connects your gut. Okay." For an instant, I come to think of it. "Besides, don't you have class tomorrow?" He's right, and I'm kind of losing track of my Acads as my focus was on Cara's recovery. "Fine.." I lifted my hands in defeat. "..But call me asap when she gains consciousness." Craig nodded. From that day forward, Cara is a sl
[DAPHNE WHITE]When I got conscious and gradually opened my eyes, I instantly closed it again 'cause of the pang in my head. I held on to it. "Don't move yet." I should have gotten up. There was this urge I could not stop from igniting within me. I must see Cara before it's too late. "Where's Cara? I have to go see Cara!!." I screamed out at the top of my lungs as I cupped my bandaged head. I heard Craig sigh, an indication that something terrible had happened. "Please, Craig. I need to talk to Cara. I can't lose her." I begged, trying to take off my bed. "Yes, Daphne. I understand you, but in these times, you have to put yourself first. Get well first." What I perceived was not processed in my brain. All I could think of was Cara. I have to stop her from leaving me for good. "You don't understand me, Craig. I can't lose Cara. She needs to hear what I have to say." I feel like I'm losing her. I seem to be late, messing things up, and I could not afford that to happen. This time
[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE] "Let me help you," I said, not heeding her words that seemed like a knife that could easily make me bleed. "Stop, Daphne! Just... Just go away. Get out!" She struggled with my touch. "Alright. Alright. I'll leave you alone after this." I just want to help her change and feel comfortable so she can go to sleep. "You are not listening, Daphne. I said leave!" She pointed to the door out. I gulp and freeze on my stand. This is the first time Cara has driven me away. She must be distraught by me. I couldn't do anything but follow her because I was already feeling pain from her sudden treatment. THE FOLLOWING DAY.. As I stepped out of my room, I was thrilled to see Cara heading out. We were so engrossed in our own thoughts that we accidentally collided. Our eyes locked, and in that moment, time seemed to stand still. Without a word, Cara drew nearer, and before I knew it, we were wrapped in a warm embrace, sharing a heartfelt kiss. This was only my s
[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE] We just finished our two classes, and we are now heading to the cafeteria. While walking, my mind was too preoccupied. It's been two days since Cara unleashed her true feelings towards me, loving me romantically, in exactly fine words. It's just a simple fact, yet it seems like a storm that literally washed the hell out of me. Suddenly, my world had gone wild enough to sabotage my sanity continuously. I'm so fucking confused about what to feel anymore. What exactly is inside my chest? Is this just a phase that, as days go by, it will all pass? The day Zammy asked Cara if she likes me and I found out that I was only a responsibility and obligation to Cara, I felt terrible. Now that Cara said she loves me, I still can't get what my heart really yearns for. This is fucking fucked up damn shit.... "What's with the long face, Daph?" Bridgette's brows knitted as we settled in our seats. The noise surrounding us was like nothing, as chaos ran through my w
From the stairs, I already smelled the aroma of something that was definitely coming from the kitchen as I got to see the dining still empty. I walk through it, following what my nose lingers with. "Good morning." I heard her greet me without even paying gaze on me. How did she sense my presence as I stepped soundless? "G-good morning," I respond, stuttering. I can see that she's in the mood, literally not sick at all. What a trap, Daphne. You, indeed, know how to tame me. Lucky for you.. What bad luck for me. I was taken aback when she suddenly turned around, facing me while holding a spoon. "Taste it, Cara." Hesitantly, I still obeyed her, opening my mouth. I swallow and lick. "Not bad." Her brows wrinkled in awe. "You don't like it?" I just hissed, turning my back on her. Everything about her... I don't just like it. I love it, except for her mixed signals. Her confusing motif, actions, and behavior.Before I could go far away, she already stood in front of me. "Tell me
"The fuck! You are going, Cara." Kazzy yelled at my back after I said to Daphne that I'd be home, just give me a half hour, and don't sleep yet. "I'm sorry, Kazzy, but I have to go. She's sick." I explained, walking inside to grab my things. "Sorry for your damn self, Cara. And please.. She won't die. It's just a simple sickness. Oh Gosh!" I just threw her a 'my decision is final.' look. "I love her. I will always put her on top of my priorities." Before I turned my back to her, I saw her sympathetic face as if saying that tonight was my funeral. When I reached home, I went directly to my room. Abruptly, I come closer to the woman who's lying in the bed. "Hey... Are you alright? Did you drink your medicine already? Since when have you been vomiting? Did you consult the doctor already? What did they say?" Non-stop, I murmured as I sat beside her after she lifted to tend me, leaning on the headboard. She did not say any words and slowly caressed my cheek. Her eyes were red,
Many days had passed like a breeze without seeing Cara. As time went on, I couldn't bear to be without her presence, so I thought of going to her office, to pay her a surprise visit. I was walking in the hallway and was about to open her office door when I was stopped. She was with another woman. It's not Kazzy because I know her voice anyway. Perhaps her assistant or whoever. I didn't think about it anymore and just went in."What's happening?" Suddenly, my heart beat faster when I saw someone sitting on her lap. They stood up together, but the image of their previous position was left in my mind. "What are you doing here, Daphne?" I can't speak suddenly. It was as if something blocked my throat. My chest is tense up. I don't like how I feel. "Nothing in particular.. I just brought you lunch. I barely see you at the mansion, so I thought of coming here. Alright, I'm leaving." I quickly turned around after placing what I was holding on her table because my tears were about to fa