‘He’d do it, too, the bastard. I know he would,’ she thought, giving in to the inexplicable smile that seemed to rise from the ashes of every memory she had of the man that went away with her heart forever. Nearly every memory anyway.
Chance knew no limits when it came to getting what he wanted. And now, after a decade with little more than the most limited greetings passing between them, and only when absolutely necessary, he wanted to get into her hideout.
“Now, Melora! You need to say something right this instant, otherwise... 3… 2… 1…”
With a reluctant sigh, and then a second, louder, more pointed version of the first, Melora gave up her holding on the door and scooted into a seated position against the wall where she’d arranged a pile of linens to pad the floor.
“Alright, come in! Just hurry up before someone sees you.”
“Good girl! I knew I could count on you.”
Chance shouldered through the door, closing it with the sweep of one foot behind him. The swift, fluid move, executed with Chance’s signature masculine economy of motion, took her back to the days of watching him tear across the soccer field, totally lost in him. Fast and strong and so skilled. Damp strands of dark hair whipping about his face as he drove toward a goal.
She hadn’t been able to take her eyes off him. Even now, attempting to pry her gaze from the man-sized version of the boy she’d wanted so badly, Melora only managed to skirt from one hard-planed, deep-chiseled element of his physique to the next.
It was no good. He was more devastating in the looks he’d grown into than any man had the right to be. His hair was now combed and it looked freshly cut and looked so silky and so imperfectly shaped. But remained utterly tempting in its unruly disarray. And the fact that he chose not to shave was making him even sexier.
Chance was broader in the shoulders and chest, still athletically lean, and exuded so much power and confidence that dwarfed the world around him and making him ten feet tall. Particularly in his tailor-made tux with a bottle of champagne hanging loosely from his long fingers.
He was the personification of careless elegance. Intimidating in ways to which Melora was normally immune. But then, the man near her was Chance Benson. It had been different with him from the start. He was everything she never allowed herself to be.
“What the hell are you doing back here?” Melora finally asked.
His cool dark brown gaze locked with hers, and the corner of his mouth twisted upward to the slightest degree.
“What can I say? I started feeling the urge of participating at the most romantic wedding of the season,” he said and his laughter filled the utility room where they were hiding. “And I also was desperately looking for my salvation. I was looking for you, princess.”
Maybe he was looking for her, but it had nothing to do with what his words were suggesting since his tone wasn’t all that seductive. There was something fishy going on, Melora was absolutely sure.
“Yeah, right! Tell it to someone who’s going to believe you, buddy!”
Chance didn’t think of her like that when he had the opportunity and never will. For him, she always was the little Channing princess. She peered up from her spot on the floor, waiting for him to elaborate, but Chance glanced around the small room instead, taking in the shelves stocked with miscellaneous serving equipment, a rolling cart, table dressings.
“Nice place you’ve got here. Built-in sound system and everything,” Chance said with a gesture to indicate wires coming out from a hole in the wall.
“Thank you, it’s coming together quite nicely, I think. A few more weeks and I’ll be ready to entertain.”
He raised an eyebrow at the makeshift seating she’d assembled. His gaze got a little darker and his tone got cold and way too serious.
“Not expecting company now, are you?”
Heat splashed up her neck and cheeks as she realized what her little sanctuary might suggest to a world-class ladies’ man like Chance Benson.
“Absolutely not!” she said, shaking her head, her hands flapping as her explanation tumbled out. “Just settling in here, waiting for the time to pass. I shouldn’t be seen leaving for at least another hour, but with all the talk I just couldn’t stand to stay there and pretend I was having the time of my life.”
“I get it. They’re like a pack of wolves out there. From the paparazzi, the journalists up to the guests.”
Chance gave her hip an indelicate nudge with the point of his perfectly shined Italian black shoe.
“Make some room for me, will you? I want to sit here too.”
Inching over, Melora made room as Chance knelt down, the heavy muscles of his thighs flexing beneath the hug of his trousers, and settled against the wall beside her. Sensing his manly scent, her pulse started pounding like a jackhammer. The temperature in the little utility room she’d been sure was cool only moments ago went up in a matter of seconds.
Arms balanced atop his bent knees, Chance held the champagne in one wide palm, brushing his thumb through the condensation accumulating on the heavy glass.
“What I can’t understand is why in the hell you would come willingly in this snake pit. And I’m hoping, for your sake, it isn’t because you were hoping to hook back up with that prick ex of yours, Charlton.”
Melora looked at him for a moment, then rolled her eyes. He too with this story? It was too much to hope that Chance wouldn’t have heard the gossip surrounding her breakup. This was another reason to run as fast as she could from the social scene and leave behind her this empty life where her problems, her pain, her desperation, her tears were everybody’s business thanks to the infinite number of gossip columns 'taking care of the poor rich girl.'
