Chapter 4

Mistake

I rose to my feet, suppressing my emotions. If I didn't distance myself from him, I might forget that he's my beloved fiancé's best friend. I might lose control and unleash curses upon him. My mind is filled with countless possibilities and dreadful thoughts right now.

"Where are you going?" Xylon questioned as I began walking away.

"To a place where you're not present!"

I exited the old house. I desired to leave, to find Fiore and be with him. But deep down, I knew it would be futile, just another waste of time and exhausting effort.

Just like last night. When I heard the engine roar, I rushed out and followed Fiore. Yet, he didn't even spare me a glance. So I returned and attempted to start the old, rusty car in the cluttered garage, covered in dust and dirt.

I needed to explain myself. I longed for him to listen, to follow him wherever he may go. But that heap of junk refused to start. I desperately tried once more to chase after Fiore. It was then I realized, I was completely bare, damn it!

I cried upon returning home, resembling a soaked chick lost in the midst of a downpour. Xylon greeted me with the blanket he held. That jerk didn't even stop me when I ran out naked. The way he looked at me last night seemed to say, "Go, run naked, because you'll be back soon!" Damn him!

I kicked the broken tree branches that crossed my path. I'm not sure which part of the Philippines this place is. I always trusted Fiore. I relied on him so much that wherever he took me, as long as I was with him, I would go along.

If only I could leave this place, I would explain everything to Fiore. Even if I had to kneel before him once again, just to seek his forgiveness and be accepted back.

All because of Xylon! I did nothing wrong to him. I knew Fiore was his best friend. Despite his frequent teasing, I stayed by their side. I endured his presence for Fiore's sake.

I continued wandering through the woods. It was around this time yesterday when the three of us arrived. Fiore whispered to me repeatedly, "Tonight, your body will be mine. You belong to me tonight, Mir." He whispered those sweet words countless times, even in front of Xylon. I asked him why not wait until after our wedding next week. But he couldn't wait. He desired to experience the most passionate, hot, and daring encounter with me. So when I found the opportunity, I prepared something special for him. I chose to fulfill his desires. I love him, and I wanted to make his request a reality.

But last night turned out to be the biggest mistake of my life. It was a nightmare, the most terrible, horrifying, and disgusting nightmare I have ever experienced.