Unwelcome
SANDALI akong tumalikod upang pakalmahin ang sarili. The lights around me were making my mind blurred and blocked. Isabay pa ang patuloy na pagragasa ng kung anomang damdamin. Na heto at nagdudulot ng panlalamig sa mga kamay ko.
"Oh you're so sweet, Fiore! I'm not that pretty just like you said." Her voice echoed through my ears. By the words she said it only means that Fiore is complimenting her.
At ang ngiti ni Fiore, abot hanggang tainga. Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ako o kung susugurin ko sila o kung palalagpasin ko na lang. Nanatili akong bahagyang nakakubli sa ilang mga matatangkad na foreigners.
"You're the prettiest girl here, Ai. You have to admit that even ladies are intimidated by you."
She laughed so loud that it could hardly break my eardrums. "Fiore, this is why I like you. You're honest and truthful to your words."
I like you? Ano ‘yon? Nagkakagustuhan na ba sila? Hin
The Truth“X-XYLON, ano ‘to?” taka kong tanong sa kanya.Instead of answering my question, he just smirked at me and guided my body to dance with that mellow music.“Just go with the flow, Mir…” bulong niya sa likod ng tainga ko. I shivered when his lips touched the side of my neck.Pakiramdam ko ay may gumuhit sa bawat himaymay ng katawan ko. Mainit at nakakaliyo.“Do you know who wrote this song?” he whispered through my ears.“N-No.” I answered and gulped. Gumapang kasi sa likod ko ang mainit niyang palad. Besides, I couldn’t care who the hell wrote the song playing around us. Hindi ko rin naman maintindihan dahil sa nakakabinging pintig ng puso ko ngayon.Damn you, Xylon!Hindi ko na dapat siyang makita. I am here for only one reason and that is Fiore. Bakit ba nandito rin si Xylon? Bakit magkadikit ang aming mga katawan at gra
HeartlessMABILIS kong itinulak ang pintong nakaharang sa daraanan ko. At hindi ako nagkamali kung sino ang nagmamay-ari ng mga boses na iyon. Sabay pa silang napatingin sa akin at binigkas ang pangalan ko.F*ck both of them!Tama pala ang pasya kong umalis na rito at magbalik na ng Pilipinas. Tama dahil hindi ako tunay na minahal ni Fiore. Sa halip ay siya pa mismo ang nagbugaw sa akin sa kaibigan niya.Flashbacks of all that had happened. Memories of the pain I had to bear. That time when I knelt down on the floor. When I almost breakdown thinking that it was all my fault."Damn you, Fiore!" Nakaigting ang pangang sabi ko. Nanlilisik ang mga mata kong ipinukol sa kanya. Nagpapatay-sindi ang ilaw sa paligid pero hindi noon magagawang itago ang galit na nadarama ko ngayon."M-Mir... M-Mir please, let me explain...""Damn you!" I almost scream at him. Gusto ko nga siyang sugurin ngayon at pagsasampalin. P
ReunionA BLACK covered pillow was covering my face. I could hear sentimental music around me. Simultaneous with the voices while I shut my mind of everything."Angel, ano ba kasi ang nangyari?""Camish, pabayaan muna kaya natin si Mir? Kahapon pa siya ganyan mula nang bumalik siya from Hong Kong.""Did that jerk do something? Sabi na't hindi talaga mapag-kakatiwalaan ang Fiore na iyon!"Mas lalo akong napahagulgol. Gusto ko na lang maglaho na parang bula. Para kapag tinangay ako ng hangin, tuluyan na akong mabura.I hate this feeling. I felt betrayed and punished. Eventhough I kept on commanding myself not to cry, my eyes were still so stubborn."Mir, iiwan namin ang pagkain mo rito ha. Kumain ka. Huwag kang papagutom, couz."A warm hand caressed my hair. "I hope you can tell us what had happened, Angel. We promise we won't judge you. We're your family. Mahal ka namin, couz. Kahit pa matigas ang
DisconcertedI WAS stunned. If I could only see my reflection, it will be very evident that I'm red as cherry. Mabilis ang kabog sa dibdib ko. Hindi ko lang nga maintindihan kung para saan iyon."Kuya! Akala ko bukas pa ang dating mo!" Yumakap si Sheena sa kanya. Na animo'y matagal na hindi nagkita. Gumanti ng yakap si Xylon.Kuya.Does that mean they're siblings?"They gave me the contract earlier than expected. Kaya dumiretso na 'ko rito." A deep voice coming from him sent shivers through my entire body. Hindi tuloy ako makagalaw.His eyes settled on me. Napabaling ako kay Camish na seryoso ring nakatingin sa akin. I do not remember my cousins being introduced to Xylon. They have only known Fiore dahil every week akong dinadalaw ni Fiore sa apartment at may pagkakataon na naroon din ang kambal. Except Tito Oscar and Tita Pat. They were with me when we had dinner at the Ilarde's residence together with
