Halting at the doorway to calm my racing heart, I stop and stare at him. God really took his time with him. He's so fucking hot — an absolute vision of masculinity; big hands, well-proportioned body, devilishly handsome facial features, sitting there in his suit like he owns the place, my laptop on his lap, and his gorgeous emerald-green eyes scanning the screen as he goes over my blog. Just being this close to him has my body on fire, and my mind shuffling through a host of filthy, filthy fantasies I'd give anything to have him act out with me.
Have him teach me passion. Every touch. Every word. Every taste.
As quietly as I can do as not to distract his reading, I tiptoe over to the couch, set his glass of water down in front of him, and plop down in place beside him again. He looks up at me briefly with a smile, then goes back to his reading. I'm a bundle of nerves, but I do my best to remain calm as he finishes up reading. I don't know if he read deeper. My blog is three years old, and there are times I write five articles per day, so he wouldn't be able to finish reading everything even for a week.
Once he's done scanning the recents, he gently closes the laptop, and reaches for the glass of water. He takes a sip, then turns to me. "You have a fine way with words, Anna. Your style is sharp, witty, and delivers a stunning effect. I've pondered on the identity of Mira Brawn for years, but never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined that it'd be you. Impressive is an understatement."
I try not to shriek out in delight, but I can't help myself. "This is the best compliment I've ever gotten. Oh my goodness, thank you so much."
"You're welcome. Please don't stop. Your parents may not be in support, but I am. I will always support you no matter what."
I hold my tears back. "I'm so thankful, Nate. No one has ever believed in me so much like you do. It's soothing, and I do not take it for granted."
"Ah, I'm just giving you your flowers. Tell me, why are your parents not in support though? What are their reasons?"
I hang my head. "My parents want me to be a doctor. Or a lawyer. They want me to pursue a high-paying career because of our financial status. I'm the child that's meant to change the fate, you know."
Nate is silent for a while, watching me. When he speaks again, his voice is low. "That's...sad. I can see the vision in your becoming a medical doctor, but if that's not what you want for yourself, then I think you should stand your ground,” he draws closer to me. “Try and make them see reasons with you. Don't give up on trying to change their minds. With what I just saw, I know for a fact that the talent is there. And it's a shame if we let it go to waste like that, don't you think?”
I can't concentrate on his words. My eyes are firmly fixed on his lips, and when I look up from them, into his deep green eyes, I see something I've never seen before. But I must be imagining it, because the emotions swirling in those green orbs are emotions he should not be showing me. Emotions he should be masking. Emotions I've wanted him to show me since the first day we met, but they were emotions I never thought he was capable of possessing. At least not for someone like me.
Emotions that spelt out plainly, 'I want you, Anna. Badly. Painfully. Insanely.'
“Um...”
“Or if you don't want to become a fashion x celebrity reporter anymore, who don't you try modeling? You've got a banging body, Anna.” He smiles, causing my heart to soar in excitement at the prospect he's introducing. “This is Los Angeles, and I know of many brands who would do anything to have a body as good as yours on their roster.” With the back of his forefinger, Nate gently traces a line across the right side of my face, the emotions in his eyes merging into one.
Full-blown lust.
A river trickles down my legs. I'm no longer wet, but hopelessly soaking up.
“With these hips,” he whispers now, his hand dropping to my waist, a finger moving across the curve of my hips, “Los Angeles would never remain the same again, Anna. You'll drive all the men insane. Just like how you're driving me insane right now.”
I swear to God, I'm about to cum.
His voice is that effective.
I shift my weight, and drop my gaze down, fighting the blush that is creeping up my cheeks. Today is my lucky day. Nate Jackson, billionaire mogul and the most wanted man in all of Los Angeles just said that I'm driving me insane. He's hitting on me. Me — silly, sweet Anna. It's what I've wanted for so long, I realize. Maybe not at the beginning of my relationship with Emerson when he was all sweet, but my subconscious mind had switched to Nate ever since Emerson began giving me reasons to doubt his intentions.
“What about...we shouldn't...Em...” I blurted out in confusion. What would Emerson think about this? How would he feel? And why am I so concerned about the brute?
Nate's brows knits together. “Em?”
