I was praying so hard that my current situation was only a terrible dream. I was desperate to convince myself that I was still fast asleep in the bedroom I had deemed to be mine from the very first moment I walked through Jabu’s home. I tried to convince myself that at any moment, I would wake up and be back in the safety of my bed and warm blanket, and I’d call my mum and dad and tell them about what I had dreamt of. Yet no matter how many times I tried to convince myself that this was all some terrible dream, my worst fears of Jabu’s newfound wealth and success were proven correct.
I always knew that Jabu wasn’t exactly the type of guy who made an honest living and that was partially the reason that I had moved into his home was to find it what exactly it was that he was doing. I know now that whatever Jabu is wrapped in is much worse than what he did in the past because here I am, his baby sister being dragged between to big burly men with tattoos covering every inch of their bald heads. Each man held one of my arms, pulling me backwards as my head kept rolling back and forth with each of their hurried steps. Everything was so bright, then it became so dark, and the only thing that was consistent was the world spinning.
I don't know how many times they kept hitting me on my head but it was painful, as expected when someone gets hit in the head but it also made me drowsy and unaware of my surroundings. I was certain they were doing this because they were getting some kind of sick pleasure out of it because they hit me on the head every time I made a noise, even it was a simple moan or groan out of pain.
I could taste the blood in my mouth, and the stench of my vomit and my pee when they hit me on my head met my nose, but it didn't disgust me. I had far more important things to worry about, like whether I was going to live or not.
I tried to look around but my eyes kept rolling to the back of my head and my head just wouldn't sit still. I felt myself being thrown down all of a sudden, and I grunted as my head met the cold tiled floor and I cried softly.
"Please," I begged brokenly as my entire body shook in fear and pain, "p...help..." I rolled over and looked up, looking around to see two pairs of feet besides me and I looked up at the two men.
"Please," I cried as I shook my head back and forth, "oh..." I moaned in pain as I closed my eyes and tried to escape the pain but I couldn't.
"No..." I whispered weakly as I felt myself being lifted again. They held me by my arms, uncomfortably making me stand between the two of them with my arms over their shoulders as my neck snapped and my head rolled down, my eyes looking at the floor and my now bare feet.
I felt my hair being pulled and I cried out as they forced me to look up and this time I was met by the man; the man with a baby face. I blinked twice, looking at his face that looked so innocent and babyish to me.
"This is going to be your home for the next couple of days," he said, his accent like one I've never heard before, "I mean, a toilet, a bed..." he looked around the pitiful room and then at me, his eyes disgusted by the sight of me, "it's nothing personal," he just shrugged as he put his hands in his pockets, "just business."
He looked at the two men, saying something in his language and I took that time conjure up as much courage as I could from deep within me and I glared at him before I let out the ball of spit I had saved.
He stopped speaking right in the middle of his sentence as he shut his eyes quickly before the spit went directly into his mouth and he turned, spitting on the spot in the floor.
I let out a weak laugh, as I watched the man try to clean himself of my saliva, "that's what you get," I said, not sounding as powerful as you think, "asshole."
He brought the back of his hand to his mouth and then wiped it as he turned to look at me. His expression still stoic as he then adjusted his suit and stared me in the eye.
I definitely did not see his fist coming right into my nose. I screamed in pain and shock as my neck snapped back so painfully, I didn't know what was louder, the crack of my nose or the crack of my neck.
The men let go of me and I fell to the floor, holding out my arms to catch me. My hands quickly went to my nose and I felt a thick warm substance I was certain was my blood.
I opened my eyes and rolled over, crying as I looked into the face of the man who was looking down at me. He kicked me right in my stomach and I cried out, trying to breathe but everything stopped as I opened my mouth wide, a shocking pain coming over my entire body.
I was regretting what I'd done the second he punched me in the nose, but when he placed his foot on my neck and started to press down, I wished I was never born, "you think you can fucking spit in my mouth? You fucking bitch!" He exclaimed as he kicked me in my stomach again and I screamed as I rolled over, trying to catch my breath.
"Huh? You fucking bitch!" He shouted as he kicked me in my side and I cried out, "I should fucking kill you for disrespecting me!" He gripped me by my hair and I sobbed as I rushed to my feet to stop the searing pain.
"Listen to me you fucking animal," he growled in my face, his baby face no longer as "innocent" as it looked before but dark and ugly, "if you ever so much as fucking look me in my eyes again, I will," he paused, pulling me even closer to his face, "murder your entire family."
He tossed me back down and I crawled into a ball and started to wail in despair and fear.
Jabu, what have you gotten me into?