There was no more reason to stay around and act like a puppet on a string. The escape had become imminent.
“Oh, God, no! Absolutely not! I had to be here and since the first second, this has become my worst nightmare. Initially, I’d planned to come down with something highly contagious and unexpected and not be able to attend this charade at all. But a bridesmaid beat me to it and I got promoted up from simple guest. Lucky me…”
Chance’s mouth twisted down as he looked her over.
“If you say so…”
She laughed out a breath and then turned, falling back into the conversation that had always come so easily between them.
“Well, what about you being here alone? It’s a wedding and it's not that safe for you out there… You’ve scored a slot on the world’s most eligible bachelors' list three years in a row. You’d need a date on each arm to escape unscathed. But escaping like this, like a thief in brought daylight? I’m amazed you made it out of the ballroom without the single girls setting up a numbered queue to get served.”
“Get served?”
This time it was Chance who laughed, letting his head leaned back against the wall behind him.
“Melora, Melora…”
He caught her with a questioning glance.
“What kind of talk is that from a good girl like you? Such a pity for all those years you spent in the most exclusive college.”
Her mind went back to the moment when Brando pushed her away from the house, right after that awful day. Even if this decision wasn’t made by her, Melora followed all the rules, turning into a very beautiful, educated woman, smart and stylish, making everyone but herself, proud and content.
Melora stared at him, her heart skipping a beat as his focus shifted to her mouth.
“Man… You’re all grown up…”
She couldn’t have Chance looking at her like that, particularly when he had no intention of following through. Melora could handle her attraction to him, she’d done it for so many years. Managed it. Tamped it down and stuffed it away. Buried under a mountain. First, because it was futile, and secondly, because it was misplaced.
But now… The last thing she needed was Chance reminding her of what she couldn’t have. He was flirting when he’d never see her as more than Brando’s little sister. The good girl.
Enough with the small talk! She needed to know what the man who walked out of her life with barely a word all those years ago wanted with her now. And then Melora needed to get him out of her space before she did something stupid. Such as catch a bit of that unruly hair between her fingers and test its softness against her lips.
“Listen, Chance, what do you want from me? Why are you stuck here, in this utility room, together with me? What could you possibly want from me after all these years?”
Those questions hung between them. Chance raised the bottle to his mouth, tipping it back for a long swallow, before turning and pinning her to her spot with the full intensity of his gaze.
“I thought I’d already answered your questions, princess.”
Their eyes locked and Melora saw her past, the pain he put her through when he left, but also a glimpse of her future, where, strangely, Chance was very much present. No, not again! Not now! She shook her head and tried to get up, but he grasped her hand and stopped her.
“You… I want you, Melora. I really need you.”
For a second, she believed his every word. This was what she always wanted to hear from the man of her dreams. How stupid was she to listen to him? His eyes swept over her and she knew she needed to put an end to this… to her thoughts, to that pounding in her chest that was so unsettling.
"Do I look stupid to you?"
“Not one bit. Perhaps you will allow me to take you out to dinner if you're not otherwise engaged and explain myself?”
“I don’t think so…”
“Allow me to enjoy your company a bit more… maybe outside of this damned room,” Chance insisted. “Don’t let me eat alone… Please.”
“Listen, Chance, I’m not falling for your act. I’m not that stupid. So, cut the crap and tell me what you’re really after.”