“Yes. Emerson. He's your son, Nate. He certainly won't be happy about this.”
Nate chuckles and lifts my face so that I'm looking into his eyes. “He didn't tell you? Emerson is not my biological son. He's actually my nephew. His mother, my older sister died in a car accident while he was still a baby. I never got to know who his father was as she wouldn't tell me before her death. I've raised him since he was an infant, and now that he's in college, we only have a couple years left together. He's already becoming his own man.”
A burden lifts from my chest. “You're serious? All this while, I thought — ”
“No,” Nate shakes his head. “No direct ties whatsoever.”
“Wow. I can't even lie, this puts a lot of things in a positive light.”
“Say it how it is, Anna. This puts us in a positive light.” Before I can react, he leans in and kisses me. Goosebumps break out all over my skin as I melt against him. I want this. I want him.
Pulling back now, he stares at me, his eyes full of passion and desire. Right there, in that very moment, I thank the heavens for making Emerson and I fall out tonight. If we hadn't, Nate would never have confessed his attraction towards me, neither would I have found out about the truth of Emerson's birth.
“Come with me tonight, angel. Can you do that? Please.”
I nod, fireworks going off in my stomach. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but in his arms tonight.
“Would your folks be worried? I think you should leave a note or something.”
I shook my head. “They know I'm out with Emerson tonight, and would be sleeping over at his place. If I follow you, they'd assume I'm with Emerson.”
“Perfect then.” He stands and extends a hand for me to take. I stand, feeling like the only girl in LA when he sweeps me off my feet, carrying me like an angel. His angel. I try to control my widening smile. Fuck, this is perfect. Too perfect.
“Well, you won't be with Emerson tonight, angel,” he says sweetly. “You'll be with me. The one man in this city who truly knows your worth and how to appreciate it. You won't regret any of this, Anna. That's a promise, and a hill I'm willing to die on to keep.”
I’m speechless as we pull up to Nate’s Malibu home and the gate opens to reveal the most spectacular house I’ve ever seen overlooking the Pacific Ocean. I can see him glance over at me out of the corner of my eye, but I can’t even look back at him. Not yet. I’m doing my best to process everything that’s happening, and all I can do right now is keep my eyes forward and focus on what’s in front of me.“And I bet you thought Emerson’s apartment was nice,” he remarks as he pulls down the driveway to the enormous front door made from some exotic, dark wood.“I…yeah,” I mutter, in absolute awe. The house is modern and white, but not cold and foreboding like many I’ve seen when doing wish-I-lived-here tours of Beverly Hills and Malibu. It’s tasteful and welcoming and gives off a rich, beachy vibe like somewhere you’d spend a perpetual vacation.“Come inside,” Nate says. “I’ll give you the tour.”“I-okay,” I reply, managing to turn to him and smile. He smiles back, gets out of the car, and go
Nate continues tugging, and my pants continue moving down until they pass their sticking point on my hips and fall to the floor, leaving me completely naked before him. My chest rises with a sharp intake of breath. I feel as though I’m on the verge of something incredible, and when I look up into Nate’s eyes, I know I’m right.“Look at you,” he muses as he slips two fingers between my legs. I nearly jump at the sensation. “Perfect lips, no wonder you have a gorgeous little pussy too.”He takes my hand and guides it to the very obvious bulge in his pants, and I feel it – his cock, so hard and swollen, like a bat tucked down against his leg. I may never have touched a man like this before, but I’m aware enough to know that Nate has something serious going on down there.“I can’t take it any longer, Anastasia,” he says as he unbuckles his belt and begins to drop his pants. “I have to be inside you.”“Nate, I—”I want to explain to him that I’m a virgin, that this will be my first time an
I wake up with a smile on my face for the first time in years. I’m smiling because I know that when I open my eyes and glance over to the normally vacant side of my bed, I’m going to see the most beautiful girl in the world lying naked next to me. But instead of doing that right away, I wait. I deny myself the immediate pleasure and instead, I keep my eyes closed and replay the incredible events of last night.I think about our first kiss and how incredible it was. I remember how it felt when I first reached out and touched her there on the couch at her parents’ house after wanting to for so long. I raise my lip up to my nose and inhale the scent of her pussy from when I had my face buried between her legs last night and I had my tongue pressed against her clit, lapping away like a hungry dog, looking up at those two mounds rising up from her chest as her body shook and her orgasm took her.Christ, what a fucking moment. I could do that to her for hours. As a matter of fact, I could w