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It feels like a lifetime has passed and I’ve been kept in this hellhole all by myself. I stopped trying to convince myself that this was all a dream what felt like an eternity ago. I had tried holding onto that belief for so long. For nights on end, I convinced myself that when I opened my eyes I would be back in the safety of my home. I was even convincing myself that I must have met up in an accident and I was now stuck in a coma and this was some bad dream that would ultimately lead me back to life but that wasn’t the case.
"Somebody help me!" I kept screaming as I kicked the boot repeatedly, trying to escape, "no! Please, help!" I sobbed hysterically, unable to get the image of my brother's lifeless body, blood pooled around it as they dragged me away and threw me into the boot no matter how much I fought and screamed but they lifted me like I weighed nothing.
There was silence as he looked up at me and I raised the two guns that I had and aimed them at his head. He put his phone down but all I was looking at was his brown eyes, as he looked over at me."Ah, Leti," he said my name with confidence and question, like he was testing me and my patience."Surprised to see me?" I asked him as I glared at him, feeling powerful.He simply raised an eyebrow before he gave a slight nod, "I am...I really am," he just said as he leaned back even further into the seat, "you've...you've really outdone yourself.""Voetsek (piss off/fuck you)! I'm going to kill you," I spat, all of my self-control out the window as I looked at his calm and relaxed face and body language, "have you got any last words, bastard?"He blinked slowly, "I under
It was like the second we walked through those doors, Leonardo became a completely different person. He had a wide smile on his face and the stiffness in his shoulders was long gone. I was both confused and frightened because I'd never seen anything like it. Until a chubby little girl who can't be older than five years old screamed and ran towards him, her arms wide open as she squealed in delight at the sight of her father.I stood awkwardly and the guns hidden under the waistband of my jeans, felt like they weighed a ton. I felt like I was intruding on a private moment as I cleared my throat and watched as he ran his fingers through her long hair and she cooed in response, talking happily away to her father.He said something to her before he pointed at me, "this is my friend," he said to her and she frowned as she looked at me before a small smile appeared on her face, "her name's Leti."
"Ah, there we go, come alive," I frowned at the close voice and struggled to open my eyes."What's going on?" I mumbled out but it sounded like gibberish because all of my words were s
Change is inevitable, we change every year, every month, every day and every second. You aren’t the same person that you were when you woke up this morning and you have either become a better person or far worse. In my case, I have become the worst version of myself. Perhaps not myself, but the worst version of a ghost- shadow, that I could be.
In the time that I have been bound to Leonardo, I have come to learn a lot from him and learn a lot about him. Arrigo Gabriele Leonardo is a very powerful man who holds a high position in the Leonardo Mafia and for that reason he doubts every single person he comes across and every man that works for him. So he has taken to confiding in me because I am in the literal sense, his slave. Since I have become his human diary, I know everything that there is to know about Arrigo.
I’m not too certain what I had expected Salvatore Leonardo to be because truthfully I didn’t care for my imagination. I’ve trained my mind to only think about what was important and even though meeting Salvatore took on a majority part in my mind because this was important to Leonardo; his personality and aura was none of my business. Yet even with being trained so well by Leonardo, Salvatore Leonardo was suffocating.
I wanted to make sure that I looked my best. I pulled out all of the stops for tonight. A long white and fancy dress with a slit that reached my upper thigh, letting my thick thigh escape through it. I purposefully crossed my legs, making sure to show more skin to drive Arrigo crazy. I had my wig straightened and laid flat against my head, my eyes smoky and dark to give me the look that I wanted.It worked like I knew that it would. Arrigo was a sucker for skin and sexual advances and that's what I kept doing. I kept moving my feet below the table, rubbing my high heel against his crotch as I listened to him promise me a passionate night.Arrigo had certainly pulled out all of the stops for this dinner. His large dining room was set up so lavishly and decadent with all sorts of food and candles; rose petals and sparkling wine, and all types of champagne.If I hadn't known that he'd killed my family, I would
*Violent Chapter*~"Bennie and I are going out for a date," Arrigo told me as he entered the basement and watched me train. I was trying to get my mind off my family but I was drowning in memories, "I'll come back home later on, then you and I can have dinner. You know, just the two of us," he told me as he walked up to me and planted a kiss on my lips and I let him.I closed my eyes and sighed, enjoying the way that he held me, "ok," I responded and he pecked me one last time before he walked out of the basement and I went back to emptying clip after clip.~That was an hour ago and I should have been making my way to my bedroom but I couldn't. I had to make a stop elsewhere.I looked behind me making sure that no one saw me as I walked to Arrigo's office and I opened the closed door sneaking into the dark office. I closed the door behind me
