Liza had been totally useless, absolutely hysterical somewhere in the background. Lara had found herself in a private ambulance, accompanied not by her friend but by Christophe.
“She will follow in my car,” he had asserted, getting in the way of the paramedics while simultaneously telling them what to do.
Lara just hadn’t had the strength to fight Christophe Moreau off that day. Her head had been aching fit to burst and her stomach churning with nausea. She had shut her eyes to escape, telling herself that this explosive and domineering stranger was simply attempting to make amends for an accident that hadn’t been his fault in the first place.
She had been taken to a clinic, subjected to an alarmingly thorough examination against her will, and tucked into a bed in a very expensively decorated room.
“Oh, my God… This is so unnecessary,” she had protested to the nurse. “I just want to go home.”
Christophe had entered the room, splintering waves of vibrant physical energy that seemed to charge the very atmosphere and drive out all tranquility.
“Where’s Liza?” she had whispered, shaken that he was still around.
“I had her taken home. She was too distressed to be of any assistance. I understand that your parents are abroad and will not be home until tomorrow. Would you like to contact them? Would you like me to do it for you?”
“Are you kidding me? I don’t even know your name,” she had begun through clenched teeth.
“I’m Christophe Moreau,” he had murmured with a slashing and brilliant smile. “Tell me how do you feel?”
“I just want to go home... Don’t you ever listen to anything people say?”
“Not if I don’t want to hear it,” Christophe had admitted.
“Look, all this...” Lara said and indicated the fancy room with embarrassment. “It’s not necessary. It was a stupid fall. Your car didn’t touch me. It’s not as if I’m going to sue you or anything. And all this fuss…”
“Is my wish,” he had inserted silkily.
He was scanning her slender shape beneath the bedclothes with unashamed appreciation, making her cheeks ignite into sudden color and sweeping up to her face with yet another smile.
“That’s incredible, but I just can’t take my eyes off you. I know you noticed it by now. Then again, you must be accustomed to a great deal of attention from men’s part.”
“Not since I got engaged,” Lara had muttered stiffly, infuriated by how he was openly looking her over as if she were an object on a supermarket shelf there for the taking.
Christophe had stilled, golden eyes narrowing and flaring.
“You belong to another man?”
“I belong to no man, Mr. Moreau!” Lara had snapped.
“Well, I must take care of this part… I promise you that sooner rather than later, you will belong to me,” Christophe had murmured with utter conviction.
She had honestly thought he was nuts. Nobody had ever talked to her like that before… Such a waste that a male dressed with such apparent sophistication in a superbly tailored mohair and silk blend suit, a male who spoke with an air of culture and education, should make such primitive statements… That had astonished Lara.
“You’re too late, Mr. Moreau. I’m getting married in six weeks,” Lara had informed him flatly, involuntarily studying his strikingly male features before she realized what she was doing and hurriedly looked away again.
“We’ll see...”
And Christophe had laughed indulgently, the way you laughed when a child said something innocently amusing. Like he always did…
Lara sank back to the present and discovered that she was shivering. Her first thought was for her father. No matter what he said, Kenneth shouldn’t be alone. Grabbing up a coat, Lara let herself out of the tiny cottage she rented and climbed into her car to drive over to his house.
“But Mr. Miller is at work, Mrs. Anderson. What would he be doing home at this time of the day?”
Her father’s housekeeper studied her with a questioning frown. Lara swallowed hard, fighting to keep her face unconcerned.
“I thought he was finishing early.”
“Well, he didn’t mention it to me.”
“I’ll catch him later.”
Lara climbed back into her car. Dear God, where had her father gone? She must’ve been out of her mind to let him wander off like that in the state he was in! Another little voice asked her what she was doing. Her father had said he needed time on his own. She wasn’t his keeper. Shouldn’t she respect his wishes?
But the nagging sense of urgency nibbling at her nerve-endings wouldn’t leave her alone. Reluctantly Lara went home again. Christophe... She couldn’t get him out of her mind. Would she go to the Northern Star Hotel to crawl and beg and plead as once her father had done with her mother?
