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2020-11-10 09:29:37~FLASHBACK
AUTHOR'S POVPain! Hot scorching Pain! The kind of pain that paralyzes you! That's all she felt, when she stepped back at the threshold of her consciouness once again. She tried numerous times, but she couldn't open her eyes. Still she could feel the pain shot throughout her body, being extreme in her head and face.The dream she had just now still clouded her mind and tears fell out of her eyes. She tried to open her eyes once again to get out of the darkness she was in, but failed doing so. It was difficult to breath and it felt like she didn't have any energy.She moved her hand with great determination and closed her fists to feel her fingers omce again. A hiss unconsciously left her mouth, grabbing the attention of the sleepy John, that was sitting on the sofa by the wall.DocRelated chapters
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