I know I should be keeping my distance but Arrigo refuses to let me. I should be in my room, sleeping or watching some documentary, not in Arrigo's massive kitchen with Bennie and him, while dressed in pyjamas, laughing hysterically as we decorate cupcakes and cookies that the chef had made for this particular activity."Really?" Bennie asked her father as she looked at his decorated cupcake and cookie.We were playing this silly game where Arrigo and I had to decorate a cupcake and a cookie to the best of our ability and Bennie would be the judge of it.The winner gets bragging rights and one of Bennie's sashes."What is this?" she asked her father, standing with her hands on her hips as she peered down at her father condescendingly. She was standing on the kitchen island so that she seemed superior wearing a chef's hat and white
The two were still sucking up to me and apologizing because even two days later my face was still marked. Of course it wasn't as dark as it was before, but it was taking way longer to come off even though I was bathing and scrubbing my face close to four times a day.I was milking their guilt though. Breakfast in bed, I don't have to lift a finger for anything in the house and Leonardo has dismissed me from doing any kind of work. So this is like the vacation I've always needed but never got the chance to ask for."It seems to be coming off a whole lot now," Leonardo said as he and Bennie watched me eat the breakfast that they brought for me. Yes, I call her Bennie now, because her full name is a mouthful and she seems to really like the nickname because even Leonardo is calling her Bennie so it's clearly catchy."You look a lot better," Bennie agreed with her father and I shrugged as I looked at the two, s
"Shh, shh," I heard a giggle as I felt something being applied to my face and I fought to not open my eyes."She looks ridiculous," I heard Leonardo whisper to his daughter before they both burst out laughing in soft whispers as they continue their assault on my face."But you'll wake her up if you keep laughing, daddy, now hurry up and colour her nose red," I heard Benedetta scold her father before she burst into a fit of giggles.I've been awake since the very moment they both decided to wake up and conspired to make me look like a clown. I would've told them I was awake but I wanted to see if they had the guts to do what they were planning on doing and it turns out, they do.I've been patiently lying here with my eyes closed and breathing laboured to make sure they believe that I'm fast asleep. I felt too bad to wake up now since they were both so excited to do this together.
I walked towards Leonardo's bedroom wanting to speak to him about my ammunition. I'd ran out of bullets yesterday morning and he hasn't replaced them and that to me is a very big issue because that hinders my training. I stood at his bedroom door hoping that I wouldn't walk into anything strange or R rated because I really just wanted to say what I needed to say and walk out.I pray he won't be in that sad mood, as much as I knew that I should let him be, he needs to man up. He's been locked up in his room for two days, he needs to pull his socks up and deal with what he did those years ago and let it go.I know that sounds rich coming from me, but how long will he hold this in? How long will he keep this burden of guilt? He should try to spend as much time with his daughter as possible and raise her to be the best that she can be.But hey, what do I know? I'm not i
Am I sweating? Oh God, I think I'm sweating. Why the fuck am I breathing so loud? Do I have a booger up my nose or what because I swear it sounds like a whistle? No ways, there's no way that I have a booger up there, I just took a shower and made sure I thoroughly cleaned myself. For crying out loud, I even blew my nose.Oh God, I hope I brushed my teeth properly and none of them are a little bit yellow or worse...bad breath.This is so stupid of me, why am I so damn nervous? I'm not afraid of this little girl, who was sitting across from me in the massive dining room, and watching me with scrutinizing eyes so I met her glare with the same intensity.I swear Benedetta is too adult for a child. In fact, she's not a child, she's a grown adult trapped in a little girl's body because she was making me feel nervous.I mean, what do I say to a child? Hello, do you like toys? What's your favou
After that fateful day, things went back to normal. It was like Salvatore was a storm who came and caused wreckage in our lives and the second that he left, Leonardo and I picked up the pieces and rebuilt whatever we had before.Life went back to normal, I went back to being Unicorn, the real Unicorn and Leonardo went back to being Leonardo. We fell back into our old routine of not being in each other's way unless he called for me. It's been two weeks since then, and I've fallen back into my daily routine.Except today, Leonardo and I were going to check on some of his shipment and distribute it while we're at the harbour. Just like we used to do before, I'm sitting in the driver's seat of his Rolls Royce Sweptail, driving towards one of his many private harbours and he's sitting in the passenger seat, peacefully drinking his brandy as he looks out of his window.I'
I didn't want to, I really didn't but for the first time since I've become Unicorn, I wanted to cry. I wanted to break down and sob because I had this little bit of hope that he would actually stay. After everything that we did last night, I opened up my heart for him. I let him in, in ways that I've never let anyone else into my life.