Her stomach gave a sensitive heave. What would be the point? She knew Christophe Moreau. There was no way he would let her father off the hook. Christophe wanted revenge.
He couldn’t touch Lara but he knew just how deep the bond was between father and daughter. It would be a sweeter revenge than any that dark Machiavellian intellect might have calculated.
“Someday you will come to me on your knees and beg me to take you... and I will break you, Lara.”
As she remembered, perspiration dampened her short upper lip. Christophe had destroyed her life. He had hacked to pieces everything she held dear. Her love for Randall, her happiness, her tranquility... and in the end, her self-respect. She had fought him to the very last shred of her endurance and then had learned the secret of her frailty in a shattering hour of self-discovery.
Shuddering with disgust, Lara shut out the memories but the humiliation and the shame lived on as strongly as ever. Christophe was one hundred percent a predator. Ruthless, unforgiving, utterly intolerant of those weaker than himself.
She would never ever forget the way he had looked at her on her wedding day. With smoldering incredulous fury and pure, unadulterated hatred. The Alpha male, fabulously rich, indecently successful, and stunningly handsome... rejected over and over by the same woman.
Right up until the very last moment, Christophe had expected her to change her mind and fling herself at his feet.
“I will never forgive you, Lara,” Christophe said outside the church door.
Lara had been shaking so badly by that time, Randall had practically been holding her upright. She looked like a ghost in the wedding photographs. Randall had assured her that he had forgiven her but as she lived day in, day out with the farce of her marriage, she had never been able to forgive herself.
She raised an unsteady hand to her pounding temples, struggling with the greatest of difficulty to retain her concentration. Why on earth hadn’t she realized before now that her father was in trouble? She had been too involved in her problems, Lara acknowledged wretchedly.
Randall had been ill for a long time before his death. His business had crashed in the recession, leaving nothing but debts. Her father had urged her to come home but Lara had refused. She hadn’t wanted to turn into the Daddy’s little girl she had been before her marriage.
She hadn’t even had a job in those days. All Lara had ever thought about as a teenager was marrying Randall and having children. She shoved that particular recollection away with helpless bitterness.
Christophe had invited her to the hotel to gloat over her father’s downfall. A sadist to the backbone, he wanted to experience her pain personally. Why should she give him the satisfaction when she knew that he wouldn’t allow her father to go unpunished? No way was she going to him!
After driving for hours, Lara stopped the car and got out. It was dark and cold and wet, just like that other day long ago, that day she couldn’t bear to remember. She straightened slight shoulders, tightened the sash on her raincoat, and lifted her head high as she crossed the parking lot.
This was for her father. This was her duty. So, what if she felt physically sick at the prospect of seeing Christophe again? She owed this meeting to her father. If the opportunity to watch her squirm gave Christophe a kick, maybe... just maybe it might be possible to persuade him to show her father some clemency.
Naturally, the money would have to be repaid. And the only way that could be done would be by the sale of her father’s home. And since houses didn’t sell overnight, Christophe would have to be prepared to allow time for that sale to take place.
All that she would ask would be that he didn’t drag her father through court and utterly destroy him. Was that so much to ask? she wondered tautly as she approached the reception desk of the hotel.
“Can I help you?” a smiling receptionist asked, jolting her out of her reverie.
“My name is Lara Anderson. I have an appointment with Mr. Moreau at eight,” she advanced with all the appearance of a job-hunter, mentioning an interview.
“I’ll call up... Just one second,” the receptionist said and after a second, she said Lara’s name to the person answering Christophe’s phone.
The young woman’s eyes flicked over the wedding ring on Lara’s hand. Lara moved away a step or two, a nervous hand brushing up to check the sleek severity of the ponytail.
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Anderson...”
Lara turned back.
“Is there a problem?”
“Mr. Moreau...”
The brunette cleared her throat awkwardly.
“Yes?” Lara pressed tightly.
