I let my head dip under the water, the feeling no longer bothering my head wound.
For a moment the heat of the water consumes me, all sound blurring from my ears. The feeling is blissful, washing away all the concerns and worries that have been haunting me. It's been a few days since mother's ball, and yet it's been on my mind since. Or mainly, the strange man who saved me on the ice.
I break the surface of the water, breathing in deeply. Glancing over my shoulder, I see Lei wading toward me, blonde curls swept back away from her face.
My mother's indoor pool is quite possibly my favourite facilities in this household. Lei and I spend most days in here, wading around the heated pool, acting as though we have no worries at all.
"I checked the entire guest list, and nobody with the name Eryk in any type of spelling was on the guest list," mother says from the side of the pool, emerging through the steam with her arms folded across her chest, the faintest dousing of snow melting on her shoulders, meaning she's been outside.
I frown, wading over to the side of the pool. "How did he get in then?"
"If you think anyone got past the door without a guest list Aven, you are mad," she mutters, raising a dark eyebrow at me.
My mouth is dry, and not from the warm water. How did he get in here, and yet no one remembers it but me. I could swear Lei was the first one to notice him, to approach and speak to him. And he was definitely on the ice with me.
"Was there anyone unfamiliar on the list?" I ask her, also curious about the mysterious tattooed stranger.
"Absolutely not," she mutters dismissively, irritated that I would even question her security. I believe she is more so offended by the idea that an undesirable stranger could have wandered in on her watch. "I can tell you the name, age and background of every single person on that list."
"I swear he was there," I tell her, kicking my legs about as I float, still leaning against the side of the pool. "He looked so familiar too."
"No, Aven. Nothing of the sort passed through my doors," mother comments flatly.
I sink deeper into the water a bit, until it floods over my shoulders. That doesn't make any sense? There is a chance Eryk did get in without mother noticing, even if she like's to think she has everything under control. Then who is he, really?
"I really did hit my head hard," I mutter, lightly touching the side of my head, knowing there was once a wound there, that has miraculously healed.
Mother adjusts her lilac jacket. "Your doctors have checked and your memory seems fine."
"Clearly not," Lei says, swimming up beside me. There is a crooked grin on her face as she sweeps her hair back. "Apparently I chatted up a handsome stranger, which in no way would I forget something like that."
"What a bizarre night," I sigh, pulling myself out of the water, letting the steam encompass me. "I want to forget all about it."
"Perhaps it's the nightmares," Mother comments, although doesn't sound all that concerned.
I've had nightmares since I was little. Every night, without fail, I'm haunted with confused, blurred images that don't make sense. The only time I can wake and decipher them is when I see people, or well, two people. One of them looks eerily similar to Eryk, which is starting to make me think I dreamt up a lot of what happened last night after I hit my head.
"Maybe. I'm going to go for a run," I tell Lei, ringing my hair out before draping my towel over my shoulders. Whenever I start to get overwhelmed, I go outside to let the cold wash it all away for the moment.
"With wet hair...I don't think so," mother reprimands, but doesn't stop me as I walk out the room.
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*On run - runs past a grave-site and stops to see father. Foggy. See's girl (Larea) who holds black flowers - reminds her of dress*
The frost crunches under foot as I run, the cold chasing me with every step.
My hair has finally dried, despite the shade from the pine trees that line the road I run down. I doubt I'll come across any cars around here, but I stick to the side of the road anyway, trying not to slip.
I know exactly where I'm going. Back when I had all the time in the world, I would come here everyday. It's been a few days, with everything going on with mother's ball, so it's time to make my usual visit.
The graveyard stretches over a rolling hill, dotted with snow laden trees. Walking up the gravel path, crusted in ice, I pull my headphones from my ears, regaining my breath.
Weaving through the gravestones, I don't stop until I find the one I'm looking for, surrounded by sad looking flowers, frozen in a shell of ice.
My father.
"You haven't missed much since the other day," I say, breath fogging up in front of me. I crouch down, looking at the faded writing. "Only that I'm losing my mind. I even hit my head, but the doctors think I'm okay. I'm seeing the same man I've dreamt about before...There has to be an answer."
"Maybe there is."
I flinch, not expecting to hear another voice in this graveyard.
Turning around, I see a girl sitting a few graves down from me, right atop a large gravestone. She wears all black, her flowing dress reaching her feet, a knitted cardigan pulled over her shoulders. She doesn't look cold though, staring at me with deep brown eyes framed by thick lashes.
"Oh, sorry...I was just talking to my father," I scramble, mortified that she just caught me speaking to the frozen ground.
She hops off the gravestone, wandering toward me, flat shoes padding along the ice uneasily. I can't help but stare at her, her beauty ethereal and foreign, like she's stepped out of an ancient painting. Her dusty blonde hair is twisted up into an elaborate hairstyle, covered by a wide-brimmed hat.