“I want you to pretend we’re together in a relationship. That we’ve been involved for the last month, actually.” Chance watched as Melora’s face turned in a second from white to red before she finally nailed that single-word demand for clarification.“What?”“To pretend that we’re involved in a love story.”“Oh, so I did hear right… You, Mr. Benson, must be out of your damn mind! You’re delusional if you think that I’ll accept.” Well, Chance hadn’t expected her to simply agree and climb into his lap. And, man, as much as he liked the hot flush across her skin, he definitely didn’t need to think of Melora’s lush curves and petite frame curling into the seat of his thighs. Not a good idea at all. Never had been.“Just take
Her mouth opened, to gasp or deny, only nothing came of it but a slow leaking breath that might have been regret. Once upon a time she had been so in love with him. She would have given Chance anything. Done anything he asked. She was only sixteen, but Melora had always been an old soul in a young body. And loving Chance has been the most profound feeling she had ever experienced. If he’d decided to use her as a means of payback or revenge or whatever motivated him back then, Chance would have found no resistance. Only the eager willingness of a girl desperate for him to see her as a woman. And the consequences…“Brando would have gone out of his mind.” After hearing her words, Chance let out a bark of laughter.“Yeah... Well, rest assured it wasn’t t
The kiss was shameless and intense, an impressive display of passion that bowed her in a delicate arch, caged by the unyielding iron and steel of Chance’s powerful frame. Firm, smooth lips moved over hers in a back and forth rub so skillfully seductive Melora could only sigh under their assault. Give into the idea that, if she wasn’t going to escape the spotlight as she’d planned, there were plenty worse things than being exposed while discovering what it was to be really kissed by Chance Benson. It was all-consuming. There was something undeniable in his touch, something chemical, instinctual, and absolutely unexpected. She didn’t understand it, couldn’t defend against it as, locked in his hold, her body and mind pushed into overdrive. Eyes closed, fingers flared at his should
Her words felt like an electric current straight to his groin. Chance was a man accustomed to taking what he wanted, how he wanted it. Because of who Melora was, he’d been willing to exercise more restraint than he ever did. But with that soft-spoken challenge thrown, there was no going back. Melora wanted him and he won’t say no to her proposal.“If this is what you really want… Then we need to get out of this hall. Now.” Her eyes lit, the seductive curve of her lips stretching as she reached for his jacket’s lapel, urging him back toward her storage closet. No one is going to find them there.“We should go back to the utility room.” He let out a bark of disbelieving laughter and stopped her with a firm hold at her wrist. Spun her back with a t
Brushing her hands aside, Chance stood before Melora, his chest rising and falling with the efforts of his restraint. Need raged in his eyes. Lines of strain bracketed his mouth. The corded muscles of his neck stood out in stark relief. For her. Her hands relaxed at her sides as Melora leaned back into the wall allowing this devastating man to take her away. And then she was in his arms, beneath the renewed assault of his kiss. His response was rough, scoring her lips as he pulled her into the unmistakable hardness of his ready body. Wide, strong hands skimmed across her back, her hips, her thighs in a reckless exploration that left the surface of her skin tingling with anticipation, with awareness, pulsing into the very center of her. It was ero
Melora moved slowly, opening her eyelids only to encounter a tangle of brown curls blocking her view. Shifting slowly, she reached up to shove the mess from her eyes, halting at the slow rise and fall of a chest beneath her cheek. Oh, God… Chance... She swallowed down the burst of joyous excitement as images, sensations, and whispers of the night before bombarded her waking consciousness. He’d been so gentle with her the first time. So careful. And then after that… Her toes curled deep beneath the sheets at the thought of all they’d done. Every single thing. They’d made love, over and over again. She smiled remembering Chance waking her with his hands, his mouth. A seductive growl accompanied by his rising need. Everything had been inc
Melora stood under the shower, her body still sore from that night filled with wild sex, her mind whirling a mile a minute as she began to sort out everything that just happened with Chance. Everything that would happen from now on. She needed to keep her calm and composure. She also wanted to make sure he understood she didn’t have expectations about a future together. Or at least a romantic future. Because while last night had been incredible, exciting in a way she hadn’t believed possible and would never regret, it was the going forward that mattered. Going forward as friends, as they’ve decided. Tipping her face beneath the water, she pushed back the sodden curls, wringing the heavy mass clean. These past hours with Chance had been a taste of what she’d missed so much over the ye
Chance ran his fingers through his hair, letting them slid at the base of his skull before letting go with a grunt. He started to walk fast, as far away from the ‘scene of the crime’ as he possibly could or want. Halfway from his Lamborghini, Chance stilled and turned to face the hotel’s entrance. She was still there, reading his stupid post-it… The only person willing and ready to help him, received from him a pitiful note after she gave him the most perfect night. But this was the problem, part of the reason why he’d reacted as he did and almost ran away from Melora. He acted like a jackass of epic proportions, but he needed her to understand how things would go between them from that moment on. Maybe he needed to understand it too. He also needed to forget stuff about the Melora from h
Chance sat at the edge of the bed, feet on the floor, forearms propped over his knees, jaw painfully set. This wasn’t going to work. He looked over his shoulder at Melora’s sleeping form, quietly curled into herself, a tiny furrow pulled between her delicate eyebrows. She didn’t want what he was offering… not really. They’d been in the same book, but on different pages from the start. He’d tried not to hurt her, but he’d been an idiot, and in the end that was all he’d managed to do. Even today, when suddenly all the pieces of his life seemed to be falling into place, one jagged edge didn’t fit and he’d felt it cut through Melora’s vulnerable heart. ‘Just let me love you.’ He shouldn’t have said the words like that.