“He says that he doesn’t recognize your name…”
“I beg your pardon?” Lara breathed in deeply, hot pink abruptly washing her ivory pale complexion as she belatedly understood.
One slim hand braced on the edge of the desk. She swallowed hard on her fury.
“Try Miller,” she suggested thinly.
“Miller?” the receptionist repeated with a perplexed look.
“Just tell Mr. Moreau that Lara Miller is here,” she enunciated between gritted teeth.
“You can go up,” Lara was told ten seconds later.
The elevator disgorged two couples in full evening dress. She walked in, her heart in her throat. The Northern Star Hotel was one of the most expensive establishments in the country. Lara had always hated this place.
This was where her mother had come to meet men. This was where she had trysted with her lovers. And there was a peculiar agony to Lara’s awareness that it was in this very same establishment that she had forever lost her claim to the moral high ground.
Had she been smug and virtuous in those days? Her mother had once accused her of that...
“You’re just like your father,” Linda had condemned with bitter resentment. “You’re so freaking virtuous, you ought to be wearing a halo! So smug, you make me sick! But you won’t get through life like that. Someday you’re going to fall off your pedestal and fall flat on your sweet, innocent little face and it’ll serve you damned well right!”
And she had fallen... Boy, had she fallen…
With an inner shudder of distaste, Lara stepped out of the elevator, outraged by the direction of her thoughts. She had come here without allowing herself to think of what she had to face at journey’s end but the eerie familiarity of her surroundings was like a razor twisting inside her. Three years ago, Lara had stalked along this corridor in a rage to confront Christophe Moreau. And even this length of time after the event it was quite impossible for her to explain how she had very nearly ended up in his bed. The two of them... like animals… Her clothing half off, his hands on her body, her hands on his… Obscene, she reflected with a stab of revulsion. And had it not been for the noisy entrance of the chambermaid into the lounge next door to the bedroom, that disgusting incident might’ve gone
“Never!” Lara gasped breathlessly, searing his dark, savage visage with all the tortured fury of her discomfiting and powerless position.“The very image of you touching me again makes me feel physically sick!”“One lesson wasn’t enough for you, was it?” Christophe murmured huskily, narrowed eyes raking over her outraged features. “Don’t you remember how it was like when I made love to you?”“That wasn’t love!” Lara vented fiercely. “That was pure, unadulterated lust! Nothing more!”“And you have a problem with that... I don’t,” Christophe confided in a silky-smooth voice. And then, with a sardonic laugh, he released her when she was least expecting the gesture and thrust her carelessly back from him. Lara was trembling in cons
Lara didn’t need another invitation. On unsteady legs, she backed out in haste. Out in the corridor, she closed her eyes and breathed in slowly and deeply. She felt hurt, alone, worthless, and the sensations were intense. Christophe confused her, cast her into turmoil. He still had this power. They were opposites in every way but just for a strange and highly disturbing moment, she had recognized an utterly inexplicably glimpse of empathy. When she saw that, Lara had wanted to put her arms around him. Crazy! Unbelievable! Just one of those mad tricks of the mind when one’s emotions were on a high... ‘After all, would I pet an enraged tiger plotting to put me on his menu?’ Lara thought. 