"How lovely. I hope my family will do that for me when I pass," she says, voice soothing and vaguely unfamiliar.
She sounds like Eryk, I realise.
"I'm sure they will," I tell her assuredly, turning back to look at my father's gravestone.
"Although, I'm adopted, so they don't exactly see me as one of their own," she admits. I try not to frown, unsure of why this strange girl is sharing so much with me. I'm unnerved now, her accent so strange, just like Eryk's. There is no way this is a coincidence.
"That's terribly sad," I tell her honestly. "I'm adopted as well."
Despite being adopted, I've always thought of my adoptive parents as nothing other than my real blood. When I lost my father a few years ago, I mourned him as my father, and have never thought any differently. Whoever my birth parents are, they couldn't care for me, which is a fact I've never spent long dwelling over.
"Do you know your birth parents?" the girl asks, tugging mindlessly at her grey woollen gloves. She's acting genuinely curious, although her intrigue is making nervous. I have no idea who she is.
"No...They abandoned me at birth. Left me on the doorstep like some old fairy-tale," I tell her with a shrug, trying to convey that it truly doesn't bother me.
"That's some fairy-tale," she says with a laugh. "I'm visiting a sister."
I look back to where she points. The gravesite is unmarked, although there are a myriad of pretty pink and white flowers that must have just been laid there. My stomach twists, knowing the feeling what it is like to lose someone.
"I'm sorry," I sigh, breathing fogging out in front of me.
"Don't be," the girl says fondly, adjusting her hat. "She was just wonderful."
I smile at her. Perhaps I shouldn't have been so harsh on her, realising that she just wanted someone to speak to. However, the longer I sit here, the deeper the chill embeds itself into my skin. I'm just in my running clothing, so now that I've stopped, I feel as though the ice is flowing through my veins.
"I should go..." I say, standing back up, brushing snow off my shoulders. Now that's it's started to fall in weightless clumps, it's time to head back home before my mother decides to kill me.
"Wait," she says, eyebrows furrowed, looking suddenly concerned. "You should know something."
"What's that?"
"You're bleeding..." she breathes.
I frown, wondering for a moment if my head is bleeding again, until I feel warmth liquid pool above my lip. Raising my hand, I touch my nose, only to draw back to see them smothered in purple blood.
"Oh damn...How did that happen?" I protest, turning away to wipe my nose incessantly. I'm bleeding profusely all of a sudden, revealing to this complete stranger that I don't bleed the same colour as everyone else. Either she's going to know I'm strange, or think I'm diseased.
"It's okay, you don't need to hide," she insists. I flinch, whirling around as she rest her hand on my shoulder. "I bleed purple too."
Mortified, I watch as a thin strip of purple blood falls from her nose.
"You can't tell anyone about this, okay? No one else an know I bleed like this," I tell her, grabbing her shoulders tightly to shake her. She doesn't look frightened, letting her nose bleed all over her. "Do you understand."
Pulling my hands back, I realise I've imprinted blood from my hands al l over her dress, black or not. Stumbling back, I look around. No one else is here, but she could easily report that to someone.
"Your fate is calling you, Aven," she breathes.
I don't wait another second, turning on my heels to sprint out the graveyard. The sight of that strange, unfamiliar girl bleeding purple as well haunting me my entire run back.
And she knew my name...
I didn't bother anyone about the bizarre occurrence at father's grave for the rest of the week.
Everyone looks up at me as I walk in, mother's glare so intense I nearly turn around and walk back out.
Mindlessly flicking snow off the branch in front of me, I look across at Lei, who sits on another branch with her legs hanging down below her.
Mother stands before me, tears glistening in her eyes.
Eryk rests his bow against the trunk of a nearby tree."Are you hurt?" he breathes, kneeling down in front of me, looking at a spot on my forehead. Reaching up to touch it, I wince, pulling back to see my fingertips covered in my blood. At this point, I can't tell if it's my blood or the girls.Looking over at the body, I see the arrow coming out of her dead body, and suddenly the world is spinning, the reality that I just watched someone die hitting me square in the stomach.
~AvenI still don’t trust Eryk, but right now, Lei and I don’t stand a chance out in this weather with Lei’s car half submerged in the ditch, so I agree to let him drive us to the nearest hotel.There is a tense silence between us as Eryk drives. He;s decided to not share any more information with me until we are in a safer position. My fingers keep glancing back at his hand, where he purposefully cut himself to show me the colour of his blood. Even though he’s since healed himself with whatever inexplicable power he has, I can still see a smear of drying blood across the back of his hand.Shivering, I turn back to look ou
The moment the door closes behind him, my gaze drifts to the keys lying on the floor which must have fallen from Eryk’s pocket. Leaning down, I grab them, tucking them into my own pocket."What are you doing?" Lei hisses."Quiet," I respond, my voice barely above a whisper. Lei’s gaze tracks me all the way to the window, which I slide open, a light spray of rain blowing in with the wind. "He's insane if he thinks I'm staying here. That man has something seriously wrong with him."Lei and
The moment the group is gone, I fall to the floor in front of my mother, tugging at her binds."You're okay," I breathe, pulling the rope away from her wrists, wincing at the red marks that tarnish her skin. She’s shaking, although there is a steadiness in her gaze. "You're safe now."I’m not sure who those people were, and why they thought to tie my mother up like that, but if they thought I would come willingly with them, they are insane. At first I could have convinced myself that they are people breaking in for mother’s money, but their strange ramblings matched up with Eryk’s too perfectly, and now he is here, saving me once again.