He was losing her. He’d been so close. She’d been there, he could feel it. He’d seen her weaken, starting to melt. Felt the hot lick of her eyes over his skin, the current charging the air between them. And then, just that quickly, everything changed. The temperature dropped. The static grounded. And a swarm of angry bees manifested beneath his skin, buzzing in his head, making him itch and sting and want to roar in painful frustration. Why wouldn’t she damned well give in? Fighting the vise around his chest, Chance surged to his feet. Wasn’t surprised when Melora rose with him. She leaned into his space, looking up at him with eyes that were flat and bleak, lacking emotion, and speared through his soul like a blade.“You know what? You’re right… I don
Melora stood before the closed door to her apartment, hand hovering above the knob. Chance was on his way up. Invariably looking too dangerously good for her peace of mind. He always looked good. And she’d generally been able to handle it. Right up until the night a week ago when she’d gotten her hair stuck in his shirt. Ever since she’d been fighting a losing battle against temptation. It was unsettling. And what made matters worse, Chance had stopped berating talking about marriage. She knew something wasn’t right… This was the relentless, ruthless, single-minded in his unwavering determination to make the world bend to his will, Chance Benson. Now that she’d been on the receiving end of all that intensive focus, Melora didn’t believe for one minute he’d actually given up the fight. Which meant he’d be
Melora sat at the kitchen table, her gaze fixed on the cooling mug of tea between her palms. She’d left Chance in the living room nearly a half-hour before. After a time, she’d heard his sweet voice as he began making phone calls. Surely, he was trying to find a way out of this mess. The hardwood groaned its quiet protest under the weight of his approach and then Chance’s dark form filled the doorway. Arms braced against the frame like a looming threat, he pressed into the room without entering. “I found out this morning…” she volunteered, figuring it as good a place to start as any. “Are you ok?” he asked visibly concerned. It didn’t surprise her… There’d never been a question of caring. Only of degree. “Yes. It was just my annual check-up. One thing led to another and then…”
How in the hell was he supposed to make this work when Melora wouldn’t give a damn inch? “Chance, I’m not giving up my job!” Her cheeks were flush, her eyes overbright with shadows beneath as she planted hands on hips and glared at him from across the distance of his living room. “People work because they need the money, Melo,” he answered steadily, unwilling to be baited into a shouting match with this stubborn little demon woman carrying his child. “You don’t need the money.” Chance was the calm one, this time. The reasonable one. Casually sprawled in his chair, smiling his most patient, unfazed smile, his hand, all the while, discreetly flexing the tension from his body behind the arm of the wingback. They’d been going aroun
The weather outside was so similar to what was going on in her heart and in her mind. So, after she took a nice long bath, Melora decided to make herself a cup of tea and think of the news Dr. Jackson just gave her that morning. Melora knew she had to talk to Chance, that he had to know about the pregnancy. But before doing that, she needed to put some order in her thoughts and come up with a plan that would allow her to take care of the baby without asking anything from him. She won’t put Chance in chains out of fear or desperation. This wasn’t his fault, but all hers. So, Melora Channing is going to take care of her baby without asking for no one’s help. The piercing whistle of steam escaping the kettle was broken by the repet
Melora’s gown crinkled, gaping in falls of stiff, creased blue paper as she sat atop the padded exam table, legs crossed with as much lady-like decorum as she could muster given the circumstances. While waiting for Dr. Jackson, Melora tried to calm her trembling hands, blocking her every thought about Chance. At least for that day. The last months and a half had been extremely tough on her, she’d almost lost her mind and her will to live. Thank god for her students at school! They literally saved her life, keeping her sane and focused at least a few hours a day. After breaking up with Chance, she had been grumpy, sick, and depressed for a long time. She kept fighting what had become a perpetual state of lethargy for weeks. But one morning, she left her room and decided she wouldn’t
One look at her and Chance knew something was wrong with Melora. He stood by the exit watching the dinner crowd. The upscale Italian restaurant was one of his favorites and Melora had mentioned it as one of hers as well, but tonight she’d barely had a bite of her food and her glass of wine sat all but untouched on the table. He’d gone to her place straight from the airport, willing to see her, ready to pick up where they’d left off almost a week before. The business trip had been a success and he was in the mood for a celebration. But even before they’d made it to the car, Chance had sensed something off. Usually, they’d talked easily enough, laughed, and caught up, but every few minutes her attention would drift, leaving him to wonder where she’d gone. 
“Mother, Brando’s here,” Melora called, watching from the front window as the black Porsche pulled into the circular drive. It had been weeks since she’d seen Brando and, aside from the one brusque call she’d received about the folly of getting involved with ‘Benson’, he’d been unusually quiet, busy running ‘Channing Industries’ outstandingly well. Heading to the foyer, Melora heard the thud of a car door and then stilled mid-step at the sound of another. A moment later the front door swung open wide and her brother strode in, an insolent grin on his face and Charlton behind him. Melora’s back straightened, her jaw setting hard.“Hey, Mel,” Brando said in a naughty tone as he crossed to take her in a quick hug. “Hope you don’t mind that I’ve