She kept the car waiting an hour. Lara packed as though she was going away for the weekend. In the back of her mind, a voice kept on talking… scolding her… ‘You can’t be doing this... You can’t have agreed…’“Three months… This is going to be pure hell,” she whispered and lifted a photo of Randall off the nightstand and stared at it tautly. It had been taken the day he opened the photo studio. He was wearing a suit… so unusual. A slim, fair man of medium height with gentle brown eyes.“It doesn’t matter to me... That sort of thing isn’t really important,” Randall had soothed when she sobbed out her shame and despair after that dreadful afternoon when she had almost ended up s
Silence fell. Since Christophe wasn’t a man easily silenced, Lara looked up. He cleared his throat, tension thrumming from his poised stance by the window.“I want you to pretend to be my fiancée.” She couldn’t hide her astonishment.“Why?”“I have my reasons,” he parried, the anger gone and replaced by a set gravity that disturbed her.“If I have to play this role, I don’t see why you can’t tell me…”“I’ll tell you only this,” he breathed shortly, his golden eyes grim and distant as he studied her. “I’ve been estranged from my father for some years and now he’s dying. I wish to spend some time with him and, in order for me to do so, I need a fiancée to accompany me to his home.”&n
Lara woke up from a long, dreamless sleep, wonderfully relaxed. And then she opened her eyes. Christophe was less than six inches away. Dark golden eyes raked mockingly over her startled face. And so, the relaxation vanished and tension took its place.“I don’t think a woman has ever fallen asleep waiting for me before. You could be seriously bad for my ego…” With a falsely bright smile on her lips, she sat up.“Good gracious, is that the time?” she gasped. “Why didn’t you wake me?” Christophe dealt her a genuinely amused smile that quite transformed his powerful dark features. He anchored one hand in the tumbled fall of her blonde hair before she could take evasive action and pulled her head closer to his.“Don’t worry
She looked at Christophe trying to understand the reason for such evilness on his part. ‘Don’t cry, Lara! Don’t you dare crying!’ she encouraged herself.“Why do you have to be so cruel? Why do you treat me this way?” Her voice was strangely steady, but she was dying inside.“I have a photographic memory of you walking down the aisle in your virginal white dress to marry another man!” Christophe raked back at her.“Well, I still don’t understand why should that have bothered you? You didn’t want to marry me!”“That annoyed you, did it?” he incised.“I hated you, Christophe... How could it? And I certainly had no desire to be your traveling whore!”“Excuse me?” He looked
Lara sank back to the present and found her fingers shakily touching her lips. She saw more clearly now than she had seen then. Just as Christophe had, ironically, seen more as an outsider looking on. Christophe alone had registered the lack of sexual tension between her and Randall. But Christophe had cynically misread her behavior. He had believed she was using Randall as a weapon against him, using Randall and her fast-approaching wedding to pressure him into offering her more. And in return, Christophe had used her father’s company to balance the equation. Taking the cellphone from the table, Lara called Dr. Elliott to ask about her father and was relieved to hear that her father was still angrily insisting that he had had no thought of harming himself but that he was, nonetheless, greatly pleased
“Yes… I can see it…” she murmured and felt shivers down her spine.“Perfect! And now you can watch me fall asleep... Such incriminating stuff… Oh, get ready! Meghan makes her entrance in about half an hour…”“Meghan…” Lara echoed weakly.“I could’ve had all this material cut and rearranged, but I didn’t want to spare you a single second of the entertainment.” Swallowing hard, Lara dutifully watched Christophe falling asleep, the most awful suspicion beginning to assail her.“You can fast forward if you like,” she mumbled in a small voice.“Are you sure, chérie?”“Quite sure…” With a sinking heart, Lara watched Meghan creep in and stand gazing down at Christophe. A litt
“I’ll tell you what I don’t enjoy now. Your jealousy, chérie,” Christophe replied to her with blistering derision. “At least Meghan knows when to shut up and be feminine and warm...”“Seriously?” Lara went white, lowering her lashes over shocked and wounded eyes.“I can’t believe you just said this…” Christophe had turned on her with biting cruelty unfamiliar to her.“All I wanted tonight was the sweet oblivion of your body…”So that’s my mission tonight after you being away for so long… To provide sex,” Lara countered with a shudder of mingled rage and pain.“Why not? You’re my wife,” he slung back at her harshly. Dear God
