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2021-01-06 21:20:28AUTHOR'S POV
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“ Listen, Sia! ” Hardin sighed out and took a step forward.Sia raised her hand and stopped him in his way. She was looking down, hiding her tears filled eyes from Hardin.“ Leave....” Whispering, she slowly raised her head. Hardin opened his mouth to say something again, pushing his hairs back.“ Please...” There was so much in her eyes. It felt like, she wanted him to stay instead of leaving her alone to suffer. But her ego was not letting her express herself, instead it was making her push him away; like always.Related chapters
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