~AvenI nearly laugh.Instead, I compose myself, focusing on each of their faces in turn. The look so serious, considering what they are asking me. I'm not going to pretend like I'm not confused about Stace and what he is done, but Senna, and this girl who claims to be my sister are the last people I want to associate with.I summon a deep breath, deciding what I need to do. "Let me go back.""I don't think so," Castiel laughs. So what, they plan on keeping me here forever? Stace and Eryk will already be looking for me by now, and they will know exactly
~AvenPain and confusion echo through my head as I slowly wake.My body is upright, allowing my bearings to come back to me quickly. On instinct, I pull at my arms, but my wrists are tied together behind the chair I'm seated on, although my ankles are free.Castiel leans against the wall in front of me, arms folded over his chest. Beside him, Senna, the smirk on her face rousing enough energy through me for me to snap fully back into consciousness. I've been kidnapped, and by the looks of the non-descript room I'm in, I'm not near Stace and Eyrk anymore.
~AvenIt's night by the time Stace brings us to Territory Five.Light strains my vision from a street lamp above me, my mind taking a moment to conceptualise everything around me. It's hard, shifting into a completely new environment so quickly with Stace's magic, however, I'm just relieved to be out of Territory four, and away from Lucille.By the ambience, beyond the small street we stand in, we are in some kind of village. Stace grabs my wrist and pulls me out toward the street, Eryk trailing closely behind me. When we emerge, I'm confused at the sight of a simple, small village with not too many people lingering about.
~AvenI stare at the rushing water, trying not to let the memories overwhelm me.I grip his hand, letting him pull me down the trail.Nerves flutter in my stomach, fingers quivering as I walk steadily along the path, trying not to stumble over and into the river below. The sound of the waterfall we walk toward roars in my ears, allowing my hurried breaths to go unnoticed to my recent boyfriend.This is going to be my first kiss.
~AvenStace lifts a branch up for me to step under, smiling.I'm not sure how I managed to let him convince me to follow him out into the forest in the dead of night. Maybe it's because the thought I laying in darkness alone is terrifying, so this is a welcome distraction from dark, inescapable thoughts."How are you feeling?" he asks softly.We have avoided the conversation the entire walk."Confused. Scared this isn't going to work," I admit. If I catch a
~AvenIt's dark when our feet touch the ground again.The icy burn of the winter wind vanishes, replaced with a different kind of chill. The air is so fresh my head spins for a moment, scented with fresh pine. We are in a forest. It's dark, and not just because it's night time. Silky rays of pale moonlight struggle through the canopy, the few that get through casting dappled light across the forest floor.This must be Territory Four."I don't want to talk about it," I exclaim, pushing away from Stace immediately. Even if we have managed to escape,
~AvenI'm not sure why, but I can't sleep.Thoughts of Stace, my family back at home and my father who is apparently still alive haunts me as I toss and turn beneath my heavy blankets. Eventually the rattle of the train wheels against the track and the groan of the wooden carriages drives me to the point of near insanity, so I throw the covers off, dress more appropriately and leave my room.In the back of my mind, what the stranger mentioned to me today lingers, drawing me down the train to the common areas.Everything is vacant, the hour so late everyo
~AvenI barely make it into the next carriage before I catch sight of Eryk.He’s pushing through a small crowd, either oblivious to their irritated protests or he simply doesn’t care. I stop in my spot, frozen under his gaze. I’m tempted to back up and make for the back of the train, but he catches up to me far too quickly.“You can’t just run away like this,” he snaps, grabbing my forearm. I tug away, rubbing the tender spot where his grip was too tight.“I thought I saw someone I knew,” I mutter under my breath, falling into step beside him as we walk back the way he came from.He fro
I'm wary as I step out of my room this morning.My hair is done, brushed out and laid carefully over my neck to cover the reddish purple mark that stains my neck. I'm not excited to face Stace this morning and talk about what happened last night. I'm not even sure if I know what happened...All I know is that I lost my senses and allowed him to quite literally sweep me off my feet.Keeping my head low, I wander out from the private rooms and into the common areas, eager for a drink of something...Anything to distract myself long enough to avoid needing to go visit Stace's room."Can I just get a coffee?" I ask, sitting down at a small bar area, nestling between