Lara shivered in spite of the heat. Demis had left careful instructions for his burial and he had chosen to come back to Greece to the sunbaked hillside where his own parents had been laid to rest. The funeral was small, strictly family but the press was just beyond the graveyard, a sea of hungry wolves, restrained only by the strong police presence.“It’s time to go.” Francine briefly leaned on Lara’s extended arm for support and then straightened again. Lara felt deserted and superfluous to requirements. For days she had told herself not to be childish, not to be selfish, not to expect Christophe to find time for her when his every waking moment was filled with ceaseless demands for his attention. Lara had innocently expected to make
There was just one detail she needed to ask him about… something she had always wondered about…“Chris… What did you do with that shoe I left behind three years ago?” He looked at her and smiled.“Well, dear Cinderella… It’s somewhere safe.”“Oh…”“Did you think I might have had it dipped in pure gold and placed in a glass case?” Christophe teased her.“Until that day it was one of my favorite pairs of shoes.”“What did you do with the one you had left?”“Dumped it.”“There you are, then,” Christophe mocked. “I was more sentimental than you were.” Lara became serious once again.“I thought you’d laugh about
Christophe stilled. His fiercely narrowed gaze slewed at speed back to Lara and simply stayed there.“Gay? Anderson was gay?” he practically whispered in disbelief. Lara unfroze and whirled out of the room. She was outraged and devastated at one and the same time. Demis Agelastos must have had her investigated. Where else could Meghan have obtained such information? All along Christophe’s father had known all about her background. She felt invaded and violated, horrified that such information should have fallen into Meghan’s grasping hands, cheap fodder for her spite. Christophe caught her back on the landing before she could head for the sanctuary of their bedroom. A far from gentle hand closed around her forearm.“Pull yo
Her strained smile glazed over. Oh, God, Christophe had laid on the ‘I-love- your-daughter’ routine with a trowel. Very impressive indeed.“Christophe’s a rather more complex character than I ever appreciated,” Kenneth admitted. “I always thought of him as very cool and controlled. He is in business. But in love... he’s all emotion and reaction. So, now you tell me how you feel.” Lara took a deep breath.“I’m… Uh… I’m crazy about him, of course.”“Oh… You’re much more reserved than he is... Hmm… Did your mother and I do that to you?” he sighed regretfully. “I’m sorry, Lara… Both Linda and I ruined everything for you. And Randall…”“Daddy, stop,” she begged him and put her loving arms around hi
Christophe scanned the wildness in her sapphire eyes for a fulminating ten seconds, a muscle jerking tight at his hard jawline.“Listen, I don’t know what the hell you think you’re playing at but the wedding goes ahead tomorrow... Even if I have to drag you through it by the hair!”“I don’t think so! I refuse to be a part of this disgusting masquerade. You hear me?” Lara slung rawly. “No. Meghan told me why you had to get married! So go and find yourself another woman willing to play this game!”“Ah… Meghan… Alright, let’s hear why do I have to get married?” Christophe invited very softly. “I’m extremely curious about my real reasons behind this wedding.”“Stop it, Christophe! You know why… You lied to me,” Lara condemned fiercely. “Every single thing you told me was a lie..
His words came back in her mind, harsher and harder to digest than before. ‘Someday you will come to me on your knees and beg me to take you... and I will break you.’ Lara shivered, suddenly cold and scared. Just a few short days ago, Christophe had still been talking in the same vein. And though he had yet to discover it, he had already won. She was over the moon in love with him… the man she learned to hate for three long, excruciating years. Whatever happened, Lara knew she was going to be very badly hurt. But the heart wants what the heart wants and cancel her love for Christophe wasn’t an option anymore. Another knock sou
His hands wrenched down the straps of her sleeveless dress and Lara glanced down, shocked to see her own bared breasts, helplessly shy of him and yet unbearably aroused by his impatience. With a groan, Christophe lifted her and suckled at an erect pink nipple and her hands clenched fiercely into his shoulders, an involuntary moan of excitement torn from her. Her head fell back as his tormenting mouth bit at her sensitive flesh with a knowing eroticism that drove her out of her mind with excitement. Lara was boneless in his grasp, a wanton creature drunk on sensation. A lean hand skimmed beneath the flimsy silken fabric of her gown, following the upward curve of a slender thigh and lingering there with devastating effect.“You drive me crazy, chérie…” Christophe groaned, sinking to his knees t