Seconds after he’s gone, I hear a voice behind me, “Well, that was awkward.”I turn to see Anastasia emerge, completely naked, from behind the couch, biting her lower lip and wiggling her hips.“How long were you there?” I ask, shocked.“Pretty much the whole time,” she giggles. “I snuck down behind you, trying to surprise you by being all sexy and naked, but then that happened, and well…”Smiling, I go over to her and scoop her up into my arms. I kiss her and feel instantly better. It’s not like Emerson has that much of an effect on me, but he is obnoxious, and pressing my lips to Anastasia’s makes me forget all about him.“Did he seriously want you to buy him a Porsche?”“He seriously did,” I laugh. “And there was a time when I might have, just so I wouldn’t have to get into a conversation with my father. But not after what he did to you.”Anastasia plumps up her lower lip and makes sincere puppy-dog eyes at me.“You’re too sweet to me.”“You ain’t seen nothin’ yet, gorgeous,” I rep
I’ve never felt so wanted before. So genuinely wanted before in my life. My parents always treated me like I was a daughter they’d accidentally had and just felt like it was their duty to raise. The few boys who were sort of interested in me throughout my life were always interested in me because their friends were interested in my friends, and as it turns out, my only “real” boyfriend, Emerson, was only interested in taking my virginity so he could add me to his list of conquests.But Nate…Nate makes me feel like the center of the universe. When he looks at me, it’s like he could care less about what’s going on around us; I’m the only thing that matters. When I speak, he’s not distracted; he’s only listening to me. And when he touches me, it’s like we’re bound by some invisible universal connection that was always there just waiting to be discovered.I can’t explain it, but as silly as it sounds, I’m almost sure that as I stare at him from across the sunny sands of the beach where he
A few hours later, we’re in his car on our way to a restaurant. I’m wearing a brand-new black dress and a pair of black heels Nate bought me that both fit perfectly and probably cost more than everything in my bedroom back home combined. If it wasn’t for Nate at my side with his hand on my knee, I’d feel completely out of place as we pull up in front of the building, which has a man in a tie obviously providing valet service.“Hey,” Nate says, looking right at me. “Relax. It’s just a restaurant.”“Yeah, where Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie have probably gotten caviar,” I reply.“Don’t be silly.” He smiles. “They order the truffle risotto, but they haven’t been here in years. Now come on. Enjoy your meal with me, please? I want to spoil you tonight, is that so wrong?”“Of course not.” I smile. “You’re too sweet. I just—”“If at any point you feel uncomfortable, we’ll go back to my house and order pizza or Chinese. Whatever you pick. Deal?”I leap at the opportunity. “Deal!”Nate chuckles
On big days like this, even after years of being an attorney, it generally takes me about a half an hour to get my mind fully set for the day and what’s ahead of me. However, today, I wake up feeling ready to face the world and maybe actually take it over. And I know exactly why.Anastasia.The girl has lit a fire inside me so strong and so hot that as I march into the office, I feel absolutely unstoppable. Everyone else can see it in me too. I can tell by the looks in their eyes as I walk past. Even the secretaries and interns let their gaze linger on me an extra few seconds beyond what they normally would. There must be an extra “pep in my step” today, as they say.I meet Tom, one of my senior associates, at the door to my office. I can see he’s got a lot to go over with me today, but as I approach, he cocks his head slightly and gives me a look.“Have a nice day off?”“You could say that,” I reply. “You might even say I’d prefer to have had another one instead of coming back in her
“I just can’t believe you broke up with him,” my mom says for what must be the fifth or sixth time since I got home from work. I roll my eyes, just thankful my dad isn’t around to pile onto the inquisition, and grab my towel off the hanger.“He was an asshole, Mom. Believe me, if I told you exactly what he said—”“But he was rich,” she laughs. “He would have been an easy ticket to the high life!”“That’s nice, Mom. So he’s right he gets to cheat on me?”Mom waves a dismissive hand in the air. “So he gets a little side action. Big deal! You get to live in a big house and wear diamonds, maybe have your own side piece too.”I almost gag. “That sounds great, Mom. Date a guy for his money and then have some weird relationship where we both cheat on each other? No, thanks.”“Hey, you want out of the valley, don’t you?”Part of me desperately wants to tell her about Nate and all the amazing things going on between us, but I just can’t. I’ll have to someday, but right now, Nate is like this p