Out of my WayPAKIRAMDAM ko ay nasa isang munting paraiso ako. Pagpikit ko ng aking mga mata kanina, hindi ko na namalayan ang oras. I travelled into a place that is so peaceful and calm. I could still hear the sound of the spring that surrounds the house. The trees with fresh fruits and leaves that sway with the touch of the wind blowing in this late afternoon.Nakadungaw ako ngayon sa bintana at kasalukuyang ninanamnam ang pagtama ng hangin sa aking pisngi. Kailan ko nga ba huling naramdaman ang sariwang ihip na tulad nito? During my stay at Fiore's vacation house with his best friend.I smiled with bitterness. Those days were like acid I wanted to puke when I think about it.Huminga ako ng malalim. Narito ako ngayon sa lugar ng kaaway ko. Nakakatawa. Dahil para akong tunay na bisita kung ituring niya. I have my own room. Camish and Caleb have their own too.And damn! This is not just a house. It has several vacant
The ReasonMABILIS siyang naglakad at inunahan kami. I was left with blood boiling deep within me.Damn you, Xylon! Kapal mo para ipamukha sa ‘kin ‘yon!Napalingon ako kay Camish dahil halata ang pagpipigil niya. Kung hindi ay napalatak na siya sa kakatawa. Masamang titig ang ipinukol ko sa kanya."Miss sungit meets Mister suplado! Puwedeee! Bagay kayo, 'insan!""Tse!" I scolded him and hurriedly went down. Kung ipagpapatuloy ko ang pag-akyat namin, kahit super excited akong makita ang whole resort, huwag na lang. Salamat na lang! Isipin pa ng Xylon na iyon na ako ang sumusunod sa kanya!"Kapal ng mukha niya! Nakakainis siya!""Ano 'insan? Resbakan ko ba? Nainsulto ka yata niya!" Si Camish na umakto pang sinuntok ang sariling kamay. Napansin ko ang pagpula ng labi niya after he bit it. I smiled of the thought that this guy really cares for me. Pinsan ko talaga siya!Hinawakan
Piercing EyesI was surrounded by strong wind. The sun has gone down. There were faded colors of lights around. So even at night the place was still bright.I sat on a long chair that was adjacent to a high mango tree. It wasn't that far away from the inn but they won't probably spot me here. Hinahanap na siguro ako ng kambal.May narinig ako sa 'di kalayuan. As I turn my head, I saw the familiar big dog approaching me."Ano na naman ang gusto mo?" I stupidly asked. Wondering why I did not feel frightened by the same german shepherd dog. He climbed into the chair and my body slightly shook. Then he laid down his length and threw his head on top of my thigh. Napangiti ako. Nahaplos ko ang ulo ng aso. To my surprise, he closed his eyes like he wanted some more of my touch. Kaya ipinagpatuloy ko ang paghaplos sa ulo niya."Ano ba ang pangalan mo?" tanong ko sa aso kahit alam ko naman na hindi niya ako maiintindihan. "Sin
PatheticTUMAYO agad ang aso pagkakita nito kay Xylon. No doubt it's his pet alright. And no doubt that after I admitted to myself my feelings for him, the jitters couldn't just pass away."Kumusta ang lakad mo, anak? Ano? Nakuha mo ba ang bagong kontrata? Nagustuhan ba nila ang gawa mo?" masiglang sunod-sunod na tanong ni Nanay Nena. Nakahawak siya sa braso ni Xylon na mabibigat ang lakad ng mga paa.Napayuko ako nang bigla niya akong sulyapan. Damn! I couldn't even look straight into his eyes anymore."Opo ‘Nay. They liked it and asked me to sign a two years contract...""Talaga? Mabuti naman. Matagal mo nang pangarap ito 'di ba?" Nanay Nena's reactions were pure happiness for her son. I wonder what kind of contract they were talking about. Is there any relation to that in Hong Kong?"Xylon!" tawag ni Tatay Niro na hindi nalalayo sa nilalakaran ko pabalik ng inn. "May bisita pala tayong sexy at maganda.