We sit and chat until the sun goes down, and Breanna heads back to her room to study. I go upstairs, put Annika to bed, and run a bath for my husband. It’s been customary for me to bathe him when he comes home lately. He may not be working construction, but he gives me everything, and I like to give him something back and show him just how much I appreciate him.The tub is so big that we could probably fit two more people in it, and as I’m sliding into the warm water, I hear the bedroom door open. When he enters, my whole body lights up. How is it possible that after four years I still feel as though it’s our first date every time I see him?“Hello, my love.” He smiles as he begins to undo his tie.“Come,” I whisper. “Get in with me.”He smiles as he gets undressed. He’s been working out harder lately, and his muscles have grown considerably. I’m getting all hot and bothered watching him, and when he pulls his pants down and his cock falls out, I’m touching myself beneath the water.“
Four years later…“I still can’t believe it. You. A mob wife.”I glance at Breanna in the kitchen making cucumber-lime mocktails, and shake my head. “I’m not a mob wife. I’m just a wife.”“Gunsyn’s not a mobster?”“Not anymore,” I reply as I rock Annika in my arms. Who knew it would be so incredible being a mother? If you’d asked me back when I was working at the diner if I saw myself having children in the near future, I would have told you you were crazy. Funny how life throws things at you.“Once a mobster, always a mobster,” Breanna scoffs as she brings the drinks over to the table.“Well, he runs a furniture company now,” I tell her. “A successful one.”“Yeah, because he intimidates all his customers.”“He does not!” I scold her. “Would you stop that? He’s an honest businessman now. But if you want a mob boyfriend, I’m sure he could put you in touch with someone.”I take a sip of the mocktail. Normally, these would be real cocktails with vodka, but that stopped four months ago wh
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, lifting me to my feet. “I had to get you out of the way.”“It’s-it’s okay,” I stammer as he pulls me into the fresh night air. I gasp, filling my lungs with freedom. It’s only seconds later that I’m being helped into the back seat of a car. I hear Gunsyn get in the front. The car lurches as he slams on the gas, and I feel his hand clasp down on my thigh.“Okay,” he tells me. “You can open your eyes now.”I do.We’re speeding down a narrow, paved road through the trees. They whizz past like blurred shadows, gnarled, twisted, skeletal hands that seem to grab at the car, seeking to snatch me into their grasp and drag me back to the prison that is Michail’s home.I look to my left and see Gunsyn, eyes narrow, breathing heavily, his face gleaming with a thin layer of sweat, gripping the steering wheel hard. He glances over at me and squeezes my leg.“Don’t worry. You’re safe now.”“Safe!?” I blurt out. “You-you gave me to them! Why would you do something like that
As I sit in my “room” – which is basically a prison cell, slightly more upscale than the one Gunsyn put me in when I first arrived at his house – I wonder what’s happening at the diner.Chris and Kyle are probably behind the stove, arguing about who’s going to cook the mashed potatoes and whether or not they can serve last night’s apple pie or if it’s gone bad and if it has gone bad, whether or not it’s okay for one of them to eat it. They’re probably pissed that I’m not there tonight, but they won’t be worried. They may be my co-workers, but we’re not really friends. It’s not like they’ll be calling the police or rounding up a search party to come find me. And even if they did, what good would it be?Breanna, on the other hand, is probably hysterical. She’s tough, tougher than me, and much more worldly, but I’m her best friend, and I’ve been missing for a long enough period of time that something is obviously wrong. She’s probably found some way to get into my apartment by now and ha
When Gunsyn finally lets me out from underneath the table, Victor and Michail are gone. He must have been anticipating my glare, as he’s already smiling at me.“You sure you have never done that before, little one?” he asks.“What? Been made to spend dinner under the table during a mafia meeting?”Gunsyn’s hand lashes out with blinding speed. He seizes me by the throat and pulls me to him, my lips so close we’re practically kissing. “You know what I mean,” he growls. “You said you were a virgin. But you have done that before.”I swell with a sense of indignation and pride and slowly shake my head, daring him to hurt me. I want him to. “Never. I’m just that good.”His eyes flare, and he stares at me, debating whether or not to believe me. His fingers around my neck feel like a collar, one I am not accustomed to wearing. Somehow now, outside of the cell he first put me in, I feel even more owned by him. It’s like my body is his, and he knows it. Actually, it’s not like that; it is that.
Despite the fact that I have no idea how to give head, I start doing my best on Gunsyn’s cock, moving up and down, taking him as deep as I can without gagging and even twisting my tongue around the thick, bulbous tip. I see now what he meant when he told me I wouldn’t be able to speak at dinner.I hear the sounds of a meal being served – plates being put down, glasses and silverware, and try to picture what it’s like up there. Is Victor even acknowledging what’s going on beneath the table? What about Michail? If he didn’t think I was a prostitute before, he does now.But I don’t care about those men. I care about Gunsyn, and right now, my mission is to completely screw with his composure.Okay, I’ve heard Breanna talk about blowjobs before. I’ve seen some porn in my life. I can do this.As I suck him, I take his shaft with my other hand and begin stroking it. I’m awkward at first, but as I start to get the timing, I feel a reaction from him. His legs begin to tense, and he adjusts him
Wait, what!? That’s what I want to say, but I’m not about to get into a verbal argument with him in front of his guests. Instead, I communicate with him with my eyes.Are you kidding? I ask.No, he replies. Do as I say.I feel Victor and Michail’s eyes on me. They’re waiting to see what I’m going to do. If I refuse, I’ll make Gunsyn look weak in front of them.Do it, he says, his eyes narrowing.He loves telling me what to do. I can see it in the way he’s looking at me. And to be honest, what’s the big deal anyway? It’s not like he hasn’t already had me once, and he’s definitely going to have me again. And if I just do this now, it will probably make things easier for me later on. But if I am going to do it, I’m not just going to do it; I’m going to make a show of it.“Of course,” I say with a seductive hum to my voice before spinning on my heels so my curves are on full display for Victor and Michail. I’m suddenly conscious of my back, my waist, my butt, and the way they look in thes
What is going on with me? My mind is playing tricks on me, and I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror wearing this red dress and these insane heels. I feel like a Barbie doll, gangster queen edition or something.“How do girls stand in these things?” I say as I try to figure out how to position myself so my butt isn’t completely sticking out and my back isn’t arched like I’m trying to get a guy’s attention. But it seems futile. Even when I slouch, the effect is still the same, and I suspect that’s why Gunsyn had them laid out for me.Asking a woman isn’t sexy. That’s what he said to me. You are not the kind of woman who wants a good man.Of all the arrogant things to say to a girl. Is that even arrogant? No. It’s beyond. They need to invent some kind of new word to describe the balls a guy would have to have to say something like that.The dress is way too low, and I’m showing way too much cleavage. My hair is also a complete mess and makes me look like a carrot that’s been pluck
“Stockholm syndrome,” I say to myself as I examine one of the dresses. “That’s all it is. Perfectly natural. Just like coming on a strange, evil man’s cock. Don’t be too hard on yourself, Irene.”Uh huh. Sure.The dress is well-made, soft and flowy, and would probably look incredible on someone not me. But I try it on anyway. In fact, I try on everything while I’m alone for the rest of the afternoon, and by the time I’m finished, I’m pretty sure I can’t wear any of it. I’m not good at making decisions anyway, but when it comes to something like this, I’m hopeless.“The red one,” Gunsyn says, startling me again as he comes in behind me. “It will go well with your hair.”“My hair that you don’t like?”“When did I say I don’t like it?” He smiles. He approaches me, and I hate myself for being relieved that he’s here. At least I’m not completely alone now, and I’m pretty sure, judging by the look in his eyes, that he’s not about to repeat what he did to me yesterday. He leans down and pick